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**Jessica POV**

You gotta be shitting me. I come here to see my brother and out walks Happy. This can't be happening to me. My luck seems to be getting worse as the day goes by. Those were my first thoughts when I saw him walk out of the clubhouse.

When I left Tacoma to move to Seattle. I didn't think I would see him again so soon. I had meet Happy through a friend of mine that was trying to hook up with his brother Kozik who were members of the Sons Tacoma charter. I had been living in Tacoma for about a year when I met him.

I was nervous about being around them because of Juan Carlos. So I had decided that I would not tell them about him. (Now I see that was huge mistake.)

Happy and I started to see each other not to long after we meet. I always had a good excuse when Charming's charter came up for business so I wouldn't have to be there. I didn't want to run the chance of seeing Juan Carlos in the clubhouse because I knew it would not end well.

Things were good between us. I was going to school to become a doctor; he was keeping up with the club business. We saw each other as much as we could. He didn't seem to be bothered by it at first.

We had been seeing each other for a couple of years when he decided that he wanted to put his tattoo on me and make me his "Old Lady". At first I said no but he was persistent with it so I finally gave in and let him do it. He put the tattoo on me himself in my apartment. I ended up with the club's reaper with a morphed smiley face at the bottom of the reaper it said "Happy's Girl" on my right shoulder blade. I actually liked it.

Everything was the same for us for the next couple of years after that. But then school started to take more of my time away from him and the club because I wanted to graduate early I took on extra classes. Happy and I started to fight more over any little thing that can go wrong.

He would spend more nights at the clubhouse then at my place. I knew I had to do something soon because we were falling apart and I didn't want to lose him.

So one Friday night I decided to go to the clubhouse for the party when I walked in everything for Happy and I changed in an instant.

**Flashback**

When I walked in the clubhouse my jaw dropped, Kozik tried to distract me once he saw me come through the door "Hey Jess I didn't know you were coming Hap didn't say anything."

But it was too late. I had already spotted Happy sitting in one of the couches getting a blow job from one of the sweetbutts that hung out there.

I look at Kozik and told him "Get the fuck out of my way Koz."

He grabbed my arm when I went to walk pass him and told me "Look Jess it's not what you think. Let me go tell him you're here."

I pulled my arm out of his grasp and told him. "If it's not what I think then what the hell is it then? You know what forget it let me tell him I'm here."

I made a bee line straight to him and snatched the sweetbutt off his dick by the hair and punched her in the face she screamed loud . Happy jumped to his feet adjusting himself back into his pants. I looked at him and point at the sweetbutt and said. "So when I don't come here is this what the fuck you do?"

The sweetbutt looked at me and said. "What the fuck is your problem we were in the middle of something?" I lunged at her to knock her the fuck out but Happy grabbed me from behind flipping me over and threw me over his shoulder. He took me back to his room. When he put me down he turn to shut the door.

After the door shut he turned back to me I smacked him across the face. He didn't even flinch after I hit him. "That's your one hit don't try that shit again." He said in a low raspy voice. I moved towards the door to leave but he grabbed me by my waist threw me on the bed.

He stood towering over me by the bed. I laid there for a few moments trying to stop myself from crying before I sat up he stood right in front of me so I couldn't leave.

"What the fuck is you problem coming in here and starting shit, GIRL?" He yelled. I looked up at him amazed that he said it like nothing was wrong. Like I was the one doing something wrong.

I know the whole bullshit about the runs but this is not a run this is supposed to be home. "How can you stand there and ask me that? What if it was me out there with another guy?" I told him. I knew he would flip when I said that but I was too angry with him to even care. I wanted him to hurt like I was right now.

He snapped his head towards me and growled out "Bitch! There would be no fucking way in hell that shit is going to happen I would put a fucking bullet in his fucking head and you don't even want to know what I would do to you. So don't say shit like that again. You understand me?"

I pushed him back so I could climb out of the bed. I wiped the tears from my face. I looked up into his black eyes which were darker then usual wondering where did we go wrong. I loved him so much. I felt like he ripped my heart out with his bare hands and squeezed it. I felt the tears starting to roll down my cheeks again. I knew I had to get out of there.

I turned away from him wiped the tears away and walk over to the dresser I snatched up the picture of us that he kept on the mirror and tore it in half. He looked at me stunned that I did that. I stared at the two halves before I dropped them to the floor.

"Hap I can't do this anymore we can't be together, all we are doing is hurting each other. This has to end now."

He started to walk to me and say something I put my hand up to cut him off. "No let me finish this. I love you too much for this go on any longer." I felt my heart shatter as I said this. "Please just let me leave. It's better for us this way." I told him.

I started to walk to the door when I put my hand on the door knob he spoke "If you walk out that door don't come back, I won't be here. I'm not going to wait for you."

