Disclaimer: I do not own the Sons of Anarchy. But I do own my OC's.
AN: I like to thank everyone who has added this to their favorites and alerts. At this point in the story I want everyone to know that in my story Kozik does not die (he was one of my favorites so I couldn't kill him in my story) neither does Miles. Also Juice does not turn rat and Clay will more than likely step down due to his hands. Kurt Sutter wrote a great story but it doesn't work for mine.
Chapter Eight
**Happy POV**
After about an hour of hearing about the Russians meeting and Opie's wedding tomorrow. Clay decided to address the shit that has gone down with Jimmy. I still have not spoken to Kozik since the last time we were in church earlier. We just sat there glaring at each other.
"Ok brothers, Juice has pulled the Intel on Jimmy again. Hap you remember that rat Kevin Jacobs that Tacoma had you and Donut handle?" Clay asked.
"Yeah Prez why?" I answered. "Is this mutha fucker Jimmy his brother?" I said getting agitated.
"Unfortunately yeah he is. With him knowing who had a hand in his brother's death and you being on parole means he is a major liability to us. We can't have him breathing much longer." He said to me.
"I need a lock on his location so I can handle this soon. I don't want him out there anymore then you do. He has tried one too many fucking times to get to my old lady. I can't have that shit no more."
"Hap I tried to get a lock on him and I can't. According to Kozik he has been here since Jess came back into town he must be using cash to pay for everything." Juice said to me.
"Then how do we fucking find this guy? He has to be dealt with." Jax jumped in to say. "This is now more then just trouble for Hap's old lady. He is a threat to the club."
"That's the problem Jax there is only one way to find him and I ain't too happy about it and Hap ain't gonna like it." Juice answered him.
"Fuck no it ain't going to happen I know where you're going with that. Fuck this shit I'll find him my own way." I yelled at them and slammed my fist down on the table.
"What the fuck are you talking about Hap? What the hell is going on?" Jax asked looking at juice then me.
"They want to use Jess as bait don't you?" I snapped at Juice. He just put his head down not being able to look me in the eyes. "It ain't fucking happening I'm not going to let her get hurt for this shit. This is club business and I don't want her near it. The club started this, the club will end it without her."
"Hap it was my idea." Clay said causing my eyes to snap up towards him. "We ain't going to let baby girl get hurt. It's the only way we got."
"Look brother I know this ain't easy we will keep doll face safe. We all want this shit over with." Tig said.
"I don't think that's a good idea. I saw her after the last attack she was pretty shaken up." Opie said.
"I know I don't have a say in this but Ope's right. She was kinda in shock when we first arrived Kozik had to literally lift her off the floor." Donut added.
"Are you guys going to keep quiet or fucking say something?" I said looking at Kozik and Juice. "Koz you said you care so how do you feel now? Juice this is your fucking sister were talking about!" I yelled at them.
"Hap I do care but if we don't do this it ain't ever going to end. Jess was in a bad place but if we are there she won't be alone this time. Like they said we can keep her safe." Kozik said to me.
"Like I was able to trust you to do that while I was fucking locked up. Right? Let me guess she tripped over her own damn feet and ended up with stitches." I growled at him. "Was that keeping her fucking safe? You couldn't do it then."
"Hey why don't we talk to Jess and see how she feels about it? Let's let Jess decide if she wants to do it." Juice said to everyone trying stop another fight from starting between us. "If she doesn't want to do it then we will find another way."
"You already fucking know what her answer would be." I snapped at him. "This is bullshit if this was Gemma or Tara you guys would be against it. It wouldn't even be on the fucking table." I said looking at Clay and Jax.
"Hey let's fucking cool it now." Clay snapped at me. "Chibs have the prospect go get Jessica now. I saw her walk into the office with Gemma." Clay said to him. "We will see what her take on this matter is."
"I wanted Kozik in the fucking ring tonight!" I growled out as I glared at Kozik.
"You got it but it ends with that. I don't want all this getting in the way." Clay said to us and we both nodded at him.
**Jessica POV**
I was working with Gemma and talking when the prospect came running into the office and told me that I was wanted at church. When I asked him what for all he did was shrug his shoulders at me while trying to catch his breath. It was quiet in the club house when I walked in there. I knocked on the door to the chapel and Opie was the one to greet me.
"Hey there Jess come on in." He said to me as held the door wider for me to step in and I stood right next to the door as Opie closed it.
I looked right at Happy and he looked extremely upset. That was not good. "Jess we have something to ask you. We need a favor but we want you to hear us out before you say anything." Clay said to me.
