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Chapter Seven

When my alarm went off I laid there in bed not wanting to get up. I knew it was going to be rough seeing Happy. Not being too sure how he is going to react to seeing me let alone seeing me bruised up. I can honestly say I was scared to see him. I got up to go shower and dress I knew Gemma would bitch at me for being late so I had to hurry. I dressed in a black mini tulip skirt that stopped a little bit above the mid-thigh with a purple baby doll tank and my black suede over the knee boots that buckled all the way up the back with a four inch heel. I tried my hardest to cover most of the bruise on my cheek it wasn't bad but I still wanted to cover it.

I walked in to the living room and noticed all the guys were dressed and ready to go. "Jess I think you're gonna have a hard time riding in that skirt." Donut said to me with a smirk on his face.

"There is no way in hell I'm riding on the back of your bike or anybody else's. I'm driving my car. Where is Kozik?" I said to him while I looked for my keys and noticed Kozik wasn't here. "Did anyone see my Keys?"

"Yeah you're not gonna get your keys." Donut said to me as I watched him put my keys in his pocket. "We were told by Gemma that you were not to drive today. Kozik left earlier to go with to get the guys. You can throw my sweater on it'll fit you like a dress." He said as handed me his sweater and I glared at him.

"I don't understand why can't I drive myself?" I asked agitated.

"I'm just doing what I'm told doll. Sorry about that. Time to go!" He said with a smile.

I put his sweater on sure enough it fit like a dress. We walked out to the bikes and Donut got on his while Lorca helped me on the back of it. It was almost nine when we left the house. I had to hold on Donut but yet make sure the sweater didn't fly up either. When we arrived to TM Gemma was standing there barking orders to everyone. We parked and again Lorca came over to the bike and held his arm out to help me off.

"Baby girl I hope you have clothes on under that sweater." Gemma said to me with a smile on her face. "I know it's been a while since you got laid but clothes are always a good idea."

"Yes Gemma I have clothes on Donut had me wear this so I didn't flash my ass to the town as we drove here since I couldn't drive my own car." I said with venom in my voice.

"Well we didn't want you to have a getaway car so get over it." She said with a smirk. "The guys should be here soon. The party is not until later on tonight but can you make sure the prospects have everything together in the clubhouse and hurry back out they should be rolling up soon."

I walked away from her and went into the clubhouse I didn't want to be outside when they pulled in anyways so I took my time. I needed the extra few minutes to get my bearings together. I checked on the prospect and looked around to see if there was anything that could keep me busy. I finally decided to sit at the bar hoping I could calm my nerves when I heard the rumbling of bikes pulling onto the lot and my nerves fell apart. My heart was screaming to run out there and leap into his arms but my brain was screaming no so I just held myself to bar.

**Happy POV**

As we pulled onto the TM lot I scan all the faces standing there waiting for us and did not see Jess that shit had me pissed but I should have known that she wouldn't be standing out here. I climbed off my bike and walked over to Donut and Lorca. Kozik said they were bringing her here. For some reason I was getting a bad vibe from Koz when I asked how she was doing and he changed the subject. "Hey brother were is Jess?" I said to Lorca as we shook hands and smacked backs.

"She is in the clubhouse. I'm not sure why she ain't out here but Hap before you go see her we need to talk." Donut said to me.

"What the fuck can't it wait until I see my old lady?" I said as I walked away. I was still pissed at her but I needed to see that she was still here.

Then I felt someone grab my arm "No Hap it can't wait. Look something happened two days ago. Jess is a'ight now but we….." I cut Donut off.

"What the fuck happen?" I yelled as I yanked my arm out of his grasp and walked to the clubhouse fast. I fucking need to make sure she was ok for myself. I didn't like what I was hearing from my brothers. I ripped the doors open and saw her sitting at the bar with her back to me. She turned around as I got closer that's when I saw the bandage right below her eye and could tell she was trying to cover a bruise on her face with make-up she never wears that much shit on her face.

I heard someone come up behind me so I turned around and came face to face with Kozik just the mutha fucker I wanted to see. I grabbed him by the throat and said "What the fuck happened you were supposed to protect her and the bandage on her face tells me you didn't."

