"What the hell do you mean you've missed a period!" Alice yelled at me over the phone.

"I mean, I'm over a week late, Alice" I said sitting down on my bed.

"Well, shit! What are we 'gunna do? You can't buy a test here, everyone knows anyone, it'll get back to Charlie." she was still yelling.

"Alice! Keep it down. There are other people in your house. Were gunna have to figure out how to get one, I guess."

"Wait! Hold on." I could hear her walking around as I waited "Yes! Bella, your in luck. So you know when Rose was staying here because of her family issues?"

"M-hmm. Whats your point?"

"Well, she stalked up on billions of different tests because she thought she was prego! I still have 2 tests in my bathroom."

"Your a life savor! I'll be over in a bit" I said already getting up and grabbing my keys. I headed down stairs, practically running. Charlie sat up on the couch.

"Wow, wheres the fire?" he said

"I'm going to Alice's. I'll be back in time to make dinner, Love you" I was already out of the door before he could reply. I jumped in my truck and roared it to life. My thoughts kept on roaming towards the possibilities. What ifs circled in my head making me dizzy. I pulled in front of the Cullen's house within the next 5 minutes and I ran for the door. Emmett was on the couch when I barged in. I waved on my way up the stairs. Keeping my eyes glued to my feet to keep my foot work I ran into a rock hard body. Edward caught me by the arms to keep me from falling.

"Bella!"He pulled me into a hug. It was impossible not to hug back. After he released me, I quickly kissed him on the cheek and kept on running up the stairs. Busting the door open, I was out of breath when I got to Alice's bathroom. She already had the two pregnancy tests out on the counter.

"Please tell me you have to pee?" she said as she saw me run in. I nodded as she handed me the sticks and shut the door behind her. After I was finished with my business, I got Alice and we sat in waited. For me it felt like an eternity. I felt like I was waiting to see if I would live or die. Alice put a hand on my shacking leg. The timer on her watch beeped twice. I didn't move a muscle.

"Bella, you gotta get up." she said looking at me cautiously. I took three breaths, stood, and walked to the counter. Closing my eyes, I grabbed them. I felt Alice's hand on my back.

"1 2 3..." she said and I opened my eyes. Those four pink lines were enough to make me faint. I went tumbling backwards onto the tile floor.

APOV

Bella hit the floor with a loud thud. I rushed to her as fast as I could. She was out cold. Debating weather er not to call Esme, I decided not to. Answers for question that I knew would come would be scares. I shook her lightly but her eyes didn't even flicker. Remembering the glass by my sink, I grabbed it and filled it with cold water. Not wanting to drowned her, I turned her on her side. She squealed as I emptied the cup on her face. She sat up quick and in the same instant berried her face in her hands. Her whole body trembled as she sobbed. My stomached clenched for her. I did the only thing I knew to do. Hold her. I wrapped my arms around her shoulders and rocked her back and fourth.

"H-how do I t-tell my dad?" she could barely get the words out.

"Maybe, you should tell Jake first." I suggested and she stiffened. I waited as she thought it through. She nodded as she pulled out her phone. I knew she wouldn't call him. She punched at the buttons on her phone. After she was done I guided her to my bed. Were she waited hours for a reply from Jake. When he failed to relieve her of her misery she eventually fell asleep. I came down the stairs to see Edward and Emmett on the couch watching the game. Edward looked at me with a wry expression. Emmett didn't seem to notice Edward distraction.

I kept moving into the kitchen. Edward came in in the next second. I sighed as he waited for an explanation.

"Alice, I know you, what's going on?" asked coming to sit on the counter next to me.

"She's just not well." He opened his mouth to protest and I thanked god when the phone rang. He jumped. Hopping off the counter I went for the phone by the fridge. I could feel Edward's eyes on my back. Choosing to ignore it I answered.

"Ah, Alice. Is Bella there?" Charlie came on over the receiver.

"Hey Charlie! Yeah, she's here but she totally crashed. I don't think she's been getting a lot of sleep."

"Oh okay good. I just wanted to let her know she didn't have to cook tonight. Sue's making dinner for me. And I wanted to let her know Harry and I are going for a little camping trip to go fishing. So she'll be alone in the house."

