The First Bearer

Logan/Harry

Rated: M

Disclaimer:I don't own the Harry Potter or X-Men series, nor make any money from these stories.

""Talking

Thoughts

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"Argh...get me out of here. I swear I'll kill you if you don't."

"John please relax."

"Relax? You want me to relax, well then get me out of here and I'll be all relaxed."

Shaking his head, Professor Xavier waited until John calmed down enough to talk.

He's quite annoying isn't he?

Jean you know I don't like to talk ill of the students.

Well then it's a good thing he's not a student anymore.

After Scott had arrived with John, Xavier had made sure that the young boy's abilities were completely cut off. Xavier didn't usually do this sort of thing, but since John had been willing to give one of his friends to his rapist then that changed things drastically. The younger boy would not be punished lightly for what he did, especially because while John had been unconscious Xavier had used that as an opportunity to skim through the boys thoughts. They had not been pretty.

Sadly the blue-eyed boy had been planning on kidnapping Harry for weeks and the older man knew that it would not the last time that John would commit a criminal act. It was also very pitiful that the young boy believed that having family and friends would just be liabilities.

"John why did you kidnap Harry?"

"Heh you want to know why? Okay, I'll tell you why. Because the doctor threatened to kill me if I didn't."

"I know that's a lie John."

Smiling John sat down in front of Xavier. The room he was in was like a little cell like the one's he would see in jail, this cell though was much nicer than the ones he saw. The walls were all white and the cot in the room was on the far right side while the toilet was on the left side of the room. In front of those things there was a strong clear wall that had three holes so that the people on either side could speak to each other.

"Well I'm sure that you must know what happened so why are you even asking then?"

"Harry has been hurt for years…why would you want to hurt him?"

"If you must know professor it's because I needed the money that the doctor paid me."

"Money..." Sighing professor turned away from John and began to leave the room he was in. He was just out the door when John's question stopped him.

"Why can't I use my powers?"

"Because of the crimes you've committed I have permanently blocked your abilities."

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It had been four hours since they had arrived and Harry still had not woken up from whatever Jean had given him. The professor had told him that it might have to do with what he went through, that his mind and body still needed some time to heal. Logan could understand that since he remembered once that he had slept for two days after he had had a fight with Magneto and his people.

I just hope he's okay when he wakes up.

Sighing Logan moved away from the bed that Harry was sleeping on. Jean had wanted to put Harry in the infirmary but he had insisted Harry didn't need to go to the infirmary all he needed was to rest and be around someone that he loved. Thus Logan had carried the unconscious Harry up to their room and had gently laid him on the bed. After that he had stayed by the boy's side in hopes that Harry would quickly wake up.

He's probably going to sleep a little longer...I'll take a shower while he sleeps.

With one last look at Harry Logan turned away and began to take off his bloody clothes. It had shocked quite a few people to see his shirt splattered with blood but others had not been shocked that Logan had done. Some understood and others didn't.

When he was completely naked Logan opened the bathroom door and stepped in. He left the door open just in case he heard Harry make any sort of sound. Pulling the curtain to the shower open Logan turned the cold water on. Even though a few hours had passed since the fight he had been involved in his body still felt hot and ready for anything. Without testing the water Logan stepped inside the falling water and closed the curtain around him.

"Ah."

Closing his eyes Logan grabbed the bar of soap that was around him and began to wash his body. As he washed his body he could the tension he was feeling leave and begin to be replaced with a calm and soothing feeling. When he was done with the soap he placed it back from where he got it and then grabbed the shampoo. He poured the some of the blue soap in the balm of his hand. Placing the bottle of shampoo down he began to lather up his hair.

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"Do you think he'll be able to recover."

"I don't know...if he makes it through the night then he might have a chance but... but-"

"It would be quite a horrible life."

About four days ago a man had been dropped off at Steve's hospital. Steve had been so shocked to see the injuries that he man had but it had been so much worse when he saw that the stranger's penis had been cut off.

The wounds on his belly had been treated and they hoped that an infection didn't set in. Those four puncture holes in his belly had gone straight through him and even though they must have hurt when they were made they hadn't caused that much damage. The only damage that they could cause would only be made if the wounds were infected.

