Disclaimer: I do not own Sons of Anarchy. But I do own my OC's.

AN: I have some mature content in this chapter. I did mark it for readers who choose not to read it. Also please remember this is a first for me.

Chapter Four

Happy and I started to drive to the hotel so I can get my stuff. We had Miles behind us following like Jax asked. I hated having other people driving my car but I knew it was no point in fighting with Happy there would be no way in hell he would ride bitch on a bike or in a car with a woman.

"This is a sweet ass cage how did you get? If you just graduated two months ago there is no way this was paid on doc salary." Happy asked.

"I don't want to talk about it. Let's just get there so I can get my things." I replied.

"Why don't you want to talk about it? Did a fucking dude buy this for you?"

"No Hap no damn dude bought this for me I bought it for myself. I just don't want to talk about."

"Are we going to keep secrets from each other? You know that was what started shit for us last time."

"Fine you wanna know while I was in Seattle I need to work. Finding a job that pays enough for medical school is not easy so I got a job at a gentlemen's club." He slammed on the brakes in the middle of the road almost causing Miles to ram into the back of the car. I lifted my hand to brace on the dashboard and looked at him. "What the fuck Happy? Miles almost hit us."

"I don't give a fuck! You were taking you god damn clothes off for fucking money! I was still putting money for the last two years in your bank account. What the fuck did you need money for?" He yelled at me.

"I know you were. I went to the bank to close the account that is when I found out you were making deposits and they told me I had to withdraw it to close it so I just left it alone. I didn't want your money it's all there if you want it back. Plus I wanted to do this on my own. You were right I did have something to prove but it was to myself." I said as he started to drive again. "I had Juice helping me when we first left New York. Then I moved away from him, I struggle for a year then you came along and the next five years it was you paying for everything. I needed to do this without your help or his. I was not going to keep depending on either of you."

We pulled into the lot and he parked the car. "I don't want the money or to talk about this shit right now just go in get your shit I'll go check you out of the hotel. Miles go in there with her and put the bags in the trunk." He said as he got out of the car slamming the door and walked away from us.

"What happen back there I almost rammed in to you guys?" Miles asked.

"I told him something that pissed him off." I said as I walked to the hotel room.

"You never tell Hap things that piss him off when he is driving. The outcome is never good." Miles said to me.

"I see that now but he asked and wouldn't drop the subject so I had no choice. Let's grab these bags and go." I told him.

When we were done Happy was already in the car waiting he wouldn't even look at me. The car ride back to the clubhouse was very quiet. When he parked the car he looked at Miles and said "Take her shit to my room here is the key give it to her when you're done." Then he walked away from us not saying a word to me.

"Man you really did piss him off. Let's go I need to start to set things up around here before they have my ass." Miles said to me.

We walked to the room he placed my bags down by the dresser and handed me the keys and walked out. I sat on Happy's bed looking around the room. The last time I was in here I didn't get a chance to check it out. I then walked to the dresser to see what he had on there. That's when I noticed the picture I tore two years ago was sitting on it. It was still in two pieces but he kept it with him. I sighed and walked back to the bed I needed to rest a while so I laid back and decide to take a nap.

I heard a knock on the door, I rolled over to face the door and saw Tara looking in. "You can come in." I glanced at the clock and seen it was already 9:30. "Wow I didn't mean to sleep that long." I said to her.

"Hey you have had a long day. Jax told me you were in here so I figured I would see if you wanted to come out and have a drink." She said to me.

"That sounds good let me just freshen up a bit. Have a seat I'll only be a moment." I walked to the bathroom reapplied my makeup and did the essentials before coming out and saying. "Ok I'm ready for all the glares from the whores and the stares from the guys."

"Sounds like you have been through this before. That's good to know. You won't be shocked at what's out there." Tara told me.

We walk out of the room I locked it and stuffed the key in my pocket. "I guess things are the same here as they are in Tacoma. I've only be to a few of the parties up there but I do know how things are."

"Yeah they are. Samcro apparently throws the best party according to the guys. Let's get some drinks then we can go sit by the ring to watch these asses beat the shit out of each other." Tara said to me.

