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Chapter Twenty Five

After Tara and I said bye I went back to the trauma unit and got back to work, the day seemed to go by too fast for me, I was walking out to the parking lot where Phil was on his bike waiting next to my car. Just as I reached the car Kozik and Bobby came riding very fast and stopped quickly next to us.

"Jess we need you to come to the clubhouse some shit went down and we need your help." Kozik said breathing heavy. "Tara is already there but she said she needs your help."

"What Happen?" I said sounding very worried. "Is Happy and my brother ok?"

"Their good Jess. Let's just hurry." He said pulling away.

I jumped in my car and followed behind him as Bobby and Phil followed behind me. When we pulled up to the lot the gate was being open by the prospect and then he closed it after we were all in. I immediately noticed there were four new bikes on the lot. When we walked into the clubhouse I quickly look around and spotted Happy and my brother talking with Jax and few guys I didn't know and felt relief seeing for myself that the two of them were ok.

"Jess go into the chapel Tara is in there waiting for you." Opie said once he saw me come in.

I nodded my head to him and just as I was about to open the door someone's hand came down on top of mine. "Who the hell are you?" a deep voice I didn't know asked me.

I looked up to answer him but then Happy was instantly standing between the guy and me yanking my hand from under the guys, Jax came running over also. "Hey we agreed to help your guy; ya can't come in here talking to old ladies like that." Jax said to him as he put his hand on Happy's shoulder.

"I didn't mean to disrespect anyone but that's my right hand man in that room." the guy said looking at me narrowing his eyes. "I just want to make sure nothing happens to him."

"Hey Jax is talking to you not my old lady so don't look at her like that." Happy snapped at him.

"I didn't know the Tacoma killer had an old lady." He said smiling at Happy. "My bad Hap. Sorry sweetheart I guess you're good to go then."

"It's been a while since we last seen each other I ain't from Tacoma anymore, its Samcro now." Happy said to him.

"If you guys don't mind I need to get in there." I said pointing at the door they were blocking.

Happy turned to face me. "Did ya get checked out?"

"We'll talk when I'm done here." he nodded his head and opened the door for me.

When I went in the room Tara was trying to work on a guy's shoulder while Chibs held on tightly to his leg. They gave me quick rundown on what the guy's problems were, he had been shot three times once in his shoulder and twice in his leg, he had passed out from the pain and it made things easier for us to work. I went to the leg and started to work on it after clearing the first one of the bullet and quickly stitching it I moved on to the second one and having a little more trouble with it as Tara finished his shoulder.

"Jess do you want me to finish that up." She asked pointing at the leg. "You look tired."

"No I'm alright." I said as I pulled out the bullet and dropped it on the table. "Who are these guys?" I asked Chibs while Tara helped by passing me thing I needed.

"Lass all I know is that Hap knew a few of them from when he was in Tacoma and Jax Knows a few himself."

Tara and I glanced at each other that's when the chapel doors opened; Jax and Happy came in followed by the guy that had stopped me. "Tara, Jess this is Neron Padilla. Nero this is Tara my old lady." Jax said as Tara removed the gloves she had on and shook his hand. "And that's Hap's old lady Jessica."

I glanced up from the bullet wound I was stitching. "Nice to meet Neron, I would shake your hand but I'm kind of in the middle of something." I said to him with a smile and he smiled back.

"Don't worry about it sweetheart you guys can call me Nero. How is he doing?" He asked looking over at Tara.

"He's going to be fine I removed the bullet from his shoulder, cleaned it out and stitched it up. Jess took care of his leg, the first one she didn't have any issues but the second one she a difficult time getting it out. Don't worry though she was got it under control and was able to remove it so he should be good."

"Jax you are one lucky son of bitch to have two doctors around when ya need them." He said smiling at us. "Thanks a lot ladies."

As soon as I was done I removed the gloves and they had a few guys come in and take the guy to one of the rooms to rest. Happy came over to me. "I got some clothes still here go to the room and change your shirt." He said pointing at my bloody scrubs, he kissed the side of my neck and we walked out to the bar.