"She can stay here. I'll let her know, Charlie."

"Alright, thanks, Alice. Take care. Bye"

And for those to days Bella slept. She got up occasionally to use the bathroom. She never left the room. Not bothering to eat, she was sleeping so much. Many times I checked on her, to see if she was still breathing. Another thing that bothered me was that her phone hadn't gone off once. She didn't have any text or calls from Jake. I wasn't able to stop myself as I went to her sent box.

Jake, I'm pregnant. We're having a baby. -Bella

I decided to call him. Nothing unexpected, he didn't answer. Giving up, I grabbed my keys. I ignored my family as I walked out of the door to head to La Push. Jake's house was dark besides a lit that faded in and out from the living room. I assumed it was the TV. With confidence, I pounded on his door. The sound of Billy's wheelchair was unmistakable. He opened the door and rolled out a bit.

"Alice, so nice to see you" he greeted me with a smile.

I smiled back. "Same here, Billy. Is Jake here?" Billy's smile fell. I watched his expression change quickly into a depression.

"No, he left a note a couple of days ago. Said he had to go. That something happened and he couldn't stay here. I respect my son and trust he had a very good reason for leaving" he said crossing is hands in his lap. My jaw fell to the floor. Jacob left because Bella was pregnant. How could I tell Bella that. My heart hurt for her.

"Thanks Billy" I said staring past him at nothing. I drove home the same way. Dazed. I really didn't have a thought in my mind. When I got to the house I pulled into the garage and sat there. I probably would have sat there all night but Edward came out. He stared at me through the windshield before sliding into the passenger seat. I stayed silent still.

"She's awake and begging for food." he said smiling.

"Jake's gone, Eddy." I said pulling my gaze away from nowhere to stare at him.

"What do you mean he's gone?" he asked confused.

"He left. He left town. Because of Bella. I can't tell you why just because of something that has to do with her" I said tearing up

"No.." Edward said heating up. He slammed a fit down on the arm rest. I flinched away from him.

"Alice! How could he do that to her!" he donned his fist again. He swung the door open then. Stomping off. I followed after him.

"Edward, what are you doing?" I yelled after him

"I'm going to tell her" he shouted back

"At least let her eat first." I caught up to him and grabbed his arm

BPOV

I sat at the Cullen's dinning table scarfing down the food Alice and Edward made for me. Truly, I was still surprised that I slept two and a half day. Edward sat next to me, watching intently. I noted that he had his fist clenched. I'd have to ask him later. Alice was in her normal spot. Sitting on the counter by the fridge. At the moment I was trying to ignore the little thing I learned the other day. Stress was the last thing I wanted.

When I shoveled down the last bite of food Alice hopped down from the counter. She washed the plate and came over to sit on the other side of me. I watched as she shared a look with her brother. Edward began.

"Bella, we want to let you know were here. And I...we love you." I looked at Alice. Who shook her head that she hadn't told him.

"Jake didn't answer any of my calls. So I went to La Push." Alice said hesitantly.

"Jacob left, Bella." Edward said next. I stared at the both of them in confusion. I shook my head to myself. When I looked up my vision was blurred with teats.

"He left Billy a note saying something happened and he couldn't stay in forks anymore. All of his stuff is gone. Including the Rabbit." Alice eyed me. I ran. I ran out of there. Outside. Into the woods. I could hear them, faintly, calling after me. My tears still clouded my vision and I found it very difficult to see where I was going. The fact that it was night didn't help. My foot caught on something and I fell. I didn't have the courage to get u or move. I just curled into a ball and cried. I could hear Edward's voice coming closer. All I wanted to do was die. My heart hurt. I felt like someone stole my breath, no matter how much I sucking in for air it wouldn't come.

I was suffocating. Suddenly, the trees were to close. I was cramped into I small space. I squeezed my eyes shut. I begged God for death. I begged him to take me and my baby away. It was impossible to survive this and actually care for a baby.

"Bella!" Edward screamed from above me. I still didn't open my eyes. A pair of arms wrapped around me to a hard chest. Edward. I gripped his shit while he rocked me back and forth. I felt the Bella I was slipping away. My strength was drained and I was unable to catch it.

EPOV

I sat outside of Alice's door. Since I brought Bella back this is where I sat. So many questions were wondering through my mind. Alice was at Charlies now, explaining everything. Including a special thing I wasn't aloud to know. I knew my sister, and I knew she could get anything she wanted from Charlie. She had been gone 2 hours now. I was concerned, what if Charlie was so pissed about this "special thing" I wasn't aloud to know, that he killed my sister. I laughed at myself. Over exaggerating much? I heard the front door open but still refused to move. She came up the stairs half smiling.

"Yeah, I told him everything. Including the little secret. He was pissed. So he insist she stays here for awhile. He said she's going to need her friends. Also that he didn't think he'd have the patience with her. What with the secret and everything. Screaming at her would just make it worse." she came and sat next to me. "Edward, she'll be okay. She slept through out the whole night. No screams. Now, I have to call Jasper and cancel our date." she stood. I felt bad for my sister. She hadn't seen Jasper sense I've been home. 3 weeks that's crazy.

"Don't cancel you date. I'll be here with her anyway. I know how much you miss Jasper. You need to see him." I said. She smiled at me. I returned the favor and she began to walk down the stairs. I shrill scream came from the room. Within two seconds I was on my feet and in the room. Alice ran in after me. Bella was still screaming when I shook her awake. Tears fell from her face automatically. I nodded to Alice. Telling her to go get ready. Bella scooted over. I wasn't sure what she was going.

"Edward" she crocked patting the spot beside her. I crawled in, a little hesitant, next to her. I let her sob into my chest for hours. Once she was breathing heavily, I considered leaving but couldn't bring myself to get out of the bed. I couldn't count how many times I had fantasized about this. Maybe not under these circumstances but holding her. Right after we'd made love. She would lay asleep and I wouldn't because I wanted to watch her.

Watching her like this was anything but enjoyable. In fact, it was excruciating. Even in her sleep she was in pain. Her eyelids flickered back and forth as she worked her way through her, most likely, terrifying dream. I had to look away and at the ceiling. Before I knew it my own eyelids were heavy and I fell into a restless sleep.

The rest of the month was almost exactly the same. Countless times Bella woke up screaming. Alice and I took turns sleeping with her, Although, Alice was unable to stay the whole night with her. She claimed she didn't have the strength to listen to her sleep talk. She did start to get better, yes. She started to leave the room to eat and other things. Watch TV er something. But I hadn't seen her smile yet. I was very grateful it was summer because she would have been so far behind in school. I remembered the night she told me about the secret. I was asleep and she woke me up. She was moving my hand to her stomach.

I stiffened because I hadn't had a clue what she was doing. Her stomach felt firm and I had to fight back the urge to kiss her.

"I'm pregnant." she whispered in my ear.

I smiled at Bella as she came down the stairs. Her stomach was formed a little more sense she told me. She still didn't smile at me. It was normal.

"Good morning, Bella" I said meeting her halfway. "Oh and baby" he stared at me with an expression I didn't recognize.

"Breakfast?" she asked. I nodded and led her to the kitchen. Alice already had fixed eggs and bacon for Bella. She left about an hour ago to see Jasper. I plated up Bella, fed her and then we sat in silense.

"Edward," her voice caught me by surprise. "I wanted to thank you for all this. I know it isn't easy dealing with a grieving pregnant woman"

I smiled at her. Rising from my seat to walk over to her, caressed her belly. "It's alright, Bella. I would expect the same from you" I rubbed her belly gingerly. When I looked up at her, I realized she was watching me. Smiling at her I said,

"This baby's going to have the best, bright, beautiful mommy in the world"

It was then that I saw it. Bella smiled at me. It was a such a marvelous sight to see. Really, it felt as if I hadn't seen her breath taking smile in years. I was in love with Bella Marie Swan.

A/N

For some wonderful reason, my internet is still alive. I absolutely love this chapter. It was definately the most fun to write. Again Bare with me. Family issues. My brother and I got into a physical fight. I also wanted to thank my reviewers. you guys are fantastic. I wil keep writing for me(: Please tell me what you think of this one. -Mariah