I walked into Tamaki's room. Kyoya had slept over in a guess room so hopefully he wouldn't hear me. I crept over to his bed and carefully got on. I started to jump and yell.

'karma can be a bitch :P' I thought laughing.

"ITS FIVE O'CLOCK IN THE F*CKING MORNING!" I yelled as I jumped near him.

He bolted up looking confused. His hair was tousled and he was half asleep. I stopped jumping and sat cross legged in front of him.

"what's wrong Reiven?" he asked yawning.

"nothing, it's 5" I replied smiling "did I mention a woke up and had 5 monsters" I grinned.

"why did you wake me up?" he asked.

"karma" I replied. I smiled innocently then jumped up and tackled him.

"RAWR IMA MONSTER!" I said giggling.

"IMA DINOSAUR!" he yelled suddenly awake and hyper. We started to wrestle on the bed until we tumbled off in a big messed of blankets. I laid there beside Tamaki and looked at him. We only had to make eye contact and we started to bust out laughing. It was a good 5 minutes before we stopped. We were both in tears from laughing so hard.

"well I can't sleep now" Tamaki said. "what should we do?"

I sat up and thought for a second "uhhh…. Wanna watch random TV shows till we should wake up Kyoya" I offered.

"why not wake him up now?" Tamaki asked.

"I value my life" I said laughing "if we wake him up and 5 in the morning he'll kill us. Lets wait till 8" I said.

"ok, lets go." He said.

We walked to my room, I grabbed my hoodie and pulled it on, and then I grabbed my down blanket and took it with me. We went down stair into the TV room and started to watch Mythbusters.

Tamaki was in the lazy chair and I was curled up in the love seat under my blanket.

Tamaki and I ended up watching Mythbusters, Wonderpets and Spongebob all morning.

As soon as it was 8 I bolted up out of my chair

"TAMAKI! It's 8!" I smiled nefariously. "lets go wake up Kyoya."

We went up the stairs and into the guest room where Kyoya was sleeping. We quietly when over to the bed and crawled on. We stood up and I counted to three on my fingers.

"ok now" I said quietly.

"KYOYA TIME TO WAKE UP!" we both yelled jumping.

My foot suddenly got tangled and I fell… I fell right on top of Kyoya. I herd him grunt in pain and annoyance.

"ok now you can deal with him" Tamaki said and ran out of the room.

"RAWR!" I replied just as Kyoya opened his eyes to find me on top of him "Get off me" He said giving me a death glare

I rolled off him and sat beside him on the bed. "better?" I asked grinning.

Kyoya turned over and threw the covers over his head growling annoyed with me.

I started to repeatedly shake his shoulder. "kyoya…. Kyoya wake up"

"No" He growled as he ignored me shaking his shoulder.

I growled myself and got off the bed. I grabbed the cover and ripped them off his head and jumped on the bed again.

"GET OUT OF BED!"

Kyoya sat up and glared at me angrily "Leave. . Hell. Alone." He hissed at me still not ready to get up. little did I know that he been up half the night listening to Tamaki, and the other half he had been working, and he had barely gotten an hour of sleep yet.

I cringed; something about his toned scared me a lot.

"ok.. sorry" I said quietly. I threw the cover at him and hopped off the bed.

'I'll just find a way to piss you off later' I thought.

Kyoya rolled his eyes as he sat up "I'll be down later" He muttered as he threw his legs over the bed to get up.

"mmmmmkays" I replied grinning again.

Kyoya rolled his eyes as he got up and headed toward the shower to get dressed for the day before grabbing a cup of coffee and looking at me as he sat down in the room where we were.

I was tapping a rhythm to a song against the table as I took a drink of coffee. I was also slightly humming to it, well where the words should have been. Kyoya rolled his eyes slightly as he saw me, simply watching as he drank his coffee. I was basically in my own little world as I did so but I jumped back into reality.

I straightened up. "do you mind if I play a song on the Piano? It's been bothering me for—" I paused the think about it "about 7 hrs"

Kyoya shrugged his shoulders "Go for it" He told me, still slightly grumpy. XD

I got up and when to the piano not far away from the table. I sat down and began to play The Last Night by Skillet. I let my fingers hit the keys and I began to sing the words under my breath. Once I was finished I was happy and went back to the table to finish my coffee.

"do you know that song?" I asked taking a drink of coffee.

Kyoy nodded his head slightly "I looked up the band the other night" He told me.

"then tell me the tile of song and name of the band" I crossed my arms.

"The Last night by Skillet" Kyoya said pinching the bridge of his nose slightly irritated.

"hmmm well tell me who John wrote the song for?" I asked.

'If he gets this I'm gonna cry' I thought 'there is no way he can know everything'

"For a girl that had a secret life of cutting. It's and interesting choice of a song for you isn't it?" He asked raising his eyebrows at me as he crossed his legs, smirking.

'shit shit shit shit shit!; I thought to myself.

"very good, and I like the song because of the sound of it, I like all of Skillet's songs…."

'he better not know about what happened 5 years ago' I thought panicking on the inside.

" But you missed one thing, it wasn't just a girl he wrote the song for" I paused "it was for his friend"

Kyoya shrugged "It was for a lot of things. I only remember a few of Skillet's songs. I prefer them over Blood on the Dance Floor though" He added chuckling.

