The room spins and he dances round, grinding up against an unknown girl. The party was all his idea, and it has come together perfectly because he knows he'll get found out.
He wants some of those pills Lily gave him, he decides- he sees her red hair in the corner and she's pressed up against someone, he's sure, and it does something to his heart.
"L-ily," He manages to croak out, but she shoves him away and his heart twitches again.
He opens his mouth to talk, but the prefects he invited are here and they're shutting it down and he's glad because they've found him while he's still intoxicated and he knows his parents will have to care about this.