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Chapter Twenty Four
I was a bit curious on how she knew where I lived. Kozik stood in the doorway not too sure on whether to leave or stay. Happy and Juice both stood there with their arms crossed over their chest. "Where are Angie and Lisa?" Juice asked her.
"Juan Carlos I know your upset with her but she is still your mother. They are back at the hotel." Abuela softly said to Juice and he rolled his eyes. "I want to say sorry to all of you. Where are the other two guys at?"
"They're not here. Would you like to have a seat?" I asked her pointing at the couch. She nodded her head and we both sat down.
"This is a lovely home you have, you must have worked really hard for this." She said looking around the room. "Do you live here alone?"
"No she doesn't live here alone I live here with her." Happy said as he walked over to stand behind me.
"I didn't buy this house, he did." I said pointing back at Happy. Juice and Kozik both raised an eyebrow at me but I ignored them. "How did you find out where I live?"
"Sheriff Roosevelt told me. Jessica I don't want things to end this way with us." She said reaching for my hand. "Your ma is just upset with the both of you because of the way you two left."
"Maybe if she was more of a mother we would have told her we were leaving." Juice said to abuela. "Shit we might have not felt the need to leave."
"Do you even know how much we worried about you guys, and then we get a call from you six months later asking us if Jessica came back to New York." She said looking over at Juice. "Juan Carlos we didn't know if she was alive or dead and you never contacted us again to tell us."
"That's because all of you blamed me for taking her away and I am seriously getting tired of it."
"You did take her and for eight years we were left wondering about her where abouts." Abuela snapped at him and he threw his arms up in the air in a told you so manner. "You could have told her no and left her behind." His anger finally hit a boiling point and he spun around and punched the wall behind him causing abuela to jump.
"Do you really think I would leave my sister alone for all of you to turn against me?" he said walking closer to the couch.
Kozik quickly moved next to Juice and put his hand on his shoulder. "Juice ya gotta relax brother."
Juice stood facing me as he shook his head. "The bullshit just doesn't end."
"Abuela I'm only going to say this one more time, he didn't take me I begged him to bring me with." I said as I glanced over my shoulder at Juice who was still breathing heavy out of anger. "I would have tried to follow him if he would've left me."
"Ok mija I understand, I can't speak for your mother but I know I don't want to lose you again or you Juan Carlos." She said looking over at him. "I love the both of you. I also want to apologize to all of you for what happen at the diner today. Angie and Lisa were out of line especially when she hit you so I am sorry about that. "
Just as I was about to say something to her the doorbell rang. "I'll get it." Kozik said walking to the door. We all glanced over to the door to see who it was and that's when Phil walked in.
"Hap, Jax needs you guys to come to the clubhouse. He sent me over to stay with doc…" he stopped talking once he saw abuela sitting on the couch. "I'm sorry I didn't realize you had company."
"It's ok I got to get going anyways your ma is probably worried right now I didn't tell them I was leaving." Abuela said as she stood up. "Can I use your phone to call a cab?"
I glanced back at Happy and he shook his head no because he knew what I was going to say but I ignored him and said it anyways. "You don't have to call a cab, I can give you a ride." I said as I got up and Happy let out a low growl.
"Jess I don't want you going anywhere alone." Happy said as he turned me to face him.
"I won't be alone Phil will be there." I said then I gave him a soft kiss on the lips. "Don't worry I'll be fine."
"Prospect ya better keep an eye on her at all times. Your ass will be mine if she gets hurt." He said glaring at Phil. "Jess call me once ya get back home."
I kissed happy and walked around him to grab my keys when Juice grabbed my arm and nodded his head towards the kitchen so I walked with him to see what he wanted. "Jess don't stay there drop her off and then leave a'ight." He said to me in a stern voice.
"Juice I'll be fine, I'm only driving her there that's it." I said as I hugged him. "Thanks for being here for me. I love you."
"I'm always going to be here sis. I love you too." He said as he kissed my forehead. "Jess why did you tell her Hap bought the house?"
"Because he did, the money I used to buy the house was money he had stuck in my bank account the two years I was away from him."
"Damn Jess we use to tease him about being so cheap because he always claimed he was broke and we didn't know where his money was going."
"Now you do, remember my two accounts I had when you pulled the Intel on me." He shook his head yes. "The account that had two hundred grand in it was the one he kept putting money in. I tried to give it back to him but he refuse to take it so I bought the house with it."
"Fuck he practically gave you all his money and ya weren't even together anymore." Juice said shaking his head.
"I didn't want anything from him that's why I never touched it. I gotta go." I kissed his cheek and walked back to the living room and kissed Happy bye.
Abuela and I walked out to the car in silence as Phil walked over to his bike and we left. We pulled into the parking lot and I saw my ma and Lisa standing next to a squad car talking with Roosevelt. When I parked the car and abuela got out Lisa and my ma came running towards the car. I slowly got out so I could say good bye to abuela, I turned to shut my door when I felt a hand grab my shoulder and spun me around pushing me against the car.
"What the hell is your problem coming here and taking you grandmother without us knowing?" My ma screamed in my face.
As I opened my mouth to say something Phil pushed his way in between us knocking her hand off me in the process. "Look lady you need to back off doc." He snapped at her.
"Angela Ortiz you stay away from that girl." Abuela screamed at ma as she came around the car to where we were all standing. "I went to her house to talk with her on my own; she offered to give me a ride back here when I was ready to leave."
"Why would you go there alone they could have hurt you." Lisa snapped. "You have no idea what these kind of people are capable of."
"Lisa they did nothing wrong. Can't you see how much these men care for your niece?" She said pointing at Phil who was standing in front of me protectively. "That boyfriend of hers loves her; the two of you just refuse to see it.
"He wouldn't even admit it to us, how the hell are we supposed to believe that?" My ma snapped.
"He doesn't have to tell you anything, it's in his actions he would defend and protect her with his life. He proved that today at the diner." My aunt and ma just rolled their eyes when abuela stopped talking.
"I'm not going to do this shit with you two again. You all had you meal now go back to New York." I said as I walked over to abuela and hugged her. "Abuela I hope you have a safe trip back home. I will try to keep in touch with YOU and once Juan Carlos has calmed down I will talk with him about staying in touch with you." She nodded her head and hugged me back.
"You stay safe mija and tell Juan Carlos despite what he might think I do love him and I am sorry for hurting him." I nodded my head to her as I took a step back. "Angie you're losing your children and it's no one's fault but your own." She said looking at my ma.
I walked back to my car door ignoring my ma and Lisa, as I glanced behind them I glared at Roosevelt and shook my head. "Doc are ya ready?" Phil said snapping from my stared down with Roosevelt. I nodded my head yes. "A'ight once ya pull off I'll be right behind you." He said as he opened my door and I climbed in and he closed it.
"Jessica I'm sorry I shouldn't have snapped at you like that, please don't leave, give me another chance." My ma said in a pleading voice as she tried to come closer to my car but Phil stopped her. "Get out of my way." She yelled at him.
I shook my head no at her. "Now I know how my brother feels every time you blamed him for something he never did, it's not a good feeling." I said as I put my car in drive and left.
When I got home I called Happy and told him I was back at the house. I decided not to tell him about what happen when I dropped abuela off. Happy had informed me that he was going to be late again and not to wait up. Phil and I watched a couple of movies before I finally went upstairs and went to bed alone.
It's been a month since our family went back to New York. I have called abuela once a week to stay in touch but Juice wasn't ready for that so I didn't give him a hard time about it. Happy has barely been home, ever since Tig's trouble with the Niners things have gone south for the Sons. His attempt to get revenge for Clay had ended up killing Laroy's girlfriend and she was the daughter of some big drug lord.
