~APOV

Jasper and I walked off the front porch hand in hand. I had to fight my best to ignore the electric feeling I got from his contact. We barely hit the end of the side walk before he stirred up conversation.

"I trust that you and Bella got ready without to much of a fuss?" he said, a tune of a accent in his voice.

"Without as much fuss as possible, yes." I replied smiling up at him

He unclasped our hands to wrap an arm around my waist. "And may I say, Alice, you look breath taking tonight" He dipped down low to my ear "You make it extremely difficult for me to resist myself"

I shivered as his warm breath hit my ear. He noticed because he stopped our steady pace and smiled down at me.

"You do realize that you don't have to resist...anything." I said with confidence. He looked at me, the smile vanished from his face, before continuing to walk. He stopped us in front of the woods two houses down. I immediately recognized the spot. It was a path that we hiked a million times before. He tugged me forward and I followed silently.

If it would have been anyone else but Jasper I wouldn't have gone. Jasper made me feel safe even in the dark heading into the blind woods. It may be because I knew he had incredible vision, don't ask how or why. It was like he had vampire sight. We stopped walking and as my vision cleared I could make out Jasper grinning at me widely.

"Jasper, what are you smiling at" I asked resting my hand on his chest. I could faintly make out him shaking his head. He kissed me lightly on the forehead and rested his lips there.

"Jasper-" I began suddenly winded." I don't understand why we can't just-" he silenced me with his lips. I was unable to protest, I really thought I was getting my way. He traced the bottom of my lip with his tongue. Moaning into his mouth, my hands moved to the buttons of his shirt. I fiddle with the first one, finding it difficult to undo . Forcing myself, I pulled away to focus on his shirt. His hands gripped mine in place. I sighed in defeat.

"Marry me first Alice. If you marry me I promise you I will spend the rest of my life making love to you but only until we are wed will I make any move to touch you in that way" he dipped down to one knee.

I backed away from him stunned. I'm 18, only 18, I thought, to young, to young, one man for the rest of my life? My vision blurred with tears. I needed out of here, I needed my best friend, I needed to think. Right now I wasn't thinking clearly.

"Alice, I only think of you. I can't picture myself with anyone else. You...your-" he huffed before grabbing my face in his hands. I was forced to stare him in the eye, " Your amazing. You make me laugh at times that it seems impossible to feel anything but pain, your smart, everyone your around or who knows you wants to be a better person. There is a positive energy about you that is just so intriguing. When we argue its so hard to keep up my front, its nearly impossible to be mad for two seconds with you, Alice, you don't understand!"

I could barely comprehend what he was saying. All I wanted to do was get out of there to think, to breath, anything! I pried his hands from my face, to stumble backwards. Shaking my head, only able to shake my head, I began to form words.

"I h-have to think, Jasper...I-I have to go." I said as I backed my way out. As soon as he was out of sight I booked it back to the house to look for Bella.

~BPOV

I laughed as Jacob nibbled on my ear. My grip was firm on my back to keep myself from stumbling. He had me pressed tight against the kitchen counter. Do to my intoxication, I didn't mind all the drunk people watching and occasionally bumping into us. All I could seem to do was laugh and hold on for dear life.

Jake whispered into my ear. The loud music drowned out his words, so, like I had been all night, I replied with a laugh. I felt his warm hand, under my shirt, on my hip. The song shifted again to something I didn't recognize. Soon I began to sway. Not because I liked the song, no, because it made me feel less likely to fall. Jake reached around me to grab another cup full of beer. I took it from him happily. I was thankful for my lack of taste when I was drunk because I was sure if I were sober and drank warm beer like that, my gag reflexes would be working over time.

I peeked over Jake's shoulder and saw a head I recognized. Black hair bobbed through the crowd. I jumped up in down in Jacob's arms in excitement. "Alice! Over here, Alice" she caught eye of me and moved faster. As she got closer I could tell she was crying. Her mascara ran down her face, her eyes swollen.

"Oh Alice!" I pushed out of Jake's arms. "Alice, w-whats wrong?" I held on to her for support. She just shook her head at me. "No, no, no, don't sh-shake your head at me Missy!"

"Bella, I'm going home. I trust Jacob can get you home tomorrow." She eyed Jake who nodded

"But whats wrong!"

"I'll tell you tomorrow when you can remember" she turned and walked away. Not even waiting for a reply. I shrugged it off. Smiling to myself I swayed to the music, I was only able to concentrate on that it seemed. As the song trickled off and morphed into another recognizable song that I loved I literally jumped for joy. Instead of swaying, I began to dance. Like actually full blown grinding with the air and "dropping low". I eyed Jacob, who was staring at me, a grin on his face, longingly. Bumping and grinding my way over to him, I gripped his wrist and pulled him to the living room where all the couples were dancing.

Again, if I were sober, I would have shunned and been discussed by the way they all were dancing, I mean they were practically fucking on the dance floor. And as I felt the last beer affect me, I didn't care, I actually wanted to dance like that. Jake placed himself behind me, mimicking the other bodies. I danced against his body, reaching my hands up to grab his neck lightly, twisting around to kiss him. Failing miserably, and licking his lips and cheeks. I bent over, holding my stomach, and laughed my guts out. As I did so I felt something hard against my ass, which, I laughed at as well. Twisting around so I was facing him, he looked at me with a wry smile as I laughed some more.

"Jacob Black, I do believe your blushing" I said tracing my hands down his body and stopped a finger right on his thigh. He flinched away from my contact.

"Bella, you really shouldn't do that. You tease me" he whispered in my ear. I grabbed the nape of his neck gingerly. I hadn't realize I was trembling. I kissed his neck, lingering there for a moment.

"Take me somewhere" I said as low as I could for him to still hear. Pulling away I looked at him curiously. He was wide eyed before he took my hand and led me away.

A/N

This chapter was difficult for me to write. I kept changing things and ultimately didn't like the outcome. Part of this story was a personal experiance and it was fun recalling it and then changing it to how I would have prefered it. I hope you liked. Review, make my day(: