Be Careful what you wish for

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Okay, so this is my 8th installment (well, okay chapter) of Be Careful what you wish for. So I'll give you a very quick summary of this chapter (I've already have it written down so I already know what the next chapters to come will be like). So in this chapter Bella has come to visit Jake to tell him goodbye since she never did it before and tell him that he is still a good friend…etc, etc. But just before Bella gets ready to leave he makes his move, and let me tell you, this move he's gonna make it's gonna be steammmyyy; as in you're gonna need to open some windows for this (just kidding!) But this story wasn't rated M for ponies and rainbows. It was rated M for mature language and lemony goodness! And there will be a lot of lemony language and lemony touching so if you don't like it I advise you do these four things:

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Okay now on to the story, remember review after reading! Oh and this story will finish in Jake's POV then go to Bella's.

Killermimi-4-life =)

Chapter 8: Steamy goodbye

JPOV

"Hello Jake."

There she was just sitting there; ON MY BED! I guess she got tired of me staring her down so she looked away. I felt that if this was some sort of a cartoon my jaw would've already fallen to the floor. Instead I stared at her like I couldn't believe what I was seeing; well it was true I couldn't. Bella was here. Sitting right here in my room. And here I was staring at her like a fool.

I finally cleared my throat and spoke, "Uh, hey Bells."

She smiled at the name. "Wow it feels like for ever since I've heard someone call me that. Thanks Jake."

"You're… You're welcome." For some reason I couldn't find the words to speak to her.

For a while we just continued to stare one another just as Edward and I had done earlier today. I finally cleared my throat once more.

"So uh, what brings you here?" just her in the room made me as nervous like a first grader on his first day of school.

"Oh, I uh came to say goodbye."

"Oh, why did you come here?" Damn, why did I say that?

"Because I wanted to say I forgive you."

"Huh?"
"For the jokes and the name calling. I understand why you did it. I mean I would do the same thing too."

"Wait, you do?"

"Yeah. I mean I broke your heart and of course it would make sense to retaliate back by name calling and mean jokes. Yeah they sometimes hurt like hell when you talked about them in front of my friends, but I truly understand your pain."

Suddenly I felt like the biggest fool in the world. Why in the fuck would I ever do that to Bella? Why? I guess because I was just a little boy who can't get the toy he wants. And to get back for not getting that toy he talks about how stupid the toy was even though he never really got a chance to play with it. Where the hell did that just come from a boy? A toy? Seriously? (Sorry I wanted Jake to sound like an intellectual)

"Look Bella, I'm really sorry! I never really mean to say those things. It's just that I was so upset that you chose him over me and I was just caught up in the moment. It all really started with Leah, and somehow I got caught up~" she stopped me with a shake of her head.

"No. it's okay. I made the wrong choice anyways picking Edward in the first place; I should've known he was going to break my heart in the end. You and Leah had all rights to call me a fool and stupid. Because that's how I felt after Edward cheated on me."

Though I knew it was wrong, I should talk up to Edward, I did promise that I would get his girlfriend back.

"Hey he may have cheated, but he probably had a reason…" she gave me a skeptical look saying 'if you know, I'm waiting for some answers.' "But then again who am I to talk I don't know anything about what he's been doing behind your back." I couldn't tell Bella that I had been over to his house and how we planned to kidnap her. Well she's still here so maybe I could convince her to stay before she left.

"Hey wouldn't leaving Forks be a bad idea. What about your friends at Forks High?"

"They all think I'm a freak." She replied quickly.

"What about Charlie?"

"He said I was old enough to make my own decisions."

"What about Renee."

"She said the same thing even though it broke her heart to see me go somewhere so far away."

"What about finishing school; college?"

"I got into school in Italy. And Italy also has some prestigious schools that don't cost that much." Lie; Italy's schools cost as much to rent a Hollywood's star's condo for a week.

"What about a home?"

"I own my own apartment." Lie; I knew she was living with the Voultori.

"What I about Edward?" I blurted it out too quickly before I could stop it.

"What about him?" she asked skeptically. "I mean come on Jake; the bastard probably has over one hundred mistresses that can take care of his cheating ass."

"Harsh." I mumbled.

"Huh?"

"Oh nothing."

