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BPOV
"Bella. I am falling in love with you…" I gasped and looked at him. He barely knows me. "I told you I sound crazy. But I ask myself if I could live without you now that I know you and the answer is no. I ask myself if I could see myself with anyone but you. The answer is no. And when I think about someone else having you I get sick to my stomach. I am not asking you if you falling in love with me. I am just telling you my side. I am not trying to put pressure on you. But I would like to see where this goes." He pulled his hand through his sexy bronze hair and I almost whimpered.
I looked at him and thought the same things he did. Can I live without him now that I have known him and felt my heart tug when I see him? No. Can I see myself with him for the rest of my life? Yes. And he's right thinking of another woman with him makes me tear up. But am I in love? I think it's to early to tell. But I think it could very well be.
"Edward. I am so…touched that you feel that way. I agree with you but for me to open up to somebody about how I'm feeling after a few days with each other is a little stretch for me. I am not telling you I'm not feeling the same as you. I'm asking for a little more time. I mean we haven't been on a date or talked about what your favorite color is. I think that I could fall in love with you easily. Can we just take things one day at a time?" I suddenly found my toes in the sand very interesting.
I saw his finger lift up my chin and I found myself looking at a smiling and happy Edward. "Bella that was so much more than I thought I would hear. I was sure you would run away screaming. But it was eating me alive."
I laughed. "Edward never be afraid to tell me how you're feeling. I want us to be honest if we are going to try. I have had my heart broken before and I don't want that again. I do have feelings for you. Believe me. I just am not sure what to make of them yet."
He smiled so big and picked me up to swing me around. "Oh Bella. Thank you. Can I ask you out for tomorrow night as a date?"
I couldn't help the girlish giggle that came out. "I would love to Edward. What did you have in mind?"
He smirked. "It's a surprise. Just wear some jeans and a nice top so its semi casual."
I groaned. "Alright but for future references I hate surprises." I couldn't hold my frown anymore. I started smiling and laughing at him. He was to cute.
We made it back to the house hand in hand. Everyone was there but Edward's parents. And when they saw us holding hands they started clapping and yelling. I couldn't help my blush and Edward just put his arm around me and laughed.
EPOV
Words cannot express the high I am on at this moment. She may not love me yet but wants to be with me. She's beautiful, amazing, wonderful, kind, gentle, and I could go on and on about her.
When we got back to the house Jasper was playing "Drinking My Baby Goodbye" by Charlie Daniels. He loves that song. But what surprised me most was Emmett, Bella, and Alice joined in. I grabbed my guitar and started playing Just By Being You by Steel Magnolias.
Edward:
Let's run away, where nothing stands between me and you,
Let's find a place, somewhere a little closer to the truth,
And call it a home, where there's no right and there's no wrong,
And we can be all alone.
I wasn't expecting Bella to join me but when she did my heart soared. We couldn't take our eyes off each other. I knew people were staring but I couldn't bring myself to care.
Chorus: Bella and Edward
And I'll take off my halo, if you take off your wings,
You don't have to be invincible, cause I sure ain't no saint,
You'll always be my angel no matter what you do,
Cause you take me to heaven, just by being you.
I swear I could see into her soul through her eyes and she could see mine. Then when she started singing her verse, she was singing to me.
Bella:
Tell me a secret, tell me things that no one else should know,
Even in your weakness, baby drop your guard, just let it go,
Until everything's exposed, and you don't have to feel ashamed,
Baby, just say my name.
Chorus: Bella and Edward
And I'll take off my halo, if you take off your wings,
You don't have to be invincible, cause I sure ain't no saint,
You'll always be my angel no matter what you do,
Cause you take me to heaven, just by being you.
Bella and Edward:
When I see you standing there, you know it all becomes so clear
The way you look, the way you touch, I need the way you lift me up
This will never feel complete until there's nothing in between
And we have broke down every war.
Baby, baby, baby let's just fall.
Chorus: Bella and Edward
And I'll take off my halo, if you take off your wings,
You don't have to be invincible, cause I sure ain't no saint,
You'll always be my angel no matter what you do,
Edward:
Cause you take me to heaven, just by being you.
Bella:
Oh, you take me to heaven, just by being you.
Bella and Edward:
Let's run away,
Let's run away
After the last note was strummed. Nobody spoke or moved. I could hear someone sniffling. Bella was teary eyed and I could say that I wasn't either. The emotion in that song blew me away. Alice started squealing and broke up our moment. I could strangle her.
"You guys are amazing. I have never felt anything from a song like I just did."
Everyone was nodding but I still could hear the sniffling. I looked over at my mom and she was quietly crying. I stood up and walked to her. "Mom why are you crying?" I asked as I held her.
She held onto me tighter. "Because my sweet boy. You have found your match. Don't let her go." I kissed her forehead.
"I don't plan to mom. She's the one." I smiled and looked over at Bella who was watching our exchange with a smile. Yes, no doubt in my mind, she is the one.
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