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Jasper POV

As soon as I walked in the door Edward was in my face, asking me about Bella. I have no idea how he knew that I had a crush on this girl, but hopefully he'd keep it to himself.

"So come on, spill it Jazz. The girl you like is that new girl Bella, right?"

"So what if it is Edward? What's it to you?" Just the sound of her name on his lips had me ready to rip his head off. Since when does he care what I do or who I like?

"Come on dude, even you can do better than that. I was talking to Lauren today and she was telling me all this stuff about Bella. And dude, she sounds like a psycho freak."

I could feel my blood starting to boil. How dare he say that about Bella, he doesn't even know her? It took all of my strength to keep from hitting him. By the smirk on his face, he could tell that I had a hard time controlling my anger. He seemed to be enjoying watching me struggle to get control of myself, which only pissed me off even more.

"Please, you're the freak if you believe anything that comes out of Lauren's stupid mouth. She would say anything if she feels threaten by someone. And for some reason she seems to not like Bella. Beside when have I ever cared what you, Lauren, or anyone else for that matter, think?"

"Dude I'm just trying to help you out before…"

"Please don't act like you're trying to help me. This is about you, just like everything is always about you. Well excuse me if I don't give a flying rat's ass about what you or Lauren thinks. I like Bella, so I suggest you deal with it."

"So you're going to ruin everything for some stupid new girl? God Jasper, no wonder Alice dumped your ass, you don't know how to play the game."

"Un huh, that's why she broke up with me? Really Edward? Are you really that much of a bastard to try and blamed that on me?"

"Jazz I think it's about time that you manned up and took responsibility for your own problems and stop try to push them off on other people."

Before I could say anything, he snatched his keys off the coffee table, and was out the door, letting it slam shut behind him. I was so mad all I could think about was punching him in his face. I ran up the stairs to my bedroom letting the door slam shut behind me. I threw my bag on the bed, sat down at my desk and pulled my I-pod out of the desk drawer. I plugged it up to my laptop and put on my favorite playlist. I lay down on my bed as the All American Rejects filled my room.

Why do I always let him get to me? I learned a long time ago that when it comes to Edward the only person he cares about is himself. But no matter what I do, he can always break through the walls I put up whenever he's around. It's so frustrating that I can't seem to control myself when I'm around him.

I rolled over onto my back and stared up at the cracks in my ceiling for a while, before it finally hit me. Of course Edward's trying to tell me all this stuff about Bella because he likes her too! He'd better realize that there's no way that I'm letting her go. So if he does like Bella, he's in for a fight.

I quickly pull out my cell phone to try to call her when I realize I didn't have her number. I sat there for a minute until it finally hit me, duh! I dialed Jessica's number and in a rushed conversation got Bella's number.

Just as I hit the last number, I took a deep breath and put the phone to my ear. I almost drop it when I heard a man's voice; I thought she said that she didn't have a boyfriend. But as the voice asked hello again I realized that it was probably her dad. I quickly asked to speak to Bella. He told me to hold on for a second and called out for her. I laughed when I heard him say to her that it was a boy, he almost sounded like a teenager.

The laughter died on my lips when I heard the quiet hello.

"Hello?" came that beautiful voice again.

"Bella?"

"Yes, this is Bella."

"Hey it's Jasper, you know from school?" I grimaced as that came out of my mouth. Of course she knows who you are you idiot.

"Oh yeah, that Jasper, so what's up?" I could almost hear the laugh in her voice.

"Well there was something that I wanted to ask you today in detention but the bell rung before I got a chance to." Okay Jasper, you can do this, just breathe and let it out.

"Okay, well I guess now is as good as time to ask me? So fire away!"

"See I… was kind of wondering… if maybe you… wanted to…uh..." I was stuttering so hard that I could barley understand what I was saying. I quickly took a deep breath and tried again. "I was wondering if maybe you wanted to go out sometime. With me, I mean?" I was happy that I did this over the phone because I would have killed myself if I ever acted like this in front of her.

"Yeah okay that sounds cool. When did you have in mind?"

Wait did she actually just say yes? She… Yes! Dude she said YES! I could feel my heart about to beat out of my chest in excitement. It was all I could do to not start jumping up and down on my bed like a little kid.

"Hello… Jasper… are you still there?"

Her voice broke me out of my thought. I let out a quick sigh and answered her.

"Yeah I'm here, sorry about that. I was thinking we could go out Friday night. There's this really great restaurant in Port Angeles that I think you would like. So, what do you think?"

"Sounds good to me, but I have to check with my dad first. So let me ask him and I'll give you an answer tomorrow at school, okay?"

"Yeah okay, well I got to go; my mom is calling me to come downstairs for dinner. I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Okay bye."

"Bye."

As I hung up the phone, I felt like I could do a hundred flips and still not be tired. I didn't think I'd ever been this excited in my life. I heard my mom call my name again, so I got up and shut off my I-pod before heading downstairs.

I must have looked weird because as soon as my mom saw me she started shooting me curious glances. I could only smile at her and shake my head telling her not now. She seemed to understand that I would tell her about it later. So we sat down and started to have dinner.

I was barely aware of the conversations going on around me; my mind was across town, with the goddess with the big chocolate brown eyes.