Be Careful what you wish for

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Okay sorry I haven't been posting in a while my internet is jacked up and school is overly distracting and to add to it I have two projects due on the same day crap! I've decided that I will continue with Jake's POV when he meets up with Edward at his house. Yes this will still be a Bella and Edward story, and later in his POV they will decided to travel to Italy together, but I'm giving too much away already, so I'll start the story.

Second apology: my uncle's finally finished fixing my internet and me and my family have just moved into a new apartment, but I'm really truly sorry for not posting in a long while, but I'm finishing up chapter 9 and need to make some adjustments to chapter 8 but I still haven't forgotten about my loyal fans who want me to make some more chapters so I promise I'll still bring you Twilight drama Killermimi style. Don't forget to review after you read. Do you like it, love it? Hate it? Just wanna make you trash your computer, you reviews help me go on with life and let you live yours (that's just how life works…)

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Chapter 7: Meeting/ Decisions

JPOV

- Jacob, if you wish to find out why Bella left than come and meet me at my house tomorrow at 12 pm. Come alone. I will be waiting.

-Edward Cullen

That letter burned in the back of my memory like a horrible nightmare. I couldn't stand it. Though I didn't want to do it, though I didn't want to care, I wanted to know, I felt as if I had a right to at least know what that leech did to get her to leave.

I could barely eat just thinking about the letter. Of course the guys and Leah noticed.

"Jake, you're not hungry?" I could see Paul and the others looking at my box of Pepperoni Pizza with hungry eyes.

"Nah, man, you can have it."

"Jacob Black; not hungry? Something's up. What happened to you while you were at the Cullen's lair?"

"Nothing, just don't have much of an appetite today. I guess it's the stink from the leeches' lair that's done it. You guys can have my pizza."

The guys were quick to eat my pizza, but Leah, was not so accepting. Just as she got up she stopped and leaned down to whisper in my ear.

"Jacob; just they believe you doesn't mean I do." With that she walked off into the kitchen. I rolled my eyes at her. Leah's ass had always been suspicious from day one. When I talked about my love for Bella she said it was just a faze and I'd get over it; when I started dating other girls she didn't believe any of them were right for me and even got suspicious because she believed 'they would find out our secrets'. But to honestly tell you the truth I think that Leah was just jealous that I wanted to see other girls than her. She always whined and complained about why I never went out with her, but I told her that she was just too cold for my tastes.

After the guys and Leah and her over suspicions left, I picked up the phone and found myself dialing the Cullen residence, which, I'm not sure why I still remembered it. And ironically it was Edward who picked up on the first ring.

"Yes Jacob?"

"Look, dude, could we like reschedule this 'meeting' some other time. I totally forgot that Sam wanted to visit Charlie and…"

"No, only I can give you the answers you want. And I don't want Sam finding out. The minute he finds out he's going to tell the entire pack and they'll be on our cases for a while. You're the only one I can talk to; the only one I know who can defy Sam's orders. So I won't have to worry about them finding out about this."

"But Edward, they'll get suspicious, and Leah's already on my case. She'll probably end up stalking me if I do leave and she'll tell Sam."

"Well, than give her an excuse for your absence, I think you can make up a good one."

"Look Edward, I don't look forward to being alone with you and your… uh, um, family. And I don't want to see that new hooker you got hangin' around."

"Look Jacob that was a mistake; you seeing her and all. But rest assured, my family won't be around for our meeting, I've paid for them to stay somewhere else for a while. I just want it to be just the two us, between the men who know Bella best."

"Huh, that's funny if you know Bella best than you wouldn't have slept with her; you know how Bella is with other women who catch your eye."

"Look, we'll discuss that tomorrow and I promise to explain everything. Okay."

"Sure, fine."

"Goodbye dog." He still hadn't lost his touch.

