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Chapter Twenty Nine
When we reached the office Happy opened the door and nodded for me to go in. "I told him to back off and he wouldn't, thanks for helping me back there." I said to him as he followed in behind me.
"I told ya no one was going to hurt you anymore." He said as he grabbed my arm and turned me to face him. "Why were you standing alone in the first place?"
"I tried to find Dana or Tara but the crowd was just too big to find anyone so I stood off to the side hoping to see them."
"He didn't touch you anywhere did he?" Happy growled.
"He had his slimy mouth on my neck as he was trying force my leg around his hip while I was trying to push him off when you guys came over." I said as I ran my fingers through my hair. "It felt so dirty."
Happy walked over Gemma's desk and pulled out some wipes and walked over to me and started to wipe my neck clean. "He won't ever do that shit again." He said in low voice, the feel of his fingers on my neck was driving me crazy so I stepped back.
"I'm gonna go find Dana so we can go back to the house." I said as I started to walk away when I got to the door I was fighting with myself on whether I should walk out or not when I felt his hand on my side, I closed my eyes.
"How many more of these do ya have?" he said in a low raspy voice as he traced one of the large roses with his thumb. "And who the hell had their fucking hands all over my shit?"
"I only got the two; I had it done at a shop by my apartment in LA." I said still holding my eyes closed.
"Why do you keep running away?" he said and I could feel him move closer to me. "I thought I could stay mad at ya but I can't." he said as his other hand swept my hair over my shoulder exposing the side and back of my neck as his finger traced the angel wings. "You're so far under my fucking skin I can't stand it." he growled at me and I slowly opened my eyes.
"If me being here is a problem for you I'll leave in the morning." I said in a shaky voice as I reached for the door knob.
His hand that was on my side slid across my waist and he pulled me back into his chest. His other hand snaked around my waist and moved up to my neck and he pushed my head back onto his shoulder. "You ain't fucking going back there." He growled in my ear.
"I have to go back on Sunday." I said as I brought one of my hands up to the hand he had around my throat. I was hoping he wouldn't squeeze when I said that.
"Ya ain't fucking running anymore; your ass is staying where it fucking belongs."
I pulled his hand away from my throat and turned to face him. "Happy I have to go back." he started to walk me backwards until my back hit the door as he glared down at me. "How could you even want me here after the way I hurt you?"
"Jessica we both say shit and do shit we shouldn't, the fucking problem is you never stick around long enough to work it out. How many times do I gotta fucking tell your ass to stop high tailing it outta here and fucking face the problem?" he said as he cupped my face in his hands.
"There was too much to face and I just couldn't handle it on my own. First I lose our baby then I say horrible things to you and on top of that my ma tells me about Neron just before she tells me that it was all my fault the baby was dead." I said to him as I closed my eyes to keep myself from crying.
"Open your eyes and look at me." He said in a low raspy voice as I open my eyes and felt a tear slip down he wiped it with his thumb. "First of all why didn't you tell me what that bitch said to ya, I'm gonna snap her fucking neck the next time I see her. That shit was not your fault; I don't ever want to hear you fucking say that again."
"Happy I really am sorry for blaming you for it." I said as I laid my hands on his chest. "I need to go."
"Ya ain't fucking going anywhere." He snapped at me as his lips crashed onto mine.
The kiss was urgent and demanding but I had missed the way his lips felt against mine, I ran my hands up his chest and around his neck. His hands released my face and slid down my body brushing the side of my breast causing me to moan in his mouth, they made their way to my hips and he lifted me off my feet and I wrapped my legs around his hips. The feel of his body between my legs had me in a frenzy. He walked us over to one of the chairs as he held onto my ass and he sat down with me straddling him, never breaking our kiss. Happy's hands slid back up my body pushing my shirt up and over my breast when he had both his hands cupping my breast he growled and pulled out of the kiss and started to trail kisses along my jaw then down my neck to my chest. Just as I leaned back to give him more access the door open and Jax walked in.
"Hap we need…. Shit! I'm sorry guys." He said as he quickly turned and faced the door. I pushed myself forward and buried my face in Happy's neck as he quickly pulled my top down and held onto my hips. "Hap when you're done we gotta talk."
