Disclaimer: I do not own the Sons of Anarchy or its characters. But I do own my OC's.

AN: I have used some of the things from the show but I'm not following everything as it is in the show. I also have a little bit of mature content here also. It is marked again.

Chapter five

I woke up early the next morning. I glanced at the clock and saw that it was 8:30. Happy had his hand resting on my hip so I glanced back at him he was on his back with right arm tossed over his eyes. I slowly climbed out of the bed not wanting to wake him.

"Where you going? It's too early get your ass back in bed." He said to me not even moving his arm from his face.

"I need to use the bathroom. Go back to sleep I will be back." I said as I grabbed a pair of cutoff shorts from the top of my bag. Walking to the bathroom made me realize how sore I was. I washed up a little and decided I needed a cup of coffee so I grabbed my cell phone, some socks and threw them on with my Nikes.

I walked out of the room and went to the bar I saw all the bodies still laying around everywhere. Then I noticed Juice was sleeping on one of the couches with a croweater on top of him I laughed a little before trying to find the kitchen.

"I take it you spent the night with a certain killer." I heard someone say from behind me. I looked behind me to see Gemma standing there with bags in her hand. "Let's get you a cup of coffee you look like you can use one."

"Yeah I can thanks." I said walking to her to help with the bags. "Um about yester…." She cut me off handing me some bags.

"No need to say anything about yesterday baby girl. You stood up for yourself. That's says a lot to me. Clay said that I don't have to worry you are not here for trouble. I just like to watch out for my boys."

"No I'm not here to start anything I just missed my brother."

"Well that's good to hear." She said as we walked in to the kitchen. "I hear you're a great Houdini. Disappearing on two Sons." She said with a smirk on her face. "Killer there let you live after that."

"Yeah he did." I said with a smile. "It's gonna take a while for us to get back to where we were but I think we have time for that."

"Oh baby girl you have no idea. I think you guys have a little more to talk about. If you need anything I'll be in my office." She said to me as she walked out the kitchen.

I sat in the kitchen alone drinking my cup of coffee thinking about what Gemma said and remembering that Happy said he had more to tell me. I needed to go wake up Happy and find out what the hell is going on.

I started to walk back to his room as I made my way down the hall one of the other doors opened up and the blond from last night step in to the hall. She stopped in front of me looking up and down like she was sizing me up.

"You know sweetheart you better not get comfortable. He might have wanted your ass last night but it ain't going to last. I always get him in the end." She said to me.

The nerve this bitch has to step up to me like this had me fuming. "I don't give two shits on what you think you know." I said as I pushed her into the wall next to the door she came out of. "That tall tan bastard in that room is fucking off limits to all of you skanks in this fucking place. You got that bitch."

"Who the fuck do you think you are coming in here trying to tell me what to do? I'll fuck him whenever I want. I have been here longer then you." She said as she pushed me back away from her.

At this point all reasoning went out my head. I grabbed a hand full of blond hair and she screamed as I slammed her face in to the wall causing a few frames that were hanging there to fall. When she fell to the floor I climb on top of her and started wail away on her face as she tried to scream for help.

"There is no way in hell another one of you bitches is going to get in my way." I screamed at her as I landed punch after punch.

I did not realize that at some point Happy came running out of the room and the door she walked out of was also opened. Happy grabbed me by the waist pulling me off of her while Chibs tended to the skank.

"What the hell is going on Jess?" Happy said to me with smirk plastered across his face.

"Why don't you ask your daily fuck?" I snapped at him.

"Happy look what that bitch did to me?" The skank said to him as she was trying to get up.

Happy's hold around my waist got tighter when I tried to reach for her again. "You need to get the fuck up out of here before I fucking let my old lady at your ass again. This time I ain't going to stop her."

"But Happy" she started to say to him when I stopped her.

"Did you fucking hear him? He doesn't fucking want you here. Back the fuck off and make sure the rest of the skanks know that I will beat the shit out of any one that even fucking thinks about touching what the fuck belongs to me." I growled at her.

"Aye little lady I think you should listen before lass here does more damage ta ya face there." Chibs said trying to hold back his laughter.

