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Chapter 5

**Inu Pov**

Since I woke up this morning, everything was pretty much dull. I woke about noon because I was so tired from everything that happened yesterday. I still couldn't believe that Kagome was at my house! I never got the chance to yell at Rin because I was so damn tired. When I', out of here, I am going to kill her for bringing her in. All the doctors kept coming in to check on how I was doing. It was so fucking annoying. I am pretty sure every five minutes, they checked on me. I didn't really want their company! I was already used to their company from America, I don't need it in Japan too.

Besides having doctors hovering me, only Sesshomaru bothered to come. He said that Rin had some work she needed to do for the wedding that they are going to have. Sesshomaru didn't help anybody by coming in and seeing how I was doing. He only complained how I needed to be more responsible and be more aware of my "condition." Also, that I was pathetic and I punched him right in the nose for saying that.

The food was horrible. They gave me cereal that had warm milk in it, not cold1 They tried to give me oatmeal, but it just tasted like a bunch of crap. Even the orange juice tasted funny, it didn't taste anything like oranges should. I thought hospitals were supposed to get you healthier, but apparently in this one, they are trying to do the opposite. I swear that cafeteria food is better. I wish they would just given me plain, old ramen. I mean ramen is better than any food I have tasted, and certainly better than hospital food.

So the day wasn't that dull, but it definitely wasn't the day that I had hoped for. The only good thing that came out of staying in the hospital is no school. I didn't have to deal with any of those annoying teachers and classmates...and I especially didn't have to deal with Kagome.

Now, I was sitting in my room. The doctor had just left my room because he wanted to check on me for the millionth time. And I am pretty sure I am not kidding.

I felt really tired and I didn't want anybody to visit me. I just wanted to sleep this boring day away. I laid back into the bed and started to close my eyes. Then I heard a big slam of the doors that were coming from outside my room. I sniffed the air, so I could tell what was going on. I smelled the sweet scent of vanilla enter my nose. It smelled just like the 13-year-old girl that I knew a couple years ago.

Suddenly my doors swung open. My eyes focused on the girl who was panting in front of the doorway. I saw her in the same school uniform that I had to wear. She looked up at me and it was Kagome. What was she doing here? Why would she come and visit me?

Then she put her hands to her face to stop her from crying. She was weeping and it made my heart ache. I quickly ran over to her to be by her side. I wrapped my arms around her. I wanted her to feel the warmth in my arms and i wanted her to stop crying.

I said to her, "Don't cry. You know that I hate it when you cry."

Unfortunately me saying that just made her cry more. I heard her whisper, "You are still the same."

I was sitting on the bed and Kagome was sitting on the chair. After a couple minutes of her crying her eyes out and my shirt getting soaked with tears, she was finally able to calm down. I helped her stop the tears by giving Kagome tissues, and I am pretty sure that we went through several boxes.

Now we weren't looking at each other, we were both looking around the room because we didn't know what to say. I was afraid she might ask me something about what was happening. But I went through the scenario in my head over and over again, but when she did finally ask me the question, I ended up saying something stupid. So I hoped she didn't ask.

But of course she did.

Her eyes filled with water again, but instead of the water rapidly streaming down her face, the water just stayed there and didn't leave her eyes. I grabbed the box of tissues that were behind me and handed the box to her, "Here you go."

She shook her head, "I don't need it." I just shrugged and put them on the table next to the hospital bed.

She heavily sighed and I knew she was getting ready to say something that I probably didn't want to here. "Why did you leave?" The words came out so fast that I couldn't tell exactly tell what she said. But I was pretty sure what she asked. I didn't know how to respond to the question so I just said, "Wh-what did you say?" I kind of stuttered, and I hope she couldn't tell that I was nervous, even though I was.

"Why didn't you contact me?" She said it little slower that time, but still very bluntly.

My heart began to race and my stomach began to ache. My body didn't want to respond to the question. My mind kept saying, Don't answer. Think of something else. She kept staring at me waiting. She didn't look mad, just annoyed that I was taking so long. Come on say something. You don't want to think that you are hiding something. Make up a lie. She stared down even harder. Say something! Anything is better than being quiet.

I quickly responded the first lie that came to my mind, "I didn't want to contact you because you were being so annoying." I began to feel my eyes widen. They were reacting to what I just said. It sounded like I hated her and didn't want anything to do with her. It sounded like an insult, which it was. Damn it, I should have kept quiet, my mind said. I said right back, Ya think.

Her eyes began to water. Say something else. That was a stupid thing to say! "I'm sor..." I started to say, but she was already out the door. I ran after her, but the stupid doctor ran into me in the doorway. I didn't care, so I kept pushing through. Although, the doctor wouldn't let me through, "Doc. let me through! I need to go after her!"

"No, we need you to rest. Your heart is still unstable."

I ignored him and kept pushing with all my might. I finally got through, but more doctors and nurses came. They all pushed on me, and they slowly glided me into my room again. They pushed me onto the bed and then strapped me to the bed! What kind of a hospital is this!

They all huffed and walked out of the door.