I went to the room washed up and changed a few minutes later Happy came in and sat on the bed watching me brush my hair back into a ponytail. "Are you going to be here late again?" I asked as I put the brush down and turned to face him.

"Jess what did the doctor say?" he said ignoring my question.

"Can we do this at home?" I asked trying to dodge his question.

"No I want to make sure everything is good with ya." He said getting up and walking to stand in front of me holding onto my hips. "Jess what did the doctor say?"

I closed my eyes and put my head down. "I'm pregnant." I said loud enough for him to hear but it sound almost like a whisper.

I keep my head down and my eyes closed when I felt both of his hands leave my hips. "Jess you better be fucking with me."

I opened my eyes to look at him just as tears slid down my face. "No I'm not fucking with you. Happy I'm pregnant."

"How the fuck did this happen?" he snapped at me. "Weren't you on fucking birth control or some shit like that?"

"I was before you got locked up then I stopped because I didn't need it." He raised an eyebrow at me. "When you got out so much shit has be going on that I never remember to get it again and you could have used a condom so this isn't just my fault."

"That's fucking bullshit, did you do this shit on purpose?" he yelled at me as he threw a lamp against the door. "I fucking told you my life wasn't ready for kids."

"I did not do this on purpose you asshole. Do you really think I would do this when I just started to get my career together?" I said snapping back at him. "I did not use this to fucking trap you. I can't fucking believe you would even think that let alone say it to me."

"What am I supposed to think you knew I didn't want fucking kids right now." he said to me in a menacing voice. "What do you plan on doing with it?"

"It's a god damn baby not an it." I screamed at him. "I plan on keeping the baby but don't worry I don't need you to be around so your life can go on as it is."

"What the fuck does that mean?" he snapped at me.

Before I could answer him there was a knock on the door so I walked over and yanked it open as I turned back to him. "Figure it out yourself." I yell as I stormed pass Chibs who knock at the door.

"GET THE FUCK BACK HERE NOW!" he screamed as I walked quickly down the hall.

When I walked into the bar everyone was staring at me, I wipe the tears from my face and got out of the clubhouse as quick as I could. Just as I got to my car I was stopped but it wasn't Happy. "Jess what's going on, are you alright?" Juice said grabbing my hand to stop me from getting in the car.

"You know what you were right he doesn't want kids." I said trying to pull my hand from his but he wouldn't let go. "I'm pregnant!" I snapped at him.

His hand released mine and he stood there stunned. "Are you fucking serious?"

"You just reacted the same way he did." I said climbing in the car. "I don't expect anything for anyone here." I said as I started to shut my door but he grabbed a hold of it before it closed.

"What the fuck are you saying to me?" he snapped at me. "Your my fucking sister do you think I would just ditch you because your fucking pregnant."

"You were pissed at me yesterday about it." I snapped at him.

"Just because I'm pissed doesn't mean I wouldn't be there for you." He said crouching down beside me. "Jess what ever happen in there with Hap will blow over once ya both calmed down."

"I just need to be alone for a little bit." I said softly to him. "I'm gonna go home."

He stood up and kissed my forehead before closing the door. "Jess don't do anything stupid."

"I'm not running, I'll be at home." I said to him and he smiled then walked away.

I laid my head against the stirring wheel for a few minutes when I was startled by someone placing a hand on my shoulder. I quickly sat back and saw Nero crouched by my car window. "Are you ok? You seemed very upset when you ran out here." he said to me in a soft voice.

"I'm fine, thanks for asking." I said to him as I glanced out the other window and saw Happy coming out the door, I look back at Nero. "I gotta go."

I turned the car on and put it in drive as he stepped away from the car. As I pulled out the lot I looked in the rearview mirror and saw Happy in Nero's face.

**Happy POV**

I didn't know what to do, she just told me she was pregnant and then basically said she wanted shit to do with me. Chibs just stood there staring at me. "Brotha are ya going ta tell me what happen in here?" he said pointing at the lamp on the floor.

"She's pregnant." I said as I sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Brotha are ya telling me dat ya let your old lady run outta here and she's pregnant wit ya child." He said running his hands through his hair. "Hap what are ya gonna do if she takes off on ya."

