Chapter thirteen:
(In Ray's dream/nightmare)
"I love you Kai."
"I love you too Ray."
Kai said as he pulled Ray into a hug never letting him go. Ray was smiling brightly at his lover and was hoping this moment would never end. Oh how much Ray wanted this moment to never end.
"Oh Kai."
Just as Kai was about to kiss Ray the place they were at suddenly disappeared and Ray found himself in a basement of some sort that for some reason looked very familiar to him.
"Huh w-where am I, Kai, KAI!!"
Ray yelled but he got no response. So he tried again and again but he still didn't get any answer and started to freak out until a deep sweet voice made him stop.
"KAIIIIII!! WHERE ARE YOU!"
"What's with all the screaming Ray, I'm right here."
Ray turned around and saw Kai standing in front of him smiling at him very sweetly. Ray sighed in relief, he then ran toward Kai and threw his arms around him.
"Kai there you are."
"Oh Kai I thought I lost you"
Ray said as he rested his head on Kai's chest taking in his scent and purred contently never wanting to let him go again as he tightened his grip around Kai.
"It's ok I'm here now."
Kai said as he pulled back to look at Ray, his smile growing bigger and brighter as he continued looking into his eyes and softly spoke to him with all his love from the bottom of his heart.
"You know Ray I really like your smile."
Kai said as he moved some strains of hair out of Ray's face and caressing his cheek. Ray leaned into the touch also smiling with all his happiness showing on his face as he answered him.
"Really?"
"Yea I would never lie about something like that."
"Kai?"
"Yea."
"Can we go look at the sky and see if we can find any animal shaped clouds?"
"Um…I got a better idea."
"Really what is it?"
Ray asked Kai as he looked into his dark eyes wondering what idea he was thinking of. But decided not to think about it so he shook the thought out of his mind and waited for Kai to continue with his thought.
"Follow me and you'll find out."
Kai said as he took Ray by the hand and walked toward a door that was at the end of the hallway that suddenly appeared around them. Ray felt like he had been in this area before and the door that was in front of them didn't look like it lead anywhere nice.
"Umm…Kai are you sure we're aloud to go in there?"
"YES, now come on."
Kai said as he pulled Ray harshly threw the door. This act made Ray flinch and he wondered why Kai was being violent with him all of a sudden.
"Ow, Kai that hurt you never hurt me like this before are you alright?"
"Yes I'm fine now lets go."
Kai said still pulling Ray further into the room as the door shut behind them with a big slam in which he jumped slightly starting to get very uncomfortable.
"Kai what's wrong with you?"
"Kai…"
"Were here."
Kai said as he let go of Ray's arm and didn't say anything more just letting the silence settle in. Ray looked around the room but with no light he couldn't see anything at all. So he tried to ask again.
"Where is here Kai?"
"Kai, Kai, KAIIIII"
Ray yelled, as he still got no answer. He felt very uncomfortable and wanted to get out of here but it seemed he couldn't go anywhere unless he wanted to get lost and never be able to get out of this room. Then all of a sudden Ray saw a bright light come and found himself in a room filled with strange objects.
"Where am I?"
"Your in my room Ray."
Kai said from behind him his smile was now in a smug smirk that was stuck on his face. But he just kept silent and kept looking at Ray like a piece of meat that he just wanted to gobble up all at once. As he thought this he lick his lips slowly.
"What are you talking about Kai?"
Ray said as he turned around and found that it wasn't Kai who said that but the leader of the guys who raped him. Ray eye's went wide and he slowly started to back away from the man in front of him.
"N-N-No it can't be I got away from you."
"You will never get away from me Ray."
The leader said as he grabbed Ray and dragged him to the bed all the while Ray was kicking and screaming trying to get the man's grip off of him but was failing at his attempt at freedom.
"NO, NO NOT AGAIN PLEASE!!"
"Now its time to finish what I started."
The leader said as he threw Ray onto the bed staring down at him licking his lips again as Ray started to cry softly but didn't stop screaming and trying to fight back. But the leader was just to strong and had some how tore off all Ray's cloths and smirked down at the little mouse that was shivering with fear. So as Ray screamed again the leader to stop delaying so he mounted Ray.
"NOOOOO PLEASE NO!"
"SHUT-UP!"
And then he hit Ray in the face. After that he thrusted into Ray, until he screamed yet again and it was an ear splitting scream so the leader hit him again to make him shut up but Ray just screamed louder.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!"