I noticed Happy's hands were in very tight fists on the table. Whatever they had to ask me I knew he did not want me to do it just by looking at him. I didn't want to upset him but I also knew that it had to be important or they wouldn't ask me.
Juice was the first to speak. "Jess we have no way of tracking Jimmy. He seems to have fallen of the grid. The only way we can think of luring him out and being able to end this is by using you as bait."
As he said this I knew Happy was against it. My eyes went wide by this information but I knew they were right because jimmy waited fourteen months to get to me. I was scared but I knew what I had to do.
"Jess we will make sure you don't get hurt we will come up with a plan to try and make this go as easy as possible." Jax said to me probably because he could see the scared look on my face.
"When do we need to do this and where is this going to take place?" I asked looking around the room trying to avoid Happy's eyes.
"Jess you don't have to do this I can find another way to get him. I promised I wasn't going to let shit happen to you and look what happened. I can't let this happen again." Happy said in almost a pleading voice while he looked down at the table shaking his head.
It was hard for me not to walk around the table to him so I could hold him. But I didn't want to make him look soft in front of his brothers so I fought my legs to keep myself by the door. "Happy if I don't do this and we are not prepared for the next time he tries something it could be worse. If I do this the club and I can get pass this problem and move on." I said as I turned to look at Clay. "So yes I will help but I need to know when, where and how this is going to happen."
When I said that Happy abruptly got out of his chair knocking it over, brushed pass me and left the room slamming the door behind him. I stood there looking at the door in awe that he would get mad about it. If this was the only way then it had to be done. If juice couldn't find him I doubted that Happy would be able to. Maybe it was wrong of me to doubt him but I wanted this part of my life over.
"You're a smart girl." Clay said to me as I turned back towards the table. "We will work out all the details of the plan later. I want to give you time to heal from this last attack and give the guys here time to work it out. Go talk with Hap. Try and make him understand. " He said pointing at the door.
I walk out of the chapel and saw Happy sitting at the bar with a beer in his hand. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist from behind to hold onto his abs as I leaned up on my toes to kiss the back of his neck. He brought his free hand down to hold my hands. Then he glared over at the prospect which had him running for the door to leave. I couldn't help but smile at how scared of him they all were.
In a low raspy voice Happy said "Jess why are ya doin' this. No one can promise things will go right." I pulled back from him so I can get him to turn and face me.
I placed myself between his legs and leaned in to kiss his lips. "I'm doing this because I want it over. I want to feel safe all the time not just when I'm with you. I'm tired of having to look over my shoulders all the time wondering when he is going to strike again."
"Fine if this is how it's gonna go down. I'm not going to leave your side we will find a way to make it look like I'm not there but I will be." He growled at me while he pulled me in closer to hug me tight.
"Do we have to stay for the party or can we go home and spend a well over do quiet relaxing night alone?" I asked him as I pulled back to kiss his lips.
"Damn girl you make that sound so good but we have to stay at least for a couple of hours then the rest of the night is yours." I knew he was right Gemma would kill us if we left before the party.
The party was in full force an hour later. I was sitting with Tara and Lyla while Happy was with the guys. I was enjoying the fact that none of the croweaters from what I could see would even look Happy's way. The last skank must have delivered my message to all of 'em.
"The beating you gave Kelli was priceless. They don't even go within ten feet of him." Lyla said while laughing.
"She just picked the wrong time to step up to me. It could have gone a lot less bloodier if the bitch would have not touched me." I smirked at her.
"And why don't I believe that?" Tara said with a smile on her face.
"OK fine. I didn't want to repeat that conversation over many times so I figure if I beat one skank they would all get the picture." I said I as took a drink from my beer with a smile.
"Now girls this bitch knows how to claim what belongs to her." Gemma said as she approached us. "I'm pretty sure they don't even dream about his dick anymore."
We were sitting there laughing when Jax and Opie strolled over to us. "What's so funny?" Jax asked when they reached the table we were sitting at.
"Just girl talk baby." Gemma replied as she kissed his cheek. "All of you have fun I got an old man to find." She said as she walked away.
"Jax have you seen Happy around?" I asked him.
"UH Yeah." He hesitated to say. "He is by the ring." He said as he nodded his head towards the ring.
"Jax please tell me they are not going to fight again." I said as I got up from the table.
He rubbed his beard and looked at Opie. "Jess he has to do it. You can't stop it it's the only way they can get pass this."
"Damn it Jax! They don't need to keep fighting." I said as stormed off to the ring.
