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Chapter 4

**Kag Pov**

"Inuyasha." I whispered his name into his ear to try to wake him up. We were at the house and he just fainted out of nowhere. Probably because he saw me.

My heart was still pounding and it was getting faster every minute. Every second I stared at his face it made my heart beat faster. I was still in shock. I mean he doesn't contact me for what, four years, and then suddenly out of nowhere he comes out and faints. I just wanted to slap him and smack him till he fainted again. Unfortunately, that would be rather mean and it would probably look a little strange if a girl was slapping an unconscious boy on a ground. I mean I still have to look sane here, even though I'm not.

But more than angry, I was happy and very glad to see him. He is right here with me, even though he fainted, but he is still here. The whole essence of him just seemed like a memory, but now it rushed back to reality.

I really missed him. I felt tears coming down my face and dropped all the way to the ground. I put my hands up to my face to help stop the tears, but it didn't work. I just wish he still had contacted me. I wish he was still my friend. I wish he never moved. I wish...I wish...he was always here with me, but he left me. Left.

I quickly snapped my head to the door because I heard loud sirens through the house. I looked behind me and saw Rin running to the door. She opened the door to five different people who had a gurney and they suddenly picked up Inuyasha.

I kept my hands on him because I didn't want to leave him. Even though he did leave me, I didn't want to let him go and run away like he did back then.

Rin and I both followed behind the men and we got in the back of the emergency car like they instructed. We both were on his right side and on his left. I looked over and saw Rin had her hand on his. I copied her and grabbed his right hand and stroked it comfortably.

He laid there motionless, except for once and awhile his chest began to move. His breathing was a little uneven and he had a clear mask on his face. His face looked like he was in pain. His face was kind of scrunched and his eyebrows were pressed together.

Suddenly the doors of the emergency car swinged open. After Inuyasha went out, Rin went out afterwards, and I followed the crying Rin. I began to cry to. Looking at Inuyasha and Rin together, it filled me with a kind of pain in my stomach. It wasn't a physical pain, it was more emotional, and those sad emotions made my eyes tear up.

We ran into the hospital and went into the emergency room. Rin and I both had to stay out of the room for them to operate. Both Rin and I were staring at the ground crying.

I felt like I would kill myself if Inuyasha died right now. I wouldn't want to live without him. He is very important to me. I just don't want him to leave me again, I couldn't bear it.

I hear a ring! ring! ring! It was my phone. I flipped it open and pressed it against my ear, "Hello."

"Kagome, are you alright you sound a little depressed."

As a matter of fact, I am. But I didn't want to say that, it would worry her. "I'm fine mom. I am at the hospital right now."

"Wait! You aren't hurt are you? I'll come right now!"

"No! Wait! I'm not the one who's hurt. Someone else is."

"Good," I heard a huge sigh from the other line, "So, who is hurt?"

Oh well, remember Inuyasha the one I played with when I was little. And the one who hasn't contacted for me in years. Well he just showed up out of nowhere then fainted right in front of me. Now we are at the hospital, but don't worry he is fine. Yeah like I was going to say that.

"Uh, just a friend. Don't worry about it. I will be right home. Bye!"

"Hold on Kago-" I quickly shut the phone, so I didn't have to hear her talk.

I sat back down in my uncomfortable seat, and covered my face on my hands. I hope he is okay.

Six hours had passed. They passed very slowly. It was a good thing that there is food in the hospital or I think I would have literally died.

I wonder if Inuyasha is okay. I wish I could see him.

Then I heard the doors open and I snapped my head up to see who made the noise. It was the doctor. Rin quickly stood up and said, "How is he? Is he alright? Did he make it? How is he!" Rin said it so fast that it was hard to make out what she said.

The doctor just looked at us with a faceless expression and said, "Inuyasha is fine. He just needs to rest awhile. As family, Rin you can come in."