I laughed putting my hands over my face. "well I like Blood on the Dance Floor xD they're songs might all be about sex but they're so catchy and up beat" I blushed "before I get into Blood on the Dance floor I'm stopping myself"

But in all reality I was skill scared that I let on too much and that he might have figured it out.

"I'm gonna find Seth, Tamaki and Antoinette; care to join me?" I asked getting up. fixing my hoodie sleeves.

Kyoya smirked slightly "You're nervous about something" He said as he stood up, walking over to her "What is it?" he asked.

"it's nothing" I said too quickly. I looked down and was fiddling with my hoodie. I started to walk away.

Kyoya grabbed my arm gently "I'm not an idiot" He reminded me.

I looked away and tried to suppress the tears I felt welling up "I can't tell you" I said attempting to keep my voice calm.

Kyoya sighed gently as he put his face to mine, stroking my cheeks gently as he cupped my face in his hands. "Tamaki's going to be worse when he finds out what you're hiding. What is it?" He asked softly.

I felt a tear roll down my face " 5 years ago, I had a secret life of a cutter" I felt more tears cascade from my eyes.

Kyoya blinked but didn't say anything as he wiped my tears away. "It's okay" he murmured gently.

I pulled my self away and wrapped my arms around myself "no it's not" I shook my head as I cried.

Kyoya sighed slightly as he did something highly out of character for himself. He pulled me into a hug trying to comfort me. I hugged him back as I cried. When I calmed down I pulled away. and looked at the ground.

"do you hate me?" I asked.

Kyoya chuckled "Why would I hate you?" He asked

"The last time this happened I lost 5 of my best friends; they hate me" I replied.

Kyoya growled and rolled his eyes "Then they obviously weren't true friends" he told me.

I looked up at him and slightly smiled. "I think we should find Tamaki….." I trailed off frowning again. "he needs to know"

Kyoya nodded his head "Then let's go" He told me.

We walked out of the room and went down the hall. I knocked on his bedroom door and opened it. He was at his desk working on some homework.

"Oh there you two are" he smiled. His smile turned into a frown when he saw the look on my face. "What's wrong?"

I looked at Kyoya but he gave me a small push forward and stayed against the door frame. I walked over to Tamaki's desk and pulled him over to his bed. we both sat down and I took a deep breath.

"I need to tell you something" I started out.

"what is it?" he asked, concern all over his face.

"uh well 5 years ago I hit an all time low and started cutting myself. My step parents found out and got me help. After a couple of months I had stopped and after a year of going to classes and meeting true friends I was how I am now; happy and care-free" I explained to him, tears pouring down my face again.

"but why? Why would you do something like that?" he asked. "let me see"

"I was tired of everything, I had no real friends, everyone said I was a freak, I couldn't take it anymore. But then I got help. I'm all better now. It's been 5 years" I re-explained as I pulled up my hoodie sleeves. They were very faded now but still there. Some where horizontal others where diagonal. And there weren't that many, only 10, I had counted them on night.

Tamaki gently took my wrist and traced them, but he didn't say anything.

"I understand if you hate me now" I said still crying.

Tamaki whipped the tears away and pulled me into a hug. "I could never hate you Reiven"

That's all I needed to hear, I smiled and hugged him back.

"I'm sorry" I said.

"for what?" he asked.

"for everything" I replied.

"don't be, you've done nothing wrong" Tamaki replied.

After that was over and we all calmed down things started to return to normal but there was this lingering feeling that not everything was ok.

Tamaki was in the last chair again and I was sitting upsidedown on the love seat with my laptop beside me.

"we should play would you rather" I said.

"what's that?" Tamaki asked tilting his head.

Kyoya shook his head slightly "It's a commoners game Tamaki" The male said as he sat down on the couch.

"soooo you wanna play?" I asked turning so I was sitting right side up.

Kyoya shrugged "I see no harm coming of it" He answered.

"lets play!" Tamaki smiled.

I grinned nefariously I grabbed my laptop and looked up would you rather questions.

"would you rather..." i looked at the question and laughed " would you rather ejaculate silly string or hot sauce?"

Kyoya smirked slightly shaking his head "Hot sauce" He answered.

"silly string" Tamaki answered trying not to laugh.

I on the other hand did.

Kyoya chuckled as he looked at the two of us "And you Reiven?" He asked.

" uhhhhhhh….. I'll go with… SILLY STRING!" I laughed. "ok then next one… would you rather…Be spanked or be put on a restriction of you're favorite thing to do?" I asked.

Kyoya chuckled "Spanked" He answered easily "And you two?" He asked.

"Spanked" Tamaki replied.

"Oh that's Kinky" I snickered. "Put on restriction of my favorite thing to do"

Our game lasted until around 9. Kyoya said he needed to head home and that he would see us in the morning. After Kyoya left; Tamaki and I went into the piano room and started playing different songs; we'd try to guess which song was being played.

YAY XD chapter's done :D i personally think this is my favorite... so far xD idk ch 11 might be xD we'll just have to see

DISCLAIMER: i don't own OHSHC

thank you to writters epiphany and moondragonlove for the help :D you guys r the best :3