We got drinks and walk out to the lot it was just as crazy out there. I noticed a couple of the guys from Tacoma were here. Kozik saw me walking with Tara he got up from the picnic table and started to walk towards us. I looked at Tara and told her "I'll meet you over there I need to talk to him" as I pointed at Kozik. She just nodded at me and kept walking.

"Hey sweetheart, Hap told me you were back around. How have you been?" Kozik asked.

"I've been good. How about you?" I said to him.

"Things are good. Donut and Lorca are round here somewhere. You know you are pretty good at disappearing. I tried for months to find you no one would talk. That shit drove me crazy. It was weird not having you around. You were the only babe I talked to and not try to sleep with."

"In order to disappear twice you gotta be good." I said with a smirk. "I only told a few of my friends were I was going and made them promise to never tell a person asking about me especially one in a cut." I point at his cut when I said that. "Come on Kozy you didn't try to sleep with because of Happy." I said with a smile.

"True Hap would have skinned me alive. So Juice is really your brother." He asked with a doubtful look on his face.

"Yes Juice is really my brother." I said smiling at him. "If you see Donut and Lorca tell 'em I'll try and catch up with 'em later. It was nice talking to you I gotta get back to Tara."

"It was nice seeing you again. You are good sweetheart I mean that. We gotta catch up some other time enjoy your night. If you need anything just find me." He said as he gave me hug.

I walked away from him and started towards Tara. All the damn sweetbutts were glaring at me, I had to laugh. I sat down next her. "What's so funny Jessica?" she asked me.

I pointed at the table with the whores. "They are. You can call me Jess everybody else does. Jax said you work at St. Thomas. I start my residency there next week."

"Yeah Jax told me all about it. I'm just glad to finally have someone normal to talk with." She said with a giggle. I had to smile at her I knew how she felt. I felt like I had no one in Tacoma other then Hap and Kozik. Yeah I thought Kozik was normal he was always help me out and was nice to me.

The fights have been in full swing for about an hour now and I still have not seen Happy. I got up from the table deciding it was time to get another beer. As I walked to the bar some guy came up to me. He didn't have a cut on so I'm guessing he is a hang around.

"Hey sweetheart let's go find a room we can have some fun in." He said as he ran his fingers across my cheekbone.

"No thanks." I said as I walked around him.

"Hey I was told you bitches would do anything I say." He said as he grabbed my arm.

Before I had a chance to do anything his hand was jostled off my arm and his arm was behind his back and he was shoved into the wall. "You put your fucking hands on my old lady again and I promise they will never find your body got me mutha fucker." Happy growled at him.

"I'm sorry Happy I didn't know she was your old lady. I won't touch her again." The guy stuttered.

"Hey Hap! I got this." Donut as he put his hand on the top of Happy's shoulder and nodded his head to me.

Happy let him go and turn to me. "Where you going? You shouldn't be walking around by yourself yet no one knows you're off limits."

"I was going to get a beer. Then he stepped in front of me." I said pointing at the hang around that was walking away with Donut. "Are you still mad me?" I said with a smile.

"Yeah I am still mad but we will talk about that later." He said to me as he grabbed a prospect that was walking passed us. "Prospect go in and get my old lady a beer and bring it over by the ring she'll be over there." He said pointing at Tara.

The prospect took off running before Happy had time to turn back to me. He grabbed my hand pulled me to him and leaned into my ear and in a low raspy voice he said. "Jessica Ortiz You need to keep your ass next to the ring until I'm done I don't feel like having to kill anyone for touching what's mine." Then he put a line of kisses from my ear down my neck. He pulled back. "Come on girl you need to take your seat."

I felt the fire between my legs that his damn voice and kisses did to me. We walked back to the table he kissed me on the forehead then walked away after saying. "Now stay put."

I looked at him with a raised eye brow. "Yes master!" I said with a smirk.

"Oh shut the hell up. I'll be back." He turned back to say to me.

"Wow, what was that about?" Tara asked when I sat down next to her.

"I was told to stay put like a good servant." I said sarcastically and she giggled. "So who is fighting next?" I asked her.

"Some unlucky Nomad and your old man. I have seen Hap fight before but with the rage he has been showing today it does not look good for who every gets in there with him." She said.

"Oh. Now I feel bad because most of that rage would be my fault." I said as I turn towards the ring.

