The First Bearer

Logan/Harry

Rated: M

Disclaimer:I don't own the Harry Potter or X-Men series, nor make any money from these stories.

""Talking

Thoughts

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Logan knew he was in a lose-lose situation. If he agreed with what Harry said, then he would be called a jerk, but if he didn't agree then he would be called a liar. Either way Harry would end up mad and Logan would end up punished.

Hopefully, he won't take sex away from me.

Putting on his gray t-shirt Logan turned back to Harry. The younger boy was still waiting for his answer. And the question was about the stretch marks on his belly noticeable?

"Logan are they?"

"Hm well...you can kind of see them but not really. You can barely see them. You'd have to be really really close to see them."

Still looking at his bulging stomach in the mirror the younger boy had started to stare at his belly more often since he had grown bigger. The reason he had been staring is because he wanted to see what else had changed in his body.

"Harry, baby, you look gorgeous."

Ignoring the feeling that told him he might get in deep trouble, Logan kept on talking.

"Even if your stretch marks get worse I still wouldn't care Harry because you'll always be beautiful to me."

Getting up from the bed, Logan wrapped his arms around Harry as he kneeled down in front of him. Kissing the soft stomach in front of him Logan smiled and closed his eyes. He loved being so close to the baby and Harry.

"Logan...I love you so much. I'm sorry I'm being so moody it's stupid I know."

"It's not stupid."

"It is and you know it Logan."

Seeing the playful look on his lover's face Logan grinned and stood up again.

"Well to tell you the truth it is kind of stupid."

In mock gasp Harry pushed Logan and then wrapped his arms around his neck to pull him close for a kiss. As the kiss began to deepen Logan pulled away from Harry. They couldn't go any further since Harry had a doctor's appointment in about twenty minutes.

"We've got to go babe."

"Ok...let's go."

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The wait at the doctor's hadn't been too long, maybe twenty minutes. Then in the room they had only waited five minutes for the male doctor named Gil Replay. The man had dark brown hair and black framed glasses. He wasn't very built, he wasn't very muscular, but it was enough that he could fill out his doctors robe. Dr. Gil had been their doctor ever since they had known they were pregnant. Mr. Replay had been recommended by Professor Xavier.

"So Harry how are you doing today?"

"Oh I'm fine but um."

"But?"

"Well my hips have been hurting a lot lately. It a hurt a little before, but now it's a little worse."

"Hm."

Grabbing the chair that was in the room the doctor nodded his head and wrote a little on the chart in front of him.

"Well that's normal Harry so don't worry. That just means that your pelvis is growing bigger to accommodate the baby growing. The pain should go away by the beginning of next month."

"Ok."

Putting his chart down Dr. Gil smiled at Harry. When he had heard that the boy in front him had had many pregnancies he had been worried about how this one was going to go but from then till now things were going great. The doctor suspected that it had to do with his mutation that helped him heal faster than other people.

"So aside from that Harry have you felt anything else?"

"Not really, oh wait...I've been feeling really swollen especially my feet."

"Ah ok that's normal to all you need to do is stay off your feet and just try not to stress out."

"Ok."

After they were done speaking Dr. Gil asked the couple to follow him to the room that had the ultrasound machine. The doctor gave the couple some privacy so that Harry could take off the top half of his clothes and then put on a hospital gown.

"Ok Harry, lift up the gown so we can see the baby."

Doing what he was told, Harry laid back on the bed he was sitting on and lifted up his gown. The doctor then placed the cold jelly on his belly and then began the machine to see inside Harry. After a few moments they were able to see the baby on the screen.

The screen showed what it usually showed a small growing child with fluid surrounding it. The couples were completely filled with joy as they saw the baby on the screen and were explained by the doctor what was happening in the screen.

"The baby looks to be doing perfectly fine. Except the baby looks a little bigger than I thought it was going to be."

"Is that normal?"

"It is this just means that the baby is going to be a little big. Don't worry though everything will still be fine even if he's a little bigger than usual."

With a little more explanation from the doctor, Harry's worries were set to rest and after a few moments they left the appointment with a brand new picture of their unborn child. Grinning as he was looking at the picture, Harry couldn't wait to show everyone the picture.

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"So Harry how about we go for a walk in the park?"

"Alright it sounds good."

Jean and Harry had meet up in town to discuss a case she had been working on. But instead of just sitting down and talking about it they decided to go for a walk in the park. Harry was happy to walk since the doctor had said he needed to walk a little more.

As they got to the park Harry smiled and rubbed his stomach. He loved the park they were in it was huge and it had different sections as they would walk around. The entrance of the park was the section for the kids. A little further down was the party section where you could have a birthday party and a little further was for animals. Then at the very end there was a park gym. There wasn't any work out machinery but there was things you could do like sit ups, crunches, and squats. Over the entire park was great.

