Are you Ready?
Kouga/Inuyasha
Rating: M
Disclaimer: I don't own the Inuyasha series, nor make any money from this story.
Warning: None
"" Talking
Thoughts
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Slowly and quietly both brothers walked to a private study that their father had built when he wanted to be alone to handle issues that were private even to the family. Sesshoumaru hadn't ever known about the room until Myouga had told him about it, the only other person that knew about the room was Inuyasha and the young demon had only found the room by accident when he had been searching for Sesshoumaru.
The private study they were heading to was a little smaller than the one they were in the last time. Everything was the same except that there was no bookshelf instead of that there was a painting hanging. The painting had a couple on it that Inuyasha did not recognize but from what Sesshoumaru had told him it was his grandmother and grandfather. In the painting they looked so young and happy. Every time he saw that painting it made him feel like it would have been an honor to meet them.
Turning away from the painting Inuyasha saw that his brother was tense. Right away Inuyasha knew he was brother was worried and not wanting his brother to think that he was angry at him, Inuyasha moved his hand so that he was holding his brothers hand, in return his brother intertwined their fingers.
Once both brothers were in the study they both headed to the long couch that was next to the door of the room. Letting go of each others hands and turning to each other, Sesshoumaru waited for Inuyasha to say what he wants to say to him.
Seeing that his brother's full focus was on him Inuyasha looked down at his hands. Not wanting to prolong the conversation Inuyasha started to speak. "I know that we haven't been as close as two brothers should be...and that right now your trying to make up for the time lost by making sure I have the right mate...and I'm glad that your looking out for me Sesshoumaru I really am but...but...I know what I feel for Kouga and I know what he feels for me."
"The night before he came I had a dream about him...but it wasn't a normal dream. It was like we were really there together and Kouga said that since we had wanted to see each other so much some how we were able to join out dreams together."
Smiling to himself Inuyasha remembered all of the things that had happened in the dream. It had been so beautiful and it had just let him know that he was supposed to be with the man he loved.
"He told me such beautiful things Sesshoumaru. He said that he had loved me for awhile now and was just too scared to tell me. Sesshoumaru that's exactly how I felt, but now that I know how he feels I'm not so scared anymore. So Sesshoumaru please, please, I'm begging you. Don't make me hate myself for loving him."
With those last words said Inuyasha had started to cry. He felt that in a way he had to choose between his brother and the person he could spent the rest of his life with. And he didn't want to choose when he had finally gotten his only family member back and when he had just realized the man that he loved loved him back.
Wrapping his arm around his brother's shoulder Sesshoumaru brought Inuyasha closer to him, in return Inuyasha buried his head in his brother's chest. They stayed in that position for a long time, they just didn't want to let go of each other.
Hating that he had made his brother cry Sesshoumaru whispered. "I apologize little brother...it was not my intention to make you feel this way. The reason why I don't like Kouga is because I finally have you by my side and now their is another demon trying to take you away from me, I feel as if you'll end up forgetting me if you go with that wolf-demon."
Quickly moving away from Sesshomaru's Inuyasha looked at his brother with teary eyes. He just couldn't believe that his brother had fear of losing him.
"No, no, no... I would never forget about you, I would never do that. If I was to leave with Kouga I would always come and visit you... and I would expect for you to come and visit me. I don't want you to ever think that I would forget you Sesshoumaru because I wouldn't."
Burying his face in his brother's neck Inuyasha wrapped his hands around his brother's neck and brought him closer.
"No matter what happens I will never leave you big brother remember that."
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Oh such a lovely moment between brothers =.} don't forget to review.
Updated on 1-9-09
Edited by Pyrite