"A'ight give us a minute." Happy said to him and Jax walked out.
"This is wrong I need to go." I said as I tried to stand up but he gripped my hips tighter holding me on his lap.
"What the fuck do you mean this shit is wrong." He growled at me.
"Happy I have to leave in two days we can't keep doing this to ourselves it will only make things harder."
"I already told ya you ain't fucking leaving." He snapped at me. "I ain't gonna let you. I'm putting my fucking foot down now. You're my fucking old lady shits gonna go my way now."
He pushed me to my feet but still held my hips as he got up. "Happy we can talk about this later, you have club business and I need to find Dana and get going to the house."
"A'ight but we ain't done talking about this shit." He said as he led me to the door and opened it.
When we walked out the office most of the patch members were standing around in a circle and all the people that weren't a Son was gone already. Jax and Juice saw us walk out and they came walking over. "Jess I sent your friend Dana back to your house with Tara." Jax said when he approached us. "Hap everyone is gone that's not a Son except Jess and that asshole."
"What the fuck is that bastard still breathing for?" Happy snapped as we stopped walking. "We don't let mutha fuckers that push up on ladies like that live, especially one that does that shit to my old lady."
"Hap as much as I want him dead for doing that shit to my sister we can't too many people saw him here and if he just disappears they will know we did it." Juice said as he looked at me. "Jess are ya good?" I nodded my head to him.
"Hap look I'm not saying what he did was any good but he didn't know she was your old lady." Jax said trying to reason with Happy.
"She is my old lady not was." Happy snapped at him. "Have Phil follow her home." He said looking at Juice. "I'm gonna handle this shit my way."
He looked down at me and then walked away and Jax went running after him as Juice walked to me. "Jess what's going on with you and Hap?"
"I don't know." I said as I ran my fingers through my hair. "I need to get to the house before Dana totally freaks on Tara."
"A'ight, go to the car I'll get Phil." He said walking away.
Phil followed me back to the house, when I parked he came over and open the car door for me like he use to when he was a prospect. He walked me to the door, when I walked in Tara was sitting on the couch and Dana was pacing in front of her. They both looked towards the door when it opened and Phil nodded his head at Tara and I then he left.
Oh my god what happen where were you?" Dana screeched at me. "Some big guy came up to us and told Juice something about everyone that didn't have a patch needed to leave, I went with Juice to look for you but that Chibs guy and I think his name was Jax said I should leave with Tara." She said as she started to ramble. "I didn't want to leave but Juice told me to listen to them."
"I tried to calm her down but it wasn't working." Tara said as she stood up and came by me to whisper. "Are you ok? Jax told me something happen with you but he didn't have time to tell me what happen."
"I'm alright. I'll tell you later what happen; I don't want Dana to hear." I whispered back to her. "Dana I was safe I was with Happy when all the commotion went down." She raised an eyebrow at me and both Tara and I smiled at her. "Despite what you think about him, he won't let anything happen to me." I said to her.
"You have no idea the shit Happy would do to keep her safe." Tara said looking at Dana then turned to me. "I'll see you guys tomorrow at Gemma's for the baby shower." She hugged me and whispered in my ear again. "If you need to talk just call me or Gemma." I nodded my head and she left.
"Jess what happen?" she said as she calmed down and sat on the couch. "I was freaking out, I'm not use to shit like this. When a party is broken up in LA it's by the cops here I had no idea what the hell was going on."
"I know, it was just some guy getting out of hand and they didn't want any trouble so they ended the party." I said sitting next to her. "Dana I think I screwed up." She raised her eyebrow at me. "When they kicked everyone out I was in the office with Happy, if Jax didn't walk in when he did I think I would have fucked him right there."
"I'm not a big fan of his but why would you fucking Happy be a problem, he was your boyfriend?" she said sounding surprised.
"Because we have to leave in two days and I shouldn't have lead him on like that." I said putting my head in my hands. "Dana I still love him and I don't want to hurt him anymore."
"You know what we need." She said getting up. "A couple of beers and some music." She said as she went to the kitchen. "This always worked when you were depressed back home."