I groaned and sat back down wondering when I was going to see him again. I was bored, and I really wanted to see him. More than wanting to see him, I wanted him to explain to me why he stopped talking to me. Why he left me? Why he left me crying in my room? Why did he break my heart? Why? I just wanted him to answer my questions.

But, I really wanted to hear what they were talking about. I stepped beside the door and opened it slightly, so that they couldn't hear me.

I saw the doctor and Rin talking to each other. Rin wasn't crying anymore and she was just listening attentively to the doctor I listened very carefully and made my breathing quieter.

"You need to be more careful with Inuyasha."

"I know I know." I saw Rin shaking her head. She looked disappointed in herself.

"You do realize the situation he is in. We can make him better, but we can't help him if he unexpectedly has an attack." Wait a minute, he didn't faint? He had an attack. On where?

"Yes, I do realize that. I am very sorry. I won't let it happen again. I am just glad he is safe."

"You are really lucky this time. Try to be more careful or else his life might be in danger."

"Yes from now on I will." Rin nodded her head trying to reassure herself.

"Right now, he just needs to rest. When he wakes up, he needs to take it easy. We don't need any more damage."

"Okay."

I saw Rin walking towards the door, and I quickly ran back to my seat and put my head down, so I looked like I was staring at the ground the whole time. I looked up and saw her smiling at me. But I felt like I had to say something. I wanted to figure out what they were talking about, even though it would blow my cover of listening to them.

"Rin, what were you guys talking about?"

"Oh, he just said that he needed some rest and that he should take it easy."

"What did he have?"

"Oh, sometimes Inuyasha gets overworked sometimes and just collapses from time to time." I stared in her eyes, and I could tell she was lying. Her face looked very happy, but her eyes had a tint of blackness in them.

"You're not telling me the truth. I overheard you and the doctor talking. What is an attack? What damage did it have on him? Is there something wrong?"

"Kagome, I can't tell you. This is a family matter. If he tells you on his own, then you will understand. If he chooses not to, then I'm sorry. All I can say is that he is a little bit sick."

"Sick? Sick! I don't think he is sick. The doctor said that his life might be in danger! Does that mean he is going to die!" I was yelling now and I didn't care. I wanted to know what was going to happen to Inuyasha. I mean he is still my friend, to me, and I want to know if he is going to die. I want to help him get better.

"Kagome, I can't tell you."

Just like in the cartoon, I had steam coming out of my ears. I was furious. I didn't have to take this shit! I was going to find out what happened, not just five minutes ago, but all these years he wasn't here with me.

My legs moved on their own and they carried me out of the hospital. I was just running. I didn't know where I was going, but I wanted to run away. No one would tell me, what was really going on. I want to understand him. I want Inuyasha to come back to me. I wanted him to tell me what he was going through. And it just hurt me that I wasn't important enough for him to even tell me what was going on and instead he just ignored me. I guess I was just nothing to him.

I had tears coming down from my face, but I never stopped running.

**Inu Pov**

My head was hurting, it was throbbing and I thought I it was going to explode. My heart had settled down and it was just beating like normal. I opened my eyes slowly and it was blurry and then clear as I opened my eyes wide open.

I turned my head from left to right and I saw that I was in a hospital room. Unless I was in my house and for some reason we had a room that had a poster that was titled, How to Take Care of Your Body.

I sat up and stretched out my arms and hands. When I placed my hands on the bed, I felt a hand under mine. I looked at my hand and saw that Rin had fell asleep beside me. She had her mouth wide open and drool coming out of her mouth. Her hair was all messy and her makeup was spread all over her face. She looked horrible.

I shook her arms, but she still didn't wake up. I shook her harder and harder until she moved a little.

"Uh." She said. When she opened her eyes, she smiled at me. "Your up, it was about time."

"Well, how long was I out?"

"A couple hours."

"A couple hours! That isn't long."

She quickly sat up and had an angry look on her face. She put her hands on her hips. "Well, excuse me for not thinking that the food was amazing and that just sitting here without anyone to talk to was fun. I was bored without Sesshomaru here. You would be bored too if you had nothing to do and all you had to do was stare at the walls."

