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BTW- sorry for the repeat chapter before! I honestly have no idea what happened, but all is okay, this is the real chapter 13 and I've deleted the repeat chapter ;)

APOV

"girls, girls! i have a text off Jazz!" Alice said, already reading the text on her phone. We were on the taxi, waiting to reach the airport.

"he says they have checked their bags in and hope to see us at the airport!" Alice screeched "I never even considered that! We have to hurry so we can meet them before they go! Step on it, sir! Can he understand English?"

I shook my head. I really wanted him to drive faster, but he was probably driving over the limit anyway! My heart had been left back at the hotel when he took off. As much as I wanted to see Edward, I wanted to live. I want to live. I want to live. Please, God, let me live.

We arrived, thankfully, and we were first in line to our flight, due to the crazy taxi driver.

"Come on let's go. Hurry!" When we arrived at the waiting area where food and shops were, we were casually looking through each restaurant, knowing that Em would have dragged them all there. When we couldn't see them, we went to the electronic computer that showed the flight departures. Alice looked through them thoroughly. I then heard a beep, Alice's phone went off. She looked at it excitedly then as she read, her shoulders slumped and she looked at me, then showed me the text:

We have just boarded the plane. Sorry. Will call you in a few hours when we have got back Jazz xxx

I felt defeated. I thought we had much more time.

EPOV

We had just gone for a leak, I had drank so much water at the hotel, and we were sitting on the chairs next to the bathrooms waiting for Rose. Jazz's phone bleeped once again. Alice.

"Any news?" I asked, hoping they had arrived here. Jazz beamed.

"They are here. Now." We both got up and headed down to the centre of the departures lounge/centre.

I called back to Em, "Wait for Rose! Find us later!"

We found them looking around, so we followed for a while, like spies. Alice stopped at the flight board.

"Shall we surprise them?" i asked.

"Yeah" Jazz stood up straight and almost took a step forward. I dragged him back.

"Wait, wait shhh!" I asked for his phone and typed a quick message to Alice. I sent it and handed it him back. Jazz read through it.

"Give it a minute." I encouraged. Less than a minute later, Alice checked her phone. Her shoulders slumped and so did the rest of the girls as they read the text. This is our queue. I looked behind to see Em and Rose behind us too. I ushered the forward, then ran behind Bella and grabbed her around the waist, spinning her around happily. She screamed and grabbed my shoulders as I put her down, leaning in for a kiss. I couldn't help but squeeze her as hard as I could. I was overjoyed.

"What happened? The text-" she asked quietly. I shook my head, grinning.

"I wanted to make this even more special, more of a surprise." I apologized. She beamed, kissing me once more. I looked to Jazz and Alice, who were mid-make-out, and Em and Rose were conversing with Jess and Angela. I picked Jess and Angela both together and spun them around aswell, happy to see all of them. I repeated with Alice once Jazz had let go of her. Then back to Bella.

"When is your flight?" Angela asked, and I turned to her, with Bella's legs around my waist.

"Mmm...about an half an hour, but we have to board 15 minutes early." I hugged Bella tightly."I don't want to leave, you better not let go until the very last minute!" Her legs gave me a little extra squeeze, and I smelled her hair, her scent, her. I hummed quietly to myself. I didn't realise how long we were standing there, but I felt Emmett's large hand pat my shoulder.

"Dude, we gotta catch our plane." I looked at Bella, as her feet hit the ground again, defeated. She and the rest of them walked us to our gate, mine and Bella's hands joined, as I held my back pack on my other shoulder and carry on in my other hand. It was so hard to say goodbye a final time, I guess last time I knew Bella would be 1 hour after us, so hoped that I'd see her. But now there may be a huge gap before I can do so.

"I will email, text, call, everyday. I promise. We WILL see each other. If not face to face, on web cam, or video phone, anyway possible. I will not forget you!" I squeezed her and I heard a sob break through. I looked at Bella, secretly pleading with her to not let me go.