"Let me explain Hap." Kozik rasped out because I was squeezing his throat.

"Her face explains enough to me asshole!" That's when I heard her talk.

**Jessica POV**

It was like everything happened in slow motion one minute we were looking at each other the next he had Kozik by the throat yelling at him. I jumped from the bar stool and ran to them as I saw my brother and the other guys coming into the clubhouse.

"Happy no please let him go." I said pushing myself in between them with Kozik on against my back and happy against my chest I grabbed Happy's face to make him look at me. "Hap. Look at me damn it." I said causing his eyes to snap down towards mine. "Baby please let him go." I begged him and he grunted at me. "Happy Lowman let him go." I yelled. That's when I felt the tension leave his arm and heard Kozik coughing behind me.

"What the fuck happened Jess? Who did this to you?" he said as he grabbed my chin and tilting my head to the side so he can get a better look at the damage.

"What the fuck is going on in here?" Jax yelled but I keep my eyes on Happy so I could answer him first.

"Jimmy showed up at the house. I had to fight him off until Kozik, Opie and Donut showed up." I said to him. His head snapped up to look at Kozik again.

"Why the fuck did she have to fight a mutha fucker off until you got there? Someone should have been with her." Happy growled out.

That's when we heard Clay order all the guys into church. "Church Now! Every one of you guys!"

"Don't go anywhere I'm not going to be long. We ain't finished here." He said before he roughly kissed me and then walked away. I put my hand to my lips that was the first time we kissed in a year.

I saw Juice standing there when I turned around he pulled me into a hug and said "Jess you a'ight? Opie told me everything. I wish I could have been here for you. You don't deserve this shit."

"Yeah I'm good now don't worry. I missed you." I said as I leaned into his chest. "Go in to church we can talk later." He squeezed me tighter into the hug.

"A'ight. I missed you too." He said to me as he kissed my forehead and walked away.

A couple of hours have gone by and they were still in church we could here yelling every now and then but nothing too serious from what we can tell. Lyla and I have been playing a game of pool when all of sudden we could here shouting and loud banging coming from the chapel it sound like someone hit the wall hard. Lyla and I looked at each other wondering what the hell was going on and then Lorca appeared in the door way.

"Prospect get some towels and ice we need 'em. Jess grab your medical bag from Hap's room. I'm gonna need you in a minute." He said as he shut the door again.

I went to Happy's room and grabbed my bag and walked back into the bar when I saw Happy and Kozik sitting at a table glaring at each other and Kozik was holding towel on his eye and Happy was wiping a cut above his eye. I'm guessing the yelling and banging was the two of them. Tig and Lorca were both standing there with them probably making sure they don't fight again. I wasn't sure how much help Tig would have been after seeing the smile on his face as he looked at Kozik with a beaming smile. I just shook my head at him and he smiled at me.

"What the hell did you guys do? Happy let me see what happen to your eye?" I said as I stood in front of him.

"Don't touch me! He needs you more. I'll be fine!" He snapped as he pushed my hand away and got up to walk away.

"Kozy what's going on with you two?" I said as I removed the towel seeing a gash below his eye. "It looks like you're going to need a couple of stitches. Do you want me to stitch it?"

"Yeah Jess. Just stitch it yourself." He said as I cleaned out the cut causing him to wince. "Hap got pissed about what happened with Jimmy and I said some things that he did not want to hear."

"Fuck Kozik! What did you say to him?" I snapped.

"I kinda told him he had no right to say shit to me because he hasn't been here for you like I have for the last fourteen months and that I knew you more then he did. Shit that fucking hurt what did you just do?" He said to me as I yanked on one of the stitches.

"Oh I'm sorry did that hurt you Kozy?" I said to him sarcastically "I'll try not to hurt you again" I said as I yanked on another one and Tig let out a loud laughter.

"Damn Jessica you're doing that shit on purpose. What did I do?" he said to me as I narrowed my eyes at him. "OK, OK I should have not said that to him. I'll give him time to calm down then I'll talk to him." He said as he put his hands up in defense.