"By the way, where is Sesshomaru?"

"He is on a business trip. It wasn't really great timing. I called him a couple hours ago and he is coming back tomorrow."

I looked out the window and saw only darkness. "What time is it?"

"Do you have to know everything?"

"Well, I was out for a couple of hours."

"I know, I know. I was just kidding. It is 11:00." I just want to go back to sleep. "That's p.m by the way."

"I know, I'm not stupid." She giggled and said, "I'm glad you're yourself again."

I looked around the room again and saw a missing seat. Kagome.

"Hey, was Kagome here?"

"Yeah, she was pretty upset when she left. She thinks that I am hiding something. I think that you need to tell her what is going on."

"No, I am not going to tell her. She would just be mad at me.'

"Well, Inuyasha, I think she is already mad at you. I think you need to tell her, so she understands the situation. She still doesn't know what is going on."

"I don't think she needs to know, it would just complicate things."

She threw her hands up in the ari, "Fine, I give up talking some sense into you. But you need to be more careful. The doctor said it could danger your life. You need to not do anything strenuous. You shouldn't just run home just because you want to. You need to make sure that your heart stays beating normally. Otherwise..." She turned away, but I already knew what she was going to say.

"I know. It would shorten my life span. Well, what if I don't care. My life is already worthless. I am just going to die when I am 21. There is nothing I can do about it. So why should I try?"

"Inuyasha, don't say that! You know the reason why we came here. We are going to make sure that you get all the help you need. Now, I think we both had enough excitement for one day. You should get some sleep. I am going to head home, but I will visit you tomorrow can skip school tomorrow because the doctor said so." She sat up and walked towards the door, but before she left she turned around and said, "By the way, that Kagome is really nice."

I rolled my eyes and just thumped back into bed. I closed my eyes and tried to go to sleep. Before I knew it, I was out like a light.

**Kag Pov**

I just stared at my plate that had two whole pieces of waffles and untouched bacon. I couldn't get out of my daze. I didn't get any sleep last night because of Inuyasha. I still didn't tell my mom what happened because I knew she wouldn't understand. And if I can't handle it, there is no way she can handle the situation I am in.

"Kagome." I looked up and saw my mom staring at me.

"Yeah," I said slowly.

"You need to eat your breakfast. It will make you more energetic for the rest of the day. And I know that you need more energy today.

"You looked like you died and just came back to life." Shouta said and just went back on drinking his orange juice.

"Well that is just a great complement. That was just exactly what I needed."

"Kagome, it's time to go. For your sake I hope you eat lunch today." My mom grabbed the keys from the table and both Shouta and I picked up our backpacks. I slid into the car and my mom started driving. I just looked out the window just looking at nature. I was too tired to think of anything else.

"Kagome we're here, so get out of the car."

"Mmmhmm." I opened the door and just walked very slowly towards the high school doors. I didn't want to come here. I knew that he was going to be here and I didn't want to have to deal with the situation right now.

I went to my first period class. I stopped right when I reached the door and physically and mentally prepared myself before I opened the door. I didn't even know which classes I had with him. I opened the door and just saw Sango waving at me. I looked around the room and just saw a bunch of demons and humans talking to each other. I didn't see the hanyou. Good.

I just sat behind Sango and just smiled back at her.

"Kagome! You have no idea what happened yesterday I saw-"

"Okay, everyone take your seats. Today we are going to learn about..."

"I will just tell you later." I nodded and I faced the teacher. Even though I wasn't even listening to a word he was saying. I just wanted to look like I was listening.

But that was a bad idea because since he thought I was listening he said, "Kagome, can you please show us how to solve this question on the board."

I mentally groaned and saw everyone staring at me now. I didn't have a choice, but to tell the truth. "Sorry, Mr. Brown. I wasn't listening."