I had also found out that Jax was now the president and Opie was his VP. Opie at first had a hard time coming around because Jax had to keep Clay at the redwood due to club business apparently some of the people they worked with refused to work with Jax and they couldn't afford to lose allies while they were on the verge of war with the Niners. Jax made Opie, Ratboy, Happy and I agree not to tell the rest of the Sons what happen with Clay as long as he was needed at the redwood. I was under strict orders from Happy to keep my distance from Clay but I wasn't the only one stay away from him Gemma had also split from Clay, I was never told why and I didn't question it.
I also gave Phil one of the spare rooms in the house because he spent more time at the house with me than Happy did and I felt bad having him sleep on the couch so much. With all the shit with Laroy we were back to having to be escorted everywhere so Tara was stuck with Rat, Gemma had to have a patch member with her at all times so it always depended on who was available but most of the time it was Miles. Even though Lyla and Opie were still having problems I helped them convince her to let the prospect Mike escort her to keep her and her son safe.
I woke up alone again; Happy had to leave in the middle of the night to go handle club business which seems to happen a lot lately. I shower and got dressed in a brown Victoria Secret's cotton crochet maxi summer dress that flowed down to about my ankles along with a pair of flip flops. It has gotten pretty hot around here lately so Lyla and I were going to take the kids up to Lake Tahoe for the day. I didn't get a chance to let Happy know so I decided to stop at TM on my way to pick Lyla up and let one of the guys know because Happy hasn't answered his phone all morning and I didn't want him to freak out on me.
When I pulled onto the lot I saw most of the bikes parked off on the side and Gemma coming out of the office so I walked over to her after I parked. "Hey Gemma have the guys been here long?" I asked as I walked closer to her and noticed Happy's bike was parked here.
"No baby girl they got in about an hour ago and went straight into church. I sent a couple of croweaters in there to clean up a few minutes ago can ya check on them for me? I think there is a couple of new ones so have fun." She said pulling her sunglasses down to cover her eyes from the sun as she smirked at me. "Where are you headed dressed like that?" she said pointing at my dress.
"Lyla and I are taking the kids up Lake Tahoe that's why I'm here. Happy hasn't answered his phone and I wanted to let someone know before I left." I said lifting my arms up to rub the back of my neck. "What do you have the skanks cleaning for?"
She lifted her glasses back to the top of her head and glared at me, which caught me by surprise and I raised an eyebrow at her as we heard two bikes pulling onto the lot. "When the hell did you plan on telling us you were pregnant? Does Happy know?"
My jaw dropped. "What the hell are you talking about I am not pregnant!" I snapped at her momentarily forgetting about the bikes pulling in. "So there is no reason to tell Happy that!"
She shook her head at me with a smirk plastered across her face. "I ain't the doctor here but either your pregnant or your putting on some weight baby girl." She said as her hand came in contact with my belly and rubbed it causing me to look down.
I quickly stepped away from her hand and mine instinctively came down and held my stomach as I looked over to the clubhouse doors and saw Juice standing there glaring at me and Kozik standing next to him with his Jaw practically sitting on the floor.
"SHIT!" I said looking back at Gemma and she smirked. "JUICE WAIT!" I screamed as I saw him turn and quickly go into the clubhouse. I lifted the front of my dress a little and ran towards the clubhouse as quick as I could but Kozik stopped me before I could go in.
"Jess are you Pregnant? Why was Gemma rubbing your stomach?" Kozik bluntly asked as he blocked my path to the doors.
"NO… I mean I don't know." I replied to him as I ran my fingers through my hair. "I need to get to Juice before he says something to Happy." Kozik moved out of my way and I started to open the door but stopped and looked at back at him. "Please don't say anything until I know for sure and get a chance to tell Happy myself."
"I won't sweetheart. Let's go find Juice." Kozik said opening the door so we could go in.
A few things caught my attention as I enter causing both me and Kozik to stop instantly. Juice was not in the bar and everyone seemed relax except Happy who was standing with his back to me but I could see that his body was completely tensed. The thing was he wasn't tensed because of anything my brother said, it was because of the so called new croweater that was walking towards him just happen to be the same one I ripped of his dick the night I left him in Tacoma.