"SHIT!" I said jumping to my feet and ran out to see if she left. Just as I was getting to the door Juice walked in. "Where is she at?" I asked him.

"Hap what did you say to her?" he said not answering my question.

"I ain't got time for this where is she?" he nodded his head towards the door.

I quickly walked out and he followed behind me. I stopped in mid-step when I saw Nero crouched down by her car talking to her. She glanced my way and quickly turned back to him saying something then pulling off. I stalked over to him and got in his face.

"What the fuck were ya saying to my old lady?" I snapped at him.

"I was just seeing if she was ok." He said putting his hands up in defense. "Hap I was just being friendly."

"She ain't any of your concern ya got that." I snapped at him as Jax and Juice came over to us.

"Hap go home to your old lady, Juice just told me what's going on." He said pushing me back away from Nero. "Phil ain't with her he's in the clubhouse still so she's alone."

I nodded at him and ran to my bike taking off so I could try and catch up with her. I made it to the house just as she was getting out of her car. I could see that she was still crying. I jumped off the bike and ran towards her as she went in the house shutting the door before I got there and I know she saw me or at least heard the bike coming up behind her. I opened the door and saw her go in the kitchen.

"Jess we need to talk." I said walking up behind her but she wouldn't turn to face me. "Jess would ya fucking look at me?"

"No Hap, I don't want you here." she said as she put her stuff down on the table and walked to the sink and looked out the window.

"I ain't fucking leaving." I said walking over to her. "We need to talk this shit out now."

"If you're not going to leave then I will." She said picking her keys up and turned around. "I'm not staying here with you."

"Ya ain't fucking going anywhere." I snapped at her as I grabbed her arm and yanked her keys out of her hand tossing them across the room. "Quit fucking running and face your god damn problems."

"FUCK YOU!" She screamed at me. "Damn it." she growl as she yanked her arm away from me and cover her mouth as she ran to the guest bathroom.

I heard her vomiting in the bathroom, I walked in and saw her trying to hold her hair back so I walked over and held it back for her and rubbed her back. When she was done she quickly moved away from me, I leaned over and flushed the toilet as she rinsed her mouth.

"Jess why do you want to do this?" I calmly asked her.

"I don't have any choice, I refuse to get an abortion and I'm already eleven weeks along in this." She said as calm as she could while still facing the sink.

"Jess this fucking life ain't any good for a kid to be brought up in not with what I do for this club."

"Happy just say what you really want to, quit fucking hiding behind the excuses!" she snapped at me. "You don't want this baby. That's fine with me I already told you I don't need you to do this." I walked up behind her and tried to slide my hands around her waist but she knocked them away. "Don't touch me."

I grabbed her arm and spun her around to face me. "I ain't letting your ass leave." I growled in her face. "So don't think I'm the prospect and try and fucking sneak out. Ya got that?"

"If I decided to leave there ain't shit you can do about it." she snapped at me.

"Bitch don't fucking play games with me, that's my fucking kid in there." I said pointing at her stomach.

I don't know how I didn't see it coming but she smacked me right across the face. I stood there glaring at her. "It's not your kid it's mine; unlike you I actually want the baby." She snapped as she quickly went to the room and slammed the door then I heard the lock.

I walked over to the door and pounded on it. "Open the fucking door." I yelled.

"No, I have to stay here but I don't have to share my fucking bed with you." She yelled back through the door. "Find another fucking bed to sleep in."

Just as I was about to kick the door in my phone rang, looking at the caller ID I saw it was Juice. "What?" I said answering it as I walked down the stairs.

"Hap I ran that check on Laney, I think we have a problem."

"What's the fucking problem Juice?" I snapped at him.

"The name I was given doesn't exist, I called Tacoma to make sure I had the right name and I do. I also check all off Kelli's phone records and there are no calls to or from Tacoma."

"Fuck, did ya try to call Kelli to find out what the fuck is going on?" I asked him as I sat down on the steps.

"Yeah there was no answer I even sent Chibs to her place and he said her door was wide open and shit looked fucked up in there."

"Do ya have any way of tracking her?" I asked as I ran my hand down my face and suddenly felt someone come up behind me. I jumped to my feet and turned around to see Jess standing there.