Happy and Chibs had shit eating grins across their face as they watched her scamper away as fast as she could on her hooker shoes. Happy finally let me go when felt it was safe again and took a hold of my hands looking at the blood on them.

"I'm gonna get the prospect ta clean up this mess." Chibs said pointing at the frames on the floor. "You a'ight lass?" he asked me.

"Yeah I'm good it's mostly hers." I said as took my hands out of Happy's and walked back in to the room.

I went into the bathroom to wash my hands so I could see how much damage was done to them. I saw that I had just a little bruising; some swelling and all the blood turn out to be hers. When I turned around happy was standing there looking at me with a grin on his face.

"I thought you were coming back to bed?" he asked me as he grabbed my hands again to check them.

"I wanted a cup of coffee. I ran into Gemma we talked for a minute. Apparently you have something else you need to tell me. Gemma wouldn't say what it was." Happy let go of one of my hands to run his hand across his face before looking at me.

"Look Jess a lot has happened around here in the last few months I need you to just listen to me before you say anything ok."

"Ok. But this does not sound good. I'm not liking that."

"Jess it's not good. A couple of months back we did something that cause all of us to end up in jail. Except a few of the guys. We have been out on bond but it's being revoked. The party last night was more like a goodbye. We have a bond hearing in a couple of days. This isn't something we can fight."

"Are you trying to tell me that you're going to prison and I only maybe have a couple of days with you? For how long Hap?"

"Yeah I'm going to prison. I don't know for how long yet." He replied.

I pulled my hand out of his. "Happy you got give me a few to process this. I'll be back ok."

He took a hold of my arm as I walked around him to leave. "Just please don't leave the lot. I'll give you space just don't fucking run on me again."

"I'm not going to run. I just need to…." I didn't know what I needed but I knew I needed to get away and be alone a few minutes. "Hap I'm not going to run ok." He just nodded and released my arm. I walked out of the room.

As I was walking out of the clubhouse I ran into a hard chest before I fell over I felt two arms go around my waist to keep me from falling. I looked up to see it was Jax. "Hey darlin' are you ok? You look upset."

"I'm sorry I didn't see you. I just need somewhere to think but I can't leave the damn lot." I started to ramble to him. "I can't think with everyone around. It feels like the walls are closing in on me. I don't know what to do!"

"HEY! HEY! Calm down. Here follow me I got somewhere here you can be alone without leaving and no one will bother you ok." I just nodded my head and followed him when pulled on my hand.

He took me on the side of the building and told me to climb the ladder to the roof. He followed behind me. When we got to the top I looked around you can see the whole lot. Somehow I felt like I could breathe again.

"I come up here when I need to think and be alone. It helps a lot, feel free to come up here whenever you need to be alone."

"Thanks Jax." I said to him as I sat down next to the chimney and that's when I noticed him starting to go back down. "Hey can you sit up here with me for a little bit please."

"Yeah if that's what you need I got no problem with it." He said as he sat down next me. "I heard about your warning to the croweaters." Jax said with a smile while he point at my hands.

"Um yeah sorry about that I kinda have a hard time controlling my anger sometimes." I said with a sheepish grin.

Hey darlin' no need to apologize for it. You need to put 'em in their place you ain't just some sweetbutt they can push around. Your Haps old lady that shit means something here. My ma would be proud of ya." I just smiled at him when he said that.

After that we just sat there not saying a word to each other just staring out at everything it felt good to have someone sit there with me but not feel obligated to talk.

**Happy POV**

Jessica walked out of the room again upset with me. But at least this time she wasn't running I won't let her. I walked into the bathroom to shower so I could get ready for the day ahead. I needed to talk to Koz and make sure he keeps an eye on her while I'm locked up. He is the only one I knew she would trust. I can't have her out here by herself not with that son of a bitch still out there.

After I was done I walked out to the bar and saw Koz and Tig arguing again them bastards need to let shit go now. "Hey Kozik we need to talk." I said to him as I walked to the bar and sat down.

"What's up killa?" He said while walking towards me.

