Stephenie Meyer owns Twilight, and I own plot and lyrics.


I grinned excitedly as I walked offstage and Paul was the first one to hug me.

"Well Done!" He grinned cheekily at me. I grinned back.

"Where's Jake?" His smile faltered, and he pursed his lips.

"Um...he went to the toilet...to...masturbate." I burst out into giddy laughter. Really?

I was sent to get changed again and get back into that dreaded sling. I sighed as I walked back to the car alongside Phil.

"Who is he?" I heard a harsh voice. I turned around, and Phil stepped in front of me, posture in defense mode. Jake came walking out into the light, and I blinked, walking closer to him.

"Jake?" I innocently asked, and he took another step closer to me. We were almost touching, and I felt his heavy breaths. "what's wrong?" His hands grabbed my arms. I resisted instantly.

"ARGH! FUCK! JAKE!" Phil shoved me backward, and pushed Jake back.

"Jacob Black. It's my job to protect Bella. Don't make me hurt you. Where is your bodyguard?" Phil threatened.

"Jake? What the hell is wrong with you?" I winced, shoulder throbbing painfully. "Phil, I need my meds." He pulled me back, eyes never leaving Jake. I got in the car, and Jake went forward. Phil went over to talk to him, and he nodded. Jake stepped inside the car, and sat on the seat opposite mine. I shivered as I cradled my arm.

"Who is he?" Jake repeated, his tone slightly softer, but forced. "The guy with the green eyes."

"I-I-I don't know what you are talking about." I mumbled, and Jake's hands clutched into fists.

"You can't fool me. You're my girlfriend. So it should be me. And also, I read your dedications. I was on the laptop, and couldn't help myself. The One who inspired you? Is that him?" I shook my head vigorously. "Don't lie to me. I'm not stupid."

"H-he was a guy from back at school. I haven't spoken to h-him in ages. He inspired me to write music." I spoke, then lied."I wrote that song ages ago when I knew him." Jake didn't seemed convinced, and then Phil handed me my medication, and I drank water with it, wincing at my shoulder. The next thing I saw was Jake hugging me to him. The cold was freezing, and he warmed me up.

"Tell me you love me." I begged, and he let out a harsh chuckle.

"I was waiting for the perfect moment. Seems improbable now. I do love you Bella." He sighed, resting his cheek on my head. "And I'm so sorry. I overreacted badly. I was just...so in love with you. If only I had just told you before, then Paul wouldn't have dragged Jared, you wouldn't have hurt your shoulder, you wouldn't be in pain, but in love."

"I love you." I murmured. "But you need to learn that. No guy has me, but you."

Jake scoffed. "I can't imagine what you must have been thinking. How I must have looked. Does a crazed psycho match?" I shook my head.

"No. You were just in love. It happens. Just...my shoulder..." Jake stroked it very lightly. I shivered, and Jake leaned over to shut the car door. He then took my face in his hands, and kissed my lips softly. I pulled back, and rested my forehead on his shoulder.

"I...the boys will be here soon." Speak of the devils, and the door swung open, revealing the excited guys.

"Haha we met up with the girls!" Jared clicked his fingers. "And they were hottt!"

Paul grumbled." Yeah, well at least we didn't stay long." He gave Jake a look and assessed the closeness between us. I sat back as the pieces put themselves together. Paul must have been there when Jake reacted, and covered him for me. The things soon to be brother-in-laws would do for each other. I rolled my eyes and pulled Jake to sit next to me, and we cuddled as the car took us to the hotel. First thing I did was watch the repeat of The Voice.

My performance looked much better on screen. I felt that I was shaking, but it didn't seem so on TV. Yes! I grinned as I watched it over, and it even showed me having fun with the judges and contestants, with my sling. The boys left us to sleep, and me and Jake snuggled together to fall asleep.

...

I woke up, feeling that empty feeling in my stomach, or regret, or feeling the weird inevitable. It was the morning after our tour finished, and I was in the arms of a naked Jake. His chest warmed me, but I didn't know what we were going to be after this tour. I heard him stir and he squeezed me closer to him.