His penis though had been something completely different. Yes when they had cut off his penis it had been a straight clean cut and usually that would be a good thing but since the man's penis had not been brought in with him they could not reattach it. And since they could not attach it again they had to just go on and treat him without his penis.

The doctors were also sure that if the unconscious man was to make it through the night then he would have a better chance of recovery. Though everyone that had treated him was sure that even if he was to recover his life would forever be different.

"Doctor your needed in room 5d."

"Okay nurse thank you."

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God this was exactly what I needed.

Grabbing the soft white towel that was waiting for him Logan smiled and climbed out of shower. Going back to the room where Harry was at Logan glanced up his resting lover and gasped. His little love was sitting up on the bed and he was crying.

"Harry love you're awake."

Rushing towards Harry, Logan jumped on the bed and hugged his boyfriend. It felt so good to know that Harry was awake and alright...well at least physically alright.

"L-Logan."

Pulling Harry away from his chest Logan stared at his lovers watery green eyes. There was so much sadness and self hate in those eyes that it just made Logan's heart hurt. Nobody should ever have that look on his face, but especially his Harry.

"Harry what's wrong baby? Why are you crying?"

The boy in his arms whimpered and buried his head in his chest. Even if Harry didn't say anything Logan knew that it had to do with Dr. Adam Herling.

"Logan...I'm so sorry...I shouldn't have not been so stupid."

Grabbing his lover's face Logan frowned. How could Harry think that anything that happened was his fault?

"Harry you're not stupid and what happened was not your fault at all."

Pushing Logan way Harry was angered by the fact that Logan was going to lie to him.

"Don't lie to me. It was my fault. I should have known better than to have gone with John. I'm so fucking stupid and my stupidity almost got you hurt." Shakily getting up Harry turned towards Logan continued to yell at him. "You think that telling me that it wasn't my fault is going to make me feel be-"

"SHUT UP." Getting up Logan growled and grabbed Harry roughly by his arm. Pulling Harry to his chests Logan held Harry's chin in between his index finger and his thumb. He didn't want the hot blooded boy to turn and walk away while he spoke to him.

"I never want you to blame yourself for any of this...do I make myself clear."

"But-"

Pulling Harry closer to his face Logan made sure that his lips were just centimeters away from Harry's as he whispered to him. "If I ever hear you say anything about that Harry I swear I'll do something you won't like."

Biting his bottom lip Harry felt bit of fear run up and down his spine. Harry knew that Logan would never truly hurt him but he wondered what Logan would consider a punishment for misbehavior. Feeling curious and a bit brave Harry decided to ask. Letting go of his bottom lip Harry whispered his question.

"What would you do Logan?"

With no hesitation Logan answered. "Well I would lay you face down across my knee and whack your perk little ass with my bare hand."

"S-spank me...you would spank me."

"I would do whatever I had to do to make sure you would stop blaming yourself."

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Four days had passed since Harry had been brought back from Adam Herling's grasp and things were finally beginning to look up...well at least for some people.

As far as Harry knew John had been sent to a prison that was specifically made for mutants; so that they wouldn't be mistreated. John wouldn't stay there forever though he would only spent three years there and while there he was forced to see a therapist to get over his psychological problems.

As for Adam well Harry had gone to ask Professor Xavier what had happened to the man and he had found out that the man had died. Harry had asked the professor how the man had passed, but the professor had told him that it was best if he didn't know. After that had been said Harry knew that it would be best if he didn't know.

For Harry though things had gone good in those four days. One thing for example was that Logan had stayed by his side and had not left for work. Another great think was that for some reason it was starting to get easier for Harry to imagine himself sexually involved with Logan. Usually when he pictured them together he would be scared but lately it had become easy. It was as if Adam dying had lifted an imaginary weight off his shoulders. And Harry knew that Logan had noticed the change since he had began to show his affection for Harry around everyone. And in private Logan always wanted to kiss or to have his hands around some part of his body. Not that Harry minded. It almost felt like his kidnapping had been a blessing in disguise.

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Yeah I guess by now you guys might have figured out that I didn't really know how to end the chapter... but I tried and I hope you guys still enjoyed it. So don't forget to review and to let me know what you thought of the chapter.

Edited by Pyrite

Updated on 12-13-2010