"Look Jake, I really don't want to leave. Seriously. I don't want to leave you or Billy or Charlie or Renee. I really don't want to leave Forks for some other country. But it's what I have to do. I can't stand it here anymore. I can't stand the students at Forks High, I can't stand the fuckin' trees, and I can't stand that motherfucking cheater Edward Cullen! I mean he promised his life and he goes behind my goddamned back and screws he goddamn skanks of sisters and some of his other family members. Damn! I just cannot stand that man! I wish he would just go to hell and burn for all eternity." Edward must've pissed Bella to her cracking point.

I sat next to her on the bed and put my arm around her. She held on to it.

"Man, I'm really gonna miss that a lot Jake."

"Yeah, me too." I didn't know what I could do, this was it. I was really going to see her leave.

"Jake."

"Hmm?"

"I want you to know that you were really awesome friend. And you still are."

"Thanks Bells."

"Jake…" she mumbled. I looked at her and saw she was falling asleep in my arms. I looked at the clock and saw it was only three. So I guess some sleep wouldn't be too bad… I guess falling asleep for at least an hour wouldn't be so… bad… man I'm tired… damn… Bella…

Suddenly the colors in the room began to swim and swirl in my vision and I found myself drifting off.

This time my dream was different. I was still in Bella's room but this time it was dark outside and inside as well. The only thing that illuminated the room was candles. They seemed to be everywhere in the room where they could be held. On the dresser there seemed to be a cluster of candles surrounding a picture frame. I got closer and saw it was a picture of me and Bella on that fishing trip. Suddenly I heard something crunch under my feet and looked down to see that I had stepped on another picture frame. Just as I was bending down to pick it up the door to Bella's room opened up. I dropped the frame back on the floor and turned to see Bella standing in the doorway wearing possibly the most seductive pair of black lace underwear with matching panties. She gave me a sort of evil grin. I found my eyes lingering on her body which looked more like it was built for a model. She raised a finger and beckoned for me to come to her. And I did. Suddenly my arms wrapped around her petite model-like figure and she reached up to wrap her arms around my neck. But she leaned over to look at the spot where I was just standing a moment ago.

"Huh," she said in a bored voice. "I was sure I threw that away." I heard the scornful emphasis she put on the 'that' implying she no longer wanted the photo I found on the floor. Suddenly she got on her tip-toes to kiss me on the nose.

"Wait her Teddy Bear," she said in a seductive voice, "I have some, uh, unwanted trash to take care of." The last part was dripping with disgust and hatred.

She released herself from my neck and she went to pick up the cracked picture frame. "Aw, what a waste of a frame, but the glass is cracked and I no longer want this photo, so I'll just throw them both away." She just merely shrugged and walked of the room with the frame in hand. I was hypnotized by her graceful steps and how luscious her ass looked, but just before she left out with the photo, I saw it was a photo of her and Edward, her arms wrapped around his neck, his around her waist, both of them looking into one another's eyes with compassion and love.

Bella return moments after hearing the frame along with the photo being chunked in the garbage. She returned into my arms and kissed me passionately on the lips.

"Thank god I threw that photo out. It's been bugging me since he left. He begged for me to keep it, but I knew that now we were together you wouldn't want to have kept something like that so I promised you that I would chuck it. Happy Jakey?"

"Uh, yeah." I didn't even remember her making a promise like that. But I was suddenly brought out of my thoughts when her body came closer to mine.

"Jake, wake up…"

"Huh?"

"Wake UP!"

I shot back into reality when I felt cold hands shake me awake.

"Dammit Jake why did you let me fall asleep like that, damn! I'll miss my flight messing around with you!" I watched as she got up aggravated and seriously pissed. "I've only got

But I wasn't ready to see her go just yet, there was one thing that I wanted to do with her for a really long time, but I couldn't do it with that leech around.

"Bella wait…" I whispered.

"What?" she hissed, "Look Jake I don't have much time I have to~" I stopped her by making contact with her sweet chocolate tasting lips. I forced my tongue through and I could feel her warm breath in my mouth. I watched intently as her eyes slowly closed as she got more into the kiss. I then picked her up and put her on the bed with me on top, if we could only be together for these last few moments I'd better make the most of it, fuck the plane.

Right now I want to fuck Bella's brains out.

BPOV

What the hell? Ugh, fuck you so much Jake, how in the hell could you let me sleep like that? I have only an hour left to get to that dumb airport before the plane for Italy leaves! Shit! You dumb-ass, shit bag Jacob!