She was too strong for her own good. " I'm okay. I swear. Have a nice journey back...home." Tears were filling her eyes, but she wouldn't let them spill over. Her face was the last thing I touched, stroked, as me, Emmett, Rose and Jazz walked backwards down the gate hall, heading back home. We had to turn around as soon as the hall hit a turn, and I turned away from the love of my life.

The plane took so long. I slept unwillingly through most of it. I wanted to relish through my memories of Turkey. As we took the next plane to Port Angeles, and then the hour drive back to Forks, nobody made conversation. Nothing could cheer me up at that moment. As we passed the sign to our hometown, I felt every muscle in my body go hard. I will not suffer like this, my subconscious was telling me. I practically forced myself to listen. But tot he outer world, it may have seemed that I didn't try as hard. As we reached the house, I pulled my luggage out, opened the door, dragged my luggage to my room and slammed my door closed. I didn't even greet my parent besides the "Hello" before I was gone. I slept for the rest of the day, and waking up at 9pm, I checked my inbox. No reply. I wonder if they are awake. I checked the world clock. No. It is early morning for them, if they have already arrived back home. I sent Bella a quick message, trying to be as cheery as possible.

Bella

How was your flight? It feels as if I have ripped into two, but we can work this out. I think it will get better as long as we remain in contact. I have realised that now would be too early for you, as my time is completely different. must get used to that xD. I would love to see the pictures :) Upload them and send them to me? :) Miss you soo much :'( Love you xxxxxxxxx

Edward.

I signed off and went downstairs to g give my parents a proper greeting. I saw them in the kitchen with the rest of the family.

"Hey Mom" I greeted her with a kiss to the cheek and a hug. "Sorry I didn't talk earlier, I was knocked out as soon as I hit the bed" I smiled.

"That's alright, honey, your brother has filled me in already" Mum smiled, with pity in her eyes. I put my hand to the back of my neck, uncomfortable.

"Well...Hey Dad. Hows work?" I changed the subject as my father filled me in on what has occurred within the past two weeks. I entered my opinions and nods whenever possible, hoping to gain inside knowledge of what my possible future may look like. I would like to continue working in Forks, if I get my degree. I needed to get my life on track. I was too young to know about love. About soul mates. Bella is younger than me. How do I know whether her feelings matched mine? Summer vacation wasn't over just yet, a few more weeks to go, so I need to get back to reality. Socailise as I usually did, study as I did, go to the hospital as I did. Get my routine back in check. I shall become less attached to English Bella, and become the person who will soon save lives, treat people, and then I will have my happy ending.

The next day, me and Em finished our unloading, which basically was chucking everything that was material into the washing bin in the basement. We then visited the Whitlock-Hale's and stayed there for a few hours, getting familar with their parents again. We then went to the First Beach, in La Push, as many of our friends hang out there. We met with a couple of friends from school, who were all pysched for the new year. Once School restarted, Em had to go back into work, on a new project called Traveler, which was apparently about some dude, who Emmett plays, who has traveled all around the world, has seen so many sites and beautiful people, and yet in a small town in Dallas, does he want to stay, with this girl. I had already been invited to the premiere. Em said he was so excited to do this film as it would be a great experience to work with the director, who had directed many of legendary films. On winter break, I said that I'd visit him in Texas when he is filming. I'm happy for him. The only catch is that since he is missing a year off school, he has to do it again, in the next year. This won't be too bad as he will graduate with Jazz and me, and Rose will only be in the year below, so she can spend more time with him.

My phone began vibrating in my pocket. Jazz gave me a look and I picked up.

"Hello?" I hadn't looked at the caller dial.

"Edward?" My eyes bulged and I stepped back.

I stuttered "Bella!" Jazz looked at me in surprise, and some of the girls we were with stopped talking and watched me, so I walked to the side so they can't hear me.

"Edward" I heard her sigh " What time is it there? I've just had a lie-in. I've sent you the pictures by the way. Made me a little teary..."

I wasn't sure what to say. "Um... it's...about 4pm? Maybe? I don't have my watch on me. Shit! It's in the washing bin! I need to call Mum!"

"Oh, er, well I can call later..."

