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I collapsed onto the bed next to Levi, who was panting heavily. Oh gosh, oh gosh. That was really... satisfying? Uh...
"Wow." Levi whispered through parted lips, and his lips turned up at the corners. "You really are experienced."
"Er...thanks." Stupid. Stupid. Slut.
Levi removed his condom and my eyes trailed to his member, and I smirked. He got up and headed for my bathroom and I thought to myself, he's a decent size. Yummy. I was in big conscience trouble. Levi sat down and pulled me to him, and I complied willingly enough, but I couldn't help but worry about everything that will happen. I have just slept with my best friend's crush. I was a bad, bad person.
"You're so beautiful." Levi mumbled against my lips, and bit on my lower lip hard, but not painful hard. I groaned, and shut my eyes, trying to go with the flow. It was painfully difficult, with the throbbing between my legs, and my head telling me to stop where I am going, but I have no control over myself. I had to face it. I needed sex to survive. And I needed counselling, or Edward. Edward could help me. But I'm going to see my family in England soon. Tomorrow was my flight. I couldn't go back now.
You have to. Unless you want your urge to get overboard, my head and heart told me, you love Edward. Don't ruin this. Don't be a stupid slut.
Too late.
...
We walked hand in hand along to the poolside, passing trees and hedges and flower pots. Once we began kissing during basketball, we returned the ball immediately and headed straight to my room, where we had sex more than once. I was thinking to myself...I need to settle down, with Edward. It was always Edward, and yet I am here, holding Levi's hand like Edward ceased to exist. I was a pathetic excuse for a soon-to-be 16 year old. And it was about to get a lot worse. I noticed Austin at the poolside, and he caught one glimpse of us together, and his once peaceful face went dead serious, fuming and furious. I felt my eyes widen,
"Levi. Let's get out of here." I pulled on his hand to turn us around, and Levi gave me a questioning look.
"What's going on? What's wrong?" I had quickly pulled him to a deserted section, behind a wall of leaves and hedges.
"Austin." I mumbled urgently as the man himself stormed up to us and his fist connected with Levi's jaw, and he yanked on my hand as he fell, and I scrambled to pull him back up.
"What the fuck? Levi- how can you do that to me? You knew how I fucking felt!" Austin spat at him, and Levi clutched his face on the side that got hit, falling back to a hedge for support.
"Austin, what are you doing?" I yelled, and gave him a shove. Austin grabbed onto my other hand, so I felt like a tug-of-war rope, and the strongest would win.
"Austin, you never told me that you had slept with Maria, did you? You're crazy!" Levi growled.
"What are you both doing?" I cried. "Both of you- you're best friends. Don't let a girl get between you both. Don't let me get between you both."
"Levi, you knew."
"Austin, you let her go."
"Austin- you said you didn't want me, and that we couldn't be friends. Why are you upset?"
"Because." He uttered, and I rolled my eyes.
"Boys!" I shouted. "Austin, you threw it away so now you can't blame Levi for wanting it." Why did I refer myself as an 'it'? "This isn't the matter of the rule that you can't date or have sex with your friend's ex's, because I was never anything to you. You knew me a day."
"Did you have sex?" Well I kind of opened myself to that one.
"Yeah." I glanced at Levi, whose eyes were piercing at Austin. Austin made another lunge for Levi, and I quickly stepped in between them, and kneed Austin in the balls.
"Fuck!" He winced and bent over in pain.
"Well don't mess with me." I sighed. "Look...if I'm causing two best friends to split up...maybe I should just leave." The whole commotion began then. I had intended to make some peace, but then Levi pushed me aside and began throwing punches at Austin. We had to get some big blokes to pry them off each other. Levi was worse, bragging about how many times it was, and for how long. I had slapped both of them as hard as I could and made a run for it back upstairs, and began to send Edward a text.
Help me baby, I'm slipping over and over again :'( Bella xxx
I wasn't sure what time it was in America, but I received a call a few minutes later, so either way he must have a message tune to wake him up if he was asleep.
"Edward?"
"Bella." He breathed, and I sniffled.
"I'm sorry Edward." I cried. "I need help. Professional help. I can't bear it anymore."
