Hey guys! I haven`t updated in a few days, i`m sorry. I went on a trip with my jazz choirs&bands, and i was really sick there & when i got back, so i`ve been a lazy ass for the past couple days . . So here i`m going to try updating (: So, yeah enjoy!

`OH MY GOD!`

Kurt shot upright in his bed, screaming at the top of his lungs, clawing at his hair and face and the sheets, causing Blaine to bolt up beside him, throwing his arms around Kurt tightly, stroking his hair, holding his wrists tightly, whispering to him soothingly, rocking him back and forth. The past few nights had been like this. Even though it had been nearly 3 weeks now since Dave`s death and since Kurt had been saved, the nightmares came back every night, scaring Kurt halfway to his grave. Blaine was always right there next to him, to hold him and calm him down from the adrenaline`s high.

Kurt wailed loudly, shaking his head back and forth, waving his arms and babbling nonsense. Blaine just held on tightly, rocking him, kissing him and telling him it was okay. Kurt was gone, out of his rationality when he was like this. He didn`t know where he was, or who was around him. He just felt the pain. The memories. The rape.

After about thirty minutes, Blaine had finally gotten him to calm down. Nobody had come rushing down; after the first six or so times, he had convinced Burt, Carole, and Finn that he had it under control. Blaine rubbed his back under his shirt, running his other hand through his hair, over his cheek soothingly, stroking his tears away as Kurt`s cries died down. Kurt sniffled, opening his eyes, and now instead of being wild and crazed, were blurry and a light blue.

`B...Blaine..? I did it again, d-didn`t I...`

Blaine nodded, smiling weakly. He tilted Kurt`s head up and kissed his lips softly, and Kurt sighed softly into the kiss. Blaine pulled away and Kurt snuggled into Blaine`s arms.

`Blaine, I don`t think I appreciate you enough...`

Blaine laughed softly, stroking his boyfriend`s belly.

`What do you mean, baby?`

Kurt kissed Blaine`s neck gently.

`I mean... I`m sure any other guy would have gotten up and left the moment he found out I was raped... Yet you`ve been here this whole time... and you`re still here, every night when I wake up, screaming and crying and looking like i`m about to kill, you sit and you hold me and kiss me... It means so much to me, Blaine. I love you, so much. So very much...`

Kurt cried softly and Blaine let a few tears slip as well, and he held Kurt tightly.

`Kurt, don`t even thank me. You`re the first person who`s ever tried understanding me, and the addiction I have. You`re the only person who`s given me a reason to want to try to stop, so really, I should be thanking you, Kurt.`

Kurt fisted Blaine`s shirt tightly, smiling.

`God, I love you...`

Blaine smiled, kissing his forehead.

`I love you too, Kurt.`

A few days later...

`Blaine.`

`Yes, Kurt?`

`It`s summer.`

`Good observation.`

Kurt sighed into his hands, then sat back in the kitchen chair as Blaine sipped at his coffee, reading the newspaper. Kurt glared at him, ripping it out of his hands and Blaine glared back.

`I was doing the crossword.`

`You are such a middle age man.`

Blaine crossed his arms and pouted, causing Kurt`s frown to curl up into a smile, but he refused.

`Blaine, we should do something.`

`Like what?`

Kurt shrugged his shoulders.

`I don`t know. We should... Go swimming. Or go to a lake. Or go for a walk in a park. Or adopt a puppy. I don`t know.`

`Kurt, you hate puppies.`

`Do you see how bored I am.`

`Do I bore you?`

`That`s not what I meant.`

Blaine just smiled, nodding.

`I know. But I don`t know what to do. I mean, your dad and Carole are gone for the next two weeks to Hawaii for the honeymoon they never got, and Finn went with Rachel and her dads off to New York for a week. You should pick what we do.`

Kurt`s eyes flashed and he stared at Blaine, eyeing him up and down.

`Oh, there are so many things we could do, Blaine...`

Blaine swallowed thickly and he shook his head slowly.

`Kurt, I don`t want you to get hurt...`

Kurt walked over to him, placing his hands on his chest.

`I`m completely healed, Blaine.`

Blaine looked up at him, trying to fight the growing heat in his abdomen and replace it with concern.

`Kurt, I don`t think it`s a good idea yet. I want it to be something we`ve talked about, and we both agree on.`

`Fine. Do you want me.`

`Kurt, that`s-`

`Answer the question, Blaine.`

Blaine swallowed again as Kurt leaned down, nipping at Blaine`s neck.