"No I can't track her but I do got a shot of her off the security camera so I'm gonna tap into Charming system and try to do a face match against records."

**Jessica POV**

"Do what you gotta do and call me once ya got something." Happy said to whoever he was on the phone with still staring up at me as he hung up the phone. "I thought you were going to bed."

"I can't, I don't want to go to bed with us fighting." I said as I sat down on the steps a few feet from him. "Hap I didn't plan this and I know it's not going to be easy but I really need to know if this is something you can accept."

He came up a few steps and pulled me to my feet, we stood face to face. "I ain't gonna abandon you or our kid. A'ight."

"Happy I don't want to force this on you, if this isn't something you want just tell me."

"Jess I don't know if I'm ready for this." He said as he placed his hand on the side of my neck.

I took a hold of his hand and moved it. "I can't do this; I need to start thinking about my baby. I know this is new to the both of us but I have to put the baby first." I said putting my hand on my belly and his eyes looking down at it. "I know you have a lot going on right now and the last thing I want is you worried that I'm gonna run when you're not around so I promise not to do that and I will stay here but until you know if you can do this or not, this between us can't happen anymore."

"What the fuck do you mean by that?" he snapped at me.

I knew he was upset so I was trying to control my anger because I didn't want to make things worse. "I will stay here for now and if you decided this is too much for you then I'm leaving but I will not play games with my heart by being with you until you decided. I'm sorry for hitting you."

I walked away leaving him standing on the steps. This time I didn't shut and locked the door and he didn't come in. I climbed in bed and tried my hardest to keep my sobs quiet until I finally fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning I got dressed for work and went downstairs, I saw that he was asleep on the couch so I went to the kitchen and grabbed a quick bite to eat. About a half hour later I walked back into the living room and he was no longer in there, I heard a bike pull up to the house so I walked to the window and saw Phil pulling up. When he came to the door I opened it.

"Hey doc Hap called me twenty minutes ago and told me to come here and escort you to work." He said standing in the doorway.

"Alright just let me grab my bag and keys." I walked upstairs to get my bag and I saw Happy standing by his dresser getting clothes out. I grabbed my bag and looked his way as I walked back to the door. "Phil's here so I'm gonna get going."

"A'ight your keys are on the coffee table." He said his voice was completely void of emotion.

When I got to work Phil was walking me to the door and we both saw Neron Padilla standing outside the door smoking. "Is everything alright with your friend?" I asked when we got closer to him.

He raised an eyebrow at me. "Yeah everything is fine with him. Why?" he said sounding confused.

"Oh I thought something was wrong. You are standing outside a hospital." I said now sounding confused myself.

"OH I'm sorry I should have realized that would be your thought." He said smiling at me. "I came here looking for you."

Now I was completely confused but I didn't want to talk with Phil standing here. "I'm good Phil thanks for following me here."

"Are ya sure doc?" He said looking over at Nero before looking back at me. "I can stay a little longer if ya need me to."

"No I'm fine and can we please not tell Hap about this." I said gesturing to Nero with pleading eyes.

"I won't, be careful and call if ya need me I'll be at the clubhouse with your brother." He said as he gave me a smile and walked away.

"What did you need?" I asked once Phil was out of sight.

"I know you were pretty upset yesterday and I just wanted to check and make sure you were really ok." He said pointing at the bench. "Can we sit?"

I nodded my head and followed him to the bench. "I'm better a lot happen yesterday but things are better now." I knew it was a lie but he didn't need to know that.

For some reason the look on his face said he didn't believe me. "So how did you meet Hap?" he asked.

"I met him in Tacoma." I said cautiously. "I need to get into work."

"Just give me a few minutes." He said running his hand over his chin and I nodded ok to him. "I heard the prospect say he would be with your brother is this your blood brother?"

I quickly stood up. "I'm not comfortable with this anymore you're asking too many questions." I said as I walked away and he jumped up and followed me. "And just so you know yes it is a blood brother. If you want to know anything else you need to talk with Happy or my brother Juice."