I looked back over my shoulder at him he had the look of a killer rather than the man that I loved, as more tears came down I answered him "I won't." With that I open the door and walked away from the man I loved. As I was leaving I saw Kozik standing next to the whore that I ripped off Happy's dick. I looked at her and said "He's all yours sweetheart."

Kozik snapped his head up and ran after me as I left the clubhouse. "Look Jess you can't leave him. It was a mistake! He had too much to drink."

I reached for my car door and opened it while looking at Koz "That excuse is not going to work this time. Kozik I love him but some mistakes are not the easy to forget now he has to live with it." I slammed the door shut and left the clubhouse for the last time.

It took me two weeks to pack, transfer my school stuff and find a place in Seattle. I didn't see him again after that fight so the last image I saw was the killer not Happy. I hated that I had to run away again. I felt like this is what my life has become.

**End of Flashback**

**Happy POV**

I have been sitting here for the last hour listening to Juice bitch about having a hard time finding the Intel I asked for. I knew he wasn't going to find shit. It was a way to keep him busy for Jax and Opie.

I needed to get some fresh air so I told him "Keep fucking trying I'll be back."

He looked at me and said "I'm trying Hap this shit is not easy I can't find anything are you sure I got the right info." I just glared at him and walked out.

I have to talk to Jax and find out what the hell is going on because if this kid doesn't shut the hell up he is going to end up in a shallow grave and become another smiley face.

As I walk out the doors to the lot I spot Jax and Miles walking towards the gate. That's when I see Jessica getting out of her car. I stand there glaring right at her our eyes locked on each other. I have not seen her since the day she walked out of my room.

**Flashback Happy POV**

Jessica just told me that she wanted to end things with me. I stood there glaring at the door she walked out of. That bitch thinks I'm going run after her. Fuck her. I decided that I needed to get out of there so I took off to Charming the very next morning to clear my head. I had gone to see my ma while I was down there. I talked to her about Jessica; she told me that I need to make things right with her before I lose her for good. When I came back three weeks later Koz told me she moved out of her apartment while I was gone and no one knew where she went. He tried to find her but no one was talking. I lost my mind and tore up my entire room breaking anything my fist came in contact with. My brothers all stood out of the way out of fear that I'd kill one of them. I was pissed at her for leaving. After a couple of hours I knew I lost her, so I walked out of the room grabbed a bottle of Jack and the closest sweetbutt. When that didn't help I realized that I need out of Tacoma so I called Quinn and went Nomad.

**End of Flashback**

**Happy POV**

I didn't think she would leave. I figured we just needed a little space from each other. It's been two years since I looked into those chocolate brown eyes. How the hell did she end up here?

That's when I heard Jax talk to her and snapped me out of my thoughts. "What in the hell do you want? If you came here to start shit get in your car and leave." He said.

I don't know why after all this time I cared but that shit had my blood boiling nobody talks to my girl like that. Who the fuck does he think he is talking to her like that?

When I looked over to him I noticed he had gotten to her car so I stormed over there. "Why the hell you talking to her like that she ain't some fucking croweater you can bitch at? Back the hell off her!" I yelled.

She put her hand up and told me. "Hap don't, let me handle this please." I hated when she does that shit to me but I let her because the guys here did not know she was my old lady.

"Look Jax I'm not here to start shit I just want to see how he is doing that's it nothing else I promise. It has been too long since I last saw him. We need this and you know that."

I looked at both of them trying figure out what the hell is going on. She seems to know Jax but I don't know how she was never around anyone from Charming as far as I know she has never been to Charming.

**Jax POV**

I was stunned to see Hap react this way. He has never stood up for any bitch before there has gotta be something going on here. "Wait a minute darlin' before we go any further how the hell do you know Hap?" I asked pointing at Happy.

"That's a long story we can tell you later." Jess said looking at Hap.

Now I am seriously confused. "No I want to know now!" I said.

"Fine." All she did was turn around and unzipped her hoodie removing it for me to see. What I saw had my jaw on the floor. Hap put his tat on Juice's sister. Now this shit just got interesting. How the fuck did this happen.

I looked at Happy stunned I never knew he had an old lady "How the hell did you meet Juice's sister and then make her your old lady." I looked at Jessica in shock that's when I noticed she looked scared. I turned my head towards Hap and the anger in Happy's eyes was scary as hell.

The next thing I knew he had Jessica pinned to the side of her car with both his hands on her upper arms. Knowing the brutal strength Hap has I knew I need to get some help before he broke her small ass in half.

I sprinted to the garage to get Tig and Chibs. At the same time we were coming back Juice started to walk out the clubhouse and saw Hap man handling his sister. I told Chibs to grab Juice so he wouldn't do anything stupid while Tig and I try and find a way to calm Happy down.

