The First Bearer

Logan/Harry

Rated: T

Disclaimer:I don't own the Harry Potter or X-Men series, nor make any money from these stories.

""Talking

Thoughts

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"You know if you don't get that fucking smirk off of your face one of us is going to knock it off."

"Is there something wrong with me smirking?"

"No, of course not Logan! So I take it things went good with your little boyfriend?"

"Heh you can say that."

After Logan had left Harry and the school, he headed straight to work. They were almost done with the building and were about to head out for the second one. Since they more men had been hired on the construction job things began to move faster then usual.

"Since you didn't deny the little boyfriend part, I take it the big bad Wolverine asked Harry out and he accepted."

"Yeah he did."

"Well good for you my boy I know you deserve it."

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"Harry are you listening to me?"

"Huh."

Harry turned to Hermione as he finally snapped out of his daze. Ever since Logan had left the school, he couldn't help but dream about his boyfriend. While he dreamed of his boyfriend he would dream of them doing provocative things from making love in their room to making love in public. As much as Harry knew he wasn't ready to make love, he couldn't help but want to.

"Yeah I do, but um I have to go some where really quick. I'll see you at dinner time."

As Harry left a flabbergasted Hermione alone he ran towards the school and moved through the corridors till he reached the room that he had been going every other day for a full week. When he had first told the professor Xavier that he wanted to have some therapy the professor had been quite happy. The next day Harry had his first session with a man called Hank McCoy or as others knew him as Beast.

It had first surprised Harry to be treated by a man that was hairy, all blue and so big. It had been so many years since he had just talked with someone without the fear of what he said being used against him in the future. It just felt so good; like a weight being lifted off his shoulders.

"Hello Harry."

"Hello Hank."

"I've told you that if you wish to call me Beast it's ok with me."

"I know, but I like calling you Hank."

"Alright then you win."

Closing the door behind him Harry smiled and walked towards the green chair in the room. Being in the room made Harry feel so comfortable. At first he had been scared but after getting to actually talk to Hank the green-eyed man felt at ease.

"So how was your day Harry?"

"Oh it was fine. Um I went swimming with Ron and then I was supposed to go and study with Hermione, but then I remembered I had to come and see you."

"Ah I see."

"Don't be sad though all I had to study for was English."

"Heheh I guess I understand."

Hank stood up and walked toward the chair that was next to Harry. He didn't turn and look at Harry since he knew that Harry didn't always like it when he was looked at while he spoke.

"So have you been having any other dreams of Logan?"

"Um... yeah."

"Would you like to tell me about the most recent one?"

The green-eyed mutant nodded his head and looked down at his lap. The most recent dream of Logan and him together wasn't a very pleasant one. It consisted of Logan treating him like some of the soldiers did. As Harry told Hank this he grabbed a piece of candy that was in his pocket. He didn't eat it though since he just needed something to do while he told the story.

"I was in a black room, it was kind of like the room I used to stay in with the doctor but there was nothing inside the room but Logan and I."

Hank turned to Harry and watched as he unwrapped the hard piece of candy only to wrap it up again. The dream must have really disturbed him.

"Go on."

"When we saw each other we didn't say anything. We just looked at each other for I don't know how long before his clothes changed. It turned into a military uniform."

Looking at the piece of candy in his hand Harry sighed and put it back in his pocket. He didn't want to talk about what he dreamed about but he knew he had to or else there would be no way for him and Logan to really have a relationship.

"After his clothes changed h-he attacked me. He took off my clothes and...and raped me. While he didn't that he kept on telling me how much he loved me."

"That was your whole dream."

"Y-yeah."

"Harry, do you think that Logan would do that to you?"

Hank knew that if it ever came down to it Logan would never force himself on the small boy in front of him, but it was Harry that needed to make his brain realize that. In his heart Hank was sure that Harry knew that Logan would never hurt him but after so many years of sexual abuse it was going to take a while for Harry's head to figure it out.

"Harry..."

"He was the first person that I trusted when I was first saved from the military."

"That doesn't answer the question Harry."

Biting his lip Harry brought his legs up to the chair to hug them. In his heart Harry knew the answer was no. Logan would never hurt him. In his head though, it was hard to believe that Logan wasn't going to be like those other men from his past.

"I don't know."

Reaching out Hank rubbed Harry's arm, he was so happy that Harry was in his office talking about his feelings. If he wasn't then Hank shuddered to think what could happen with him.

"Well Harry how about we change the topic and you can think about that when you leave this office. Well talk about it the next appointment."

"O-ok."

"Now, how about we talk about your new driving skills?"

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"When do you think you'll be able to get him?"

"Well I heard that he's going to go out by himself. He's going to library in a few days so I'll grab him when he goes."

Smiling Dr. Herling nodded his head and gave the young mutant in front of him money. The boy in front of him had dirty blond hair blue eyes and was about 5'7". From what he could tell to the boy was able to control fire. It had taken him only a few days to find the boy in front of him since he had paid his investigator to give him the names of some people that could help him get Harry. The blue-eyed boy had been perfect since he went to the same school as Harry and seemed to be friends. It was perfect.

"Alright then when you bring him to me I'll give you the rest of the money."

"Alright then."

When they were finished speaking Dr. Herling watched the boy in front of him get in his car and leave. It wouldn't be long before Harry was in his arms and that just made him so happy.

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Oh I wonder who the boy that's working with Dr. Herling is? Well if you have an idea of who it is review and let me know.

Edited by Pyrite

Updated on 10-11-2010