"Er...no I'll call Mum later. I can always buy a new one-" She hung up. What? I called her again.

"Yes?"

"Bella? Why did you hang up?"

"I thought you needed to call your mother?"

"Not yet. I will later."

"No, call her now. Call me back in 5 minutes. Don't want your watch to break your washing machine." She hung up again! Grr! But I did what she told me, and called my Mum, who was on speed-dial 1. Don't ask.

"Hello dear, guess what I found-"

"-My watch?"

"Well, Yes. But also-"

"Mum, I am incrreedibly sorry but can I talk to you later? Bella has just called."

"And why are you talking to me then?" Mum hung up. My own mother. Women. I called Bella, again.

"Hi"

"Hi...don't hang up on me this time?"

"...Fine" I could hear what her face was showing. I smirked at her evil face. I could tell she was smiling also.

"What time did you get back?"

"About...5pm? I fell asleep straight away"

"Same. Jet-lag."

"Yep. Don't forget to check out the pictures. There are hundreds."

"R-really? Alice does take allot of pictures though." I saw Jazz's head pipe up at Alice's name. I nodded my head at him. He got up and before Bella could speak again, he grabbed the mobile out of my hand, putting it to his ear and asking for Alice. I waved my hands in his face, annoyed.

"Hello? I was talking to Bella! What did you think the nod was?" Jazz looked disappointed, annoyed he left his cell back home. I put the phone back to my head.

"Bella? Sorry about that..."

"No...it's okay. I have Alice here right now, don't talk for long, this is costing me a ton on my mobile bill calling you right now. Haha-"

"Wait-"

"-Edward? Hii! It's Alice! LOOK AT THE PHOTOS! I should become a professional photographer! I know that's Bella's thing, but I'd make such a good one! Don't you think?"

"Bella wants to do photography?-"

"-Yep, I think. Is Jazz there with you? i tried his phone but he didn't pick up."

"Hold on." I sighed, handing the phone to a waiting Jazz. He started talking straight away.

"Alice? You did? Sorry it's at home. Yep. Yep. Well it's a long story...okay...well it..." I walked off, losing all hope of talking to Bella anymore. I sat next to Jacob, one of the boys from Forks High. he once went to the school down at the reservation, but switched as we had better sport equiptment. he's one of my best friends now, we have allot in common.

"Dude, I saw that picture of you and that girl..." he started. i groaned. i had this from Rose's and Jazz's mum and dad as well, and had already had enough.

"We can't be together, end of." I said sharply. "Sorry dude. My head's messed up a bit right now." he nodded, understandingly.

"Don;t worry about it mate, I had that with Leah, when she leaned on me after her and Sam splitting up. She was devastated when he fell in love with Emily. Total heartbreak, it would have felt wrong if I tried to use her."

I remember this- Leah had clung onto Jacob for a while, and although she was pretty in her own way, she was too emotionally messed up to date for a while. Sam messed with her head and broke her heart into pieces. Before I met Bella, I would have thought she was datable, and in other words, hot, but now, I don't feel any attraction to any other girl! This sucks. Jacob looked at me sympathetically.

"Do you want a hug?" He asked. I shivered. Too creepy. I got up and walked off, but then playful Jacob came into the action. He jumped on me like an animal and I tried to shake him off, running around. I eventually tripped on a log and we both crashed into the sand. I couldn't get back up for a few minutes as I was laughing so much. Jake is so immature, but we all love him for it. It's kind of infection, he and his reservation are so humourous. I may just move for the laughs.

"Anyone up for cliff diving?" We all cheered and ran towards our cars, driving up to the cliff and then climbing out, speeding towards the edge and trying to show off with our skills. I heard a few people shout "Whoop!" before I hit the air. It felt as though I were flying. Every time I jumped I felt more alive, like my life wasn't worth risking. As I athletically dived into the water, something felt wrong. I wasn't sure what it was, so I ignored that icky feeling. Must be something I ate. The water surrounded me, salt stinging my eyes. I pushed off the ground and went to the surface, just as someone landed on top of me, and I forgot the rest.

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