"Your just lucky that's all he did I would have killed your ass if it was me. I told him no one can trust you. I hope he takes your ass to the ring tonight." Tig said to Kozik. "Doll face I think we need to have your head checked for trusting this mutha fucker." He said to me.

"You would love it if he killed me. Not gonna happen I'm here to stay, so stay the hell out of it." Kozik replied to him.

"I could make it happen all I ….." Tig started to say before I cut him off.

"Come on guys don't make this harder on me. Koz why did you have to rub that in? I already have shit coming for not listening to him and then ignoring his calls. Now I have to deal with this."

"Sorry Jess." Kozik said to me looking remorseful. Then I heard Tig snort.

"You're done. Keep it clean and don't let the skanks touch it. You better hope he doesn't want you in the ring. These stitches won't last a fight with him." I said pushing his head away. "I'm going to see if I can find Happy before he decks someone else." I said as I walked away listening to Tig laugh at Kozik.

I walked out of the clubhouse and didn't see Happy but his bike was still here so I knew he did not leave. I started to walk to the TM office when I noticed he was in the garage working on one of the cars. I walked in the garage where he was and as I walked in he looked up at me.

"What the fuck do you want?" He snapped at me.

"Happy let me take a look at your eye please?" I said when I noticed a cut above his eye brow. I grabbed some wipes off the tool box and turn to him.

"Is your new man a'ight?" he said in a menacing voice while walking away from me to go sit at the picnic table. I followed behind him.

"Damn it Happy don't be like that. He should have never said that shit to you." I said as I grabbed his face to look at the cut. "This isn't too bad let me just clean it."

"He hits like a bitch. I told you that you don't need to worry about it." He said as he yanked his face away from my hands.

I dropped the wipe in his lap and then let my hands fall to my side. I was not going to deal with his shit not today so I just walked away from him. But I was not going into the clubhouse. These damn people think they can keep me here fuck all of them. I decided that I was going to walk home grant you it wasn't close not on foot and in these heels it was going to kill me but it was better than being here. With twelve months of not talking to him I forgot how fucking closed up and stubborn he could be.

"Bitch where the fuck do you think you're going?" He yelled at me as he got up from the picnic table.

I didn't even bother to answer him I just continued to walk to the gate. "Fuck Donut has my keys!" I said to myself.

"Don't you think you need these to get in if you think you're going home?" Happy said to me as I turned around to look at him and he was swinging my keys from his finger. "Donut gave them to me when I came out here." He said to me with a damn smirk on his face as he put my keys in his pocket.

"I own the house I'll break a window, so no I don't need them." I replied back as I turned to walk away again. This day was not getting any better.

"You ain't going home. So starting walking your sassy ass back over here." He said to me. "I'm not in the mood to chase your ass down."

"You don't have to chase shit. I didn't ask you…" Was all I got out because I didn't realize he was walking towards me until he grabbed me by the waist and spun me around throwing me over his shoulder and started to walk back to where we came from. "Happy put me down now!" I yelled at him and smacked his back hard that's when I felt him bite my ass. "Ow! What the hell did you do that for?"

"That was for fucking smacking my back do it again and I'll bite harder next time." I wasn't sure if he would so I decided not to fight him on this.

When we got back to the picnic table he put me down on top of it and positioned himself in between my legs causing my skirt to rise up my thighs a little bit. I went to pull it down when he smack my hands away and placed both of his hands on my bare thighs. We stood quiet like that for a few minutes before he finally said something.

"Look I don't know what's going on with you and Koz but I'm not liking this shit one bit. Your my fucking old lady how the fuck does he know you better?" he growled at me.

"Nothing is going on between Kozik and me so get that shit out of your head." I snapped at him. "You need to remember that it was you not me that asked him to watch me for the past fourteen months."

"I told him to watch you not fucking move in with you." He said with hatred in his voice. "I didn't ask him to become your new best friend."

"I didn't give him much of choice when I moved out of the clubhouse. You wanted me watch every damn minute of the day. What was he supposed to do sleep outside on his bike for twelve months?"