While Tig and I walk towards Happy and Jessica, Chibs grabbed Juice by the arm and said. "Brotha hold up. Let 'em work it out. Lass will be fine. Jackie boy will help 'er."

**Jessica POV**

The minute those words came out of Jax's mouth I knew Happy was going to snap. I looked at Jax with wide eyes. All of sudden I was pinned to my car with Happy's hands on my upper arms like vice grips.

"Hap please stop your hurting me. Let me go!" I went to grab his forearms to try and get him to release some of the pressure but it did not work.

He looked at me and said "You need to tell me what the fuck is going on here? You never told me about a brother. Let alone that a fellow Son was your brother."

I tried moving my arms out of his grasp but his grip just tighten on me more. I winced at the pain. I knew when he did let go I was going to have bruises. I turned my head towards the guys that were approaching us. Juan Carlos was one of them and he looked scared as Chibs was holding him back from getting any closer. Happy shook my body to get my attention back on him. "Answer me now!" He yelled at me.

Tig came up on the side of us and said "Come on Killer let doll face go your gonna hurt her I'm sure you don't want that. We can all sit down, have drink and figure all this shit out." All he did was growl at him then turn back to me.

When he looked at me his eyes were the same set from the night I left. "I'm not going anywhere and neither is she until she tells me what the hell is going on."

I had to think fast because everyone seems to be on edge with this and my arms felt like they were going numb. So I did the only thing that came to mind. I slowly brought my hands up to his face. He released some of the pressure so I can hold on to both sides of his face. I leaned up on my toes and kissed him on the lips I let my tongue slide across his bottom lip praying he would respond to it.

He did my arms were let go but then his hand snaked around my waist while his other slid up my back lingering a little on my shoulder blade were my tat was before making its way to my neck to hold me close to his body. It felt so good to be up against that hard toned body of his, with his mouth on mine. My hands slowly made their way down his chest to hold on to his cut and I moaned in to his mouth. I started to pull away from him when his hold on my neck got tighter and he growled in to my mouth saying "DAMN GIRL, YOUR GONNA DRIVE ME FUCKING NUTS!"

Then Jax cleared his throat to remind us that they were standing there. Happy pulled back a little to look me in the eyes before releasing me completely and we both looked at everyone. They seem to be waiting on us to explain what was going on.

I stepped towards Juan Carlos. He took a step back and put hands up letting me know not to get any closer. That hurt a lot. Happy started to move to me but I just shook my head no so he didn't move. Juan Carlos just stood there like he wanted to say something to me but not in front of his brothers. He was rubbing his Mohawk which for me was a new look on him.

I turned to the other guys and asked if they can give us a moment alone. Hap glared at me before he said "Remember we are not done with this when you and Juice are done we need to talk!" I just nodded at him. Then they all walked back to the clubhouse and went in.

Now it was time to have the talk we should have had eight years ago. We stood there in silence for a few minutes before Juan Carlos said "You wanna tell me what is happin' between you and Hap?"

"Why don't we see how each other is doing first that's why I'm here?" I said.

"Are you sure that's why you're here?"

"Juan Carlos Le….." He cut me off before I can finish.

"Look its Juice now. So Just Call me Juice no more Juan Carlos! OK!" He corrected me.

"Ok. I'm sorry "JUICE". I don't want to fight with you. I'm just here to say I'm sorry. I know I said a lot of things I didn't mean the last time we talked."

"Look Jess I'm really sorry I told you I didn't want you here with me. I was just really mad at you. I know it hurt you a lot I saw it in your eyes. You were never able to hide your feelings from your eyes" He said with a smile.

"It did hurt a lot. I'm just glad to know that you didn't mean it." I told him as I moved in closer to hug him. He held me tight. It's been eight years since I felt my brother hold me and I missed it so much. "I miss you so much Juan… Juice." I said with a giggle.

"A lot has happened since you left. In some ways I was glad you were not here. I don't know what I would have done if you got hurt. Things are starting to get better but we still have to be careful."

"Juice I should have not got mad about all of this." I said turning to gesturing to everything around us. "I now kno…." He cut me off mid-sentence when he grabbed my arm spun me around so my back was facing him. I had forgotten I took my hoodie off and he was not out here when I showed the tat to Jax.

"What the fuck is that are you Happy's old lady?" He asked while tracing his finger over my tat.

"That is going to be hard for me to explain." I said.

"Well you need to try. Then you can tell me what was going on with you two when I walked out here earlier."

"OK, But this is going to be a short version of the story." I leaned back against my car to get comfortable.