Once I heard the door shut, my body reacted again, and I felt this hot burning sensation from the pit of my stomach and it started to spread all around my body. I wanted to kill myself, not only did she cry again, but I made her cry. I promised to myself that I wouldn't make her cry anymore. But I broke it.

I automatically took the vase of flowers that were on the table, and started throwing it. All of my furious rage went through my body into that vase and smashed it against the wall. My mind was still hot from what i just did. I slammed my fist against the floor and it was so loud that I am positive the whole town heard it. "Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! Please wait for me Kagome.

**Kag Pov**

"Wh-what did you say?" Inuyasha stuttered.

I was now pissed off because I knew he heard what I said. So I said again, "Why didn't you contact me?"

I tried to really glare at him, so he would finally give me my answer. He kind of looked away and then I kept staring harder and harder, hoping to make him even more uncomfortable. Then his facial expression was kind of weird, it looked like he was having a conversation with himself.

Then he said something I thought that he would have never said in his life, not even in hell, "I didn't want to contact you because you were being so annoying." It was like someone had just punched me in the stomach. The wind was knocked out of me and I felt an aching pain in my chest. That pain turned into tears. Before I knew it, I was sobbing and running out the door. I wanted to get away from that room and this place. I picked up my speed and very soon I was running as fast as my legs could carry me. They carried me all the way to my house. I swung the door open and didn't even bother looking at anyone or even covering my eyes. I ran upstairs, opened my bedroom door, and just jumped onto the bed. I grabbed a pillow that was right beside me and pressed it against my face. I let my eyes keep crying. I was covering my mouth with the pillow, so my mom couldn't hear my screams. They just turned out a quite muffled scream.

After a couple of hours, I was exhausted and decided to just fall asleep. The rage inside me was still going. That bastard! I hate you, Inuyasha!

The next morning, I woke up with a stuffed nose, and puffy eyes. I looked at myself in the mirror before anything else. My eyes were so shut that it looked like I was squinting, even though I was trying really hard to make them normal. They were all puffy and red, like someone had punched me in the face, but no bruises. My nose had dried snot all over it. My cheeks looked very pale and had no life in them. Overall, I looked disgusting.

I threw my head back and cried out, "Uggghhhh!" I slowly picked out my uniform from my closet. I just put it on, and brushed my teeth. I just kept my head down not wanting to face my parents. I was afraid that they ight ask me what was going on. I didn't wat to deal with it right now.

I walked downstairs and without looking at anyone I took the plate of bacon and eggs and took them to my table. I sat down and started eating very slowly. I didn't feel like eating very fast.

"Are you okay?" The voice was very gentle and quiet and I knew it was my mom who said it.

"I'm fine." I wanted to say it normally, but it just came out a little annoyed. I guessed my mom didn't want to find out because the rest of the morning she just kept quiet.

"Mom, I think she might me sick. She isn't energetic. I think she turned into a zombie."

I slammed my palms on the table, "I'm fine."

"Your right shouta, I think something may have done this to her. Maybe she is possessed by a demon. Don't worry Kagome, I will save you from this evil curse." Gramps threw sutra scrolls at me, which had no effect and landed on my head.

Now I was getting really angry, "I am not possessed by a demon! I am just a little bit tired, so can you guys leave me alone!" I got my bad and didn't even bother to put it on my shoulder, "Come on, let's go!" My mom just followed and we got into the car. The whole ride was silent, thank god.

Once we got to school, I went into the school building and headed straight for my first period class. When I entered, I saw Sango waving at me, but I didn't wave back. I didn't want to. I saw her frown as I sat down behind her. She looked at me with a confused face, "What's the matter? You seem kind of down."

"Well that is an understatement. I will just tell you at lunch. Something happened between me and Inuyasha." She just nodded and turned to face the front of the class.

The classes leading up to lunch were just boring. And to be honest I wasn't really listening. I was too mad at you know who to pay attention. Occasionally, something exciting would happen like demons and humans playing pranks on each other, but then again, I wasn't really paying attention. Sometimes, the teachers would call on me. I just answered the questions that were on the board, even though most of the answers I put were wrong, they were just glad I tried. I guess they didn't like to give detentions out today. Not like I complained.

Now I was just quietly shoving my sandwich down my throat. I didn't have anything for breakfast, so my stomach was growling all day. I finally had food now and my body just responded my stuffing my mouth with food. Miroku wasn't sitting with us today because he wanted to sit with other friends.

Sango looked up from what she was staring at and then looked at me. "What happened between you two?"

"To be honest, I don't really know. All I know is that he insulted me and hurt me. He said that he didn't contact me because he thought that I was annoying. He just said that right in my face! For all these years, I thought he was going to be nice to me, but apparently not! I just don't get him! I wish his head was on a platter!"

"Oh my god, I am so sorry Kagome. Do you want me to kill him for you? I can! Anybody who tries to mess with you will get a beating from me! Nobody tries to hurt my friend!"

I smiled sweetly at her because it was nice for someone to say something nice to me. I was glad that she supported me and was my friend. I shook my head, "No, don't. I want to handle this on my own."

"What is your strategy?"

"Just ignoring him, and if he comes near me, beat the crap out of him."