I was just getting to the door when I hear Jacob mumble my name, I guess he was trying to apologize for letting me sleep, but I had no time for that.

"What? Look Jake I don't have much time I have to~" I was suddenly cut off by a pair of warm lips that belonged to my best friend. I was suddenly pushed on top of Jake's bed with him on top kissing. I couldn't believe that this would ever happen between both me and Jake, we were only friends, no more, no less. But why was he doing this now? I couldn't believe this was happening I really, couldn't. But the main question was why was I pushing him off right now? Why wasn't I slapping him and telling him to get lost?

Was it that I was truly enjoying this; enjoying the satisfaction that I was doing something that Edward did to me basically every day? What was wrong with me? I was supposed to be the lone wolf, trying my hardest to push love out of my systems, but why was Jake pushing it back into my life?

"I love you Bella." He whispered in my ear once he released my lips. He held my face in his warm hands and looked me intently in the eyes. Suddenly everything else around us seemed to fade into the background. Suddenly the only thing that mattered to me at this point was Jacob Black and only him.

"Jake…" I whispered. I was starting to get off the bed, but Jake held me firm.

"Please Bella," he whined, "don't leave me, stay with me. Stay with me and the pack. I think Charlie would accept it."

"Jake, I can't. I mean I think about you sometimes, but I just need to be by myself right now, when the time comes, I'll come back to you. I promise."

Jake seemed to accept this, but I watched as a smug look came into his eyes. "Fine, but let me give you your goodbye present."

"Eh?"

Suddenly I was pushed back on the bed and I felt as Jake gently nudged his knee in between my legs. I let out a soft moan. Jake chuckled softly.

"You like that don't you? Do you like it when I do this?" He began rubbing and my cheeks went hot, I was pretty sure I looked like a tomato.

"Jake. Please. Don't."

"Don't what?" he teased. I watched as he pulled up my shirt and licked my stomach.

"Ughnn…" I couldn't believe what was happening! But I knew I had to stop it before it got too out of hand. "Please, Jake stop, this really isn't funny."

"Aww," he mock whined, "But I was having so much fun." With that he got off of me and I sat up and wiped myself off. My cheeks were burning. Jake leaned down and whispered in my ear, "Ya know, that blush of yours is a definite turn-on."

"And what you just did to me was a definite turn-off." I grumbled.

"Don't lie, you know you liked it." I had to admit, I kind of did like it. And almost scolded myself for not letting him finish.

"Look, I've only got less than thirty minutes to get to the airport before I'm late."

"Fine, let me drive you."

"No, someone is waiting for me at the house, and I'm sure that same someone is probably pissed that I didn't come at the time I promised."

"Whatever. And hey, don't let them change you; you won't be the same Bella if they do."

For a moment I froze at that. But I just huffed and turned away from Jake.

"Look, whatever they do to me, is for me to accept and for you to get over." Jake pouted at this. He always looked like a five year-old when he did this. I patted him on the head. "Look Jake, I didn't mean any offense. I won't forget about you, you really are my best friend and I don't want you to forget that."

He nodded and let me go. With that I hopped up and ran out of the Black's household. And with that I left the entire La Push area.

When I got to my house I could see the shiny Jaguar that Alec used to drive me here. Though it was only a rental, it attracted way too much attention. The windows were darkly tinted so to block out the light. When I got in the car, Alec gave me an annoyed look. I watched as his face screwed up in disgust.

"Damn Bella, you smell like a fuckin' dog!" Suddenly he realized. "Oh, no, why didn't you fuckin' tell me that your damn 'friend' was a fuckin' mutt!"

"He's a werewolf, not a mutt. And the only reason I smell like this is because I hugged him."

"Man, I'mma hafta open some windows to rid you of that damn stench."

"Fuck off Alec; you're ruining my good mood. I was happy and now you're just pushin' it. I don't' think you want to try me when I'm pushed to my limits."

"Don't worry smelly, I've seen you when you've pushed to your absolute limit and trust me I don't like it."

"Whatever, let's just go before the plan leaves."

"Sure, we'll be there before that."

