The First Bearer

Logan/Harry

Rated: M

Disclaimer:I don't own the Harry Potter or X-Men series, nor make any money from these stories.

""Talking

Thoughts

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Never had Harry had such a great time as he did on Christmas day. Sure in the past he had been given a few presents by the doctors and by the few soldiers that were obsessed with him, but they never once treated him the way that his friends did. Before Christmas they had all sleeped in Harry's room and in Christmas day they had exchanged presents and then ate breakfast in the city.

Ron had given Harry a new sweater. Hermione had given him a pair of shoes and pants and Draco had given him a silver watch. In return Harry had given Ron a pair of shoes, Hermione had received bracelet, and Draco had gotten a pair of shirts. All in all it had been a great day but once it had gotten late in the day Jean had gone up to him to give him a present that Logan had sent to him.

After getting the gift, Harry had thanked Jean and quickly went to his room to open. Once he had unwrapped the green wrapping in the small box. When he gotten to the box Harry had timidly opened it. Once he had seen what was inside Harry had smiled and hugged the little box. Inside the box there had been a beautiful silver heart locket with his and Logan's picture inside of it. The thin chain on the locket had been long enough so that once he put it on it would hide in his shirt. Sure Harry knew that lockets were normally given to girls but Harry he loved it and cherish it.

After opening the gift Harry had decided that he was going to call Logan from Draco's cell phone. Draco was the one of a few students that was able to afford a cell phone and he would let his friends borrow it, and in this situation Harry needed it just in case Logan and he had another sex talk.

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"I have unlimited minutes so you can talk to him for as long as you. Oh all I ask is that you bring it to me when you're done."

"Ok Draco thank you. I wont take long I promise"

"I wouldn't make promises if I were you cause you never know what might happen once you start talking."

Remembering what had happened before when he had spoke to Logan, Harry blushed and rushed to his room. He wanted to thank Logan for the gift he had sent him.

Reaching his room Harry locked the door and smiled. He couldn't wait to hear Logan's voice. Laying on the bed, Harry dialed Logan's number. He had memorized the number. After a few rings the call had gone to voice mail.

He must be working.

"Leave a message."

"Hi Logan its me Harry I just called to talk to you, but since didn't pick up the phone I'll just call you back later...oh and just in case your wondering I'm using Draco's cell phone...I love bye."

Hanging up the phone Harry sighed and closed his eyes. He really wanted to thank Logan but seemed like it wasn't going to happen. Looking at the time on the cell phone Harry gasped and straightened up. It was time for him to see Hank.

Oh crap I'm going to be late.

Quickly grabbing his things Harry ran towards the direction of the office. On his was over there he passed John and quickly greeted him. When he finally reached the office he hunched over and tried to catch his breath. After a few moments he did and straightened up.

"Ah hello Harry for a moment I thought you we're going to skip this appointment."

"Oh no I wouldn't do that I just lost track of time and almost missed it."

"Ok then. So Harry how was the holidays for you?"

Sitting down on his usual chair Harry smiled and turned towards Hank. "It was so great Hank everyone was so sweet and kind to me. You should have seen it Hank...it was like I was part of their family..."

Grabbing his cup of water Hank noticed the way Harry opened his mouth to say something but then stop. Harry had something else to add to what he was saying.

"But?"

Frowning Harry looked down and his hands and bit his lip. He was had been so happy to be with his friends because they were beginning to feel like family but...but no matter what they all did together they just weren't his family; his family was dead.

"Something was...no... I know many things were missing."

"Like what Harry?"

Laying completely back on the chair he was sitting on Harry sighed and just continued to stare at the ceiling as he spoke.

"When I was with the doctors I...I never really missed my family because I knew they were in heaven. But now that I'm here that I'm happy...I miss them, I feel like I'm betraying them."

Sighing Hank stood up and knelt down next to Harry. The older boy had tears running down his face but he hadn't made any attempt to wipe them away. He must have been so focused on his anguish that he didn't notice his tears.

"Harry...I want you to know that you are not by any means betraying your mother or father. Instead of looking at your new life as a betrayal to your family, look at it as a gift from them. Don't you think that after so many years of suffering you deserve a little happiness?"

Nodding his head Harry looked back at Hank. He loved talking to the blue man.

"Do you think that...that my babies are happy for me to?"

"Oh Harry absolutely I bet they're up in heaven with your mother and father smiling down at you. I bet they're ecstatic that you now have great friends and a man that loves you deeply."

Closing his eyes Harry nodded his head and smiled. While at the school he had attempted to move on with his life, but every night he would think of the babies.

"I miss them all so much."

"I know Harry I know.

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"Hey Draco, Logan hasn't come and visit Harry in while right?"

"Uh yeah it's been a few months."

Nodding his head, John pretended to contemplate a few things before he smiled and looked back at Draco.

"Hey why don't I take Harry to see him this weekend? I have this girl that I have to see over there and on my way I can drop Harry off and pick him up."

"That's a great idea, but are you sure it wont be too much trouble for you?"

"No its fine. Besides, I was going to see a girl after new years and I thought the weekend would be a great time to go."

"Alright then come on. We'll tell Harry."

As Draco and John went to find Harry John smirked. It had taken him a few days to come up with that excuse since he had to pretend that he was actually seeing a girl; after that though things had been perfect.

Heh don't worry doc he'll be with you in no time.

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Yup the plan has been made. John will pretend to take Harry to Logan but really he will be taking him to the doctor. So let me know what you guys thing of the chapter and of the story.

Edited by Pyrite

Updated on 11-8-2010