I sat there and watched as the Nomad got in the ring so sure of himself, then Happy climbed in on the other side with a very shirtless tone body and his pants hanging pretty damn low on his hips. Damn he makes me hot all over just looking at him. The fight lasted about ten minutes before Clay decided that Hap did enough damage to the Nomad and sent Bobby in to break it up. After they hugged it out Happy jumped out of the ring I got up from the table to go to him when I saw a blond start to trot over to him with a towel. I stopped in mid walk getting ready to walk away from there when I decided to wait and see how he reacted to her. When she got to him she wrapped the towel around his neck to pull him in for a kiss but he pulled his head back and pushed her away snatching the towel from her hands to wipe his face.

Then I heard him say "Jessica get your ass over here and don't make me wait." I slowly walked to him. When I got about two feet away I stopped and looked at him. He reached his hand out for mine I placed my hand in his; he then yanked me forward until my body slammed against him. He kissed my neck right behind my ear then in a low growl he told me "I said not to make me wait. That deliberately slow walk made me wait." His mouth then crashed into mine. I ran my hands up his sweaty chest to his neck as his hands ran down my back pass my ass to the back of my thighs lifting me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He then pull back from my mouth and said "I think we still have some unfinished business to take care of."

"Yeah I believe we do. Am I walking or are you carrying me there." That's when I started to hear all the whistles and cat calls everyone was making.

"Fuck no you ain't walking girl. I want to get there quick." He said to me as he looked back at the guys. "Brothers I got some business to handle I'll see all of ya later."

While he carried me across the lot I heard one of the guys yell out "Take your time brother enjoy it. I would if it were me." I was pretty sure that was Tig. Happy just shook his head and kept walking. The walk through the clubhouse was interesting I got some very hateful looks from the sweetbutts considering my legs were still tightly wrapped around Happy's waist and he had two hands full of my ass I just smirked at them all. It took Happy a total of three minutes to get from the ring to his room.

My back slammed against the door and his mouth was on my neck again "You better get that key out and the door open quick or I'm taking your ass right here in the hall." His raspy voice said to me. I fumble with the key for a moment before I finally got the door open. It wasn't easy because he would not put me down. As we enter the room Happy kicked the door shut with his foot and reached behind to lock the door.

**Mature**

He laid me down on the bed and started to back away from me. I reached for him, "What are you doing?" I asked him while trying to catch my breath.

"Damn girl you're so fucking hot. I plan on having my way with you all fucking night so relax I ain't going anywhere." He said as he removed my boots. His hands slow made their way up my legs, I felt like there was trail of fire being left behind where his hands touched. He finally reached the button to my pants and having them off of me in the matter of seconds. He slowly crawls on top of me.

"Hap please I can't wait anymore." I begged him wanting to feel him inside of my already. I pulled him down to me kissing him hard and rough. I tried to undo his belt but his hands stopped me.

"You're gonna get it. But I'm in control here damn it." He said as he took both my wrist in one of his hands and pinned them to the bed above my head. He brought his mouth down to my neck at the same time I wrapped my legs around his hips again hoping to get some kind of friction going.

He growled and bit down on my collarbone when I did this "Fuck Jess it's been to long since I had you in my bed. I don't know if I can be gentle." He sounded labored saying that to me.

"Hap just fuck me already I don't care." I said to him in a moan.

He released my hands and yanked my tank off me. He looked at me shocked when he noticed I wasn't wearing a bra. Then his mouth was on my nipple I arched my back pushing myself further into him. The way his tongue flicked my nipple and the nibbles he was doing had my body in a frenzy. He was trying to hold himself up with one arm while his other hand roughly kneaded my other breast. Both of my hands were running up and down his toned back. He started to kiss and nip at my body from one breast to the other then taking my nipple in his mouth while his hand made its way down my body causing me to moan loudly. I start to undo his belt this time he didn't stop me as I got his pants unbutton they fell to his knees I took his member in my hand and started to stroke him which caused him to growl. He stood up to kick his boots off and remove his pants. He knelt down between my legs. I leaned up to wrap my arms around his neck and pulled him in for a deep passionate kiss. He put both of his hands on the side of my face for a second before they made their way down my body to my hips not giving me time to remove my thong he ripped both sides of it to get it out of the way. While holding on to my hip with one hand his other hand slid down between my legs and pushing two fingers inside of me I moaned into his mouth.