Jax and Opie came running behind me with Tara and Lyla following. By time I got there the crowd was already around the ring. Happy and Kozik were already in the ring plummeting each other. From where I was standing I could see that Happy had busted Kozik's stitches open and his own eye was bleeding again. I stood at the edge of the ring watching I wanted to jump in there and stop the fight but I felt a hand come down on my shoulder. I glanced back to see Jax standing there.
"Jax there are going to kill each other. Look at 'em Kozik can barely stand."
"Darlin' don't worry we ain't gonna let Happy Kill him. Clay is getting ready to stop it anyways see." He said to me as he pointed to Clay and Bobby.
Bobby jumped in the ring and stepped in between them successfully breaking up the fight. Chibs jumped into the ring to tend to Kozik. Happy started to climb down from the ring when I noticed one of the croweaters coming towards him with a towel. I walked up to her and snatched the towel out of her hand this time I was letting the skank know before she could even attempt to touch my man.
"You must be new around here but let me tell you this that dick right there is off limits to you and every other bitch around here." I said to her as I pointed at Happy while he walked towards me.
I turned to close the distance between Happy and I. I took the towel I had in my hand and started to wipe at his face to clean some of the blood and sweat off. "Do you feel better now?" I asked him.
He pulled me closer and kissed me roughly "Yeah I do!" he said to me sarcastically. I started to cut off the tape he had around his knuckles when Tig came walking up. "What's up brother?" Happy asked him.
"That was pretty good beating you gave him couldn't of done it better myself." Tig said as he smacks Happy on the shoulder. "Hey doll make sure my brother gets a wonderful reward for his victory." Tig said to me with a huge grin across his face.
I knew Tig and Kozik didn't get along. Koz had told me about it while they were locked up. I just now realize how much by the way Tig was acting. I glance back at the ring to where Chibs and Bobby were trying to stop the bleeding from Kozik's eye.
"Hap I gotta take a look at Koz's eye you busted his stitches open." I said turning back to him and he nodded to me. "Chibs can you take Koz inside the clubhouse? I'll help you patch him up."
"Aye lass." Chibs said to me as he started to walk with Kozik to the clubhouse. "We'll meet ya in da chapel."
"Come on I'll walk with ya. I need a beer." Hap said to me as he put his arm around my shoulders and tossed his shirt and cut over his shoulder.
When we got inside I went to the chapel as Happy walked to the bar. I stepped inside to see Chibs applying pressure to Kozik's eye while Kozik cleaned the blood from his mouth. "I told you if you fought this would happen didn't I Kozy?" I said as I stepped towards where they were sitting.
"It ain't that bad." Kozik said to me. "It's just a little blood. Ya gonna stitch it up for me again." he said with a smile. "This time can ya not pull on them as ya put 'em in? I think I took enough pain for one day."
"I won't. Just don't piss me off this time." I said with a smile. "Chibs can you please grab a beer for me."
"Aye, be back in a minute. Kozy ya want one too?" Chibs asked as Kozik nodded to him.
Happy came and sat down behind me as I was stitching Kozik's cut again. The four of us sat in silence as I worked it was starting to feel weird so I broke the silence when I was done. "You're all done this time try to avoid any flying fist that come at your face?"
"Yeah I don't think that was possible I never miss a mark." Happy said with a grin on his face and I shook my head at him.
Happy and I walked backed into the main room when I was done cleaning up and sat with Jax, Opie, Lyla and Tara. We talked for a couple of hours about everything that was going on around town while they were lock up. Jax got a kick out of Tara's stories about mine and Lyla's drunken nights while Happy just glared at me. Every time I felt him tense I would give him a soft kiss and remind him it was just us girls and he would raise an eyebrow at me. The night had not been too bad Happy noticed I was getting tired.
"Jess let's get out of here." Happy said to me nodding his head towards the door.
I finished the beer in my hand, hugged the girls' bye and promised Lyla that I would be over once I got up so I could help her with the wedding stuff. Happy nodded his head at all of them as he pulled me out the door and over to the bike.
The ride home was peaceful and helped with the relaxing. When we got in the house Happy sat down on the couch and I walked into the kitchen to get us both a beer I handed one to Happy. "I'm going to get changed ok." I said to him as I walked up the stairs and he nodded at me.
When I got to the room I placed my beer on the dresser and removed my boots. I walked into the master bath to wash up and remove my capris. When I came out of the bathroom Happy was leaning against the door frame.
"Just stay in those." He said pointing at my lace boy shorts. "No need to add more clothes to take off." He smirked at me.
I picked up my beer and took a drink from it as I leaned back against the dresser looking at him. "What exactly do you have in mind for the night?"
He pushed off the door and walked over and stood in front of me and reached his hand out to my face and then slowly ran it down my body. "There is many things on my mind and every one of them includes you in that bed." He said as nodded towards the bed.