I knew she was trying to cheer me up so I went with it as she handed me a beer and walked to the stereo and turned it on loud so I kicked off my heels and sat back. After about a twelve pack of beer, a few shots and pack of cigarettes between the both of us, which I picked up the habit in LA, we had a pretty good buzz going. By this time Dana was dancing around the living room as I was sitting on the couch laughing at her while I smoked another cigarette. I had completely forgotten about my problems until I heard a raspy voice in my ear behind me.
"When did you fucking start this shit?" he said snatching the cigarette from my lips. "Is there anything else your hiding?"
I jumped off the couch and spun around to see Happy and Juice standing there glaring at me, Dana was in mid-turn when she noticed them. "OH SHIT." She screeched. "When did you two get here?"
Juice walked over to the stereo and hit the power button and the room went silent. "If the front door was locked and the music was low you would know the answer to that." Juice said to her with an attitude.
"It's just a damn cigarette." I said glaring back at Happy then I turned towards Juice. "Juan Carlos you don't have to have an attitude with her." I knew the liquor was doing the talking but I couldn't stop it.
"I told ya stop fucking calling me that." Juice snapped at me and I could see he was pissed.
"It's your damn name isn't it?" I snapped at him and he took a step towards me. "Are you named after your father or are we still not going to talk about it?"
"I told you I didn't want to talk about that shit so back the fuck off." He snapped at me as he moved closer to me but Happy got between us.
"Back the fuck off her." He said pushing on Juice's chest. "Why don't the two of you take a fucking ride, we need to talk alone." He said to Juice and he nodded as he grabbed Dana's hand.
"Do you want me to go?" Dana said looking at me and I nodded my head to her and she followed Juice out.
"When did ya fucking start smoking?" he asked as the front door shut behind Dana.
"When I moved." I replied as I sat back down and picked my beer bottle up. "What happen after I left the clubhouse?"
"Don't worry about that." He said as he sat on the coffee table in front of me. "New ink, new look and a smoking habit, Is there anything else I need to know?" he said crossing his arms over his chest. "Are ya fucking someone else and that's why ya said that shit was wrong?"
"No, I haven't slept with anyone since the last time we had sex." I snapped at him and he glared at me. "I said it was wrong because I don't want to hurt you by leading you on to think I was staying."
Happy got up and stood over me leaning forward and placing his hands on the couch behind my head. "This is the last fucking time I'm telling you this." He said in a very menacing voice that had me scared. "Ya ain't fucking leaving again."
"Happy all my stuff is out there and so is my job, I have to go back." I said to him softly hoping he would calm down. "This is part of the reason why I didn't want to come back here."
"What's the other part?" he said a little softer but I could still hear the anger in his voice.
"That I would regret leaving in the first place."
"Do you?" he said as he moved one of his hands to hold my face softly and I closed my eyes at his touch. "Do you regret it?"
"Yes." I said as I pushed on his chest and he stood up straight looking down on me. "Why the hell do you even want me here I was a complete bitch to you? You should be hating me right now, I know I hate myself." I got to my feet and walked into the kitchen.
He followed behind me. "Stop fucking talking like that." He snapped as he grabbed my arm to stop me from walking. "I don't hate you, I'm pissed at ya but I don't fucking hate you."
"I don't know what I'm doing anymore, I feel so fucking lost and it's driving me crazy." I said as I went to the refrigerator and pulled a beer out but he took it from my hand, popped it open and drank half the bottle then handed me the rest. "Where were you when I found out about the baby?"
He moved closer to me and held onto my hips. "When I found out about the baby I took off from the hospital and headed towards Tacoma."
"Why were you going to Tacoma?" I asked as I put my hands on his chest. "Why didn't you stay with me?"
"The only thing on my mind was keeping you safe so I wanted everybody that had any ties to that bastard to die that night. I was at the Washington border when I came across Lorca and Donut that's when I realized the only place I needed to be was with you."
"I don't know why but I though you didn't care enough to want to be with me." I said looking down at the floor. "When I open my eyes all I wanted was you."
"I should have been there for ya." He said lifting my chin. "I got there as quick as I could."
"Happy when you left here the other day I thought it was over for us and I ruined everything."