`Do you want to fuck me hard, Blaine...`

Blaine shuddered, closing his eyes.

`Kurt... The... The psychologist said...`

`The psychologist said for me to wait til I was ready. And I want you, Blaine. And I love you.`

Blaine bit his lip, his rationality still protesting.

`I don`t think we should go all the way yet. I think you still need to take some more time.`

`Then we won`t go all the way yet, Blaine, but I still want you to answer the fucking question, Blaine Anderson.`

Blaine gasped as his voice dropped a few octaves, becoming hot and husky. Blaine`s body became warm, and he could feel his jeans becoming uncomfortably tight. Blaine shuddered again as Kurt pulled him into a standing position and pushed him against a wall, pressing their bodies flush together, and both boys groaned as their crotches grinded against one another.

`Blaine, I swear to God, answer my question.`

Blaine`s mouth fell open and he drew in a shaky breath.

`Fuck, Kurt, yes, God, of course I want you...`

Kurt smiled, and then kissed Blaine, hard. He bit his lip, and sucked, causing Blaine to gasp. He slid his tongue into Blaine`s mouth, and their tongues swirled together in a way both boys had become familiar with. Blaine`s hands fisted Kurt`s shirt, then slid down and behind, grasping his ass through his thin pyjama bottoms, spreading them apart. Kurt moaned into Blaine`s mouth and he groaned, pulling up to rub Kurt`s hips. Kurt rolled his hips forward, and Blaine groaned low in his throat as their cocks rubbed together.

Kurt stepped back, and Blaine just looked at him in suprise, about to ask if he did something wrong. Kurt lifted his finger, signing for him to be silent, and he complied.

`I want to try something.`

Blaine nodded and Kurt swallowed, blushing.

`I want you to give me a blow job.`

Blaine smiled, blushing as well.

`Really?`

Kurt rolled his eyes.

`No, I said it for shits and giggles. Of course I do... I mean, have you seen your mouth..?`

Blaine just grabbed Kurt`s waist, spinning them so their positions were switched. He pulled off Kurt`s shirt, as well as his own, and kissed Kurt`s neck lovingly. He bit down softly, leaving a soft mark, and then sucked tenderly on his collarbone. Kurt`s hands flew up to his hair and he sighed softly.

`Oh, Blaine...`

Blaine kissed down lower, reaching out his tongue and flicking it across Kurt`s left nipple, then blew softly, causing Kurt to whimper. He did the same to the right before continuing down Kurt`s hairless, flawless chest, until a very thin line of hair trailed down into his boxers. He pulled down Kurt`s pyjamas, letting them slide around his ankles, and then pulled at the hem of Kurt`s boxers. Kurt stepped out of the clothes, and pushed them away with his foot, and blushed as Blaine looked at him like he was staring at angels. Kurt became concerned as he saw tears welling in Blaine`s eyes.

`Blaine..?`

Blaine just smiled up at him, sitting on his knees and nuzzling his face into Kurt`s stomach.

`Just.. God, Kurt... I wish so much that I could have been the first to see this... I wanted it so much. I love you. You`re perfect. You are beautiful, and sexy as all fucking hell, and I don`t want you to ever think that you`re unclean, or not pure, or anything like that. I`ll always want you, always love you... I just, looking at you right now, and knowing that I wasn`t.. It`s hard, but it makes me love it at the same time, because I get to be the first person to show you what this feels like when it`s out of love...`

Kurt smiled, tears falling from his eyes.

`I wouldn`t want it any other way Blaine.`

Blaine kissed his stomach gently, massaging his thighs, soothingly. He leaned down, and kissed the tip of Kurt`s head, and Kurt gasped loudly, his head falling back gently. Blaine slid his mouth over the tip, sucking softly, then moved his head foreward slowly, until his nose was met with skin, and he nuzzled his face against the soft hair. Kurt bucked his hips gently, and Blaine held them firmly against the wall, pulling his head back, and moving back forward, and Kurt was suprised when he felt his head hit Blaine`s throat with no reaction. Blaine sucked on every pull back, hollowing his cheeks back tightly on every move in. Kurt was moaning, his head falling from side to side as Blaine`s tight, hot, wet mouth moved around him, pleasing him. He felt beads of sweat dripping off his forehead, and he could feel warmth pooling in his stomach. Blaine let go of one of Kurt`s hips, his hand rubbing Kurt`s inner thigh. He moved his hand up and massaged Kurt`s balls between his fingers, and Kurt cried out, screaming Blaine`s name, shuddering as he came into Blaine`s mouth. Blaine swallowed as much as he could, but was suprised by the amount, and some of it fell past his lips and down his chin. Kurt fell to his knees and blushed as he saw Blaine`s face, then leaned down, licking the drying semen from Blaine`s chest, neck, and jawline. He kissed Blaine and the two boys fought with their tongues and Blaine moaned deeply into the passionate kiss.