"While I'm locked up I need you to watch Jess. She can't be alone some shit went down in Seattle that hasn't been taken care of yet."

"Wait a minute you trust this mutha fucker with your old lady?" Tig yelled.

"Look Tig I know you don't like him but Jess knows him and she has always trusted him. So yeah I do."

"That's bullshit no one can trust this asshole. I thought she was smarter then that." Tig said as Koz smirked at him.

"Hap I got no problem helping her or you. You just gotta fill me on everything so I know what's up. I'll keep her safe. It ain't gonna be easy we all know how she is. She ain't gonna like it one bit."

"I know but she ain't got any choice in this matter. We are going to fill the Nomads and the guys from Tacoma all in tonight." I replied to him.

I told him the whole story of what went down and explained to him how we might not be able to handle the shit until I get out. Kozik was just as pissed as I was but more at her for not calling for help. I told him how she felt about calling and why.

"I still wish she would have called. I'll take care of her Hap."

"A'ight. I gotta go see where she's at. She has been gone for about an hour now." I said to him as I walked away.

**Jax POV**

Sitting with Jess was peaceful neither of us spoke a word. I haven't sat here with someone in a while. We have been just sitting here for an hour now and I knew one of us needed say something.

"Hey you know if you need to talk I can listen." I said to her.

"Thanks. It's I just found out about the whole prison thing." She said to me.

"Oh! I don't know how much Hap told you about that."

"I don't want any details the less I know the better it is for everyone. You know the whole deniability thing. I didn't even ask him to tell me and he didn't offer."

"Ok. I see you are a smart girl." I then notice Happy on the lot looking around. "Let me call Hap and let him know your good he seems to be looking for you." I said as I pointed down to him standing there.

"Yeah that would be good because I don't think he has my number yet. Not seeing me around might make him think I disappeared again. You know that is what I do best. Being Houdini and all." I said using Gemma's words from earlier.

"Aw come on you had good reasons for leaving I'm sure. Don't do that to yourself. Just give me a minute." I took out my pre-paid to call Happy.

"Hey Jax have you seen Jess." He said once he answered.

"Yeah that's why I'm calling you. I got Jess with me. She needed somewhere to think."

"Are you guys far? Is she a'ight?" he said with anger in his voice.

"No we're not far just on the roof. She's a'ight. I just didn't want you getting pissed that you couldn't find her."

"A'ight. Just tell her to come get me from the garage when you guys come down. Thanks brother." He said sounding a little calmer.

"A'ight Hap." I shut my phone and put it back in my pocket. "He told me tell you when you come back down to earth go get him from the garage." I said with a smile.

"Jax thanks for all this it was nice to just sit here and not have to talk about all of this and my feelings. I really needed this."

"Anytime darlin'. I gotta get to work or my ma will kill me." I said as I got up.

"Hold on can you answer one question for me first?" She said as she grabbed my arm as I got up. "I know Hap is going in but who else is getting locked up?"

"Um, well it's going to be Hap, Tig, and Clay, Bobby, Juice and me." I saw her eyes glaze over when I said Juice's name. "Look darlin' everything will be good trust me ok." I said to her as I walked to the ladder.

"Can you do me a favor and ask Happy to come up here please?" she asked.

"Yeah I'll send him up." I climbed down the ladder and walk over to the garage to find Happy. "Hey Chibs where's Hap?"

"Hap's under ta car ova there." He said pointing two cars down from us.

"Hap, Jess wants you to go up on the roof." I told him after kicking his boot to get his attention.

He rolled out from under the car. "Ok brother, if Gemma comes out tell her I'll be right back." He told me as he got up and wiped his hands.

"Nah brother don't worry about ma. Take your time. I take care of things down here."

**Jessica POV**

Being up here really did help. I watched as Jax and Happy talked then Happy looked up at me and started to walk towards the ladder. I just wanted to feel his arms around me.

"Hey Jax said you wanted me." He said as stepped over the wall.

"Yes I did can we just sit here for a while or do you got to get back to work?"

"Nah we can sit for a while." He said to me as he sat down behind me pulling me back onto his chest.