"So what's the case about Jean?"

"Well I've been thinking about it for a while and I think...I think it would be best to tell everyone your story."

"Huh?"

"Just think about it Harry, none knows what they did to you and what they could still be doing to others."

Turning away from Jean Harry thought about what Jean had just said. Would Harry really want to do that? Tell everyone the horrible things they had done to him and other mutants. If Harry agreed to tell his story then his family's life would be changed forever.

"I don't know Jean. I kind of want to but...but if I tell we don't know how people would handle Logan and my healing abilities."

"Like the fountain of youth or immortality."

"Yeah and...and that terrifies me. I wouldn't be able to handle it. I wouldn't be able to go through anything that I've been through before and knowing that Logan and our baby might be going through the same thing...I couldn't...I'm sorry Jean."

As Harry had finished talking they had stopped walking and sat down on one of the benches in the park. While they were seated Jean had wrapped her arms around the crying pregnant boy. She knew she was asking a lot of him but she had hoped that Harry might agree. Jean desperately wanted the world to know how some mutants were suffering.

"I'm sorry Harry I shouldn't have asked this of you. I'm sorry."

Pulling a little away from Jean, Harry whipped his eyes and squeezed Jeans hand. He knew she had great intentions but he just couldn't do it, at least not without Logan's opinion.

"Its ok Jean really don't worry I want to do it but first I have to talk to Logan about it. He's my husband and he's worked and been abused by the government before. He should be able to help me decided."

Nodding her head Jean smiled a little and helped Harry get up. She didn't want their conversation to just be a downer so they changed the topic to something more positive; like Harry's baby.

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The baby had started moving a week ago. The first time Logan had felt his little child press their arm or leg against Harry's stomach. It had been a beautiful thing, but something was wrong. Not with the baby but with Harry.

His younger husband had been very quite this past week. It also seemed to be something very important since Logan had woken up last night to the sound of Harry crying. When he had asked his lover what was wrong Harry had not answered and instead of pushing for answers Logan had just held Harry close. But even while he had done that Logan was still desperate to find out what was in Harry's mind.

Hopefully he'll tell me today.

Setting his plate and Harry's down in front of him Logan turned on the TV and set the channel to Bravo. Harry really enjoyed watching the Real Housewives of New Jersey, hopefully this helped Harry relax as Logan questioned him.

"So Harry is there anything you want to tell me?"

"Uh what are you-"

"Harry don't lie to me. Some people might think I'm an idiot but I'm not."

"I don't think you're an idiot Logan."

"Well that's what it seems like you're doing. Do you really think I haven't noticed how strange you've been acting this week?"

Biting his lip Harry looked down at his full plate. He still hadn't touched his homemade chicken burger and salad.

"I'm sorry it's just that I've had a lot on my mind."

"I'm your husband Harry you should be able to tell me anything."

"I want to, but I'm scared to."

Frowning Logan put his plate down and turned fully towards Harry. The younger boy was eating his salad in a reluctant matter.

"If you're scared to tell me something then I'm not doing something wrong."

"You're not doing anything wrong Logan."

Putting his plate down next to Logan's Harry sighed. He was dreading telling Logan Jeans offer since he didn't know what Logan was going to think about it.

"Last week Jean told me she had a new case. She said it was something important."

"What was it?"

"She wants me to tell the world what happened to me."

"How?"

"In a book and by having public speeches."

Turning back to Logan, Harry saw a deep thoughtful look on his face. After a few minutes it looked like the rugged man was glaring at the big screen TV.

"What did you answer her?"

"I told her I wasn't sure and that I'd talk to you about it since it'd affect our little family."

"Hm."

Reaching out Logan grabbed his burger and devoured it in four bites. He really didn't like the idea of Harry putting himself out there for Jeans cause. Now he knew it was an important one but he didn't want to risk any government official barging into their house and ruining everything they worked for.

"Logan, I really want to know what you think about her idea."

"What do you think about it?"

"Well my heart says that I should do it because I don't want this to ever happen to anybody else. My head though tells me that this might not be a good idea. That I might be putting my family in danger."

"I agree. It would be a good idea, but maybe you shouldn't be the head of this project."

Grabbing Harry's hand Logan lifted it up to his lips to kiss it. This had been a hard decision but it had to be done. They couldn't risk being attacked just because they were trying to do the right thing.

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Ring Ring

"Hello, you called Jean I'm not able to answer the phone right now. If you have want please leave a message."

Beep

"Jean its Harry. We've thought about it and we've decided that it'd be best for our little family not to be involved. But if you need help in anything else please don't hesitate to call me."

Beep

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I have to say that as much as I would have like Harry to be part of Jean's cause he just couldn't do it. The way I thought about is what would I do if I had to make that choice and to tell you the I wouldn't get involved out of some intense fear.

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Edited by Pyrite

Updated on 1-15-2011