He just shook his head and walked over to me. He handed me a white slip. i already knew what it said. It said Detention and my handwritten name on it. I slouched in my chair when I heard everybody giggling around. I had a feeling that I am not Mr. Brown's favorite student. Then again, I never really pay attention to him. But it's not my fault that I am not paying attention, it was all Inuyasha's.

I sighed and just put my palm on my cheek. I stared at the window trying to block everything around me.

When the bell rang, Sango and I walked out of the classroom to gym. "So Kagome! You wouldn't believe who I saw yesterday! Inuyasha!"

I knew she would find out eventually so I just said, "I know I met him yesterday at his house."

"Oh, so I am guessing you got it going on with Inuyasha." She wiggled her eyebrows and her face looked perverted.

I playfully slapped her. "No! You got it all wrong! I just met him by accident. I was talking with Rin and he suddenly came into the house."

"Well I guess you would have been shocked. Did you slap him?"

"No."

"Well if I were you, I would give him a big slap. I mean he hasn't contacted you in what, four years, and then he moves back here. I don't know about you, but I would be pretty mad."

"I know! My mind is just jumbled. I just can't handle this right now, can we please stopping about him?"

"Yeah, let's just go to gym." I nodded back and we headed into the gym.

In gym, we just did a bunch of different things. I didn't even have to be with Kikyou. I was just so glad that I didn't have to be with that bitch. I was glad that I could just be with Sango. Unfortunately, Sango got furious whenever Miroku tried to touch her butt. It got really funny because Sango can slap pretty damn hard. But I knew Sango never really got mad at Miroku, I mean not for long anyway because I always see out of the corner of my eye that she always looked at Miroku whenever he flirted with another girl. I was just glad that I could get my mind off of him.

When we were done, we headed towards the dressing room. Miroku tried to follow us, but Sango just shouted, "Pervert!" And slapped so hard that he fell to the ground.

We grabbed our clothes and while we were changing, I heard Kikyou talking to her followers. I didn't really give a shit, but I heard Inuyasha's name and I was suddenly interested.

"So tell me, what's he like?"

"He is so nice and sweet. Not to mention cute."

"So when do you think you guys going to start going out."

"I don't know soon. But trust me once we do start dating, I'll make his head spin." I heard them giggling loudly. It was so annoying and disgusting that I started gagging. I guess Sango overheard too because she was gagging to.

Her talking about how she was going to date Inuyasha made my chest start to hurt and my face start to get red. But I don't know why.

At lunch, Sango didn't talk about Inuyasha and just talked about other girly things. Like about how we should get together this weekend and go shopping. I just nodded and smiled to show her that I was listening. Even though my mind was somewhere else. I realized that Inuyasha wasn't there today and I was happy and disappointed.

The rest of the day was pretty boring and I found out that I had a project with Inuyasha in history class. Ugghh! Like I didn't have a lot of other things to worry about already.

In Detention, I just stared at the board that said, "Not Talking Aloud!" When the teacher came back in and said, "Detention is over!" I quickly packed up and rushed to the outside.

Freedom. I hated being in that room with only demons and humans that looked like they could probably kill someone.

I walked down the sidewalk. I just stared at the cloudless sky, and just thought of Inuyasha. I wanted to know everything that happened between us. Not like it was my fault. It was his. I just wanted to understand why he didn't want to see me or even talk to me. I feel like he owes me an explanation. He makes me so mad that I just want to wring his neck realizing it, I was already at the hospital where he was staying in.

I already knew his room number and didn't even bother going to the front desk because I know that they would say that only family can go and visit him. I faced the doors of his room. I gulped before I went in and once I opened it. I saw Inuyasha looking at me. His eyes began to widen.

I looked into his golden eyes and they looked exactly like they did back then. All the memories of him filled my head. And I could feel water collecting at the bottom of my eyes. I felt Inuyasha's arms around me.

He said, "Don't cry. You know that I hate it when you cry."

That made me cry even more because he was just the same Inuyasha that I knew four years ago.

There is my fourth chapter. I tried to make my updates a little faster. I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Please keep reviewing! Thx ; P