"It was over, when I walked out that door I was done with you, Jess I wasn't lying to ya when I said you killed me with the shit ya said and then leaving me again." He brought his hands up to my face and held me. "In the beginning I didn't know if I wanted a kid but after I had time to adjust to it and seeing that smile on your face made me want it more than anything."
"Happy I'm sorr…." Before I could finish my sentence his lips were on mine silencing me with a soft kiss.
"You already said sorry you don't gotta keep saying it." he said to me as he pulled back. "Just don't ever say something like that again to me because I ain't gonna take that shit again." I just nodded my head at him then his lips were on mine again.
His hands slid down from face to my hips and he lifted me up, I wrapped my legs around his hips like I had done earlier but this time he walked to the stairs and made his way up them to our room without breaking our kiss. When we entered the room he kicked the door shut with his foot and placed me back on me feet finally pulling apart and we crawled onto the bed together, than collapsed into each other's arms. We held each other tight and kissed hard, tongues sliding into each other's mouth, both breathing a bit harder. Happy pulled away and pulled my shirt up and off of me, then reached up to squeeze my breasts through my bra.
I moaned out loud as he started rubbing my tits and pinching my quickly hardening nipples. "Oh Hap yesss..." I moaned and he smirked. He slid his hands beneath me and undid my bra, pulling it off and quickly moving to start sucking on my nipples. I writhed underneath him as he sucked and bit at my tits and nipples. I started moaning as he started kissing and licking his way down my body slowly. He brought his hands up to undo my jean skirt, then pulled it off when I lifted my ass up for him. He tossed my skirt onto the floor and pushed me back down flat onto the bed. "Hap I'm not on any birth control, do you have a condom?" I said to him breathlessly.
"I ain't using a condom, haven't used one since the first year we were together I ain't gonna start now." He spread my legs open and started licking his way up my legs and thighs and I let out a low moan. He pushed my legs open further and bit down on the inner thigh of my right leg and started sucking on the spot hard. He pulled his head back for a second to admire the dark bruise like spot he left on my thigh, than licked the rest of his way up my leg. He slid his tongue slowly over my slit through my panties and I let out a low moan. I squirmed underneath him as he ran his tongue up and down the length of my slit through my panties. I brought my hands up and started squeezing my breasts.
"Stop teasing me." I said in a low, almost breathy tone. He smirked up at me expectantly and didn't say anything. For a second I just returned his stare, than I put on my best pout and said. "Please Happy, I can't wait I need to feel you inside of me."
Happy smirked and pulled the crotch of my panties aside and slowly ran his tongue up the length of my wet slit. I moaned out loud at the feel of his tongue along my flesh as he licked up and down, slipping his tongue deeper inside me with each lick. He licked and sucked until my breathing became faster and more frantic. Sensing that I was close he pulled away and smirked at me as pulled my panties off and brought two fingers up between my legs and slid them inside and started to pump them in and out of me while he kissed his way back up my body. This was enough to bring me over the edge and I screamed out as my pussy tightened around his fingers and I started to cum. He continued to kiss up my body as I rode out my climax until he was hovering over me and kissed me hard, I moaned happily and kissed him back. "Hap I want you inside me...now."
Happy got up and quickly stripped then climbed back on top of me. He slid up between my spread legs and reached down to take his hard cock in his hand and brought it up to my pussy. Happy teasingly ran the head up and down my slit a few times before starting to slide himself deep inside of me. We both moaned out as he buried his cock as deep inside as he could. He stayed there for a moment, enjoying the feel of me wrapped tightly around him before he started pulling back out. He started pumping in and out of me slowly at first, but quickly picking up the tempo. I writhed underneath him as he fucked me, running my nails down his back and leaving little red welts behind. Happy growled out loud at the feel of my nails down his back and pumped harder, slamming the full length of his hard cock in and out of my wet pussy. I screamed out loud and came all over his cock. He kept pumping through my orgasm and finally let himself go as I came down. He slammed himself deep inside of me one last time and growled out loud as he started to shoot his cum inside me as I continued to convulse around him. He collapsed next to me on the bed, his cock slipping out, as we both fought to catch our breath. After a few minutes, our breathing returned to normal and Happy pulled me into his arms. I snuggled up against him and buried my face into his neck.