"Shh." Edward shushed me, calming me slightly, but I still shook. "Bella, Love, tell me everything." And I did. I blurted every ounce of truth to him, and Edward was silent at the end.
"Bella..." He sighed, and I cried even more at his disappointment.
"I tried, I really did try. I was so good to start- it was only a few days before the end of the tour that I screwed up, and then the holiday...oh God, Edward. Please don't be upset with me. I'm torturing myself right now."
"Bella...I don't know what to say. You had a threesome? You soberly had sex with another guy? What are we Bella? Do you even love me or am I waiting around for nothing?"
I whimpered. "I do love you. So much."
"And you keep on coming back to me because you know that I will always wait around for you, like a...like a robot or something?" I wiped my eyes.
"No. I don't want that. I can't do this. I'm going to see my family and at the end of the week I'm flying back to California. Please meet me there?" a yes was all I could hope for.
"We'll see." He muttered, and hung up, and I sobbed at the end tone. I barely heard it when the door was knocked on. Was my crying disturbing anyone? Was I that loud?
"Hold on." I called weakly, and grabbed a tissue to wipe my eyes, and headed over to the door. I slammed it back in their sorry faces.
"Bella! Oh, c'mon, Bella! We're sorry!"
"Get the fuck out of my lives you useless excuses for best friends!" I hit the door sloppily with my fist and leaned my forehead against the hard material.
"We've made up. Best friends fight, you know." Levi called cheerily. I could see the grin plastered on his face without seeing it myself. I had the urge to have sex, as it has always been there for me.
No. My head said. Not this time.
I listened to my head for a change.
"Go away." I slid down the door, and put my head on my bent knees. I can't endure this pain anymore. I wish it could just...end. Edward doesn't love me anymore, my life is a mess, I can't seem to control my urges? I pulled myself off the ground and ran to my balcony, and just breathed in the cold air. Jumping would be too easy, but I admit that I have thought about it. I looked down. No, I wouldn't have the guts to jump from that height. It looks painful. But only for a second, and then it would be over. No pain. I turned back around, and looked at the distant door, where two best friends waited for me to make my entrance. This was some screwed up shape. Edward, myself, Garrett, Felix, Levi, Senna, Austin and Maria? This situation was fucked up, and I only had myself to blame. I had to stop it from getting any worse. I started by not answering the door.
"Bella- c'mon! We're on holiday and we're waiting here in this dark hallway. Please come out!" I ignored them.
"Bella! We're not leaving." Oh, right. After half an hour they disappeared. Probably thought I jumped off the balcony or something. That night I had an early night, I ordered room service, and the next morning I had a long lie in, until an hour before I had to go get picked up by the taxi, where I got showered and dressed, dried my hair and put makeup on, all in the space of an hour. I pulled on my suitcase and went down the elevator, and my eyes narrowed at the sight in front of me.
Austin and Levi had waited for me at the reception, and they both grinned in triumph, high fiving each other.
"Reception told us when you were leaving."
"That's an invasion of privacy." I muttered, storming past them and heading for the entrance, which was now my exit. Levi grabbed onto my arm and I pulled him along. I had one of those suitcase men take my luggage in a shiny trolley and he placed them outside next to me. I faced away from them, ignoring their arguments.
"Bella, please, talk to us." Levi stroked my shoulder, and I shivered. "Bella, why won't you talk to us?"
"Because..." My voice broke. And tears started to well up in my eyes again. "I hurt everyone I meet and I don't intend to it's just..." Levi wiped the tears away.
"Bella, it isn't your fault. Please know that." I could see the taxi at the bottom of the road. My savior.
"I can't accept that. I brought everything upon myself. All my..." I bit my lip and struggled with my bags as the taxi driver came up and helped me with them. "Bye." I made my escape into the taxi and watched as they sat down on the floor and watched as the taxi's engine started, and they were mumbling words to each other, muffled completely by the window. Levi stood up, and Austin followed as I left the hotel, and them, for good. I sighed, shutting my eyes, and preparing myself for a long, self loathing journey home.
...