"Oh Happy it's been so long, I've missed you up in Tacoma." She said in a seductive voice as she sashayed towards him. "Kelli called me and told me that you were here in Charming and I should come visit you because you needed my kind of attention."
Before he could answer her Tig loudly cleared his throat and when Happy looked at him he nodded his head in my direction. Happy slowly looked over his shoulder and our eyes locked on each other. My heart was beating extremely fast and I suddenly felt sick to my stomach, with everything Gemma just said and now seeing this bitch I couldn't take it. I quickly turned around and ran out the door but I didn't make it very far, Happy's arm went around my waist and pulled me towards him as his other arm went across my chest to hold me still against him.
"LET ME FUCKING GO NOW!" I yelled as loud as I could and brought my hands up to his arm that was across my chest and dug my nails in.
Everyone must have follow out behind us because I heard Jax question someone. "What the fuck is going on here?"
"Laney what the fuck are you doing down here?" Kozik snapped at her. "You can't be here."
"How the hell did that bitch find her way to Charming?" She asked him. "Why is he wasting his time with her again? We all know she's just going to leave him again."
After I heard that I dug my nails in deeper wanting Happy to let me go so I could beat the shit out of her. "FUCK!" he yelled as he yanked his arm out of my hold and spun me around to face him. "Jess calm the fuck down." He growled in my face as he held the back of my neck.
I glanced over his shoulder and saw Juice standing there glaring at the bitch. "That bitch is my fucking sister you whore!" Juice snapped as he moved closer to her and Chibs quickly pulled him back. "Ya better watch what you fucking say about her?"
Gemma came running over when she heard all the commotion just as Jax walked over to where Happy and I were standing. "Jess I don't know why the fuck she is here." Happy said to me in a softer voice.
"Why the fuck would you be in need of her attention that Kelli felt the fucking need to call her?" I snapped at him.
"What? That's fucking road pussy!" Gemma snapped as she turned towards Jax. "Fucking road pussy doesn't come to our home."
"Ma I don't know what's going on." Jax said as he raised his hand in defense to her. "Hap what the hell is going on?"
"She's not just road pussy, that's the bitch Happy cheated on me with when we lived in Tacoma." I said with venom dripping in my voice as I glared at Happy. "She is the reason I left Tacoma."
"Get that bitch the fuck out of here." Happy snapped looking over at Jax and he nodded ok.
Before Jax could move Gemma did. "Oh I'm gonna handle this one baby. This needs to be done by an old lady not a Son." Gemma said to Jax walking over to Laney. "Jess might not be able to do this because of the condition she's in but I can." Gemma growled at her as she punched Laney dead in the mouth and she fell to the ground. "Get the fuck out of here and take that skank Kelli with you. Your services are no longer needed." She snapped looking in Kelli's direction who had a shocked look on her face.
My eyes went wide not because of what Gemma did but because of what she said. The only ones that caught on to what she said were Kozik and Juice. Remembering why I went into the clubhouse in the first place finally hit and I tried to move but Happy held me to him as he walked me backwards until I hit the car behind me.
"Jess your fucking doing it again." He said looking down into my eyes.
"What the fuck are you talking about?" I snapped at him as I tried to push him back. "I came here looking for you and find out that fucking skank is here."
"You were going to fucking run again." He said releasing me but putting both his hands on the car behind me trapping me there. "This shit ain't my fault, I don't fucking want shit to do with her, hell I don't even fucking want her here."
I looked over his shoulder and saw Kozik and Tig escorting the skanks to their car but they were staring at me and Happy so I brought my hands up to his face and slammed my lips into his roughly kissing him, one of his hands tangled in my hair but after a few moments he pulled back and I smirked towards the skanks. Happy looked over his shoulder to see what I was looking at when he turned back to face me he had smirk across his face.