"And what if I don't want to be in that bed there?" I said as I nodded towards the bed and took another drink from the bottle. By this point he leaned forward to rest his hands on both sides of me on the dresser.
He moved his mouth to my ear and whispered "Then we can do it all right here." He took the bottle out of my hand and placed it down then lifted me up on to the dresser and his lips were on mine.
He pulled back to lift my shirt off and dropped it to the floor. My hands went to his shoulders to push his cut off then I pulled his shirt off and I leaned forward to trace the ink on his chest with my tongue his hands fisted my hair and pulled me back to kiss me.
"If anything happens to you when this shit goes down I will not forgive you for agreeing to do it!" He said in low raspy voice.
"Hap let's not do this tonight. I just want one night with no worries. In a little over three years we have only had three days together. Our problems will be here tomorrow we can worry then."
He nodded his head to me right before his lips were on mine again. We fought for control our tongues battling each other I gave in letting him have it. His mouth slowly made its way along my jaw to my ear where he nipped at it. I laid my head back on the mirror and moaned while his mouth explored my neck and chest as his hands moved up thighs to my center rubbing circles over panties.
**Mature**
"Damn girl you're all wet and ready for me." he growled in my ear while he started to pull my panties off. I lifted my body up to make it easier.
"Baby I'm always wet and ready for you." I said to him as my hands went for his belt. "What I don't understand is why am I naked and you still have your damn pants on?"
"Because you ain't getting any until I say you can have it." He growled as he pulled my hands away from the button on his pants. "Now I said I wanted you in the bed." He said as lift me off the dresser and turned towards the bed and placed me on the edge.
This time we took things slow and just enjoyed being with each other. His mouth came down on my neck leaving a trail of soft kisses to my breast where he pulled my nipple into his mouth and biting down on it causing me to moan very loud and sucked and pulled on it while his other hand found its way to my center and his finger started to make small circles around my clit. I arched my body into his wanting to feel him against me.
"Hap please take your pants off and fuck me already." I manage to get out in between moans.
"I'll fuck you once I'm ready to." He said against my chest as he switched breast and then pushed two fingers inside of me and I started to move my lower body to match the rhythm of his fingers.
"Happy please!" I moaned out as he worked me in to a frenzy. I started to dig my nails into his shoulders as I felt myself starting to climax. "Baby I need to feel you inside of me." I started to beg.
"Girl you don't need it you want it." He said with a grin on his face then his fingers pick up pace and his thumb started to rub circles on my clit. I let go with a loud moan. "That's it baby cum for me." I felt my body withering under him as I rode out my climax.
He pulled away from me and stood up looking down at me as he pulled off the rest of his clothes. I pushed myself back further on the bed as he crawled on the bed and started to kiss his way up my body leaving a blazing trail as he moved to my pussy and sucking my clit into his mouth and nipping at it with his teeth causing me to moan from the sensation. He then started to move further up stopping to place several small kisses along the ink he placed there. "Always mine!" he growled out as he made his way up my chest stopping to bite both of my nipples then his mouth was on mine again. He pulled back and took a hold of my hips as he pushed inside of me in one quick thrust causing me to scream out his name. He stood still smirking at me so I pulled myself up and wrapped my arms around his neck and started to ride him as he sat there on his knees. He kept control of my hips making my body meet his trust with full force while I dug my nails into the back of his neck. With one last thrust he pushed me back down him coming with me I then wrapped my legs around his hips wanting to feel every inch of him as he continued to pump in and out not to long later I was at the peak of my climax again as I let go he followed not long after. He fell on top of me and we laid there trying to breathe normal again.
**END**
"Fuck Jess we keep going like this you ain't going to be walking for a week." He said as he rolled off of me and pulled me into his side. "I'm letting you know now we are far from done." He said with a smirk firmly in place on his face.
"Hap I need the use of my legs tomorrow we got Lyla and Opie's wedding." I said as I looked up at him.
"Well that's gonna suck for you." he said as he rolled us over and he was back on top of me.
The night indeed was a long one I had finally convinced Happy to let me sleep after the next round of sex. When my alarm went off I could feel the ache in my body. I had not realized how flexible my body was until last night. I slowly got out of the bed not wanting to wake Happy up. I showered and got dress in a spaghetti strapped black dress that came down about mid-thigh with my black suede knee high Guess boots. I figured I was going to be with Lyla all morning so I might as well be ready for the wedding.
I have been up for about an hour and half already and was leaning against the counter waiting for the coffee to finish brewing when Happy came into the kitchen only wearing his jeans and boots. "What the hell did you get up so early for?" he asked me as he sat at the table.