The flight was...excruciating. Actually, it was just plane boring. Get it? Huh, well I've settled myself into the phase of lame jokes right now, one where you just shake you head, smiling because it's just too lame to be classed as funny, but it's stupid funny, right?
Anyway, right now I am literally one road away from my house, in another taxi. I am tired and exhausted, and only one person knows I am here. Mom. And she came off work today to meet me. Dad and Angela have absolutely no idea.
I paid the taxi man and he nodded, driving off, leaving me and my luggage on the porch steps. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door, and Dad opened the door.
"Bella? What are you doing here?" He pulled me into a hug, and I smiled weakly.
"Hi Dad." I uttered, unable to breath from his bone crushing hug. I saw from behind Dad's back, Angela appearing from the top of the stairs. I had missed her so much. "Ang!"
"Bella!" She ran down the stairs, tripping on the last two steps but regaining her balance, and crashing into us both for a hug. "Where have you been?" Mum appeared, and it was all hugs. I couldn't breathe. At all.
"Air!" I used up the last of my oxygen and thank God, they loosened their hold on me.
"What are you doing here?" Angela asked eagerly, and I smirked.
"What? I can see my own family once in a while?" Angela pulled me in for another hug, and I laughed.
"Tell me everything. Every. Thing." She pulled me upstairs, and I reached for my suitcases.
"Don't worry Bells, I'll get that." Dad called, and I followed Angela into my old bedroom. Nothing had changed since I had left, besides clean sheets and my room looked tidier. Dad placed my suitcases down, and I smiled at him.
"I can't stay long. I have a career, you know." Dad grinned at me.
"Don't grow up too quick, Bells." He ruffled my hair and I leaned back.
"Dad!" I whined.
"Sweetie- how was it, then?" Mum sat down on the floor and I proceeded to tell them the better half of it.
"Touring was amazing. You probably know how I've broken up with Jake, which sucked, but everything else was amazing. My support were GMSF- they were awesome, and I really think them of friends and all. It's been so surreal...and I've got you all some gifts!" I had got one item for each state that I went and could have time to get something...including Hawaii. Angela's eyes widened and she jumped to my suitcase, opening it up.
"The other one." I giggled, as that one was just clothes. The other one had two bags full of gifts, and some more stuff of mine.
"EEE!" My sister screeched and pulled out the bags, opening it. "Oh my God!"
"We'll leave you two to catch up. How long are you going to be here?" Mom wondered sadly. I looked down.
"Until the end of the week. I have a plane to take me back to California." I mumbled, and breathed heavily once.
"Okay Sweetie. We'll talk later." My parents left the room, shutting the door behind them, and Angela placed some of the items on the floorboards. Some were clothes, others souvenirs or stuff.
"Did you miss us?" She asked quietly, and I nodded.
"So much." I croaked, and she came to sit next to me, pulling me into a hug. "It was harder at the beginning, and at the very end, when everything seemed to crumble down." Tears pooled in my eyes, and when I blinked, they fell onto her clothed shoulder.
"Tell me the unedited version."
"Well...I met Edward again, you know? Cullen. And that was...crazy. I had known Em, Edward's brother, and Rosalie Hale for ages, and they kept me away from Edward. They wanted to protect him, but hadn't realized that we knew each other. We eventually collided, and because of my work, we had to break again when I went on tour. I met him again when my tour took me back to Cali, and then at the end of tour, we went for a short holiday to Hawaii, which that is from." I pointed to the souvenir I bought just yesterday. I sniffled, and wiped under my eyes. "So how have you been? You and your...boyfriend doing good?"
Angela nodded. "Yeah, we had a small tizz a couple of weeks ago, but we're back together now. "
"What happened?"
"Nothing."
"Angela." I used my old tone to get information out of her, and she smirked.
"Do you really want to know?"
I nodded.
"It was nothing, really...I just...kind of slept with someone else." I opened my mouth to speak, but she put up her hand to stop me. "I was very, very drunk. And I had no idea who the guy was, just that I woke up in some bed in the household that the party was at, and my clothes were on the floor."
"Ang..." I paused. Do I want to be a hypocrite?