"When I left here I drove north and ended up in Tacoma. I didn't realize that the Sons had a charter there if I had known that I probably would have kept driving. A friend of mine was trying to talk to Kozik and one day she begged me go with her to meet up with him. He just happens to have a friend or "brother" as you guys call 'em, with him it was Hap. This happened about seven years ago we ended up together. After about two years he asked to put the tat on me. As you see I let him. Well things started to get hard on us. We got into a pretty nasty fight, and before you go crazy on me he "NEVER" hit me, I walked out of the clubhouse and moved to Seattle. I only told a couple of my friends where I was going and kept in touch with them but made them promise to never tell him or any Sons that came around asking questions. You and I both know he would have come for me if he knew where I was he does not do let go easy. Today was the first time I saw him in two years. I never told him about you so when Jax said you were my brother he kinda snapped that's what you walked out on."

"Wow, so you guys were together for five years. My little sister with a Son and Happy of all people. Really WOW." He said sounding amazed. "WAIT! Why did I not see you as many times I have gone to Tacoma on business with the club?"

"Whenever he mention the guys from Charming were coming up I knew you or Jax, seeing he is the only one that knew who I was, would probably be there. So I always made sure I was busy with work or school. Hap use to get mad at me because I would always manage avoiding the Mother Charter's Prez and V.P. now after seeing Jax again I see he is the V.P. so I guess for my sake it was smart not to come around. That was one of the problems we had among others."

"That's a lot to take in at once. Let's go inside and get a drink. You can tell me more about yourself later after you have settle things with Happy and relax some." He said to me as I nodded to him. I grabbed my sweater off the car and put it back on, knowing I still had to have another long talk with someone a lot more pissed off then him.

He threw his arm around my shoulders as we started to walk towards the clubhouse when two bikes and a SUV pulled on to the lot. Juice turned to see who it was when he stopped in his tracks and looked at me with a weak smile.

"Hey Juice who is that nice piece of ass you have hangin' on your arm there?" The big guy with the long frizzy hair said.

"Oh! Hey Bobby, Clay, Gemma I want you guys to meet my sister Jessica Ortiz… Oh wait Jess it's still Ortiz right?" He said unsure of himself. I just nod to him letting him know it is. He then smiles at me. "That's good to know." He said with a smile.

"Wait a minute! This is the same damn tart that ran off on you eight years ago? What is she doing here?" Gemma said as she crossed her arms over her chest. Clay glared at Gemma and shook his head. "Hey I'm just asking. Someone has to look out for these boys!" She said.

That had pissed me off and I was not able to control my anger. "Look I'm no damn tart or sweetbutt! OK! You know what I don't have time for this shit. Juice I am going to go in and find Hap we have lot of talking to do. Ok." I said. As I walked away I heard Clay ask Juice how I knew Hap and why did I need to talk to him. I knew he would tell them everything he knew so I walked away with a smirk on my face.

That damn woman was going to drive me nuts calling me a fucking tart like I don't know what the hell it is. When I got to the door I heard the guy name Bobby come up behind me.

"Hey little lady, don't mind her she just gets testy with new people. Plus she saw Juice was torn up about you leaving. I'm glad you're here Juicy boy never stop wondering about you. He would probably get mad at me for saying this but I gotta. You know he has been keeping some tabs on you."

I cut him off and said "What do you mean he has been keeping tabs on me? How the hell was he doing that I did not keep in touch with anyone he knew?"

"Well sweetheart Juice here is a computer wiz and can find anything you need on there. Also he was only making sure you were doing well for yourself. He saw that you were in college outside of Tacoma. He went on all the trips up there hoping to run into you but never did. Then you left the school there and went to Seattle. I'm guessing that had something to with the big guy in there. Juice felt like it was his fault you were on your own. He never searched for anything too personal. He didn't want to hurt you that's why he never got an address to where you lived. He was damn happy when you became a doctor two months ago." Bobby said with a big smile.

I knew there was something behind that smile of his but I did not feel like getting into that right now. I had a certain scowling killer to face first and I wanted to get that over with. I glance back at my brother one more time he was standing with Clay and had big cheesy smile on his face. I smiled back at him then open the door.

We were walking in the door when I made eye contact with a set of black eyes that seem a tad bit softer. He was leaning with his back against the bar and a beer in his hand looking just as handsome as ever. "Man it is too damn hard to stay mad at him." I said aloud to myself. He pushed himself off the bar and starts to walk off towards a hall that I am assuming lead to the apartments.

I continue to watch him walk away when I tell Bobby. "I need to follow him we got some talking to do."

Bobby lifts my chin to look at him when he said "Little lady you don't want to follow him, that tattooed bastard looks pissed it might not be a good idea! Let him calm down then go talk to him."

I smile at him when he said that. "I know exactly what I'm following, it's my fault that tattooed bastard is pissed. If I don't go he'll have no problem killing me and we all know he is good at that." I said with a smirk on my face.

"It's your funeral sweetheart. Don't say I didn't warn you." Bobby smiles at me as I walked away from him.

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