"Jessica I'm sorry if this came off wrong. I just wanted to get to know you a little that's it, I feel like I know you from somewhere." He said grabbing my arm to stop me.

I pulled my arm away from him. "I am a doctor here at St. Thomas hospital. My name is Dr. Jessica Ortiz and I'm a sister to a Son. If you need to know anything other than that talk with my brother."

I saw something flash in his eye as if he realized something but it was gone as quick as it came. "Didn't you forget old lady?"

"No I didn't this conversation is over. If you follow me in here I will call Happy and Juice." I said to him and he smiled.

I walked away and he didn't follow me and I was thankful for that. I had no idea who he was and why he was questioning me, all I did know was that Chibs said Happy knew him when he was in Tacoma and Jax had ties with him also. I was nervous about running into him again but I didn't want to alarm anyone just yet about it either. Tara came running up behind me when I reached the elevator.

"Hey Jess was that the guy from the clubhouse yesterday?" She asked sounding worried.

"Yeah he just wanted to know what kind of pain meds his friend should take." I lied to her.

"Oh, how did things go with Happy yesterday?" she asked as we stepped on the elevator.

"I really don't want to talk about that right now. I'm having a hard enough time as it is keeping my breakfast down."

"That bad." She said and I nodded my head to her. "Well if you need anything you know where to find me." She said as the elevator stopped and she got off. "The vomiting will pass."

My day had been going pretty good and I wasn't ready to go home so I picked up an extra shift so I wasn't getting off of work until midnight. At about six o'clock that evening I spotted Chibs walking up to me as I came out of one of the rooms.

"Jessica what are ya still doin' here?" he said as he got closer to me. I knew he seemed upset because that's the only time he calls me by my name. "Tara called me and told me ya was pushing ya self too much."

"I'm working they need some help so I picked up and extra shift, why did Tara call you?"

"Ya don't need ta be workin' so damn much; it's not good for da wee one." He said pointing at my stomach. "She called me cause she said ya had a fight wit Hap and she didn't want ya upset wit her for calling him. I'm happy for ya lass about the wee one but ya gotta take better care of ya self."

"Chibs I am taking care of myself, it's just one extra shift." I said as I walked down the hall and he followed me.

"Lass a sixteen hour work shift is not good." He said quickly stepping in front of me to stop my walking. "Talk to me luv I know there's something botherin' ya."

"I'm going to be fine I promise." I said reaching out and holding his cheek. "If I need anything I will come to you alright."

"Aye, I'm always gonna be here for ya." He said placing a kiss on my forehead. "Just give Hap sometime, nothing catches him off guard but this did and it's killing him dat he don't know what ta do about it."

This was the part of this conversation I was dreading. "Chibs I can't wait for him to man up, I'm going to give him time but I'm not going to wait until I pop this baby out for him to decide." He just nodded kissing me one more time before he walked away.

The rest of my day went by in a blur after Chibs left I was left alone with my thoughts. When it was time for me to get out of work I felt completely exhausted, as I walked out of the building I saw Phil waiting on his bike next to my car. I smiled at him as I got in the car and we drove home. When we reached the house I saw Happy's bike in the driveway. Phil came up to the car and opened the door for me and I just shook my head smiling at him.

"You're just too sweet to me." I said patting his shoulder as I got out.

He walked me to the door. "Doc I'll be back in the morning to take you to work." He said as I opened the door and he walked away.

Going inside I saw Happy leaning against the back of the couch glaring at me. "You were supposed to fucking be home eight hours ago, where the fuck were you?" he snapped at me.

"I picked up some extra hours at work." I said walking pass him.

"That shit can't be any good for ya right now." he said following behind me to the kitchen.

"Why do you care?" I said trying to keep all emotion out of my voice.

"There ain't no fucking winning with your ass." He snapped walking away from me.

I knew I was pressing his buttons with my comments but at the moment I couldn't care less if he was upset. I grabbed a drink of water and then went upstairs. I showered, got dress and climbed in bed just as I got comfortable Happy cleared his throat from the doorway where he was leaning.

"What?" I asked as I sat up and looked at him.

"Are ya still keeping me out of my bed?" he asked pointing at the bed.