"Girl ya want make someone jealous this is how ya do it." he held my hips lifting me up and even with the dress on I still managed to wrap my legs around his waist and his mouth came down on mine as my back came in contact with the car again, with on hand he tangled in my hair again and his other he held on tightly to my ass. He pulled back slightly to where our lips barely touched. "Jess that is one of the mistakes I made that I have no intentions of ever repeating." He said in his low raspy voice and I pulled him back in for a kiss.
"Jesus Christ ya two get a damn room, we don't need ta see ya trying ta fuck out here." Chibs yelled at us as he walked to the garage.
"I wouldn't mind watching." Tig said as him and Kozik watch the car pull out of the lot. Kozik smack his shoulder and shook his head as Tig grinned at us.
I slid my legs off his hips; I went to straighten my dress out that's when I noticed the blood on my arm and shoulder. I looked down at his arm and saw blood dripping out of eight little puncture wounds. "Shit, I'm sorry I don't know why I keep fucking snapping like this."
"I'll fucking live but you better not do that shit again." He said glaring down at me. "These last few months your fucking temper has been out of control ya better check that shit. I ain't fucking around a'ight."
"I've been trying to fucking control it. It's not easy when so much shit has been pissing me off."
"Jess when you're done with Killer I need to talk with you." Gemma said as she walked past us holding ice on her hand.
"Gemma I need to talk with my brother first than I'll come to the office." She nodded her head and walked away. "Hap I came here to tell you that I was going up to Lake Tahoe with Lyla and the kids."
"What the fuck ya going up there for?"
"Just to get away for the day, we'll be back tonight and both prospects are coming with us."
"A'ight ya better fucking take your nine with ya and call me once your back in Charming." He said as we walked to the clubhouse door.
"I will, I need to talk with Juice. I'll let you know when I'm ready to leave." He nodded his head. I went in but didn't see my brother anywhere. "Bobby, do you know where Juice is at?"
"Yeah he's in his room, I don't know what wrong with him but he looked pissed ever since he walked in here earlier." Bobby said to me. "Are ya good sweetheart?" I nodded my head at him as I walked away.
When I got to Juice's door I knocked lightly and waited for him to answer when he didn't I knocked again this time harder. "Get the fuck away from my door." He screamed.
"No, Juice we need to talk." I told him through the door. "I'm not leaving until to talk to me."
He yanked the door open and glared at me. "Are you fucking pregnant?" he snapped at me.
I quickly looked down the hall after not seeing anyone I pushed him back in his room and slammed the door behind me. "I don't know."
"How the hell don't you know aren't ya a fucking doctor?" He yelled at me. "I thought you didn't want any fucking kids."
"Can we please keep our voices down? Nobody even knows about this not even Happy." I asked running my fingers through my hair. "I said I wasn't ready for kids not that I don't want any. I don't even know if I am."
"Jess, what makes ya think you're ready for this now?" he said as he ran his hands down his face. "What if Hap ain't ready for this shit? Jess what if he doesn't want kids?"
"It's not like I planned this Juan Carlos. If I am pregnant then I have no choice but to be ready."
"I can't fucking believe ya want to have a kid right now with all this shit going down around here!" he snapped at me. "Ya better fucking say something to Hap about this shit and ya better do it soon."
"I will tell him when I know for sure and not before that!" I snapped back at him as I walked out his door. "Just don't say anything." I said to him over my shoulder. I didn't want to stay in there any longer because I knew we would end up yelling at each other and I needed to keep this quiet until I knew for sure if I was pregnant.
When I walked into the bar Gemma was standing there talking with Happy and Jax. They waved me over to them and I felt my nerves start to go crazy on me again. I suddenly felt the urge to vomit so I spun around and ran down the hall back to my brother's room, slammed his door open startling him as I ran to his bathroom and puked in the toilet. I saw two boot clad feet step next to me and pulled my hair back as he rubbed my back. When I was done I look up into my brothers eyes with tears in mine. He reached over and flushed the toilet then pulled me in for a hug.