"I know, I know. It was stupid. But I told him immediately, and after a week, he forgave me. It's not like I lost my virginity to the stranger."
"I hope I have the same treatment..." I mumbled quietly to myself.
"What?" Angela questioned loudly. "What did you say?"
"I still gave you my edited version." I paused.
"Uh oh. Who?" She sat forward.
I whined. "I need to sort everything out, Ang."
"Bella." Her tone was forceful. "Tell me the uncut version. Who did you screw? Start from scratch."
I sat back a little on the bed. "Okay, okay. I...lost it to Jake, then Edward, and..." Tears came back. "I had this..." I shook my head. "Friends with benefits thing with these two guys...the ones from GMSF. When I went back to Cali, Edward made me promise not to sleep with them anymore. It was until the last few days of the tour...that I slipped. Again. But I was drunk, like you were. We went to Hawaii, and I slipped, again and again.
"Edward won't forgive me. I don't expect that he would. After all, I've sinned over and over again. I've hurt him so much." Angela pulled me into a hug as I sobbed on her shoulder. I may be famous now, but my life still sucked. "I need proper counselling. I'm a sex addict. When I get to Cali, I'm going."
"Bella." Angela sighed. "Please, don't. Edward can help you alone."
"Everyone I know, I hurt them. Everyone."
"You don't hurt me. The only pain I have is seeing you in pain. Please take that away."
"I want Edward...but he doesn't want me."
"He does want you, Bella."
I laughed once, a harsh, forced laugh. "Yeah, right. Because he'll forgive me on the spot. He told me once, how he hated seeing me with anyone else. And I let that slip. I was with 3 other men and he had just been waiting for me."
"Has anyone ever told you for someone who hasn't even turned 16 yet, you have a great sex life already?"
"Not funny, sister."
"So you're not spending your 16th with us? It's soon."
"Sorry...you can come visit me in California though."
"Really? Awesome. I'm holding that offer against you."
"I'd love you to meet my crew. Plus, I'm not sure where Edward's career will take him, so if he forgives me...maybe I'll move with him."
"I hope it goes well. Give him some time." I nodded.
"So...how has England been? School?"
"I'm coming in my second year of sixth form." She grinned. "And it's killing me already. The first year is full of partying and studying at the end, but the second is probably constantly studying, I'm not sure."
"Wow. I'm so proud of you!"
Angela laughed. "I'm the one who should be proud of you! You're a famous star, you!" She poked me, and I giggled.
"Shush! Does anyone know I've arrived?"
She shook her head. "Doubt it- I didn't even know. But I bet it'll get round soon enough." I groaned, falling back on the bed.
"Ugh- I hope I don't see some of these idiots." I sighed, shutting my eyes.
"It's inevitable." Angela mumbled.
"May as well get it over and done with. Where do they hang around now?" Angela shrugged. "maybe we should just get out of the house. Not look for them, but just walk."
We headed out of the house and just started walking. I had reapplied my makeup before, and I didn't feel tired enough to sleep.
"I doubt their numbers still work, and I have a new number too, so..." We went to get some chips from the local chippy, and I smirked at who worked there.
"Bella?" Chelsea cried, and went over the counter to give me a hug. "Bella! I don't believe it! How have you been? It's been too long!" She let me go and I smiled at her.
"Been there, done that." I laughed, and Chelsea went back behind the counter. "I'm in town for a few days."
Chelsea nodded. "You should come round to mine tonight. Everyone will be amazed for you to be back. I'm hosting a party for our year, but you can come too with your lot as long as they don't trash the place." She told Angela, and she shook her head.
"It's cool- I've got somewhere I'm meant to be anyway." Chelsea got our orders and she gave me her new address and number.
"Be there at 7, see ya!" I waved her goodbye.
"You going then?" We walked around some more, and then headed back home.
I nodded. "Yeah, no harm to see my old friends, right? I'm not going to get drunk and stupid. I promise."
The night soon arrived, and I was starting to feel a little knackered, but I got ready and just put on a black dress and matched it with black stilettos.
"I won't be long." I told everyone. I hadn't learnt how to drive just yet, so Dad took me there. For the few days I was in England, I made Phil stay in America. We didn't exactly have bodyguards in Hawaii either. We were rebels. Haha.