"Mmm..." Jake hummed, sniffing my hair like a dog. I giggled, and wrapped my arm around his waist. He hitched my leg up and he leaned over me, getting a bit too close.

"Jake...16..." He groaned and planted a kiss on my lips. I moved my leg down and waited for him to move off me. I sighed. "Jake...-"

"-I know I know..." He muttered as he rolled off me and climbed out of the bed, not bothering to cover his parts. I grinned as I checked him out, and he did the same to me, smirking at my body. "You're so beautiful, you know that?" I shook my head, and he leaned on the bed to just kiss me again. "Well you are." He then went to the bathroom to get ready. I heard a knock on the door, and jumped up, grabbing a towel from the bathroom to cover myself as I answered the door. Jake was brushing his teeth and looked at me quizzically.

"Door." I said and he nodded, spitting into the sink as I wrapped the towel around my body.

"Hello?" I swung the door open. The boys were outside, clad in towels around their waists, blushing covering their cheeks. "what...why?"

"Ma'am, let us in." Embry complained. I stepped aside and let them in, and Jake just happened to walk in, stark naked, and screamed, covering his member. I grinned and shut the door.

"WHY are you NAKED?" The guys screeched, covering their faces with their hands, immediately dropping the towels. I groaned.

"Why are you guys in only towels?" He shouted. "Well, were in towels...?"

I groaned. "Guys. Girl in the room. Naked girl. With 4 naked guys." I moved my hands around. Jared covered himself and looked at me, eying the towel. I wrapped my towel tighter to me. "HEY! Boyfriend in the room." I reminded him, and Jared's eyes snapped to a picture in the background.

"Um...can you explain...why you aren't in your own room?" Jake asked, feeling awkward.

"Well...Paul managed to clear out the room...won't explain how that happened..."Embry coughed, and I groaned. "And nobody had a key! So we are locked out..." Jake turned around and headed for the bathroom. He came back in a towel and complained.

"Dudes. Balls are covered, now cover yours." All the guys unfroze and bent down to pick up their towels. I let out a breath. Never got more awkward. Jake grabbed a key and handed it to the boys.

"Take my key, bring it back, I haven't moved into this room." He winked at me, and the boys gave me a look. I scoffed and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and run a shower. I let the hot water calm my tense muscles, and sooth the burning in my shoulder. I heard the door open and I turned around. Jake smirked as he ran his head under the water and stroke my waist and back soothingly. I relaxed and went on my tip toes to kiss his lips. He licked my bottom lip and I willingly opened my mouth in search for his tongue. He pushed me back to the cold tiled wall and lifted my legs to wrap around his hips. I moaned and grabbed his shoulders forcefully. He squeezed my bum as I squeezed his waist with my legs. I resisted the urge to stop going through with this. I didn't know whether we'd be forced apart soon, and I didn't want to risk it. He pulled away for oxygen, then kissed down my neck and then along my jaw.

"So...beautiful..." He groaned and I moaned deep in my mouth, and he jerked his hips into mine.

"We...we shouldn't be doing this..." He sighed against my skin, and I shook my head, but not in agreement.

"Keep going baby...I want this. Screw age..." That was all he needed to hear, and I squirmed in anticipation.

"Bella...Love..." He moaned and kissed me, then he put me down, and left the shower. My legs felt too weak to stand up, never mind follow him. Luckily, he came back, with protection, then putting his arms on either side of my head, leaning to kiss me again.

"Don't you want to do this on a bed?" He mumbled against my lips. I shook my head.

"We have plenty of time to do that another time." I replied.

"It will hurt?" He looked up at me, blinking when a droplet dripped in his eye. I nodded.

"I'm guessing so." I let out a shaky breath. "Take it slow." Jake nodded, putting all of his concentration into our movements. We spent a good amount of time after, just caressing each other, and I had never loved him more.