We laid like that for what felt like hours but had only been about twenty minutes, I knew he wouldn't but we needed to talk about my leaving and I had to be the one to bring it up. I pulled away from his neck and looked up at him he must have sensed what I was going to say because he shook his head and pushed me away as he sat up and swung his legs of the bed and had his back to me.
"You're still going to leave aren't you?" he asked as he reached for his jeans and slid them on along with his socks and boots.
I dropped myself back on the bed and let out a sigh. "Happy I wish I didn't have to but I do."
He turned his body to lean over me with a hand on each side of my body. "You're going to call that bitch at St. Thomas and talk to her about coming back here. Tara told me that bitch said she would give you your job back."
"Happy I still have all my things there and even if I did talk to her it would take a couple of weeks before I could come back."
"Call her tomorrow, I ain't letting your ass go back alone." He said as he leaned further down and kissed me roughly as he balanced on one hand and ran his other hand down my still naked body. "Put some clothes on before I have my way with ya again."
I pushed on his chest and he stood up as I slid out of bed and walked towards the bathroom. "I think I'm going to take a shower first." I said to him over my shoulder as I walked to the shower and started the water.
I wasn't alone very long because Happy came in and ended up joining me in the shower. After another round of great sex we both washed up and got out. I got dressed in a pair of cut off shorts with a brown slim fit tank top and a pair of black ankle socks; I went down stairs to the kitchen while Happy got dressed. I pulled out two beers and had put them down on the counter when Happy's arms snake around my waist and pulled me back against his chest.
"I'm gonna talk with Jax because when ya go back I'm gonna be down there a lot until ya come home for good." He growled in my ear as he trail kisses down my neck to my collarbone.
Just then Juice and Dana walked in, Happy and I both turned our head towards them. "Jess can we talk?" Juice said to me as they stopped in the doorway.
I nodded my head and Happy kissed me one more time before he let me go. "Happy can you and Dana please not fight?" he just grunted at me as he grabbed one of the beers and walked pass them to the living room. I handed the other beer to Dana and she gave me a weak smile. "Just don't say anything mean to him." I said to her and she nodded and walked away.
"Jess, look I'm sorry for snapping at ya like that." Juice said as he moved closer to me.
"My mouth seems to like running before I think so I'm sorry for bring that shit up when you don't want to talk about it."
"I need to talk about it, it feels like it's eating me alive but I want to do it when we can be alone." He said as he leaned against the counter next to me. "So what's up with you and Hap?"
"He wants me to come home." I said running my fingers through my hair. "It's not going to be easy to do it because I signed a contract with the hospital saying I was going to stay there for at least a year."
"Shit jess why would you do that?" he said shaking his head at me. "Does Hap know about that?"
"No he doesn't and I don't know how to tell him either."
"Look I'll talk to the Rosen and Lowen and see if they can do anything if that's what you want?"
"Yeah that would be good, I'll call Margret in the morning and see if she can do anything." I said as I hugged him and he squeezed me tighter.
"Let's go in the other room because I don't know how long Happy is going to be able to sit with Dana and not want to shot her head off." Juice said and we let out a small laugh as we walked in the living room and I saw Happy glaring at her.
"Jess, Happy said to you were going to move back here but you can't you still have five months on your contract with Cedar Sinai." Dana blurted out when we walked in and my eyes went wide as Happy turned his glare on me.
"Ya ain't fucking staying out there for five fucking more months." He snapped at me.
Before I could say anything Juice talked first. "Hap, I'm gonna have Rosen look at her contract and see if he can get her out of it."
Happy stood up and walked over to me. "We're going to bed." He said looking down at me and I nodded. "We'll see you guys in the morning."
"He's staying here." Dana asked pointing at Happy.
"I fucking live here if ya don't like it have Juice take your ass to the motel because my old lady ain't going anywhere but upstairs with me." He snapped at her.
I put my hand on Happy's chest and he looked down at me. "Dana don't start with him, we're going to bed."
