I am so so sorry it has taken me this long to update but it really wasn't my fault. wouldn't let me update something about an error so I had to wait and find out how to fix it. SOOOO because I have completely missed like 2 updates to all my readers I am posting back to back tonight and again tomorrow. Again I apologize and I hope you kick 's ass lol jk but I hope you enjoy it!

WARNING THERE WILL BE A LEMON IN BPOV. I MARKED IT SO YOU CAN SKIP IF YOU WOULD LIKE.

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Chapter 10

EPOV (thought I would change it up for a bit)

I can feel something warm snuggled between me and the couch. I blinked my eyes and grinned. Bella was nestled between me and the couch and her hair was fanned out above her head. Her face was right next to my neck. I could feel every breath she took. I closed my eyes relaxing and never wanting to move.

*Click*

I snapped my eyes open to see Everyone looking down at us. Alice and Rose had that awe face. Emmett had this stupid grin and Jasper had a small smile. Alice had the camera. "I'm sorry. You guys were just too cute." She whispered. I didn't know she knew how to whisper.

I looked down at Bella. I gently traced her cheek with my finger. "It's okay. I want a copy though." I whispered.

"I promise. Now can you wake my sister up so we can go down to the beach?" She laughed.

"Yes go get her coffee ready." They all laughed and headed to the kitchen before Emmett turned around. "You know you could have just said leave us alone. But in all seriousness, I'm happy for you two. I couldn't have picked a better man for my sister." He smiled.

"Hey Em?" He turned around. "Me too man." He just beamed at me and nodded.

I kissed Bella's forehead and rubbed my hand through her hair. "Bella?" She wiggled her nose in the most adorable way. "My beautiful Bella. Wake up love."

She groaned. "No. Dreaming of Edward." My face broke out into the biggest smile. I felt my face start hurting. I kissed her eyelids, nose, cheeks, and finally her mouth before I felt her smile.

I couldn't stop kissing her so I moved down her neck. "Mmm. What did I do to get woken up like this?"

I looked up into her clear brown eyes. "You did everything. Coming into my life and making everything worth while. You are more than I have ever dreamed of or deserve. I love you."

Her eyes were teary and her voice quivered as she spoke. "Oh Edward. It's I who doesn't deserve you. You are beautiful and I'm just a plain. I love you too."

I had to kiss her. How in the world can she think she's just plain? "You Isabella Swan, are anything but plain. And if you let me I'll show you forever just how non plain you are." She broke out in the biggest smile and kissed me. "Now lets get you up and in the kitchen before they come back."

As we walked in everyone said good morning to Bella who just waved her hand and headed for the coffee cup Alice was holding out. I watched as she kissed Alice on the head and rubbed Emmett's head as she passed by. They both looked at and smiled up at her and I realized how much love those three had and I wanted to be close like that with my siblings.

Jazz and I were close but Rose, not so much and I wanted to change that. So I walked over to Rose and kissed her cheek. "Good morning." She turned and looked at me like I had grown an extra head. But I smiled and tried to convey with my eyes how much I loved and appreciated her. She looked and must have found what I was trying to show for she lit up and kissed my cheek. "Morning big brother."

I bumped fists with Jazz. "Morning Dude."

"Morning.'

"Okay I'm making my famous chocolate chip pancakes. Who wants them?" Bella asked and Alice and Em shot their arms up. Alice turned to us.

"You guys will have a fit when you taste them. Go ahead Bella make them some too." Bella smiled and started moving around the kitchen.

"Bella can I have a soda?" I don't know why Emmett didn't just get up and get it. She quickly threw one at him without evening looking his way. He laughed. "When she's in the kitchen and in the zone…you never step foot around her." Oh. Well now I know.

All of the sudden I was in a different house with Bella at the stove making breakfast for me and our three children. I was brought out by a hand on my thigh. I looked over and smiled at Bella. Someday my conscious thought. Someday

BPOV

That's how the last month went. We either stayed over at the Cullen's house or ours. We were all exclusive now. Emmett and Rose, Jasper and Alice, and Edward and I.

The past month flew by and it made me realize that our time will eventually come to leave. And every time I thought about it I would cry.

The Cullen's have become family and the thought of leaving them physically hurts.

I was sitting outside on my balcony on one of the few nights alone I had. And the tears I try to hide just came and wouldn't stop. I didn't want to leave Edward. I couldn't leave him.

I wiped my eyes but they kept coming. "Bells?"

I squeezed my eyes shut and prayed I wouldn't sob. "Yeah Em?"

He didn't say anything but I felt his arms around me. That was it. I was a sobbing mess. The loud cries left my throat. "Baby Bells. What's wrong?"

"I can't leave him Em. We only have a month and a half and I don't know what to do."

"Sh. Bella. Everything will work out. I know it will."

"Thanks Em."

"I will leave you alone but don't worry B." I only nodded. Nothing he could say would honestly make me feel any better. We attended UW and the Cullen's went to Northwestern. We are miles and miles away. I started sobbing all over again and couldn't stop.

"Bella?" NO! Please god tell me the man I'm sitting here bawling over is behind me.

"Edward I really don't want you seeing me like this. Please…go." I was biting my lip so hard I thought I would bleed. Any pain is better than this heart ache.