"No you can sleep in it, I'll sleep in the other room then." I said climbing out of the bed.

"I can't believe you're going to fucking act like this, keep the fucking bed." he said walking out the room slamming the door behind him.

The rest of the week basically went the same way for us, we only spoke to each other when it was of absolute need and I only went to the clubhouse when I was needed there. Happy has been staying in Kozik's old room while I stood in our room. When I woke up today Happy was already gone and Phil was down stairs watching TV. He told me Gemma needed me to come to the clubhouse. I got dressed in a pair of low rise denim capris with a pink crew neck top and my black and pink pumas, we left the house and went straight there. As I pulled into the lot I noticed most of the bikes were gone. I parked and walked over to the office.

Hey Gemma, how are you doing?" I asked walking in.

"I'm good baby girl." She said sitting back in her chair as she removed her glasses. "I don't know how much Happy has told you but things around here are not good and we need you stay here today."

"Happy and I aren't talking much right now but why do I need to stay here?" I said sitting in the chair across from her.

"Jess that croweater Kelli disappeared after she left here that day with Laney."

"Why would a missing croweater be a concern to us?" I asked raising an eyebrow at her.

"I don't know all I know is Jax told me to have you come here." she said as she came and sat next to me. "With the little one baking in here, they are taking all the precautions to keep you safe." she said as she rubbed my slightly round belly. "On your days off you have to hang out here and please don't fight us on this."

"Ok I won't put up a fight." I said leaning back against the chair. "With all the work I've been putting in at the hospital I just don't have the strength to battle you." I said smiling over at Gemma and she smirked at me. Even though I told Chibs I wouldn't do it I had picked up extra hours every day I worked.

"Sweetheart you're going to make a great mom but you need to slow down." She said still rubbing circles on belly, I felt my body relaxing under her hand and she must have sensed it because she smiled at me. "This use to relax me too, Jax's dad JT would rub my belly until I fell asleep."

"That's one luxury I no longer have and if you don't stop I'm going to fall sleep here in this chair and you're coming home with me every night." I said smiling at her, this was the first time Gemma and I really bonded. "I would love to have someone to share this with."

Then we both heard a throat clear when we turned to see who it was, we saw Jax and Happy standing there. "Hey baby how long have you been standing there?" Gemma asked and patted my stomach one more time as she stood up and walked to him kissing his cheek and patting Happy on the shoulder. "Hey killer."

"Long enough." He said looking between Happy and me. "Jess did ma talk with you about staying around here on your days off?"

"Yeah she did, I'm going to go see if there's anything to eat inside." I got up and walked pass them and Happy followed me out.

"Jess ya don't look good what's wrong?" he asked as he grabbed my hand to stop me from walking.

"I'm just tired, I haven't been sleeping well." I said turning to face him.

"Jax we good?" he said looking back at Jax and Jax nodded yes to him. "Let's go." He said looking at me.

"Where are we going?" I asked raising an eyebrow at him.

"Don't fucking fight with me, let's go." He started walking and pulled me with him.

As we were walking across the lot a few more bikes rode in and I saw Nero get off one of them and he smiled at me. Happy looked between the both of us and glared at Nero as he pulled me closer to him and put his arm around my shoulders but still held my hand. We went into the clubhouse and he took me to the back where his room was and opened the door.

"Lay down." He demanded as he pushed me to the bed. I shook my head no and he lifted me off my feet and laid me down on the bed. "I ain't letting your ass fight back today." He said pushing me over and laying down behind me. He pulled me back against his chest, I could feel his slow steady breathing on the back of my neck then his hand came in contact with my stomach, I stiffened but he whispered in my ear. "Just relax." His raspy voice said to me as he rubbed small circles on my belly.

"You heard me and Gemma talking didn't you?" I asked him turning my head to look at him behind me as I felt my body relax under his hand and a tear slipped out when I realized this was the first time he held my stomach since we found out I was pregnant. He nodded his head as he leaned down and kissed the tear away. "I missed you." I whispered to him.

"What was that back there with Nero?" he asked me.

"I don't know. Whenever I see him he smiles at me or is trying to ask me how I'm doing. I feel weird around him."