The leader then decided to continue his thrusting until Ray started to move from under him which was not making the man any happier at all. The leader then grabbed Ray's arms to make him stop moving.
"What are you doing you tramp your mine and no one else's you can never escape me no matter what you do I will always be with you."
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! KAI, KAI, KAI ANSWER ME PLEASE I NEED YOU PLESAE HELP KAI KAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!"
(End of dream)
"KAIIIIIIIII!!"
Ray yelled as he shot up in bed and started panting and looked around noticing that he was in Kai's room but that didn't settle him. He then heard a noise next to him and his frightened eyes turned to look into very sleepy Kai who was starting to wake up. As he woke up he saw that Ray was shaking and panting with a very pale face.
"Ray, Ray what is it what's wrong?"
"K-Kai…."
Was the only thing he could get before he started crying uncontrollably and hiding his face into his hands still shaking and crying even harder so Kai put his arms around Ray and pulled him close and started to rock him back and forth trying to calm his frightened lover.
"Oh Ray its ok I'm here it was just a bad dream ok."
"Kai…."
"Ray what's wrong what happened."
"I-I had the worst dream ever."
"What was it about?"
Kai said softly to Ray as he hugged him to himself and softly spoke sweet words into his ear so he could calm down.
"I-I-It was about you and me and we were so happy until the place we were at disappeared and you were gone and I couldn't find you."
"And…..?"
"And when I finally found you we found a door and you took my hand roughly and it hurt badly."
"Then you pulled me into the doorway and found myself in the same room I was in when the guys took me then you weren't you anymore and I turned around after I heard something."
"Yes and what was it?"
"It was the leader of the group and he grabbed me and threw me on the bed and tore my cloths off and started to r-r-rape me."
Ray said as he started to cry and shake with fear again. But Kai's strong arms held him making sure he didn't leave his embrace. He then took Ray's face and turned it toward him so he could look at him and smiled softly.
"Ray its ok you don't have to continue you can stop."
"N-N-No I want to tell you."
"Ok."
"As he was rapping me I tried to tell him to stop but every time I tried he just told me to shut up and then he would hit me."
"Oh Ray……"
Kai said as he kissed Ray on the forehead and held back the tears that were forming in his eyes. He then sighed softly and spoke into Ray's ear saying to words.
"I'm sorry."
"Its ok anyway as I was saying, after he hit me he continued to thrust into me and as he did this I started to move from under him but he got a hold of my hands and pinned down and called me a tramp."
"Then I kept calling your name and every time I did you never came."
Ray said as he cried the hardest he ever cried before. Kai tightened his hold on him and kissed his forehead as Ray's next words came out in a very choked up voice.
"I was so scared Kai."
"Oh Ray I'm so sorry you had that dream I am."
Kai said kissing Ray all over his face. Ray then threw his arms around Kai and hugged him tightly and resting his face onto his chest speaking softly.
"I know Kai I know."
"Ray?"
"Yea."
"I love you, you know that right?"
"Yea."
"And you know that I will always be there for you."
"Yes Kai I know."
"Good."
Kai said as he held Ray close and kissed him softly on the lips with tears in his eyes. Never wanting to let him go, which Ray felt, threw the kiss and smiled softly, he then broke the kiss and looked into Kai's eyes and spoke softly.
"Kai?"
"Yea."
"Um…what time is it?"
Kai a little surprised at the question stared at him but shook the feeling off then turned and looked at the clock and noticed that it was pretty late.
"Its l 'o clock in the morning."
"Oh well I guess we better get some sleep don't you think."
Ray said as he kissed Kai lightly on the lips, Kai gladly kissed back and tried to make the kiss go further but Ray broke it before anything could happen and smiled sweetly at him.
"Goodnight Kai love you."
Ray said as he laid down slowly considering his bandages didn't let him move too much. So he took his time lying down on the nice comfy bed. Kai looked at Ray who somehow managed to lie down on his side. Wondering what brought on the sudden mood change.
"Ray what are forgetting to tell me?"
Kai thought to himself as he lay down and wrapped his arms around Ray who was sleeping but to Kai's surprise Ray was silently crying and saying his name. Kai tightened his grip on him and softly hummed a sweet song into Ray's ear. In response to the song Kai felt Ray's hand on his own and felt his grip tighten slightly and let out a little purr of contentment. Kai kept singing threw the night until Ray was relaxed, which he then let sleep come over him again never letting Ray out of his arms.