She nodded, "I agree. That is a good plan. I'll do the same." The rest of the lunch I didn't really want to talk about Inuyasha anymore. Sango just kept telling me that her brothers were annoying her. Especially Kohaku because he was acting up, and she doesn't know what to do. I guess I'm not the only one with problems

The rest of the classes after lunch were even more boring than ever before. In history, I was all alone again for the project because Inuyasha wasn't here. I swear by the time the project is done, it will be as if I did the project on my own, which will probably happen. After the last class, I went to my locker.

Let's see, what is the last number. 14-27...

"It's 9." I turned around and I saw Kouga smiling at me. I turned back to my locker combination and turned it to number nine. Then it clicked and the locker door opened. "Thanks."

"No problem, but I think that you need to write that down somewhere. You know I am not always going to be here to remind you. Although, maybe somewhere in the future I could be." I looked back and I just saw him smiling.

I grabbed my books that I needed for homework tonight. I had a mental, Ugghhh, from the thought of homework. How was I supposed to do homework, if I didn't even pay attention? That is just great. I stood up and passed the smiling Kouga to head outside.

I opened the door to a warm breeze that was swirling throughout outside. I breathed it all in and it smelled like a lot of flowers mixed together. I stretched my arms out, I love Spring.

Sango and Miroku already told me that they had plans. I didn't know where they were going because when I asked them they didn't tell me. Maybe, they are starting to like each other more. I smirked at the thought of that.

I started to walk to the direction of my house. Although, I could feel someone following me. I looked behind me and saw Kouga trailing behind me. He saw me staring at him and ran up to me. "I thought that I would walk with you. I don't really have anything going on today."

At first, I was kind of annoyed that he was following me. I mean, I think it is kind of creepy. But I saw the cheerful look on his face and decided not to say anything. I mean he was better than that stupid hanyou, Inuyasha. Suddenly I felt hot inside me, and I was angry again. You were being so annoying, you were being so annoying, annoying, annoying. It kept ringing in my head and soon the pain of rage in my chest turned into sadness.

I could feel water filling my eyes. Damn it, I am such a baby. This is so not lady-like for me to cry in front of a guy, but I kept crying anyway. "Kagome, are you alright? Are you hurt?"

"Yeah," I just kept on sobbing. I covered my eyes with my arms and tried to rub off the water that was on my face, hoping to make it less embarrassing.

"Tell me what's wrong. I want to make you feel better. Why are you crying?"

"My heart got broken by Inuyasha." When I said that, I felt warm arms around me, but they weren't Inuyasha's there were Kouga's. He pulled me into his chest and rubbed my back to try to comfort me. I just kept on crying and crying.

"Don't worry, Kagome, I will get him for you. I will repair your heart." Then I felt his hands on my chin. He pulled my head closer to him, and my mind went blank. I just automatically closed my eyes and pressed my lips against his. His lips were warm and nice. I tightened my hands on his shirt and kept kissing him.

**Inu Pov**

The whole lousy day, the fucking doctors wouldn't let me go anywhere. They were always watching me like I was a criminal in cell that they didn't want to let out. I couldn't go anywhere. They kept coming in seeing how I was doing, doing regular procedures. It was boring and I didn't want them. They were stupid, and unnecessary. More importantly they took my time away where I could be apologizing and explaining to Kagome. Fortunately, I told them that I had to go to the bathroom at one point and quickly snuck out to find Kagome. I had to explain to her that I didn't mean what I said back there and that I was sorry. I hope she would understand.

It was about time that school was out, so I walked towards the school. I turned corner after corner and I was getting annoyed because it was like a endless pathway. I thought I would never get to her, but I turned one last corner and the site made me not want to see her anymore.

I saw her body close to that stupid mangey wolf, Kouga. Their bodies were both pressed against each other and their arms wrapped around each other. I saw Kouga's shirt wet, and I knew that Kagome was crying. Then Kouga took his hands and gently grabbed Kagome's face. He took her face and pressed it against his. They were...kissing! They were kissing! My Kagome was kissing that stupid wolf.

My body began to overflow with anger. I heard a growling noise from my chest. I was furious. How could he touch her like that? Surely she would push him away, I mean from what I have heard she didn't even like the guy. But I saw her face go from shock to pleasure. She liked kissing him! And she was kissing back!

Then it began to rain, hard. I could hear thunder in the distance and see the flashes of light out of the corner of my eye. It kept raining and raining making nature smell like the forest. I could feel my heart breaking and the fury raging and burning inside me.

I turned away and ran as fast as I could. I didn't know where I was going, but I wanted to get that picture out of my mind. My legs went faster and faster until I was going faster than I car. Nature that surrounded me was just a blur. I could only feel the pain in my chest growing rapidly.

My heart was pounding harder and harder. Each time my heart pounded, it made my chest hurt even more. I could feel my heart was getting weak. My vision became blurry and my mind went black. I fell to the wet ground. I felt my clothes getting soaked with water, but it didn't matter because today, Kagome broke my heart.

And from that day onward, I decided that I wasn't going to talk to her ever again.

Sorry that this took me so long to write. This week I had a lot of stuff going on. I will try to make the updates faster. I hope you liked the chapter! Please review :)