The First Bearer

Logan/Harry

Rated: M

Disclaimer:I don't own the Harry Potter or X-Men series, nor make any money from these stories.

""Talking

Thoughts

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Something was so wrong. Logan just knew that something was wrong, but he just didn't know what it was. The first clue that he had was that Harry smelled different. Usually he smelled like grass and trees but for about two weeks his scent had changed. It was now sweet like a ripe fruit. In his opinion Logan loved the smell, but he just wanted to know what changed his lovers scent.

The second thing that Logan noticed was off with Harry was that he had a week ago began to crave more sex. And after they would have sex, Harry had also become very clingy. After sex Harry would hug him for hours and cling to him like he never wanted to let go. Logan didn't mind Harry hugging him or wanting to spend time with him, but what really bothered him was the look that Harry had in his eyes. It was a sort of sad and regretful look. Every time Logan would ask him what was wrong Harry would smile and tell him that nothing was wrong.

Just from these clues Logan knew that something was wrong, but Harry would not tell him. This caused Logan to become stressed and so worried but most it caused him to fear for their relationship. Normally Harry would tell him everything but now that he hadn't Logan feared that Harry had doubts about them.

Why can't he just tell me what's wrong?

Sighing Logan watched as Harry and Jean climbed into a car and headed out for some lunch. They had planned the lunch a while ago since they had things to talk about and because they hadn't seen each other in a while. Logan had been happy about their lunch date since hopefully this would let Harry open up and talk about what was wrong.

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"So where would you like to go Harry?"

"Um let's go to the Lunchbox I love the food they have there."

Pulling up to their destination Jean climbed out of the car and grabbed her black Prada purse. The only time she used the expensive purse was when she wore her white dress. The dress had been quite expensive, but Scott had wanted to surprise her with it after they had gotten married. The dress was form fitting and was spaghetti strapped; it was a pretty dress that she loved to wear.

Finding a table in the back Harry and Jean sat down. A man quickly arrived to take their order since the establishment was practically empty. After giving their orders they began to chat about a few frivolous things. When their food arrived, Jean ordered an omelet and Harry ordered three pancakes with two hash browns on the side.

"You know Harry I've never seen you eat so much before."

"Yeah...its cause I need the protein."

"Why is that are you sick or something?"

Putting his hash brown down Harry took sip of his milk before he decided that he was going to tell Jean of his predicament. He had desperately wanted to tell someone about it and since Jean was one of his clothes friends and was great at giving advice he decided to confide in her.

"Well I'm not sick...I mean I'm not sick now, but I will most likely get sick later on."

Frowning Jean wondered what possibly could be wrong with Harry. It could be something simple like a cold or it could be something serious like cancer or worse. Whatever it was Jean hoped it wasn't serious.

"Harry what's wrong?"

Taking a deep breath Harry closed his eyes and tried to whisper the words that he had wanted to say for a while now. When they wouldn't come out he clenched his eyes shut and hurriedly whispered. "I'm pregnant."

Wide eyes Jean stared at Harry for a few minutes before she was finally able to say something.
"Are you serious?"

"Yeah."

Finally after a few more minutes of silence Jean smiled and jumped off of her chair and rushed to Harry to hug him. Even though she had been surprised to hear Harry was pregnant she had been expecting it for a while. She could still remember three months ago visiting Harry for two weeks and almost every other day she would walk in on them having sex. That had been an interesting two weeks.

"Congratulations Harry."

With Harry in her arms she hugged him and kissed his head. She was happy for her former student. Letting go of Harry Jean smiled and kissed his cheek. Seeing his face Jeans smile dropped. Harry had a sad look on his face.

"Harry what's wrong?"

"I haven't told him."

"Why?"

Grabbing her chair from the other side of the table Jean sat down next to Harry and held his hand. The green eyes boy was trembling, this worried Jean extremely since if any person was pregnant they had to be relaxed and be under no stress.

"Because what if...what if he's not happy about it?"

"Harry, sweetie, why wouldn't he be happy. He's probably going to be ecstatic."

Moving one hand away from Jean's hand, Harry ran his hand through his hair. He had become so stressed out since he found out he was pregnant. Harry couldn't help it though because he had been holding everything in for those fourteen days.

"What if he isn't though? What if he doesn't want a baby?"

Seeing the older/younger boy bite his lower lip Jean smiled and leaned her head against Harry's. If this was what Harry was worried about then he was being over dramatic; their was no way in hell that Logan would not want to have a baby. Resting her head against Harry's shoulder Jean kissed the green eyed boys check and sighed.

"Harry do you really think he won't like the idea of a baby?"

"I-I don't know." Closing his eyes Harry whimpered and subconsciously began to rub his flat belly. This was the first time he was going to have a baby while being in a relationship and this was a great fear for him. What if Logan didn't want to have a baby or what if he had planned to wait and Harry was running his plans.

"Harry, I want you to tell him and if things don't go the way you want them to then you can just stay with me and Scot for a few days till we both figure something out."

"Ok."

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Flipping through the channels on his TV, Logan sighed and tossed the control on the couch. It had been almost two hours and thirty minutes since Harry had left and Logan could not help but wonder what he would be speaking to Jean about. Would he be telling her what was on his mind or would he be keeping whatever was wrong with him secret from her like he was with him.