"Thanks." It felt good to be in his arms. I can't believe that I'm already going to lose this. Not am I only losing Happy but I'm losing my brother too. "I don't want to lose this Hap."

"I don't want to either. But we don't have much of a choice on this shit."

"Well how is this going to work? Do I continue to stay here or do I have to find a place to stay."

"You're going to stay here I talked with Koz. He is going to call up to Tacoma and let Lee know he is going to stay in Charming while we are locked up. Oh yeah I did tell Kozik that there is no prison clause for you. I don't share my shit with anyone you got me."

"Ok first of all I didn't want a prison clause. I only want you. I can wait for you. Also I don't want to stay here the whole time."

"That's good to know. But I need you to stay put" He said while kissing the back of my neck.

"I'm happy Kozy is going to stay at least I would know somebody here." I said not wanting to fight about my living arrangements.

"Yeah just don't say that in front of Tig. They don't like each other and Tig was not too happy to find out that you actually like Koz. He is already questioning your sanity. Also we are going to try and take care of this Jimmy thing but if I can't you know the drill."

"Yeah I do. No leaving the lot without Koz or a prospect and always let Koz know where I will be." I said with a little venom in my voice.

"Don't be like that! This shit is to make sure you're safe Girl. Don't be giving Kozik a hard time I don't want to be worrying about you."

"I took care of myself for two years…." I was saying before he cut me off by pinching my lips closed with his fingers and glaring down at me.

"No you didn't if you did you would have never been stabbed. That asshole is still out there until he is dealt with this is how it has to be. Don't give me no shit." Then his pre-paid started to ring he pulled it out as he let my lips go and answered it. "What up? A'ight I'll be down in a minute." He shut his phone and looked down at me. "We gotta go now Clay called for emergency church it's in ten minutes."

We both got up and walk to the ladder. Happy climb down first I came down after him. When I turned to face him he pinned me to the ladder. "You know I don't say this often but I want you to hear this now. I do love you. I never stopped." He said to me.
"I love you too always did." I said as he leaned down to kiss me. We walked into the clubhouse as everyone was starting to go in to church.

"Hap bring Jess in with you Juice has some Intel we need to discuss." Jax said as he dropped his pre-paid in a box.

"Put your cell in the box." Happy told me as he dropped his in the box. I nodded and dropped mine in.

We walked in the room I noticed it was pretty full. The redwood had all its members around it and also on the side there were the three Nomads and the three guys from Tacoma along with the two prospects. Happy told me to sit in his chair while he stood behind me.

Clay was the first to talk. "Baby girl did you talk with Hap about your bank accounts?"

"Yes I did. I told him about both along with the balances of both." I replied to him.

"Good. Now the reason you are in here and the prospects is because everyone needs to be on the same page with this Jimmy shit. Everyone here has been filled in. But Juice has come across some new Intel he needs to share. Table is yours brother." Clay said.

Juice ran his hand across his Mohawk before speaking. "I ran the info Jess gave me, along with the stuff I already had and came across some interesting stuff. First of all he has been stalking her long before Seattle. Apparently he has moved into the same apartment building in Tacoma prior to Seattle. When I found that I did a family search on him then I spoke with Lee up in Tacoma. Hap I didn't want to say this but he is the brother to one of your hits. He must have been following you and that's how he found out about Jess. He followed her to Seattle when she left you. I'm guessing when he saw you were out of the picture his plans had changed rather than hurt her he wanted to have her for himself. Probably the reason he wanted your tat off of her back."

"Fuck I knew this shit would happen." Happy yelled. I just sat there stunned. "Did you find where he is? I want that mutha fucker now!" Happy said in menacing voice.

"No I can't find a trace of him anywhere. I tried everything. I want my sister safe too." Juice said looking at me. "The problem is we don't have time to find him. We got that shit to take care of tomorrow. Then the bond hearing."

"Fuck!" Was all Happy said before he stormed out of the room.

I just sat there staring at the door he walked out of when I felt a hand on shoulder. "Jess are you alright?" Kozik said to me in a low voice.