"Jess, just watch yourself around him." Happy said as he kissed the side of my neck. "Close your eyes and get some sleep." I felt myself slowly drifting to sleep and that's when I heard him whisper in my ear. "I missed ya too."

But I was too tired to respond to him so I fell asleep. After what felt like days of made up sleep but I'm sure it was just a couple of hours I woke up still in Happy's arms. I felt his hand still on my stomach so I reached down and placed mine on top of his.

"Jess I'm sorry for being a dick with ya." I heard him say from behind me. "I ain't gonna let you and my kid walk out of my life. This made it all real for me." He said patting my slightly round belly. "How the hell did we not notice this shit?"

"I keep asking myself the same thing. We have been so busy and barely see each other enough to notice the change and I'm sorry for being a bitch so much lately."

"When did ya really figure out you were pregnant?" he asked as he kissed the back of my neck.

"It wasn't me, Gemma was the one to point it out and the next morning when I got sick you made it pretty clear this wasn't something you wanted." I said trying to turn to face him but he wouldn't let me. "I was scared to tell you when I did confirm it."

"This ain't gonna be easy for either of us, we have no fucking idea how to take care of a kid." He said finally letting me turn to face him; he held my face between his hands. "Jessica Ortiz I'm all in." his lips then crashed onto mine.

"Hap what's going on with that croweater that I'm stuck here on my days off?" I asked when he let me breathe again. "Do I need to worry or is the just precaution?"

"Juice is working on that right now so as soon as he knows you'll know." He said rolling us over until I was on top straddling him. "Do you have any idea how horny I've been?"

"Yeah I do." I said leaning down to kiss him just as there was a knock on the door. "Damn it!" I said as he pulled himself up to sit and pulled me closer to his chest.

"What!" he yelled towards the door.

"Hap we gotta talk now." Juice said through the door.

"Come in." Happy replied to him and I went to slide off him but he grabbed my hips. "Stay where you're at I ain't done with ya." He said with a smirk as he kissed my Jaw.

"Hap…. Shit I didn't know you were both in here, I'll come back." Juice said as he started to walk out.

"Nah brother, what did you need?" Happy said to him as I laid my head on his chest.

"I got something you might want to look at." He said handing Happy a file folder. "I'm gonna talk with Jax I think we might need to call church." He then walked out.

Happy opened the folder and then stiffened up under me. "FUCK!" he snapped dropping the folder on the bed beside us and I looked down at it. "Jess we got a serious fucking problem." He said grabbing my face to look at him.

"Hap your scaring me what the hell is wrong?" I said hearing the worry in my tone. Then I felt my stomach turn. "SHIT!" I growled as I jumped off Happy and ran to the bathroom. Happy came in behind me as I flushed the toilet. "I can't keep nothing fucking down." I said walking to the sink.

"Jess we need to talk." Happy said as Juice came back in the room and Happy motioned for him to wait. "Laney ain't who we thought she was."

"I don't care about who she is." I snapped looking at him through the mirror. I hated hearing her name let alone talking about her. "I don't want to hear about that bitch."

"Jess ya have to hear him out." Juice said coming further into the small bathroom.

I nodded my head and looked at Happy. "Her name ain't Laney, its Leslie Jacobs." Happy said looking over at Juice then back at me. "Juice had to dig deep to find this out, Jess she is Kevin Jacob's wife."

"No that ain't true!" I snapped pushing pass Juice to get out of the bathroom, I didn't want to believe him. They both followed behind me.

"Jess look at the file I gave Hap it's all in there." Juice said walking to the bed, grabbed the file off it and handed it to me. "Open it and read it." he said softly.

"I don't fucking care what this says." I snapped throwing the file back at him.

Happy took a hold of my arms and spun me to face him. "What the hell is wrong with you?"

"I can't do this again, Why can't they just leave us alone?" I said leaning into his chest.

"We'll fix this Jess." Juice said looking at me with pity in his eyes.

"Every time this gets fixed another one of his fucking family members comes after us again." I said pushing off Happy's chest. "They're not going to stop until one or both of us is dead."

