The First Bearer

Logan/Harry

Rated: T

Disclaimer:I don't own the Harry Potter or X-Men series, nor make any money from these stories.

""Talking

Thoughts

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"Professor, would it be okay if we talked?" Harry asked.

"Sure Harry, let's go to my office."

As Harry followed the man to his office, Harry contemplated his decision. Even though it had been a hard one he knew it was the correct one. Harry only hoped that Logan understood that.

He'll understand.

Opening the door to the professor's office Harry waited for the man to wheel in before he closed the door. Sitting down in one of the chairs in front of the professor's desk Harry sighed. He knew that what he was doing was right. He knew that if he left with Logan he would be useless to the man. What kind of help would Harry be if he didn't even know how to use some of the appliances in the kitchen? There were lots of things that Harry still had to learn and even though he knew that Logan would try to teach him he would still need more knowledge than what Logan would try to give him.

"Professor, Logan told me that I have to make a decision between staying here and leaving with Logan."

"Yes Harry that is correct. I take it you already made your decision."

"Yes. I would like to stay here professor; I want to learn all of the things that I've missed threw out my captivity."

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"Come on Logan you broke it so you have to fix it."

"I didn't break it. All I did was use it the way it's meant to be used."

"Really and how was that?"

"I burned rubber as much as I could."

Kneeling down in front of the black bike, Logan smirked. He knew that going over 100 miles an hour could do damage to the bike, but he just couldn't help doing it. He loved feeling the bike go as fast as it could.

Sighing, Scott knelled on the other side of the bike. The damage to the bike wasn't so bad that they couldn't fix it but he still hated seeing his old bike mistreated. At least Logan always fixed the bike once he returned to the school.

"So how much do you think you'll take to fix it and about how much?"

Humming for a few minutes Logan looked at the tires on the bike and then at the rest of the body. The damage that he had done to the bike could be fixed, but it was going to be a pain doing it himself.

"It's going to need a new paint job and it'll have to get new tires. It also needs some small work but it isn't much. I say it'll take about one or two thousand."

"Well that's better than last time."

Standing up, both men looked at the bike before they started to leave the garage. Scott had to go and see how some of the mutants around the area we're doing. Every once and awhile the professor would ask them to check on the mutants just to make sure that they weren't being mistreated or other sort of things. Logan, on the other hand, needed to find Harry because they we're supposed to go swimming in a lake that was about ten miles away.

"Hey Scotty give me the keys to your car."

"Why do you need my car?"

"Don't ask any questions; just give me the damn keys."

"Fine. Just don't fuck it up."

Handing his keys over, Scott couldn't help but sulk. He didn't like any one touching his baby, but alas what could he do so turning away from Logan, Scott headed towards the room that he and Jean shared. As he walked towards the room Scott couldn't help but wonder if Jean would make him feel better.

"Hey have you seen Harry, Rogue?"

"Um I think he went up to his room...or was it your room?"

"Ok."

Walking towards Harry's room first Logan moved thru the halls without meting anyone. Many of the kids had either gone home for the summer or they went out on a vacation. There we're only a few kids still around and they tended to stick together. Every once and a while Harry would spend time with the other kids, but mostly he was with Logan.

Opening Harry's door, Logan walked in and noticed that there was nobody inside of it. Humming a little, Logan stepped inside and looked around the room. Nothing inside the room really separated Harry's room from any other empty room. The only thing that made it look livable was the opened curtain and the dirty clothes in one corner of the bed. After looking at the room for a good while Logan sighed and walked out of the room. Heading towards his room, Logan ran his hand threw his hair before opening the door.

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Smiling at the man coming through the door, Harry got up and grabbed the older man's hand. Harry had thought about it for a while and had decided that it was now or never in telling Logan about his decision. Sitting down on the bed Harry pulled Logan down next to him and held on to his hand. The other male's hand was larger and rougher than his own.

"There something I have to tell you Logan. It's about the choices you gave me."

"Hm...so I take it you made your decision."

"Yeah."

"I...uh I."

Looking down at their hands Harry closed his eyes and tried to speak. He didn't think it would be so hard for to tell Logan what he had decided. Knowing that it was better to just let it out all at once Harry rushed the words out.

"Idecidedtostayandgotoschool."

Even thought the words had been rushed out and spoken so quickly Logan still knew what Harry had said and what his decision had been. Harry wanted to stay in school. Logan knew that the boy would most likely make that decision but Logan couldn't stop but feel jealous and slightly betrayed. He had been friends with Harry when he had wanted nobody around and now the boy was willing to throw it all away. Logan knew that he was being selfish, but he just couldn't help but feel that way.

"Ok then."

Letting go of Harry's hand Logan got off of the bed and headed towards the door. As much as he wanted to spend time with Harry while he stayed at the school he just couldn't face the kid. For some reason he felt betrayed. Betrayed because he finally had someone who could age the same he; someone he would not need to watch die.

"Logan wait... wait please I'm sorry... please don't hate me."

His hand rested on the doors handle as he heard Harry's words. Hate Harry...that wasn't possible for Logan even if he was to try.

"I don't hate you Harry. It's just that rrgh...it's nothing I just need some time by myself."

"You didn't let me finish Logan."

Hm there's more.

"Please sit down."

With a silent sigh Logan let go of the door handle and sat back down on the bed. While he sat he didn't even bother to look at Harry he just stared at his only option to get out of the room; the door. He felt the bed dip next to him as Harry moved to sit down closer to him. The younger boy laid his head on his shoulder before he continued to speak.

"After I finish learning here I had hoped that maybe... maybe you would come back for me so that I could live with you. I know that the professor might want me to stay here, but I don't think I could. I would miss you so much Logan."

"Hn."

Harry knew that he was asking a lot of Logan, but he was sure that Logan understood where he was coming from. But if the other male didn't and left Harry at the school then Harry would be heartbroken. To have the first person he had strong, strong feelings for abandon you would be an awful thing.

"I've never felt the way I do about someone the way I feel about you."

"Huh?"

Logan heard the words that Harry said but they didn't register, it took a few moments before Logan turned to Harry. He wrapped an arm around the younger boy's shoulder and pulled him towards his chest. Harry wrapped his arms around Logan's waist and held on tight to him, he didn't want to let go.

"I'm not going to lie to you kid. I don't know if I love you, but I've never felt about someone the way I feel about you. So I guess yeah I'll come back for you...hell I'll even come and visit every once and a while."

"You mean it Logan?"

"Yeah I mean it cub."

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Ok well I hope that you guys enjoyed the chapter and will review. Also I think that in the next chapter I'm going to do a time skip and I'll show Harry's and Logan's point of view.

Edited by Pyrite

Updated on 9-14-2010