I squeeze his hand and looked up at him. "Yeah I have to be." That's when I noticed Tig glaring at us.

Then Clay cleared his throat to get the attention back to him. "Ok this how it's going to be Lorca and Donut will be traveling between Tacoma and here. The Nomads will be here with Opie, Piney and Chibs keeping an eye on everything. Kozik you got the prospects. The three of you are on old lady duty Gemma, Tara and Jessica. Make sure you know where they are at all times. Jessica I was told by Hap that you are just as stubborn as Gemma please don't give him too much of a hard time. OK." I nodded my head at him. "Now go find your old man and talk to him. I'll have Tig fill him in on church later."

"Ok. Thanks again for everything Clay." I said as I walked out of the room. I looked around the bar and did not see him anywhere.

"Baby girl he's in his room. The banging has stopped so I think what ever took the beating is probably in pieces right now." Gemma said with a smirk.

"Thanks Gemma." I said as I walk to the room.

When I opened the door Happy was sitting on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands. I looked around the room and noticed the chair did not survive. I walked over to him and lift his head up and placed a kiss on his lips. His hands cupped the back of my knees pulling me to straddle his lap he then rested his hands on my thighs.

"I knew this would happen to you. I told you us being together would get you hurt one day."

"Yeah it did but I knew that it could happen and for five years I stood with you. I didn't leave because of the jobs you do for the club. I left because of what you did to me! So don't get righteous on me now."

"I need to ride change your clothes and lets go." He said pushing me off his lap. "I'll meet you by the bike. I gotta talk to Clay really quick."

I changed out of my shorts and his reaper crew shirt and put on my blue skinny jeans and my black cropped zip up hoodie with just a bra underneath it. I put on my Nikes back on and walked out into the bar.

"Miles can you get me a shot of jack please?" I was going to need that with the attitude Happy has right now. He handed me the shot and I took it the minute it hit my hands and put the glass back on the bar. "Thanks." I said as I walked away.

When I came out of the clubhouse he was already straddling the bike waiting for me. I walked up to him and he handed me the helmet. I was a little nervous it has been two years since I have been on a bike. I climbed on and put my hands around his waist. His hands wrapped around both my wrist yanking me forward. "You need to hold on tight." He said to me. The next thing I knew he peeled out of the lot. We rode like that for about half an hour before he pulled off to a small road that lead to what looked like a small isolated picnic area. I climbed off the bike and handed my helmet to him. I walked over to a large tree and sat down on the ground taking my shoes off. He stood on the bike for a few minutes longer before he quickly made his way over to me.

**Mature**

"GET UP!" he growled at me. I stood up not sure what was wrong with him. He placed his hands on both sides of me face then his lips crashed on to mine. I grabbed his cut pulling him closer to me to deepen the kiss. His hands slid from my face down to my sweater's zipper undoing it. He moaned into my mouth when he realized I had no shirt on after his hands grabbed both of my breast squeezing them. He started to lay kisses along my jaw making his way down my neck to my chest. His hands went straight for the button on my pants and mine went for his belt. He pulled my pants down and let his fall to his knees, I removed my pants as his hands cupped the back of my thighs lifting me up. I wrapped my legs around his hips as he entered me. He continued to kiss and suck every inch of my chest as I laid my head back against the tree feeling the bark of it scratch into my back. The rhythm we had showed how much we wanted but yet needed each other. No words were spoken to each other the whole time. As I peaked I let out a low moan while he continue to pump into me riding out my orgasm before giving into his own. We stood like that panting for a few moments before he placed me back on feet. I quickly got dress while he adjusted himself back in his pants. We both sat on the floor. He sat behind me leaning against the tree with me leaning back against his chest. We stood like that for a while before he spoke.

**End**

"Hey don't ever call me righteous again." He said to me.

"Happy I didn't say it to be mean. I just didn't want to hear the "you're not good enough for me" bullshit." I said as I turned my head to look at him.

"I'm not good enough. But that does not mean I'm gonna fucking let you go anywhere. You're mine." He said as he placed a soft kiss on my lips. "Let's go get something to eat. After that were going to stop at the clubhouse grab a blanket and come back here. I want to spend tonight alone with you and I don't plan on sleeping." Happy said to me.