"That ain't gonna happen!" Happy snapped at me as he pulled me back to him. "I'll kill every fucking person in his family if I have to."

"Jess we protected you last time, we'll do it again." Juice said walking over to us and rubbed my back. "Plus I think she's here for Hap not you. She was surprised to even see you here."

I looked up at Happy now worried for him and he saw that when he looked down at me. "She ain't gonna touch me so don't worry Babe." He said kissing my lips softly.

"Hap, Jax is waiting for us he wants church now." Juice said walking away.

We walked out to the main room and most of the guys were already waiting in the chapel. Nero and his guys were standing by the pool table drinking and Gemma was sitting by the bar talking to Chuckie. "Stay with Gemma until I get out of there." Happy said to me as he glanced over at Nero who was looking at us.

Happy kissed me deeply before he walked away and I walked over and sat next to Gemma. "Would you like a beer?" Chuckie asked me.

"No you idiot she's pregnant get her a bottle of water!" Gemma snapped at him. "Did you sleep well?" she asked smiling at me.

"Yeah I did." I said smiling back at her. "And before you ask Happy and I are doing much better."

"Oh baby girl I wasn't going to ask, that kiss said enough." She said smirking and I had to laugh knowing she was right.

"I didn't know you were pregnant." Nero said coming up behind me and Gemma. "Congratulation."

"Thank you." I said as I turned to face him. There was something about his eyes that seemed so familiar and I couldn't figure it out.

"Nero here was an old friend of JT's; he's been helping Jax out with some problems." Gemma said to me as I stared at him.

"How did you know Happy?" I asked him. I now knew how he knew Jax but now I wanted to know how he knew Happy.

"About ten years ago I was doing business with Samtac and we got to know each other pretty good because we were working close on a few things." He said and I just nodded at him.

"If you don't mind me asking where are you from?" I asked and Gemma raised an eyebrow at me.

"I've been just about everywhere you can name." he said smirking at me.

"Gemma, I'm gonna get a bite to eat." I said walking away and he raised an eyebrow at me.

"Don't mind her, it's the hormones." I heard Gemma say to him.

The guys were in church for a while so I went out to the office with Gemma. She was on the phone yelling at someone so I went to stand by the open door looking out on to the lot as I mindlessly rubbed my belly. As I looked around I stepped out the door a little more and my eyes landed on my old car that was still sitting under a tarp in the corner. Seeing the car took me back to that night, I was in my daze pretty deep that I didn't notice someone standing next to me.

"What's with the car under the tarp?" Nero said from beside me and I jumped a little when he spoke. "I'm sorry didn't mean to scare you." He said putting his hands up. "So what's the story behind the car? You seemed deep in thought looking at it."

"There ain't a story behind it." Happy said from behind us and we turned to look at him. "Jess lets go home."

I walked over to stand next to Happy and Nero smiled at me. "I'm going to go talk with Gemma." Nero said as he started to walk away but Happy stopped him.

"Why are ya so interested in my old lady? Every time ya get a chance you talk with her, first here at the club then at her job and now here again." I looked up at him stunned when he mentioned my job.

"I'm just trying to be friendly." He said to Happy

"Stop trying she doesn't need ya to be friends with her so back off my old lady." Happy said as he grabbed my hand and we walked away. "Before ya ask I knew this whole time Phil can't keep shit from me and ya should know that already." he said looking down at me as we walked to my car.

"Why didn't you say anything about it?" I asked.

"Wasn't a need to I already knew what happen!" he said with a smirk as he opened my car door. "Ya thought Phil left when all he did was hide and listened to the whole conversation."

I stood there looking at him shocked. "He heard everything?"

"Yup even when ya threaten if he followed ya you would call me or Juice. I knew I didn't need to worry that's why I never brought it up." He said leaning forward to kiss me. "Jess ya can't hide shit from me I will find out."

AN: For those of you who don't know Neron "Nero" Padilla is not an OC of mine he is a creation of Kurt Sutter's for season 5 because I don't know his use exactly yet I decided to use him in my own way for it to fit the story. Thanks again for reading I hope you enjoyed this chapter please feel free to review and let me know how I'm doing.