"Damn girl! I forgot how tight you were." Before I had time to react to what he said he pushed himself inside of me letting out a low growl in the process. "Fuck girl you feel so damn good." I arched my back at the sensation it gave me but he didn't move he was giving my body time to adjust to his size. I lifted my legs wrapping them around his hips and pushing myself fully onto him letting him know I was ok. We moved together in the same pace meeting each other thrust for thrust for a while before he sat back on his legs breaking the hold I had on his hips with my legs. He grabbed both my hips roughly pushing himself back into me making my body meet every one of his thrust with the power he was putting in each one. The hold he had on my hips was painful but my whole body was in ecstasy. I wanted as much as he did. The feel of him pounding into me had me ready to burst. "Come on baby cum for me you know you want to." He said to me. That sent me over the edge and climaxed with a loud moan. He climaxed soon after.

**END**

He fell forward on top of me breathing just as heavy as I was. We stood like that for a few minutes him inside of me until we both calmed from our high. He rolled on to his back pulling me to his side I laid my head on his chest while he drew small circles on my hip with his finger.

I started to trace the tats on his chest when I noticed his smiley faces below his ribs. "I see you have added some new ones since the last time I saw you." I said to him.

"Yeah I have. I plan on adding a new one as soon as I find that mutha fucker that hurt you." He said to me.

I knew what they were for Happy had told me he didn't want to hide anything from me because what he did for the club was not only dangerous for him but also for me. Being his old lady anyone wanting revenge could easily try through me. So he always tried to keep us somewhat low key.

"Hap why can't we let the cops handle this? They have enough on him to put him in prison where he belongs."

"He does not belong in prison. He will die for hurting you. He stalked you, tried to cut my tat off you and probably would have raped you after that. Nobody gets away with that shit when it's done to my old lady. So he will die and it's not up for discussion ok."

"Ok. I won't fight you on this. Do you have something in here to drink?" I asked him changing the subject.

"Nah. I'll go get something for you. Is a beer good?" He asked while getting up to put his jeans back on.

"Yeah that's fine." I said as I got up and grabbed my shower bag and a new pair of panties and went to the bathroom. I decided to jump in the shower really quick. After washing up I got out and start to dry off when I noticed Happy standing in the door way watching me. I smiled at him put my panties on and walk to the sink to grabbed my brush when he came up behind me and put two beers on the counter.

"Do these hurt?" He said while he placed his hands on my hips. I looked down to where he was touching me when I noticed I had two large hand prints on my both of my hips.

I looked back at him through the mirror. "I really couldn't tell you because at the moment my whole body kind of aches. It looks like you have the need to put your mark everywhere." I said as I pointed to my neck where he bit me twice. He just nodded yes to me with a smirk on his face.

He laid soft kisses down my neck making his way to my shoulder and placing two small kisses on my tat before his lips paused above my mostly healed stab wound. "Jess I wish you would have called. I would have helped." He then placed a kiss on it.

"I know." I said as I turned in his arms. "Do you have something I can throw on I don't want to dig through my bags right now?" I said changing the subject as I grabbed one of the beers and walk back into the room.

"Yeah. Here throw this on. Because I have no intentions of letting you leave this room anymore tonight." He said as he took off his shirt and gave it to me. "My shirts always looked better on you anyways."

Happy sat in the bed with his back against the headboard drinking his beer. I sat in front of him with my legs tucked underneath me. He was staring at me like he wanted to ask something.

"What do you want to know?" I said to him.

"What are you talking about?" He replied.

"I can tell when something is bothering you. I might have not been around for a while but I still know how you are."

"You were always able to read me. I hated that shit. Why didn't you use the money? Why take your fucking clothes off for it?" He asked.

"I will answer all of your questions but we get it over with today. Get it all out and no yelling or flipping out on me. I can't change any of the choices I made and nether can you. Ok"

"I can try and control myself but like you said you know me well. I might not be able to. Ok." He said with a smug look on his face.