"Baby girl you really need to get tested." Gemma said from the doorway as she leaned against it. "I told Hap I was coming to see what happen so you better have a good excuse worked out for him."
I nodded my head to her and she walked away. Juice and I didn't say anything to each other as I walked to his sink and rinsed my mouth out. When I was done he just gave me a small smile as I walked out and back to the bar.
"What the hell is wrong with ya?" Happy said as he made his way over to me when he saw me walk in.
"It's nothing; my nerves are working overtime and screwing with my stomach."
"Jess neither one of those bitches are allowed here anymore so I don't want ya to start thinking shit a'ight." He said as held on to the sides of my face. "Fuck ya feel warm; I don't want ya going to Lake Tahoe."
"Happy it's like ninety fucking degrees out there that's why I feel warm. Maybe Lake Tahoe is what I need to relax." He just nodded at me and kissed my forehead.
I said goodbye to Happy, walked out and spotted Gemma leaning against my car waiting for me. "I called Tara." I sucked in deep breath and glared at her. "Don't get your panties in bunch sweetheart she knows not to say anything. When you get to work tomorrow she's going to run the test you need."
"I could take care of this myself." I said pulling my hair back in to a loose bun. "Gemma no one else can know."
"The stress your under is not good for the baby so relax and enjoy your day at Lake Tahoe."
I let out a humorless laugh and shook my head. "You talk like this is for sure already." she gave me that I know it is look. "Fine if I am than how the hell am I supposed to avoid the stress that comes with this fucking life?"
"Everything will work itself out now go have some fun, you deserve it." she said as she kissed my temple and walked away.
"Gemma can you have Chibs look at Happy's arm?" I asked her and she just waved her hand as she walked away.
I went to Opie's house to pick up his two kids so they could come with us. "Hey Jess thanks for taking the kids with you guys." Opie said as I got out the car and Phil went in to get the kids bags because they were staying at Lyla's for the night.
This was the first time we were alone since he shot Clay. "How have you been Ope?"
"I'm getting better; Jax told me what happen with you. Was that why you and Hap came to the clubhouse that day?" he asked tugging on his goatee a little.
"Yeah it was, Ope why haven't you tried to work things out with Lyla?"
"I don't know if I can give her what she wants. She doesn't even know about everything I'm going through right now." he said shaking his head.
"She wants you Opie, she wants you trust her enough to confide in her." I said as I laid a hand on his bearded cheek. "She loves you Ope, you have to let Donna go and remember you have a wife that needs you."
"Jess, how am I supposed to just forget about the mother of my children?"
"You don't forget about her, she was part of your life and always will be in memories but you have to move on." He nodded his head in defeat just as the kids came running out. "Just figure things out before you lose her."
He gave the kids a hug and they jumped in my car then he turned to face me. "Jess don't forget what I told ya about being careful, I meant it when I said I didn't want what happen to Donna to happen to you."
"I will, don't worry about me take care of yourself and work things out with your wife." I said to him and he smiled and gave me a hug.
The kids and I left to go get Lyla and her son, after picking them up we made our way to Lake Tahoe. As the kids played in the water Lyla and I sat in sand watching them while we talked. I told her what happen at the clubhouse and the fact that I might be pregnant. She practically jumped on top of me with joy when she heard that, I made her promise not to say anything to anyone.
**Happy POV**
I sat at one of the tables still fuming from seeing that bitch here, something seem fucking off about it. That bitch was new around Tacoma when then I shit went down with Jess so how the hell did she have contact with Kelli here in Charming. As I was lost in my thoughts Chibs came walking up.
"Brotha did ya plan on bleeding all ova da damn place?" he asked pointing at my bleeding arm. "Jess wants me ta patch it up." He said dropping the first aid kit on the table.
"I'm good brother, ain't no need to patch shit up."