I smiled at him and said "Sounds good to me but I thought you guys had business to take care of tomorrow."

"Don't worry about that everything is taken care of. Let's go." He said to me.

We got a quick bite to eat and then drove to the clubhouse as he went to get the blanket I went to find Juice. "Hey sis where you headed to?" He asked me as I walked up to him.

"Hap and I are going to be gone until tomorrow. I wanted to see you we only have talk a few times since I've been back. I know you are going to tell me not worry but I'm going to. Happy and Jax told me about you guys going to prison I want you to be careful in there please. I want you to come back home ok. If you can and I know this will be hard but can you please make sure Happy stays out trouble. I need him home too." I said to him.

"Jess I will be careful I promise. I will try my hardest to keep Hap out of trouble but we both know he has a bad temper and no one can control him. But I'll try."

"That's all I ask. I love you." I said as I hugged him.

He kissed me on the forehead and said. "I love you too and please listen to Kozik I don't want to have to worry about you either. You getting into trouble won't help me keep Hap out of trouble."

"I'll try I promise." I said as I walked back to Happy who was waiting by the bike.

"You ready?" He asked me as he wiped a tear that slipped out of my eye.

"Yeah." I said as we climbed on the bike to leave.

The TM lot looked deserted for a Saturday night. I guess with everyone knowing what was looming ahead for them was going to be the start of a long stretch they wanted a calm night. We drove back to our little spot and sat back down on the ground. I sat with my back against Happy's chest and his arms around my waist. I felt like Cinderella waiting for her midnight to come. Knowing my happiness was going to be short lived.

"Happy can you make me a promise?" I asked him.

"Jess I can't make any promises to you because of where I'm going but I will say this I will try to my hardest to come home to you." He told me.

"Ok. Hap can you try to make sure my brother comes home to me too? I need him too."

"Yeah I'll take care of him." He said as he kissed my neck.

We sat like that for a few more hours before the sun started to rise. I ended up falling asleep in his arms. "Hey sleepy head ya need to get up we got start heading back." He said to me.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to fall asleep. I just got too comfortable in your arms." I said with a smile.

"It's a'ight. It felt good knowing you felt safe enough in my arms to fall sleep out here." He said to me. "We gotta go I'm needed back there really soon." When we stood up Happy took his gun out of his waist band and placed it in mine. "I need you to hold this just in case ok."

I knew he had have known something but I didn't question him. As we rode back to TM I laid my head on his shoulder facing him as I felt the tears coming down my face. Happy rubbed my hands with his free hand and leaned his head to the side to look at me and said. "Jess don't cry."

We pulled on to TM's lot and there was lot of commotion going on. Happy parked the bike and we started to walk over when we noticed that it was the feds grabbing all the guys handcuffing them. A few of the agents saw us coming up when they pull their guns on Happy and I. Two agents went to happy and said "Happy Lowman you're under arrest." Happy took his cut off and handed it to me. That's when the third agent grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me back. Happy got pissed off when he saw this.

"Take your fucking hands off her!" He yelled. Then they slammed him into the van to handcuff him.

I looked around for Gemma and Tara when I noticed they were in the middle of all the commotion that was happening. I couldn't stop the tears this time. I tried to pull away from the agent but he wouldn't let go he just pulled me back towards him. Kozik saw the agent holding me back. He came running over there and grabbed my arm.

"I got her man you can let her go." He said to the agent. "Jess calm down for me please." I turned to face him and he pulled me to a hug. "They're going to be fine." He whispered to me.

I looked back at Happy wishing I could hold him one more time. Kozik started to lead me away from the van as he walked me to Tara and Gemma I watched as they load all the guys into the van. Gemma grabbed Tara and I and pulled us into a hug we stood like that as the van left the lot with the men we love.

Kozik told me what happen with Jax and the club. It was hard to understand at first but then I remember him telling me on the roof that everything was going to be good to trust him. I also found out that the guys should be out in fourteen months.