"Goodbye blood-sucking parasite." And neither had I. I hung up the phone and went in my room to think up excuses that Sam could go with. Then I later thought, fuck it, he'll get over my absence. I guess it would've been only fair to warn him that Charlie didn't want to talk to anyone right now. But then again I'll have loved to see the look on his face when Charlie slams the door in his face like he did both me and Seth. That moment would be my comedy gold for the day.

I finally went to sleep after getting the stupid letter out of my head. But I didn't sleep well; every time I closed my eyes I saw Bella leaving me. She didn't say a word to me only kissed her father goodbye and left with a ticket in her hand stating she was flying off to Italy. And strangely she didn't even look at Edward as she left. No matter how much he begged for her to stay, she wouldn't listen, just looked away with a disgusted expression and left. And I could've sworn just before she left I heard her call Edward 'a sick leech'.

I had gotten tired of my dreams and jolted myself awake. I looked over at the clock and saw it was 4:00 AM. Damn this really sucks, I can't even sleep. I couldn't stand it, not one bit. I got up and began pacing the room, but that pissed dad off and he yelled for me to go to back to bed. When I realized I would no longer be able to sleep I got up and decided to go for a walk. Well it's more like a run since I was going to change into my wolf form.

I ran through the back woods and morphed. Since the others were still asleep, I had my mind all to myself. I ran and ran as far as my thick muscles would take me. By the time I stopped I realized I was in the forest behind the Swan house. Though this was not what I was planning on doing I was guessing my heart actually missed Bella in some strange way. I guessed that despite the horrible jokes and mocking I still loved her; I guessed I just couldn't really tell her. Damn, I really need a journal for all this sentimental crap.

I looked up in Bella's window half-expecting her to be in there sleeping or at least mumbling crap under her breath. But she wasn't instead I got the faint scent of vampire, and I knew which one. I hoped up the tree near Bella's window and leaned over close enough to the window and tapped on it. Edward appeared in less than a second. He looked tired, not like the normal leech tired, but actual human tired. If he actually could sleep he would've looked like he was deprived of hours of it. The usual dark circles under his eyes were darker than usual and his eyes were like black bottomless orbs. His nose scrunched up at the smell of me as did mine.

"Hello leech."

"Hello Jacob, please don't call me that I'm not in the mood for names. Would you like to come in?"

"Whatever." He moved out of the way and I jumped in silently. I could hear Charlie snoring in the room across the hall. Edward crossed the room and sat on Bella's bed. It seemed as if he had turned 20 years older just by doing that. He looked deprived of sleep and food.

"Yo, Cullen, what's up? You look, I don't know, what's the word?" I began wagging my finger trying to think of something.

"Tired?" He pressed, "And yeah, I haven't been out lately."

"What? Screwing other women taking a lot out of you?" His eyes widened at what I said and his face contorted in disgust and pain. It looked almost as if he were going to cry. But suddenly he turned on me; his coal black eyes became fierce.

"What the hell do you know Jacob Black?!" he hissed, "You always picked on my poor Bella, you're no better?"

"Well at least I'm not fucking around with women behind Bella's back!" I got quiet when I realized I was too loud, I shut my mouth to listen and hear if Charlie had heard me, but all he did was grunt and turn over in the bed. I turned back to see Edward staring at me with wide, hurt eyes.

"H-how did you know that?"

"Wait? Is that why Bella left?" he nodded slowly, and truly began to look as if he was going to cry. "Why? Every time I asked her out she would always say that she would never leave your side no matter what and now you go behind her back screwing other women? How did she find out?"

"She's known for quite some time now. I don't know how, but she did."

"Is that why…"

"Yes, that's why she stopped talking to anyone, took long walks, and always made Charlie to lie for her."

"Wait? What do you mean 'made Charlie lie for her'?"

"Look, I can't really explain much now, I'll explain it when you come over at noon, by then I'll have had enough time to feed, but when you come over I'll be able to tell you everything."

I gave him a suspicious look, but he nodded that he was telling the truth.

"You swear the rest of the Addams Family won't be in the house with us?"