"Look I ain't in the mood for Gemma ta rip me a new asshole for not doing it so just give me ya damn arm."
I stood there quiet as he cleaned up the blood and bandaged the arm. That's when I saw Juice come out of his room. "Juice I need to talk with ya brother." I said as he walked by.
"What's up Hap?" he said stopping and turning towards me and Chibs.
"I want you to run a check on Laney." I said as Juice and Chibs raised an eyebrow at me. "Don't worry I don't want shit to do with her. Something doesn't seem right but I don't know her last name, call up to Tacoma and ask one of the sweetbutts they should know."
"What do you want me to look for?" he said sitting down next to me. "Or do you want everything?"
"Everything but I also want to know how she got connected to Kelli. Cross their phone records as much as you could."
"Hap is this bitch trouble for the lass or the club?" Chibs asked sounding concerned.
"If she's trouble for my sister I need to know." Juice said with worry laced in his voice.
"Look I don't know shit about her I just want to make sure she ain't trouble."
"A'ight Hap this might take a while but I'll let you know what I find." Juice said getting up and going to his tech corner.
"Hap what aren't ya telling Juicy boy?" Chibs asked once he saw Juice sit in front the computer getting straight to work. "I can tell dat ya keeping something from Juicy."
"Brother I don't know anything it's just gut instinct." I said getting up and walking towards Juice.
**Jessica POV**
The day seem to go by fast but we all had lots of fun and it was good to get away and not to have to worry who was watching us. We decided to stop on the way back to get some ice cream for the kids so we were sitting outside on a picnic table while the kids ate their sundaes. Phil and Mike stood over by the car waiting for us to get done.
"Jess what are you going to do if you're pregnant?" she asked looking over at the prospects making sure they couldn't hear us.
"I'm keeping it but I'm more worried about how Happy will react if I am." I said running my fingers through my hair. "We never really talked about kids, the few times I mentioned it all he would say was his life wasn't ready for them."
"Jess remember I'm here for you if you need anything." She said reaching for my hand. "You have been here for me through all this shit with Ope so I plan on being here for you."
"Thank you. Let's get these kids so we can get on the road." She nodded as she stood up and walked to their table.
During the ride back the kids fell asleep and Lyla and I enjoyed the peace and quiet. When I finally made it back to Charming I drove straight to Lyla's and dropped her and the kids off then Phil and I went home. When I pulled into the driveway Happy's bike was there. Phil walked up to the car an opened the door for me.
"You do know you don't have to do that right?" I asked him as I got out.
"Yeah I do doc but I like doing it for you." He said following me to the door. "Doc you don't yell at me or call me prospect."
"You're a sweetheart." I said as I opened the door. "I enjoy your company."
When we walked in the door Happy stood there leaning against the back of the couch with his arms crossed over his chest glaring at us. "Didn't I fucking tell ya to call when you got back to Charming?"
"Can I at least get a damn hello before you start bitching at me?" I said as I walked past him and Phil just stood at the door.
Happy grabbed my arm and yanked me to him as he glared over at Phil. "Prospect go back to the clubhouse Juice needs your help with some shit, I'm staying in tonight." Phil nodded his head and walked out of the door.
I tried to yank my arm out of his hold but his grip just got tighter. "Hap I had a good day please don't ruin it." he let my arm go but both his hands went to my hip. "I had planned on calling you once I was in the house."
"Jess this shit with the Niners got my ass worrying about you. I need to know where you're at all the time a'ight."
"Ok I'm sorry." I said as I leaned forward and kissed him softly. "Hap I'm tired those kids wore me out, I need some serious sleep."
Happy pushed me back a little then scooped me up bridal style and carried me upstairs. When he set me back on my feet I kissed his jaw and went to wash up and change into one of his Samcro tees. I came back to the room and Happy was already lying in the bed so I climbed in and curled up next to him, in the matter of minutes I was completely out.