"That's why I told your ass not to fucking move. If you would have kept your god damn ass here like I said that mutha fucker would have never gotten near you." He growled at me. "You have no idea what it's like being locked up in that shit hole knowing damn well there is nothing I could do to protect you. I trusted Kozik to do that for me."

"Hap he did." I said as I brought my hands up to his face. "This would have happened with him or you. He was only gone fifteen minutes when Jimmy showed up. Jimmy said he was waiting around for the moment I was alone."

"Are you telling me he has been here the whole fucking time? What else did he say to you?" He asked.

"Apparently he followed me here. That's why Juice couldn't find him and because you had eyes on me and those eyes being mostly Samtac brothers he didn't show his face."

"Yeah I know. That was the point they would know who he was if they saw him. But what I want to know is what did he say to you?"

"He told me I had a choice leave with him or he had to kill me." As I said that the grip he had on my thighs got tighter. I placed my hands on his hoping he would release the pressure on my thighs and he did so I continued talking. "He said I ruined everything when I came back to you. He wanted to hurt you guys by taking me."

"I don't understand why he wanted you. You left for two years how did he know it would affect us?"

"Happy he wanted to hurt YOU because he said you killed his brother." I said to him as I placed my hands back on his face. "He said he knew that the sons took his brother. I'm guessing by having me he would get his revenge on you."

"This shit needs to end. We can't have him out there talking let alone thinking he can hurt us. I have to finish this now. He has to die!"

He brought his lips down to mine with force while pulling my body closer to him. One of his hands was still on my thigh and the other he held a fist full of my hair holding me close to him. My hands left his face and started to make their way down his body when he pulled on my hair bringing my head back so he can look me in the eyes.

"I'm still pissed at you for not listening to me and fucking ignoring my calls." He said as we were both breathing heavy from the kiss as he let go of my hair.

"You started it by not letting me see you when I came to Stockton." I said with a smile as I placed small kisses on his jaw making my way down his neck.

"Fuck Jess you're making it hard for me to stay mad. STOP!" He growled out at me.

"That's the point my love." I said seductively. "We had twelve months to be mad." I said as I continued to kiss down his neck to his collarbone. "I rather just get to the making up part now." I smiled and bit his collarbone hard.

His hand instantly went to my hair and pulled me back away from his neck. "You little bitch that hurt!" He growled at me as I smiled at him.

"It wasn't suppose to tickle." I said before his lips were on mine.

"You two do know its broad daylight out here and there are kids around." Jax said as he walked pass us with Abel in his arms and smile on his face. "Why don't you guys go home for a while. The party doesn't start until later tonight." He said as he tried to hold back his laughter.

"Sorry Jax. I kinda initiated it." I said to him with a sheepish grin on my face.

"Believe me darlin' I know how you guys feel. Go have some fun you both need it."

Happy pulled me off the table and towards his bike. "Hap I can't get on your bike like this." I said to him pointing to my skirt. "Unless you want me to flash my ass to all of Charming on the way home."

"Wait I thought they said Donut brought you and I know he don't like to ride in cages." Happy said to me with a confused look on his face.

"I came on his bike but I also wore his sweater over my clothes."

"Here put this on." He said as he took his sweater off and handed it to me.

We climb on the bike I held myself as close to him as I can get. I took a deep breath wanting to inhale as much of his scent as I could. I was kissing the side of his neck while I told him the direction to the house in his ear and he was rubbing my thigh. When we finally made it to the house I climb off the bike taking his helmet off and handing it to him. The minute he put it on the handle bar Happy started to unzip the sweater I was wearing then pull me into his arms while kissing my neck walking me backwards to the house. Once there he pulled my keys out of his pocket pushing them in my hands.

"Open the damn door before I kick it open." Then his mouth was on my neck again making his way down to my chest.