They pulled apart, panting, and Blaine smiled.

`You taste amazing.`

Kurt smiled, blushing as he pulled Blaine into an embrace.

`You were amazing. That was perfect.`

Blaine nuzzled his head into Kurt`s neck, taking in the smell of chamomile and sex.

`You`re perfect.`

Blaine was sitting on Kurt`s desk chair, playing guitar, humming happily to himself as Kurt slept on the bed. His phone went off, and Blaine grabbed it, opening the call.

`Hello?`

`Hey, Blaine? It`s Thad!`

Blaine grinned.

`Hey! What`s up?`

`Well, I was wondering if you`d come down to visit Dalton! The warblers are having our final meeting before the season`s over to welcome our new students and it`d be nice if you suprised all the guys.`

Blaine smiled.

`Sure, i`ll head over right now.`

`Alright! See you then!`

Blaine hung up, writing Kurt a quick letter. He kissed Kurt`s head, who just sighed happily, curling against the pillow and Blaine`s sweater happily. Blaine laughed and left the room, pulling on his shoes and grabbing his keys. He walked out the door and down the walkway, heading to his car. He headed down the roads, familiar with himself on the way to Dalton, happy to see his old friends again.

Blaine smiled as he finished listening to the Warblers perform Uptown Girl by Westlife, and he clapped his hands, hugging his friends.

`You guys killed it as always!`

`We would sound so much better with you back in the mix. Is this your triumphant return to Dalton? Please?`

Blaine shook his head laughing.

`No, i`m actually just here to stop by. You guys all know i`m going to McKinley next year.`

Everyone sighed, nodding their heads, until one voice popped up.

`Well, that`s alright. Once a warbler, always a warbler, right?`

Blaine looked up at the tall, handsome boy and nodded, shaking his hand as everyone else filed away.

`Blaine Anderson. Sebastian Smythe.`

Blaine nodded, smiling nervously.

`Yeah, are... Are you a freshman?`

Sebastian`s smile became weak and his eyebrows raised.

`Do I look like a freshman?`

Blaine stuttered to himself and he stared at the boy.

`Well- I.. No, you.. Well, I don`t know...`

Sebastian laughed softly.

`Want to get some coffee?`

Blaine nodded slowly.

`Sure... Sure.`

Blaine walked through the door of the house slowly, turning over the last few hours in his head. What were Sebastian`s intentions? His direction of conversation was far from just friendly.

`Blaine?`

He looked up and saw Kurt sitting in the kitchen, curled up with a cup of tea. He smiled and walked over after abandoning his shoes, and didn`t let Kurt`s look of worry slip.

`What`s wrong babe?`

Kurt looked up at him.

`Well, you were gone a lot longer than two hours. It`s 6 pm Blaine. 6. What did you do at Dalton? You didn`t even call. I thought you`d been in an accident. And you didn`t answer my texts.`

Blaine blinked, and grabbed his phone, sighing.

`I must have bumped it onto silent... I`m sorry Kurt, I went for coffee with one of the guys.`

Kurt`s features softened.

`It`s okay. I was just worried, that`s all. I`m glad you had fun.`

Blaine smiled, kissing Kurt`s forehead.

`Are you hungry?`

Kurt smiled.

`Not really, but smoothies would be nice.`

Blaine smiled, opening the freezer, pulling out the various kinds of fruit. He pulled out the blender and went to work as Kurt watched, making casual conversation between the two of them, and he smiled inwardly, forgetting all about earlier today, as well as Sebastian.

For now, he had Kurt, and he was happy just to be alone with Kurt and not focus on anything else in the world.

Gosh. i feel like I could just continue this chapter forever. I feel like it wasn`t as good as others were... maybe cause i need some sleep...

Yeah.

well, whatever.

Okay, thanks for reading.

-Echo.