"I'll text you." I waved him goodbye.
"I'll overlook the alcohol at this place." He joked, and drove off.
"Bye!" I headed inside. The place was thumping with the bass of the music, and people were already staggering around, throwing up everywhere. I will not drink.
"BELLA!" Diego stumbled through the wide open front door, and I waved at him politely. Did he gate crash? I then realized most of the people weren't in our year. Lovely. "You're a celebrity. This is the best party ever!"
"Huh huh." I walked straight past him and he grabbed my arm, twisting me around.
"Let go Diego. You're drunk." I pushed against him and he toppled over to the grassy ground. I rolled my eyes and headed inside. I heard a few people call my name, but I ignored it, trying to find my friends.
"Bree? Have you seen Bree?" I asked Raoul Stroy, from the year above. His eyes widened when he saw me, then pointed over to the kitchen, where I saw the back of her head, the front sticking in the fridge. I grinned and Raoul spluttered meaningless words as I walked away. Speechless.
"BREE!" I yelled, opening my arms up. Bree literally screamed.
"AHH! BELLA? BELLA!" She squeezed me in a hug. She hadn't grown at all physically. She was a midget. "OMG!" I giggled.
The whole night, I danced, met my old friends, and didn't drink at all. I was so proud of myself. Even more proud when I got to slap Vicky the gatecrasher across the face and kick Alec in the nuts again. Good times. Just like the old days. I had my Dad pick me up at midnight, and left before the party had calmed down. He shook his head as I got in the car, and tutted.
"I hope you hadn't had things like this in America."
"No, Dad. Of course not." I mumbled, then smiled. "I had no alcohol tonight."
"Sure sure." He muttered and drove off.
I was pleased with today. I had caught up with family and friends. Check. Now I had 2 days to do whatever I wanted. School didn't begin yet, so maybe I could find something to buy to take with me back to England? I could pop over to the city to find something...
I woke up at noon, which is good for jet lag. I've once slept the whole day a couple of years ago. I spent half an hour staring at my phone. Should I call him? He hasn't called me yet. Nor text me. How long does a guy need to deal with this? An hour? A day? A week? Well, he's only getting 3 more days. I'm getting my old apartment back, above them in Cali. So he can't escape from me even if he wanted to. The prospect of him wanting to made me sad. I wanted to know. Did he miss me? Was he in California, staring at his phone, wondering whether to call me or not? To text me?
I sighed. Love and life was so confusing.
"Bella." Mom knocked on my bedroom door, and I looked up. "Hey sweetie. How're you holding up?"
"I'm good. Tired, is all." She came to sit on the end of my bed.
"We've missed you so much."
"I'm sorry, Mom. You know what I had to do." She nodded.
"It's your life. You had to follow your dream through and through. I would have done the exact same."
"You'd have probably done it much better though." I laughed weakly.
"Well...probably." She joked, and I smirked. "What are your plans for today?" I shrugged.
"No idea."
"Well why don't we go get you some birthday presents? You're soon to be sixteen, after all."
"You don't have to do that."
"Bella, you may be rich, but your account doesn't officially check in until you're 18. You're still spending your money, but it's basically the companies money, taking it out of your account. And we're still your family, and we want to get you something. Anything. What do you want?"
I sighed. "Fine. Um..." I paused. "How about a dress? I could wear it to the next awards ceremony. you know my measurements. Fix something nice for me and send it over."
Mom nodded enthusiastically. "Great! Perfect. At least this time I have some more time to prepare. Last time..."
I laughed and raised my hands up in the air, one still holding the phone. "I know, I know. But did it get you some publicity?"
"Honey, I was already in celebrities' books. But now that your status is even bigger, then maybe it might boost it a bit more." I beamed.
"Perfect."
"Okay Sweetie. Get up. We're going shopping today."
Success.
...
The next few days went by slowly. I seemed to be ever anxious to see Edward again, and I promised I'd make a longer visit soon to my family. And here I was, again, heading up the same elevator to my room. Phil came back to assistance, and helped me carry my bags to the room. It only registered to me when I got to the familiar room, that I could have easily text Em or Rose to see how he was doing. Bet Edward would find out anyway.