"Yes, it will be just you and me. There is a lot I need to discuss with you Jacob, but not here."

"Fine, whatever, but you better tell me the whole truth and nothin' but the truth. 'Cause I swear if you lie, I'm gonna kick your cold, pale ass."

He laughed at this, "I promise, what I will tell you is nothing but the truth." He got up and began to leave, but before he did he turned to me with a smirk, "You won't be able to kick my ass, mutt, because I'll knock you out so hard it'll freshen up that sweaty gym sock smell you got aerating around you and your stink crew."

"Bitch." I hissed, he laughed and disappeared from sight. But before he left I heard him retort back, 'dick sucker'.

I ignored it and decided to leave, but before I did I found a picture we took when we were little kids. Charlie and Billy stood together holding their largest catch hand-in-hand. Bella and I were hugging one another by the waists with huge grins on our faces. That was a time of real innocence, actually I was mostly coincidence. Bella was actually supposed to go on a play date with my two older sisters, Rachel and Rebecca, and I went with the guys since, they decided that we should have some manly bonding.

Well that didn't last long, five minutes into the trip, Rebecca called saying that Bella was having a fit since Charlie wasn't there. So Charlie went to get her, instead of cancelling the trip, he brought her along, and surprisingly she was quiet while we fished. That day Charlie got a big one and we had one of the fishers take a picture. That was possibly the only time Bella and I truly got along.

I sighed at the memory and decided it was my time to go. I could see the sun peaking over the horizon and I knew Charlie's alarm would go off soon, so I hopped out the window and took the woods back to my house. When I got there, my dad was still asleep, so I was able to slip back into my room and get some sleep…

I was back in the same place, not at my house, not in the woods, but at Bella's house. But I wasn't alone, Edward was there as well. We were both in Bella's room pleading for her not to go, but she continued to pack as if she couldn't hear a word we said. I watched as she went to her dresser and began breaking every memory we had together. I watched Edward's horrified face as Bella picked up the diamond bracelet he gave her and threw it to the ground and smashing it into a million pieces.

She then took out a lighter and burned the pictures we took together. And each time she did she looked disgusted. When she was done she walked past us with bag and ticket in hand, she didn't look back, only kissed her father goodbye and gave Edward one finally farewell, 'You sick leech' she replied before she left out the door…

I jolted awake with a scream of Bella's name. I panted heavily and looked around; I was still in my room. I held my breath when the door opened, but let out a sigh when I realized that it was only my dad.

"Now, now son what's with all the yelling and tossing and turning. For I second I thought you were masturbating." He chuckled.

I was not amused at his humor, "Ha, ha, very funny dad. I just had a bad dream that's all."

"Hmm. Well, if that's all…" that when I realized that it was in the late morning.

"Uh, dad what time is it?"

"Hmm. Oh it's about 11:55, that's the last time I looked at the clock."

"Shit! I gotta go dad!" I jumped out of bed and threw on my jeans."

"W-where are you going?"

"I've got someone I have to meet. If they ask where I'm at, I'm out for a jog or somethin'. I really need to go; I promise I'll tell you when I get back. Damn!" I stubbed my toe trying to put on my pants. I finally got on a t-shirt and my shoes and just as I was about to get to my father stopped me.

"Jake, is this place that important?"

"Yeah, I'll finally get some answers."

"I hope these answers will help you out."

"I think they will. Bye dad. See you later."

I left the house and morphed, I was soon at the Cullen house. The sickly sweet smell wasn't so bad so Edward was right when he said that the others would be here. Just as I got to the doorway he opened the door and I morphed from wolf to human and let myself in.

The house was quiet without the other bloodsuckers. Edward was sitting on a large maroon armchair and waved his hand out for me to sit on the couch. When I sat he crossed his legs and snickered.

Dude, I thought, you look so fuckin' gay crossing your legs like that.

He didn't look amused at my thoughts, but he seemed offended enough that he uncrossed his legs and sat back and sighed. There was an unusual silence between us.