The next morning when I woke up I almost felt like it was all dream until I felt Happy's arm across the small of my back and I turned back to see him sleeping there with me. When we finally got out of bed I found that Juice spent the night with Dana so we all got ready for the day ahead of us, I made a call to Margret and she was going to try and see what she can do about getting me back at St. Thomas. Dana and I left for Gemma's as Juice and Happy went to the clubhouse. Lyla's baby shower was pretty nice and she got a lot of things, Dana got comfortable with a few of the old ladies there including Tara. I was having a hard time sitting here watching everyone smile and rub her belly. During all the commotion of the baby kicking like a mad man and everyone being in awe I slipped out the back and was sitting alone on the back deck smoking.
"I told Lyla this was going to be hard on ya." Opie said as he came up beside me and placed a glass of liquor in front of me on the table. "I noticed you walk out here and figured you could use this."
"Thanks Ope." I said as I down the whole glass.
"I should have brought the bottle." He said with a smile as I looked up at him. "How are ya doing?"
"I thought this would be easier." I said turning back to look out in the yard. "I should have had my little bundle here with me right now."
"Jess I'm gonna head to the clubhouse right now do you want me to have Hap come get ya?"
"No I'm ok I just needed some fresh air." I said as I got up. "Thanks for the drink Ope; I really am happy for the two of you. You guys deserve this."
"Jess you deserved this too, I wish that shit didn't happen to ya." He said as he pulled me into a hug. "I know when you're ready for it you will have another baby and that's going to be you in there enjoying the attention. None of us will ever forget what you and Hap loss and the pain you two went through."
"Opie you are sweet thank you." I said to him as I reached up on my toes and kissed his bearded cheek. "You're like another big brother to me; you seem to know the things to say to make me feel better."
"Sweetheart you have lots of big brothers, do you even realize you're the only little sister in the clubhouse." He said looking down at me as he held me in the hug. "I'm sure someone told ya that a few of us were hurt by ya leaving, you're our little sister and Lyla's best friend. When she was feeling like she had no one you were there for her."
"Ope I don't know when but I am coming home. I shouldn't have left and I regret it more than anything."
"I'm glad you're coming back, life with Hap would be so much easier."
We said our bye and he left while I went back inside. The only one that noticed me slip away was Gemma. "How are you holding up baby girl?" Gemma asked as I walked up next to her.
"I'm good but I gonna head out, I need to get some rest before I make the trip back to LA tomorrow."
"I thought Jax said you were staying in town." She said to me.
"I have to go back but I hope to come home soon, I talked with Margret this morning and she's seeing what she can do."
Dana and I took off after my talk with Gemma, when we got to the house Happy wasn't there yet so the two of just relaxed and watched a couple of movies. "Jess are you really going to move back here?" Dana asked as we were watching the first movie.
"Dana no matter how far I go or how hard I try to change my life will always be here." I said looking over at her. "I know you don't understand any of this and there is no way of explaining it but I belong here with my family."
"Isn't Juice your only brother?"
"My only blood brother but all these guys are like brothers to me. Besides Happy, Kozik has been the closest person to me in this club." I said running my fingers through my hair. "I love all these guys like I love my brother. No matter what I do or say they always manage to forgive me and be here for me when I need them."
"Wow so it's like one huge extended family." She said sounding amazed. "Is Gemma like the momma bear or something like that? Who is the papa bear?"
"Gemma is the best to have around especially if you're in trouble, she will stand by your side and have your back. Now if you piss her off she will snap." I said smiling at her. "I don't know about everyone else but the only papa bear here for me is Chibs."
"That's that Scottish guy right?" she asked and I nodded my head at her. "Why him?"
"He has always protected me like I was his own, even when it came to Happy he had my side." I said smiling at her again. "Chibs is the kind of man everyone wishes was their father." Just as I finished talking there was a knock at the door so I got up and went to answer it.
I was surprised to see Neron standing there. "Hey sweetheart, I heard you were in town and I wanted to see how you were doing, I never got the chance to see you before you left." I just stood there staring at him. "Can I come in?"
"Yes." I said stepping back and he nodded at me as he walked in. "I was going to call you but I just didn't know what to say."
I again had forgot that Dana was here until she spoke. "Hi I'm Dana, Jessica's friend from LA." She said as she stuck here hand out and rolled her eyes at me. "Are you one of the sexy brothers she always talks about?"