I let Phil off for the afternoon, and the first thing I did was drop to the floor, putting my ear to the ground, to see, or hear, if I could hear anything from the floor below. Nothing. I sighed and got up, heading for the door. It was now or never, so I may as well get it over and done with.
Knock knock. Nothing. Knock knock. I put my ear to the door. Were they in? I put my head to the door, sighing. I'll come back later, shall I? I started to drift off on the spot, swaying from the position on the door. I pushed myself off the door, and spun around to go back down the hallway to the elevator. And I stopped. The person in front of me chuckled, beaming so bright I swore light shone out.
"Bells!" Emmett ran forward and scooped me up into a bear hug. "I've missssssed you!" He drawled it out and spun me around. "Come in! Eddie and Rosie are on set, and they sent me back here to fetch something, but that can wait. Bellsy, how have you been? News on the block said you went to Hawaii. It's hot there, right?" He unlocked the door and swung it open, and nothing had changed. It was still the same. I breathed deeply as fragrances enticed me inside.
"Yep. It was good. I went back to England after that. Came home today."
"N'awhh, this is home to you? Cali appreciates it." I've rubbed off on him with the 'N'awhh'. Emmett thumped his chest proudly, and I laughed.
"Yeah, Cali brings me back to the good old days." His smile dropped, and he shuffled on his feet.
"Yeah I kind of heard from Edward what happened." He mumbled. "You okay?"
"I don't care about myself at the moment. Is he okay?" Emmett rubbed his neck awkwardly.
"Do you expect him to be?"
I whined. "I didn't want it to turn out like this. This wasn't a part of the plan. The plan was to stick to the rules. No sex. That was it. Besides Edward, of course, when I met him back here in the middle of the tour."
"So you're a sex addict?"
I sighed heavily. "Yep."
"That's...cool."
I laughed. "No it isn't. Every night since I last had sex I've been anxious, irritable, fidgety, whiny and so horny. Ugh! When will it end?"
Em rubbed his face with his hand. "You know, it would have been easier if you stuck around, and maybe you could have controlled it, or had a willing enough partner. Bet Edward wouldn't mind. But your tour, and there were more than willing guys-"
"-I need help. I'm going to go to counselling-"
"-Bells counselling isn't the answer..."
"...then what is?"
It was quiet for a moment, and then Emmett pulled out his phone.
"I'm going to call Edward. Say there's an emergency and he has to get back right away-" I sat up, surprised.
"-Er, no you don't. He doesn't want to see me-"
"-oh yes he does."
"What?"
He looked up from his phone to boldly look at me. "Of course he does, Bella. He may not see it yet, but he is completely in love with you. And you're, what? Sixteen? Age means nothing, and I know you love him too. it's on your face. And Rose has the exact same face for when she sees or thinks of me. So you've had your fair share of arguments. Me and Rose do too. And I bet you hear sometimes Rose wants to get away, but she always comes back. Just like now. So please, let me do something right now. Please, be quiet and let me do the talking."
I shut up as he pressed call.
"Edward. W- I need you here. Now. Come quickly. No, just come. You'll see for yourself." He looked up at me. "It's definitely of importance." He hung up. "thank you, Bella. Can I camp out in your room while you sort everything out?" I nodded speechlessly. "Text me when it's over. If you don't mind, could I listen in to the convo via the oh so lovely floorboards?"
"Go ahead, but it doesn't work I don't think." But then again nobody was in the room at the time.
Em smirked. "You tried?" I nodded, grinning. He walked out and I went to their cupboard to grab a mint. Yum. I would have estimated the time to get from the set to here, but I had no idea where the set was. I had never been, and they could have easily moved.
I heard footsteps pace quickly to the door within ten minutes, and the key enter the keyhole, twisting both ways to check which way it went.
"Emmett?" Edward's voice was rushed. "What is it?" The door swung open, and his eyes traveled across the room, confusion on his features, before his eyes settled to me, trailing his eyes up my body, sitting comfortably on the couch until his eyes connected forcefully with mine. I didn't want to blink, as I assessed his emotions that flickered across his face.