Edward finally sighed and scratched the back of his head. "Ah… Where to begin…."

"Maybe start with why you're fuckin' around with other women behind Bella's back."

"Oh that, well, it's not that I want to…"

"Then why do it in the first place?"

"Well Bella's a demanding girl and all…"

"Then if the girl wants to be fucked, then why don't you give her what she wants leech?" I was started to get agitated with Edward's lack of answers, he promised me the truth and all he was giving me was crap. "Edward, stop giving me shit excuses, I want the truth, why are you screwing other women behind Bella's back?!"

"Her smell…"he mumbled, almost so low I wasn't sure I heard it right.

"Her what?"

"HER SMELL!" he snapped. "Look, if Bella and I were to get into bed together and she smells as good as she does now and if she were fully undressed… Look Jacob I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I were to kill her. You would feel the same way if you were to attack her wouldn't you?"

"Yeah, but doesn't it hurt you to see her leave you? But wait! You're still screwing other girls even though she isn't here."

"Look Jacob, I wanted to explain to Bella, but I wasn't sure how I could explain it to her without hurting her any further. I didn't mean for the Voultori…" he suddenly stopped. I realized why.

"The Voultori. They were here, on sacred cross lands?! Why didn't you stop them, they've probably hurt Bella!"

"No, they haven't, she went willingly. She went because of me. Because I have failed her, I promised that I would do nothing to harm or hurt her, but I have. If she doesn't love me anymore, I guess I can accept that."

"Seriously, you're pathetic, you're lower than low, you're so low, you're lower than dirt. And that's saying something. Dude, if you want her back just go and talk to her, she'll just probably go running back into your arms as usual. I mean it's not as if Bella hasn't thrown a fit before."

"Well it's not that simple Jacob, Bella doesn't even want to look at me anymore, she doesn't talk to me and always is making up excuses that I haven't been realizing were excuses up until this point. After she left everything became so clear, as if God were making me see the error of my ways. And now he was punishing me by taking away Bella."

"Well how did she find out anyways?"

"That I'm not so sure about, but I was always so careful, I made sure that when I did do it with other women they kept it on the low, but somehow Bella figured it out. She cracked the code, and I cracked her heart. And now I'm paying for it."

"Man, dude. You. Are. Such. A. Leech. I mean even Bella wouldn't go sneaking off with other men behind your back. She wouldn't even let me kiss her on the cheek as a goodbye gesture. She always said 'No Jacob, it would upset Edward if he saw you kissing me. He wouldn't want to be around me anymore if you did.' Man she was obsessed with you and let me tell you it was not a very healthy one."

"I know and that's why I can accept Bella's new feelings towards me. If she wants nothing to than I guess… I…" I could see he didn't want to say it. He wanted Bella back and he wanted her now. He suddenly got quiet and looked as if he didn't want to say another word.

For a long time neither of us spoke, just looked around… we weren't sure what to say. Edward looked tired and sad and explaining this stuff to me made him look as if he were twenty years older. He rubbed his hand through his hair and sighed, he looked really uncomfortable.

"Look Jacob, I really didn't want to hurt Bella, I just… I just wasn't sure how to do it. The first night I had sex with Alice it was only supposed to be a one shot thing. My mind had been clouded since I didn't hunt and Bella had kissed me… I felt as if being in bed with another of my kind would solve my problem, but it only became an addiction. Soon I was having sex with other female clan members and even…" he sighed and ran his hand through his hair. "I even slept with some of the Voultori clan members."

"What the duce? You sick bastard, I'm going to kill you." (Stewie from Family Guy, I just love that one)

"Look, I'm sorry. But I…I,"

"You what, Edward, what can explain why you would screw your own sisters, and a few of the Voultori members. What the hell is your goddamn problem man?! Are you mental, are you a fucking retard? What goes on it that indestructible skull of yours?! Huh? 'Cause right now I'm really wantin' some goddamn answers!"