With that he gunned it out of the front house. And we were headed off to the airport. We were there in less than five minutes. We were soon on the plan and Alec still had that screwed up look on his face, even though he tried to hide it, I could tell he didn't like the idea of having to sit next to me the entire trip while I smelled like an animal. He finally relaxed his angelic face and I could see some girls had taken a liking to his softer look. Some were even coming up him and asking for his phone number. Of course, being 'Mr. Gentleman' he gently refused them. I began to get annoyed with all the girls who continued to come up to him. When he turned to look at me he saw my annoyed look.

"What? Jealous?"

"Hell no, like I'd ever be jealous of a bunch of giggly skanks who want to 'talk'. Ugh, vampires." I hissed.

Alec laughed, "My, lord Bella, you really astound me. You really, really amaze me to no end."

"Well, you're welcome Alec." I grumbled. I looked away, my cheeks flaming hot, but not from embarrassment, but from anger.

Suddenly Alec whispered to me so sweetly in Italian, "Isabella, mio caro angelo, Vi preghiamo di guardare questo modo con le vostre caratteristiche angelico, Isabella, my dear angel, would you please look this way with your angelic features?"

"Uh, w-what?"Even though Alec's Italian turned me on a little it was kinda annoying since I didn't understand shit he was saying.

"I said, would you look this was my dear angel."

"W-why would you say some stupid shit like that?" I stammered aggravated.

"Because that's what you look like when you blush, un angelo innocente, an innocent angel. You didn't think I wouldn't be able to speak Italian did you."

"Well no fuckin' duh, since you friggin' live in Italy, you're bound to catch up to what the people there are sayin'." I was seriously trying to get Alec to change to subject or at least get bored but he didn't seem to relent.

"Hmmm… What else shall I say to you my sweet, dark princess? How about this… Guardando nel vostro sfere di cioccolato sembra fare il mio giro immortale testa, Looking into your chocolate orbs seems to make my immortal head spin. Vorrei mettere le mie labbra al tuo collo e baciarla tutta la notte, I wish to put my lips to your neck and kiss it all night long

I tried my hardest to stop gaping. He sounded like a literal angel, I couldn't stand it. Stop Alec, stop dammit.

"Io voglio indulgere nel vostro corpo profumati per tutta la notte, I want to indulge in your sweet smelling body all through the night. Voglio sentirti gemere il mio nome passato quelle dolci labbra del tuo. I wish to hear you moan my name past those sweet lips of yours. Cara Isabella, si prega di fare l'amore con me. Si prega di curare la mia anima vuota con il tuo profumo dolce, Dear Isabella, please make love to me. Please heal my empty soul with your sweet fragrance.

Suddenly Alec stopped speaking in Italian and he gave a smug smile at the slight part in my lips and the way my eyes were widened. I wasn't sure what he had just said to me, but I was pretty sure that I was meant to say yes or something to that effect. Suddenly he leaned into me and kissed me softly.

"I need you Bella; I'm starting to get attached to you. And Aro's starting to get pretty jealous. I want you to stay with me, with the Voultori, in Italy, forever."

Forever. Why did that word seem to strike a nerve? Why was that I hated it so much? Oh yeah, because those were the same word that cheating dick said to me. But somehow coming from Alec it seemed to be comforting.

However I just sighed and looked the other way. I didn't want Alec to know how much I wanted him to repeat that word. I how much it turned me on when he spoke to me in Italian. I didn't want him to know that he and Jake were starting to crack my armor that took months for me to build up.

God, what in the world is happening to me? Why am I starting to feel the same I started to feel when I first meet Edward?

Okay, okay, okay, end of this Chapter! Sorry I didn't post earlier, but I posted about how sorry I am. But after all I am just a teenager and I get easily bored with things. And after seeing that I have just reached 2,202 hits, scratch that, 2,215 hits, I will post and post until I have finished with the story. I'm pretty sure I'll have a sequel to this story, but don't get to cocky on that.

So what did you think of me making Alec saying some Italian intimate things to Bella, even though she didn't understand a word he was saying? What did you think of how for an actual moment Bella let down her guard to both Jake and Alec? Okay so it may seem that I'm making this story seem further away from Edward and Bella, but that will come soon, but in wayyyyy later chapters, actually if I make a sequel the Edward and Bella romance won't start until then. But until then hang onto your seats people, because there are soon to be some Bella and Alec lemons (in a shower! Oh God I'm giving too much away! You didn't read a thing! Forget you even heard that last part! Forget it now!).

So for now peoples:

Killermimi ama tutti voi!

-That's Italian for: Killermimi luvs ya all! =)