**Mature**

I fumbled with the key trying to get it in while he assaulted my neck and chest with his mouth. I finally did and we stumble in the door in each other's arms kissing like our life depended on it to live. I pushed the front door closed with my foot. Happy and I slammed into the wall his hands made their way down to my thighs lifting me up and wrapping my legs around his waist. I pushed on his cut until he let it hit the floor then I pulled his shirt off as it hit the floor Happy had his sweater and my shirt following his to the floor. Before I knew what was happening my skirt and panties were on the floor also. We never made it the bed room he took me right there in the living room Happy swung us around and propped me on the back of the couch and him standing in front of me. As his mouth made its way to my breast I started to undo his belt and pants button and pushing everything down to his knees. I leaned back and arched to give him better access to both my breast. With one quick thrust he was in me and he growled. I held on to his biceps as he thrust in and out of me while his mouth kissed and bit along my neck and chest. Not one word was spoken between us as his thrust sped up causing me to climax and him following shortly after. Our breathing was labored as we stood there holding each other.

**End** (promise there will be more in the next chapter )

"Care to show me to the room where we can lay in a bed before round two starts." He said to me as he kissed my neck then he stepped back to let me get my footing on the floor as he held my waist.

As he pulled his pants up I stepped around him to go up the stairs to the bedroom. I was only in my boots at this point. "Just follow me." I said to him in a seductive voice.

"Fuck you look hot in only a pair of boots." He said as his arms snaked around my waist spinning me around to kiss me roughly on the lips.

He lifted me up bridal style and started to walk up the stairs. "Which door is your room?"

"The second door on the left is OUR room." I replied to him.

We spent the next couple of hours on round two and three on the bed and with four in the shower. We knew we had to get back to the clubhouse soon. I decided to go with something comfortable to wear for the party so I put on a pair of jean capris with a red halter top. As I was looking for my black booties to put on I noticed Happy leaning against the bathroom door looking at me.

"Why the hell did you have to be so damn difficult with me while I was locked up?" He asked as he pushed himself of the door and started to walk towards me.

"I wasn't trying to be difficult." I said as I sat on the bed to put my shoes on.

He stepped in front of me leaned forward and grabbed the back of my neck pulling me to my feet so we were face to face. I braced my hands against his chest trying to keep some distance between us. "When you hang up on me and then shut your fucking phone off that's being difficult. Going to bars when I said not to is being difficult. Buying the fucking house after I told you to wait is being fucking difficult." He growled in my face.

"I thought we were pass this Hap." I said as I tried to push him back a little and he wouldn't move instead he stepped closer so we were chest to chest. So he tilted my head back so I could look at him.

"How can we be pass something we never came to?" He growled at me. "I had to wait twelve months to have this talk with you."

"We could have had this talk twelve months ago if you didn't deny my visits." I snapped at him. "I was not going to beg you to see me. I bought the damn house to get out of the skank infested clubhouse. I did not like coming home from work and seeing the shit that goes on around there." I said as I pushed on him harder to back him up. This time his hand dropped from my neck and he took a few steps back crossing his arms over his chest.

"I tried calling you. You would not pick up my calls." He snapped at me. "I had to find out about the partying you were doing from my brothers."

"I wasn't partying Happy. I went out for drinks with Tara and Lyla once in a while. I fucking had to work most of the time. Every now and then I deserved to have some time off and before you say it I did not want to drink with the guys and skanks at the clubhouse." I said as I pushed my way passed him and walked down the stairs.

"Why weren't you picking up my fucking calls?" He yelled at me as I walked into the kitchen leaving him at the top of the stairs.

I didn't answer his question instead I walk to the fridge and pulled out a beer and popped it open. I leaned back against the counter to drink it when I heard him punch the wall. A couple of minutes later he walked into the kitchen and grabbed a beer for himself then walked over to the other side of the kitchen leaving a good distance between us.

"I hope you didn't put a hole in my damn wall." I said to him as I brought the bottle to my lips.

"There is no fucking hole in your wall. Are you going to answer my question?" he snapped.

"First of all you didn't call for five months and after our little reunion in Stockton I didn't have much to say to you that would not cause a fight." I noticed the hold he had on his beer bottle got tighter.

"So you felt that it was better to have the fight after I got out?" he said as he put his beer down on the table and closed the distance between us.