"Jacob, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry that I did it. Really I am."

I was getting angrier and angrier at Edward, he really was a leech. I was ready to rip his head off when an idea struck me. He was too afraid of me to notice.

"Fine if you're sincerely sorry for what you've done, then you and I are going to take a little trip to Italy." I smirked at his shocked face.

"Y-you're not serious are you Jacob?"

"Of course I am. You and I are going down to Italy so we can straighten things out with Bella. I really don't give a shit at how bad your linguistic skills are. You're going to get her to fuckin' calm down and you're going to explain and apologize to her for your disturbing behavior."

"I don't think I can… I mean she probably won't listen to me and…and…"

"Listen to yourself man. You sound like a freakin' bitch. You're scared of a girl who if tried to punch you would break her arm in the process. You should be the one wearing the pants in the relationship. You know what fuck what I just said about apologizing. You and I are going to bring Bella back kickin' and screaming. And don't listen to a goddamn word she says, if she wants you to take her back to them, don't do it. She was in love with you first, so I guess you're just going to have to do that by force."

"Jacob, I don't think that's such a good idea." He seemed to be contemplating options, but I knew it was the only way to get Bella back here to Forks.

"Hell yeah it's a good idea. You and I both need Bella, I need her to be there for me and you need her to live so we're gonna do this."

"But ~"

"But nothin' we're going to take our asses down to Italy and we're going to get her. Understand?"

He sighed and gave in. "I Understand. But how are we going to do this without causing a commotion? I mean surely if she sees us she gonna do something drastic."

"We'll figure that out when we get there right now we need to get her back here."

"Jacob, this is truly nice and all but I don't think Bella will ever forgive me if I did something like this."

"Look, you can beg for her forgiveness once we get there right now we need to get down there to Italy and bring Bella's crazy ass home, where she belongs and where she needs to stay."

"Fine. But I'm blaming you if she plans on doing something drastic."

"Yeah, yeah."

"So when will we be leaving?"

"Tomorrow. I think I can get past Sam long enough to get here and leave and if he throws a tantrum I just give him some candy."

"Huh, funny."

"Well I think I need to go, I think I have all the info I'll need." For some reason saying that made me hesitate; I felt like I wanted to stay longer.

"Jacob, if you want to stay longer you can, my siblings are out hunting in the western peninsula and won't be back for some while." The damn bastard looked into my head again.

"Hey stop peering into my skull, if I want to stay, I'll stay, but I'm goin'. Bye loser."

"Good bye dog." We were back to our old routine of name calling. It was a good feeling.

I walked out the house and morphed into my wolf form and high-tailed it for the house. It surprised me when I didn't hear anyone report back in. Weird…

I got to my house to find it all quiet. I walked in the living room and saw my dad wasn't there.

"Dad! Hey dad you here?" I walked into the kitchen and saw a note lying on the table. The scribble on the sheet was unmistakable; it was my dad's.

Hey Jake,

If you're reading this letter than that means that I'm not here right now. I went fishing with Charlie to cheer him up since 'she' left. But I probably won't be back until late so I want you to look over the house for me until I get back.

-Love Billy

-P.S. Oh and you have a visitor waiting for you in your room.

A visitor? I thought.

I shook my head and walked down the hall to my room. My nostrils were suddenly with the undeniable scent of her.

"No way." I mumbled.

I thrust open the door and locked eyes with wide chocolate orbs.

"Hello Jake."

Whoa, whoa, WHOA!!! Bella's back in Forks! (Well not for long, her and Jake are going to have what I would call an 'intimate talk' whoops spoiler *sor-rey* 6 – 6 (not really I just wanted you to get a taste)) So yes in the next chapter there will be some steamy lemons, but not enough that they get into be together. Sor-rey *giggles*. So if you don't like the idea of Bella and Jake together heatin' up the room than do not pass go do not collect $200 and don't read the next chapter! Killermimi says so!!!

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