"Fair enough. Just try please you might not like everything you hear." He nodded his head ok. "I didn't touch your money because I wanted nothing to do with you. I wanted you completely out of my life." His jaw was set in a tight line. He was pissed but he was trying not to act on it. "Stripping was easy money for me. I didn't do anything else there were no private parties and I never left the club with any men. The place paid well and the tips were really good. I ended up getting a scholar ship that I had applied for a little while after I started there but I continued to work. That's how I was able to get my car and paid it off. I had decided to quit right after I was attacked."

"What the fuck Jess. If you didn't need to do that shit you should have fucking quit sooner then that and got a fucking job that didn't require your ass naked!" He yelled at me.

"Hap I'm not answering anymore fucking question if you're going to yell at me because you don't like what you hear."

"Fine I'll try harder!" he snapped. "What happen with Juice that made you bolt on him for eight years?" He asked changing the subject.

"He joined Samcro. We fought the day he told me. We said some stuff we didn't mean. You asked me that earlier."

"What did he say to you?" He asked.

"Now remember he already apologized to me and said he did not mean it so don't hurt him ok." He nodded at me. "I told him I wasn't going to stay around and watch him get hurt. So he told me he didn't want me to come with him in the first place so I should just fucking leave. I didn't give either of us time to cool off I just packed and left. I should have waited a few days but I'm too stubborn."

"That fucking asshole." I glared at him when he said that. "Don't worry I'm not going to kill him because if he didn't say that you would have never came to Tacoma." He said to me. "Yeah I might have met you but I don't think much would have come of it."

"Why do you say that? Me leaving here didn't change me completely."

"It changed you enough to let you get to know me outside the club you got to know the person very and I mean very little people know. Even most of my brothers don't know me that well but that's not it. I don't think Juice would have been very accepting of his sister being with the clubs killer. Him not being around when things happen with us took that choice away from him."

"Is there anything else you want to know or are we done?" I asked him hoping we were done. I don't think he is going to be able to control his anger much longer.

He thought for a minute before saying "Nah. We are done. I don't want to know anything else because I don't want to make my hit list any longer than it is." When he said that I knew what his next question was going to be.

I was happy not to have to answer that. I didn't sleep around a lot but there was a couple of guys everybody has their needs plus I'm pretty sure he had a new bitch every time he turn around. I pulled myself up to my knees and went to straddle his lap. "I have a couple of questions for you." He nodded at me so I asked my first one. "Earlier you said "just the blonds" why?"

"Because I wanted nothing to remind me of you and then have them piss me off because they couldn't do shit like you do."

"Why did you leave Tacoma?" I asked him while I gently laid kisses on his chest.

"First I went Nomad because Tacoma had too many memories I wanted away from and I needed to be closer to my ma. Being Nomad gave me time to try and find you too. Never did so I just accepted that it was over and came to Charming." He said as he put his beer down on the nightstand. "Now if you keep kissing my body like that question time will be over and round two will start." He said to me while running his hand up my thighs to my ass.

"Well I'm done with my questions." I said as I nibbled and kissed my way up his neck.

"Hold it there hot ass I have one more. How much money is in your account right now?" He asked. I leaned back and gave him slight grin. "What's so funny Girl?"

"Well. I have two accounts in the one I have been putting money in I have about forty grand. The other account you have been putting money has about Two hundred grand."

Happy jumped up when I said that causing me to fall back on the bed. "Ow that hurt. I guess round two is out." I said with a smile.

"You fucking with me GIRL?" He yelled.

"Why would I fuck with you about something like that?" I said to him.

"You're telling me you have over two hundred and forty grand in the fucking bank!" He snapped.

"No I have forty. You have two hundred." I said to him.

"I told you I didn't want the money back. I gave it to you." He said as he ran his hands over his bald head. "Now I'm wondering why Clay or Juice didn't say anything about it. Clay always wants bank figures with his Intel." He said holding the back of his neck.

"Clay is probably testing me to see if I would tell you. I have no reason to hide anything. But he seems like the type to do that." I said to him.

"That's just his way of seeing if he can trust you. Now for round two it is definitely on along with three and four." He said as he jumped on top of me. "But tomorrow we have to talk about what has been going on around here the last couple of months. It is going to have some effect on you now."