"I will not leave you baby." He whispered against my cheek. Instinctively I leaned into his breath. His warm hands cradled my face and wiped my tears away. "Now why are you crying my love?"

I wanted to open my eyes but knew if I did I would lose it all over again. "Because we only have a month and a half left. Edward, I can't lose you. And I know I'm going to."

"Baby look at me." And because he asked my mind and heart could never deny him. So I opened my eyes. I was looking into the softest green eyes. "Everything will work out baby. I only have half a semester left. Then I we can go from there." He kissed my eyelids.

***WARNING LEMON*** (if you don't want to read it, skip it.)

I looked into his eyes and knew that I wanted him. This was the perfect moment. I wanted to get as much of him as I could within the rest of our time together.

I pulled him close and kissed him with every bit of passion my heart and soul would let. My hands tangled in his hair and his find their way under my butt to pick me up. He carried me inside to my bed and laid me down. Once I needed to breath his lips never left my skin.

I was completely on fire for him and I never wanted to stop. "Edward." He looked up at me from my collarbone. "Make love to me." His eyes got a darker jade if possible.

"Are you sure my Bella? I don't want you to rush. I can wait forever if you needed me to." Never once has anyone said anything like that to me.

"I'm positive Edward. I need you." I whimpered as his mouth descended on mine in one of the most amazing kisses I've ever had. My hands found their way back into his hair. I pulled a little and Edward let out one of the most sexiest noises. I couldn't tell if it was a groan or a growl. Maybe both.

"Bella my love. I have dreamt of this night since the moment I laid eyes on you. I promise I'll be gentle. I love you so much."

"I love you to Edward. I know you will be gently." His fingers slipped under my shirt and pulled it over my head. I had just been in a tank top so my bare breasts were on display.

"Anytime it gets to much Bella you tell me and I'll stop." I could only nod since his mouth was a mere inch from my nipple. When he took my nipple in his mouth my back arched and I cried out. The feel of his cool tongue and his teeth nipping me was enough to make me almost come.

I grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head wanting to see his amazing chest. His mouth went to my other nipple and I dragged my nails up his back into his hair and bucked my hips into his obvious arousal.

"Edward. Please!" I wasn't beyond begging if I had to.

"What do you need my Bella?" His voice took on this husky and deep tone that just left me wanting more.

"I need you. I need your mouth on me." I panted as his mouth moved down to my belly button where he dipped the tip of his tongue in. I shivered never realizing that could be a turn on for me.

"Mm I can't wait to taste you. I bet you are so sweet. Let's find out." With that he pulled my shorts and panties off. "Shit Bella. You're bare?" I giggled and nodded.

I didn't have time to blink much less breathe before his mouth was on my lower lips. I threw my head back and let out an embarrassing sound. "Edward right there. So good."

His teeth were nipping on my sensitive bud and I was already close. So when he thrust two of his fingers in me and pumped at a steady pace I was a withering mess underneath him.

"Ed…war..d…I'm….going to….cu…OHH!" I swear my life just flashed before my eyes.

I looked down at Edward and was so turned on watching him suck my juices off his fingers. "So sweet. I will be doing that a lot more." I looked down and saw his cock straining against his pants and my mouth watered. I was never big on blow jobs but I wanted to suck him so bad.

I flipped us over and smiled at Edward before I kissed him. I sucked my own juices off his mouth and tongue. Edward's hands were on my hips rubbing my center against his. "Shit Bella."

I kissed and bit my way down his lean torso making sure to trace his abs with my tongue. That earned me a growl. As I got to the promised land I looked up at Edward through my lashes. "Edward? Have you jacked off thinking of me doing this to you?"

He apparently has the same problem I had a few minutes ago. He only nodded which caused me to smirk. I hooked my fingers in his pants and pulled them off loving how he went commando. His thick length was standing tall and proud and I was impressed.

I licked my lips before taking the tip in my mouth. "BELLA!" Edward bucked his hips as I took as much of him as I could in my mouth. What I couldn't fit I used my hand to pump. Edward was groaning and making noises that were driving me crazy with need.

"Bella….I…want to…be in…side you…when I cum baby." He quickly flipped us over before looking up at me.

I could tell if he was asking if it was okay. It was I was on birth control for female reasons. I grabbed him and guided him to my entrance. "This might hurt love." I knew it would, but I also knew it would be worth it. He did it like a band-aid and I was glad because the feel of having him in me was amazing. The pain wasn't as bad and it was more of a good pain.

"So…tight...fuck." Edward started slowly thrusting in and out and my mind clouded over. Nothing in the world could feel better than this.

We were panting and groaning each other's names. I could feel that familiar tingling start in my lower stomach and as I got closer my walls started contracting. Edward moved his hand in between us to my clit and started rubbing. "Fuck! Edward, right there! Please don't stop."
Two more thrusts later I fell over screaming his name and he mine. He collapsed beside me and pulled me close.

***END OF LEMON***

As our breathing got normal I got to thinking that tonight couldn't have ended better. "Baby?" I looked up at him.

"Yes."

"That…was…amazing. I love you so much Bella." He cupped my cheek and kissed my lips so softly.

"Me too Edward. It was perfect. I love you too." I kissed over his heart loving that it is mine.

Edward pulled the covers over us and I was instantly asleep dreaming of a house with children in the yard. Someday my conscious thought. Someday.

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