I woke up to the sun shining brightly in the room, Happy was laying on his back with one arm thrown over his eyes and his other hand laying on top of my stomach. Seeing where his hand was my heart started to beat very fast and suddenly I felt sick again, I jumped from the bed and ran to the toilet and puked again. As I was throwing up Happy came up behind me and held my hair back as he rubbed my back.
"Jess what the hell is going on? This is more than fucking nerves." He said sounding concern.
"I don't know." I said as I flushed the toilet and walked to the sink. "I'll get checked out today when I get to the hospital."
"When do ya gotta be there?" he asked as he walked back into the bedroom.
"I got an hour to get ready." I said as I washed up. "I start early this week."
When I walked back into the bedroom Happy was sitting on the edge of the bed leaning forward with his arms on his knees looking up at me. "Jess, ya ain't fucking pregnant are you?" he bluntly asked me.
I felt my heart start to race but I didn't want to tell him until I knew for sure. "No, why?"
"I'm just asking because that's the last thing we fucking need right now. I'm gonna shower." He said standing up and walking past me.
My heart sank to my stomach, I was now scared to find out. From the tone in his voice and the look on his face I knew this wasn't something he wanted. I quickly got dressed and went down stairs to make a pot of coffee. I was standing in front of it waiting for it to finish when I felt Happy's arms go around my waist as they were about to settle on my stomach I quickly moved out of his embrace and walked to the fridge and open it, leaving him standing there stunned by my brush off.
"What the fuck did I do now?" he growled at me as I turned to face him his phone rang. "You know what don't fucking bother answering." He said pulling his phone out as he walked out of the kitchen.
I slammed the fridge shut and covered my face with my hands cursing at myself in a low voice. I walked into the living room just as he was hanging up. "I'm just going to get a coffee at the hospital there's a pot made if you want some." I said to him as I picked up my keys and walked to the door.
"I'm gonna follow you there, why don't ya just relax." He said with an attitude then we heard a bike pull up I glance out the door and saw Phil getting off his bike.
"You don't need to my escort is here." I said to him walking out the door as I was pulling it shut I heard him punch the wall. One of these days one of the guys was going to end up putting a hole in my wall with the way they keep punching it.
I got in the car and start to pull out of the driveway when he came out the front door and climbed on his bike. I watched in the rearview mirror as he followed us, when I pulled into the parking lot he continued to drive. I relaxed a little when I got into the hospital; today I was starting my rotation in the trauma unit so I didn't have to work the ER unless I was paged down. I did my rounds with the other doctors when I was done Tara was standing in the hall waiting for me.
"Hey Jess, do you want to do this now and get it over with or do you want to do it later?" she asked pushing herself off the wall and walking to me.
"Let's just get this over with." I said walking to the nurse's pod and putting the charts in there.
Tara found an empty room in the maternity ward for us, she decided to just do an ultra sound rather than do blood so I wouldn't have to wait for the results. I laid back on the table feeling very nervous just as I laid my head down I felt sick and jumped up and ran into the bathroom. When I was done I came back and laid down again, she gave me a small smile as she started the ultra sound. I stood looking up at the ceiling.
"Have you been getting sick a lot?" she asked as she stared at the monitor while moving the wand around.
"It seems to only happen when I feel stressed or nervous."
"Maybe that's the baby's way of telling you to relax." She said with a huge smile across her face, I lifted my head and looked at her with wide eyes. "Jess your pregnant, from the looks of it your about eleven weeks."
I dropped my head back down and closed my eyes as she wiped my stomach. I felt the tears slide out of my eyes as my hands came up to my stomach. "What the hell am I going to do now?" I said to myself.
"Jess what's wrong?" she asked as she put her hand on top of mine.
"He doesn't want kids Tara." I said still holding my eyes shut. "He made that clear to me this morning."
"Oh, Jess everything will work itself out, you really do need to relax." She said giving my hands a little squeeze. "Just tell him so you can see what he wants to do about it."
"It doesn't matter what he wants to do about it, I'm keeping it with or without him." I said as I sat up.