My eye's went wide as Neron smiled at me and shook her hand. "No I'm not of the brothers. I'm Neron her father."
Dana's eyes were the ones that were wide now. "Jessica you didn't …." Was all she had the time to get out because I cut her off before she could finish.
"Dana this is a long story but to give you the short one, I found out he was my father right before I left for LA." She just nodded her head at me.
"I'm gonna go in the kitchen while you two talk." She said as she walked away.
"So how have you been?" Nero said turning to face me.
"I'm doing better; look I know you want me to try and give you a chance at this whole father thing but I just have so much going on right now and I need to take care of myself first."
"Jessica I don't want to push myself into your life and become daddy right away, don't get me wrong I would love it if that's how it could be but I know it wouldn't be that way." He said as he sat on the recliner. "If we could start as friends and see where that leads, I would be happy with that."
"I'm only here for one more night I leave in the morning back to LA." I said sitting down on the couch. "I don't know how long I'm going to be gone for."
"Jessica if you leave again is he really going to wait for you this time?" he said as he ran his hand down his face. "I know that from what I saw around here he never touched another woman since you been gone but from the rumors I heard around the clubhouse this isn't the first time you left him."
I was a little shocked to hear that Happy didn't fuck anyone while I was gone but I was pissed that people were talking shit at the clubhouse about me. "I'm not sure who is talking shit about me there but I never asked Happy to wait for me and I don't have intentions of doing it when I leave tomorrow." I snapped at him.
He raised his hands in defense at me. "Jessica I was just wondering how this was working for you that's it." he said softly to me. "It wasn't any of the guys; all of them are very tight lipped when it comes to you. I've asked how you were doing and the only response I would ever get was ask Juice and your brother and I don't get along very well so he wouldn't tell me anything."
"I take it that the skanks were the ones talking shit." He nodded and I couldn't help but let out a small laugh. "I don't know what to say about my brother other than he can be an ass but I love him."
"Hap's a loyal guy but ruthless as hell does he really make you happy?"
"It's so hard explaining this to people that don't know him the way I do but Happy is my life, I love him so much that I could never be happy with another man."
"I could see that, your eyes light up when you talk about him and after what I witnessed last night I know you're his world." He said to me as he got up. "I'm gonna take off here is my number feel free to call me if you every just want to talk."
After Nero left Dana came back out and didn't ask any questions and I was grateful for that because I didn't want to answer them right now so we just put on another movie and watched it. We must have fallen asleep during the second movie because the last thing I remember was watching the movie now I felt someone shaking my shoulder and a dip next to me on the couch. I got startled by it and practically jumped but Happy grabbed me.
"Hey relax it's just me." He said as he pulled me to him. I wrapped my arms around his waist and held on to him tight. "Jess what's wrong?"
"I don't know why I got scared." I said as I still held him tight and he was rubbing my back. "Happy I don't want to go back, I feel like I'm gonna lose you if I leave."
"Ya ain't gonna lose me, I talked with Jax. I'm gonna follow you back to LA and stay with ya for a while, Rosen said he can get ya out of the contract we just gotta give him a couple of weeks." He said as he pulled me up on his lap so he could sit back.
"Where's Dana at?" I asked him when I looked around and noticed she wasn't in here with me. "She was here when I fell asleep."
He smirked at me. "I think Juicy boy plans on making the trip down to LA with us."
"Why what are you talking about?"
"Don't tell me that you haven't noticed how much time he spends with her." He said shaking his head at me. "Shit whenever he came back from LA after seeing you all he fucking talked about was her."
"Oh my god he has a thing for Dana!" I said as I sat back and gave Happy a shocked look.
"Jess he hasn't fucked a croweater since his first trip down there. He took her to bed when we got here." he said pulling me back to him and he lifted the both of us off the couch. "Let's go to bed we have a long ride ahead of tomorrow."
We went to bed shortly after making it upstairs, the next morning when we were all getting ready to leave Happy turned out to be right, Juice had every intention of following us to LA but he was only going to be there for a couple of days because Jax needed him to be here and Happy was going to be making the ride back here once a week until I get my transfer back to St. Thomas.