"I love you Bells." A tear spiked up in my eye, and I smiled brightly at him.

"Were are the condoms from?" I asked him shyly as he handed me a towel, and I dried myself. Jake blushed, and I smirked.

"Um...well Paul...kind of left it here. I didn't expect..." He trailed off, and I took his hand to the bedroom. He went through my underwear and picked out some lingerie for me. I blushed.

"Who gave me this?" I wondered.

"You get a lot of clothes over time." He shrugged, smirking, pecking me on the lips. I went to the bathroom to put it on, and his jaw literally dropped as I reappeared in this lace number. He rubbed circles on my sides and kissed me, and pulled back. I pouted.

"Paul only gave me the one condom." He shrugged. I nodded.

"I'm...kind of on the pill..." I added. Since my periods began, they fluctuated, so I could have more control, as well as protection. Jake's eyes widened, then stuttered.

"You want me to...t-to go...bare?" I nodded, winking, as I pushed him back to the bed and straddled him, kissing him and down his chest, going further down, tugging at his boxers. Jake's head fell onto the mattress, and I smirked.

...

I swallowed my meds as I felt my shoulder start to sting again. I sighed. This shoulder had it's drawbacks. Jake rubbed it, not hard enough to be classed as pain.

"From what I had of the sex ed at my school, won't those meds stop the power of the pill?" I shrugged.

"I'll take the morning after pill. I'll get someone to get one for me. As well as some condoms." Jake laughed.

"Come on. We have to go now." Jake took both of my bags and carried it to the boys room, and Phil helped with Jake's bags. I took one with my good hand, ignoring everyones protests.

"When had we got so many bags?" I groaned as we chucked them in the car. We had to use the extra space in the car, so the boys had to sit in the seats opposite and across from us, as there was more space in the back. This also meant that me and Jake couldn't cuddle as much.

"Where are we going? Or...where am I going?" I looked worriedly at Jake, and he squeezed my hand.

"You're coming with us." He grinned. "To our home in America." I stared at him, open-mouthed.

"America?" I uttered, and they nodded, smiling.

"We spoke to your folks, and they allow it." He beamed at me. I grinned and kissed him, and then I wanted to call home. I hadn't called in a week, and I was home sick.

"Hello?" Mom picked up on the first ring. I could hear her tone of voice. Happy. I smiled.

"Mom?"

"BELLA! Everyone! Bella is on the phone!" I heard stomping and laughter.

"Bella? Hows America? You there yet? How was the rest of your tour? How is Jake and Paul and Jared and Embry? How are YOU?" Questions were fired at me, and I giggled.

"No. I haven't arrived yet. We've just set off-"

"-you're talking on a plane phone?" Someone asked loudly. I shook my head.

"Shh! I meant we have just left the hotel." I laughed. "The tour went really well. Did you watch me on The Voice? The boys are great. Say hello everyone!" The boys shouted hello and I heard a screech from the phone.

My mom was heard. "We watched you honey! And we are all so proud!" I looked down.

"I miss you all. I love you." I mumbled and a tear fell onto my cheek. I smiled as they carried of their approval, and Jake wanted to talk to them, so I passed the phone without telling them.

"Hello, Swan family? This is Jacob Black." he smirked and nodded excitedly at me. "Naw I'm not as big as Bella here." He laughed and smirked. "Really? Well I must ask her...Okay. Did you want to chat with Paul, Jared or Embry?" He nodded and said 'bye' and handed the phone to the boys.

"Renee tells me something..." Jake trailed off. I sat up.

"What was it?"

"Who was this girl who stole your ex?" I snorted.

"Vicky."

"Well, she has a hard ass kicking at school for doing that to ya." He smirked.

"What? Did Alec did a good emotional beating as well?" Jake nodded.

"Apparently according to a girl called Bree, she told Renee that nobody talks to them anymore..." I nodded, and then said final goodbyes to my family as we reached the airport. America, here we come.


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