"I didn't want to have this fight with you at all. You were the one that decide we needed to talk about this."

He lean forward took the beer bottle out of my hands and slammed it on the counter behind me and then placed his hands on either side of me on the counter. "Did you think I was just going to let this shit go?" He said in low raspy voice that sent chills down my spine.

"Hap I don't want to fight anymore that's all we seem to be doing lately. Can we just fucking drop it already?" I felt the tears threating to come out but I refuse to cry right now.

He roughly pushed himself off the counter and brought his hand up to my face and I flinched at it. "What the fuck! Did you just think I was going to fucking hit you?" He said as he dropped his hand to his side and stepped back away from me to lean against the table. For a brief second I saw the hurt in his eyes before they went cold on me.

"I don't know what to think anymore. Look I'm sorry." I said as I stepped towards him and put my hands on his hips.

"Jess I would never hit you. I never have and I never would. I might have wanted to hit you many times but I never did so don't start thinking I would! You got me?" He said as brought his hands up to my face and pulled me in for a soft kiss. His phone started to ring. He pulled it out of his pocket as he pulled back from the kiss and pulled me into his chest to hold me. "Yeah…. Where on our way we should be there in about twenty minutes…. Yeah shits good…. A'ight." He hung up and looked down at me.

"Hap I love you. Can we please let all this shit go now?" I asked him.

"Yeah we can let it go but you better not do any of that shit again." I just nodded at him and he pulled me in for another kiss this time it was a bit rougher then the last one.

"We gotta go Clay wants me back for church again." He said as he stood up straight. I stepped away from and grabbed my bottle to finish it when he pulled me into him again. He looked down into my eyes and said "I love you." Then he walked away.

I grabbed my keys and followed behind him to the door. When we pulled onto the lot everything was still calm. Clay wanted all the guys in church for club business so I kissed Happy and walked over to the office to see Gemma.

"Hey Gemma. How are things going?" I asked her as I walked in the office.

"Hey baby. There good, did you and Killer there work things out?" She asked me as she looked up from her paper work.

"Yeah I think we did." I said as I sat across from her.

"The fact that you have different clothes on tells me you did more than work things out." She said with a smirk. "What did the outfit not survive killers assault on you."

"No they survived. I just want to be comfortable tonight." I said as I rolled my eyes at her. "Guys are in church is Tara around?"

"No she took the kids home so Neeta can watch them tonight. She should be back soon. Why?" she asked leaning back in her chair. "You know if you need to talk you can talk to me."

"Hap and I got into a fight right before we came here. I'm not sorry about anything I did while he was locked up but at one point in our fight I think I insulted him." I said to her.

"How do you think you insult him baby?" She asked as she got up to come around the desk to sit in front of me.

"Things were a little heated between us and he brought his hand up to my face and I flinched because I thought he was going to hit me." I said as a tear slid down my face. "Fuck the whole time we fought I didn't cry." I said as I angrily wiped the tear away.

"Baby girl we can't always be strong. Sometimes we need to let them bastards fall down our face." She said with a smile. "The thing with thinking he is going to hit you is natural. Look at everything you have been through and just two days ago someone did hit you."

"Yeah but he has never hit me before so why the hell would I think he would do it now?" I said as I threw myself back against the chair.

"Because whether either two of you admit it or not. You guys don't know each other that well anymore. Some things have changed and neither of you had time to adjust to it. You two were apart for two years then when you get back together you guys only get two days before he is taken from you again for fourteen months."

"I know but I don't want this to come between us. I love him." I said wiping at the tears again.

"As long as you two love each other you will get through this. Now go in the bathroom and clean yourself up. We don't need them to know you were crying." She said to with a smile.

I went in to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and noticed the makeup I had used to cover my bruises had smeared from crying. I only had my lip gloss with me so I looked around and saw that Gemma had some in there so I washed my face and reapplied some. When I came out I decided to help Gemma do some filing to keep myself busy while we wait for the guys to get done.

About an hour later one of the prospects came running into the office all out of breath "Jess Clay wants you to come into church now."