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Prologue
How has it come to this? Funny, I've never noticed just how dark the wood on the floor of our room is. That could just be the stains from my tears, though. I feel like I have been laying here for hours, though it may only have been minutes. I don't know and at this point I can't really bring myself to care. The wood on the floor has become my new friend as it has been absorbing all of my anger and pain. How has it come to this? I knew it was too good to last. I knew he would grow tired of me, just as he did with the rest. I was stupid to think I was any different. I thought we shared something special. I thought he felt it too. It has never hurt so much to be so wrong. Sam was right. He is always right. I don't know why I didn't listen. He told me to pay attention to the sweet words he whispered. He warned me not to fall for his charms. I didn't listen and I paid the price. I wonder how many other girls in Hogwarts have been in my position, laying curled up on the tear-stained floor, because they were foolish enough to think that they were different.; foolish enough to think that they could tame him where so many before had failed. Most of the girls are probably now trying to vie for his attention, to fill the gap caused when my world shattered. They finally have their chance with him again. How has it come to this? I can still swear one thing. Even though my heart is breaking and my world collapsing, I will never fall that low. I will never go crawling back to him to try and win his heart again. He knew everything about me, he knew how much it took for me to trust him, and yet he still broke me. It is a mistake I will never make again. I don't want to be with him now anyways. I don't lo….. care for him anymore. My heart may be foolish but it isn't dumb. It won't hold on to feelings for someone who can be so cruel, will it? How has it come to this? How has it come to this?
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