"I told Lyla yesterday that I would be over in the morning to help her get things together for the wedding." I said as I grabbed two mugs out of the cabinet. "Am I driving myself or are you taking me?"
"I'll drop you off. I got shit to do with the club so I should be back about the time it starts."
"Ok. I want to leave in a half hour is that good for you?" I asked him as placed his coffee on the table in front of him.
"Yeah that's a'ight. That dress don't cover much are ya wearing something over it?" he asked as he eyed me up and down.
"No. But I'm gonna need your sweater for the ride to her house. I'm going to get my stuff together let me know when you're ready." I said as I started to walk away.
"Shit you sound fucking bossy as hell." He said to me as he grabbed my arm to stop me from leaving. "Remember I ain't Koz or a fucking prospect reign that shit back."
"I ain't trying to boss you around. Ok." I said as I pulled my arm away from him. "You need to remember I'm use to just saying what I'm gonna do and then doing it."
"I didn't say you couldn't do it. Just watch how ya talk to me. A'ight." He said as he smacked me in the ass. "Go get your shit I'll be ready in ten minutes."
"Yeah ok." I said with a slight attitude and walked away.
The ride to Lyla's was a quiet one. When we pulled up he shut the bike off and I climbed off. As I was unzipping his sweater to hand it to him he grabbed my face to force me to look at him. "Are you mad at me?" he asked me.
"No I'm not mad." I said as I pulled back and handed him the sweater.
"Then why are you so quiet?" he said as he stood up to put the sweater on.
"I just have lot on my mind that's all." I said to him as I leaned up on my toes to kiss him.
"A'ight. I should be back as soon as we are done. Don't live this house alone you understand?"
"I know. You be careful. I'll see you when you get back." He kissed me one more time before I walked away to go to the door.
I knock on the door and Kenny opened it as I walked into Lyla's house everything was nuts kids were running around everywhere. Lyla was having a hard time finding her shoe and looked like she was on the verge of balling like a baby I felt bad for her. I knew Tara and Gemma should be here soon so I grabbed Lyla by the arms to slow her down.
"Hey calm down breathe slow. What do you need me to do?" I said to her as she took slow deep breaths.
"Please get the kids to relax the boys keep picking on Ellie. I also need Ellie to start getting dressed can you help her while I find my shoe the boys hid it on me." She begged me.
"I'll help Ellie. Tell the boys if they don't give your shoe back then you would send Gemma after them. I have seen Opie use that against them and it worked." I said smiling at her.
"I was going crazy I should have thought about that a long time ago." She said giggling at herself.
We finally got everything calm as soon as Gemma got there she snapped the boys in line the minute she open the door and heard them yelling. Ellie was keeping an eye on Abel and Thomas while Gemma had the boys doing different things around the house and Tara and I were helping Lyla get ready. We all finally piled into the cars to go to the Indian reservation. When we got there everything was already set up it was beautiful. The guys all finally arrived and the ceremony started soon after. I had noticed that Happy kept looking at his watch to check the time.
"Are you in a rush to go somewhere?" I asked him after he checked it again as the ceremony was coming to an end.
"I gotta take off soon with the guys." he answered me as everyone stood up to cheer for Opie and Lyla.
"What the hell can't we have one day without you having to run off?" I said as I stood up.
He sighed then looked at me. "Look I gotta do it. It shouldn't take long I'll be back before the party ends a'ight." He said to me as he pulled me into his side.
"Alright." I said as I leaned into his hold. "When do you gotta live?"
"Soon." was his one word answer as he pulled me to follow him towards the guys standing around.
Most of the guys disappeared after a couple of hours including Jax and Opie. Jax and few of the guys came back not to long later but Happy and the guys he left with were gone for a few hours. When they did arrive Happy nodded at Jax and Clay as he walked towards me. I knew that had to be code for something because as he nodded Tig got up and walked over to Chibs and they walked off to talk in quiet. I didn't ask any questions as Happy slid in the seat next to me and pulled my chair closer to him to kiss the side of my neck.
"How has the party been?" he asked me as if nothing was going on.
"Good." I said as I looked at him. "I'm gonna call Margret Murphy tomorrow and see if she can put me back on schedule at work."
"Why the hell you gonna do that for?" he asked me as he pulled back.
"Because I want to." I answer as he stood up from his chair.
"I'm gonna go get a beer." he said as he walked away from me.
The rest of the night went by with little talk between Happy and me. We didn't completely ignore each other but we weren't all over each other either. I think he got mad that I was going back to work so soon.