I'd be fucked up if he did.

Tired of sitting down and doing nothing Logan stood up and headed towards the backyard. When he had excess energy he loved to go the backyard and pummel the large trees. There had been a student in the school that had offered to mature the trees that Logan had planted when the house was being built. Logan had first refused him but then he had accepted after mentioning it to Victor.

It's a beautiful day.

After getting an eyeful of his environment Logan took a deep breath and began to walk to the biggest tree in his yard. It was a huge and thick tree that Logan just loved pounding. Getting to his favorite abused tree Logan curled his fingers and began to punch the trunk of the tree. Even though he used the tree for training and to get rid of stress he always made sure to hold back, the reason being that he didn't want the tree to fall.

Ggrr...I hate being stressed.

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"Thanks Jean it was nice talking to you again."

"No problem Harry, remember that if you ever want to talk then you can count on me to listen."

"Ok."

With departing words Harry waved goodbye to Jean and headed towards his home. When inside he didn't even bother to look for Logan, he could hear that he was outside. Recently this had been the spot that he would find Logan when he would be by himself.

Poor tree.

Opening the backyard door Harry leaned on the door frame and watched his husband for a few minutes. Normally when he wasn't stressed Harry would find it arousing to watch Logan train but at the moment he didn't feel that way. Taking a deep breath Harry decided that it was time that Logan knew the truth about what was going on with him lately.

"Logan...Logan."

Stopping his fist before it reached the tree Logan wiped the sweat off of his face and turned to the love of his life. Harry had a kind of reluctant look on his face. Almost as if he was about to do something he didn't want to. Feeling a little queasy Logan hoped that Harry didn't have bad news for him.

"So how was your time with Jean cub?"

"Uh it was fine...fine. Um Logan...we...we need to talk."

Clenching his fist Logan refused to allow himself to feel fear. Whatever Harry had to say he would listen to and if it was bad news then he would accept it and move on as soon as possible. Taking a deep breath Logan unclenched his hands and walked towards Harry. It almost felt like he was being sentenced to death; sure those feelings might have been a little dramatic but he didn't care because that was what he felt.

"Let's go to the living room."

When they were in the beautiful living room Logan sat down on the clean black couch and Harry sat down in front of him on a little table that was in the middle of the living room and right in front of the large screen TV.

"What's on your mind cub?"

Biting his lip Harry looked up at Logan and tried to smile but once he saw the uncaring mask on Logan's face his smile fell. Well their was no reason to pretend everything was fine since obviously Logan just wanted to get to the point.

"I really don't know how to say this so...so I guess it would be best if I just came out and said it right?"

Nodding his head to himself Harry looked up at Logan and just blurted out the two words that would change their lives forever. "I'm pregnant!"

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I'm pregnant. Being pregnant meant that there was a baby in Harry's belly. A baby meant big changes. Changes could be either good or bad. So was Harry being pregnant a good thing? Or a bad thing?

It's a good thing.

"Logan...Logan please say something."

Focusing on the green-eyed boy in front of him Logan cleared his throat and asked the most practical question. "How far along are you?"

"Just a few weeks."

"Well...well it's a good thing that we have so many rooms then."

"Huh."

Shaking his head, Logan grabbed Harry's hands and loudly whispered. "Well when the baby get's older it'll need a room to sleep so it's a good thing we have a lot for him to choose from."

"Y-yeah you're right."

Hearing Logan speak Harry frowned. After a few seconds it dawned on him. The older man was in shock. Harry had never seen Logan in this sort of state before.

"Logan?"

"Well have to change the room then. If it's a boy it can be green or blue. If it's a girl I guess we can do purple or pink."

"Logan."

"Huh."

"Logan please relax and take a deep breath."

"I am relaxed."

"No you're not. I think you might be in shock."

Humming to himself Logan agreed with Harry. So closing his eyes he laid back on the couch he was sitting on. This was a lot to take in though. In nine months he would have his first son or daughter.

"I've never had a...a baby."

"I know."

"What if I'm not good with it?"

"You'll be fine Logan. I mean look at the way you are with the kids at the institution."

"They're scared of me!"

"They love and respect you Logan. Just look at Rogue she loves you."

"Hm...she does doesn't she."

"Yeah and that's because she got to know you and that's what will happen with our baby she or he will get to know you and fall in love."

Nodding his head Logan opened his eyes and looked at Harry's flat belly again.

Our baby.

Seeing Logan gaze at his stomach Harry smiled and stood up. Grabbing the hem of his shirt he pulled it up and pulled his shirt off. Walking the few steps to Logan Harry straddled his lovers lap. Making himself comfortable Harry smiled.

"You can touch it if you want."

"Hm."

"Go ahead and touch Logan."

Taking a few deep breaths Logan timidly reached down. It was almost as if he expected Harry to jump up and say it was all a joke.

"Logan."

Ignoring the whispered words Logan touched Harry. He laid his palm on Harry's stomach and waited. He knew the baby couldn't do anything considering it was only a few weeks old, but Logan couldn't help but wish the baby would kick already.

"Harry."

"Hm."

"I love you."

"I love you too Logan."

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter and will review please.

Edited by Pyrite

Updated on 1-3-2011