"Bella." He uttered.
"Edward." I mouthed silently, standing up.
"...what are you doing here? Are you back in town?" My heart burst with emotion, but I was afraid to show it.
"Yes." I said quietly. "I have nothing planned for a while. My tour is up-"
"-what do you want from me, Bella? Do you want us to get back together? Is that what you want? Do you always expect me to be here, waiting for you to see what's right in front of you again?" His face registered hurt, and I shook my head, then looked down at my feet.
"Edward, you know how I feel." I sighed. What should I say to that? "I-I-I..." I spluttered, and a tear fell down, hitting the wooden floorboards. "I'm so, so sorry, Edward. I realize the pain I caused you-"
"-you don't know the half of it, Bella." I wondered if I was just imagining it, but I thought I heard his accusation crack slightly. I looked up, teary eyed.
"I know I don't. And I hate myself every single time." I whispered.
"Are you sure about that? Are you sure it's just me, for you? Because-" His voice cracked, and he had tears pooling in his eyes. He was crying. My heart broke. "- I can't do this anymore. I've forgiven you again and again. If you fail one more time, I'm out. If you cheat, just once. I'll be gone, Bella." I started to shake with tears as he enveloped me into a hug.
"I'm sorry, Edward." He pushed my head into his chest, and I cried on his shoulder. "I tried, I really tried. I want to go to counselling. Please."
"I want to be there. No lies. No more other guys." I nodded weakly.
"Promise."
"I don't want to lose you, Bella. Please don't break away from me. I love you too much to let you go." He cried, and pulled me tighter against his body. Tears trickled down my cheeks as I wept, and Edward brushed my hair with his hand, running his fingers through my hair.
"I love you. I always have."
"I'll love you forever, Bella." He sighed, "You always drive me crazy." He laughed weakly.
"I...I think I should go to the counselor before...we do anything." Edward leaned back, shaking his head.
"Nuh uh. I've waited so long for you, and you can always come to me if you feel the need to...get off. Why should you need a counsellor when I'm as sexually charged as you? We're a perfect match for each other."
"You think?"
"If ever you want to have sex, you can come to your loving boyfriend, who is in the same state as you." He grinned, pulling my lips to his, and went in for the kill, lifting me up and dashing for his bedroom. "I love you."
"Love you too." I whispered to only him.
...
I woke up to an empty bed, but the door to the living room had just swung closed lightly. That must be him. I heard footsteps quieten, and the kettle start.
"Morning." I heard a female voice, muffled by the door. "You alright?" Rose. I smiled.
"Yeah. I got back together with Bella." Edward yawned.
"That's awesome. Emmett text me it. Said he heard a lot of crying. Is she okay?"
"Yeah. Em tricked me here. Good lad."
"Has she changed much?"
"I don't think so. She looks older, probably slightly more skinnier too. I'll have to sort that out." He joked. "She's beautiful."
I grinned. He thought I was beautiful. I love him so much.
"And you'll forget...everything else?" What else?
"Yes. Bella's it for me. I know it. What pain I felt is insignificant now. Honestly." I found myself next to the door, ear to the door. "She won't do it to me anymore, ever again. I know it. I trust her."
"Okay then. Just...keep an eye on her. She's a tough cookie, but she breaks on the slightest cracks. I know her. Be there before she cracks. I'm sure they'll be a breakage point soon with her. Unless last night was it."
"I think last night would be it. Of course, I expect more arguments to come, but they'll sort themselves out. Look at you and Em- you both work everything out."
"Yeah well, just don't start following her like a little puppy. She nor you would want that. I love Bella as a best friend, so don't ruin this with her. Course, she needs to work hard too, but I will talk with her soon."
"Speaking of her, I have Bella in my bed, legs wide open, for me." I smirked, and Rose laughed.
"Go and have sex with your girlfriend. You are excused of now. Shoo." I quickly jumped on his bed and pretended as if I had just woken up. Edward opened the door and shut it behind him, and I looked up at him.
"Hey honey." I whispered, and he smiled, kneeing down on the bed and jumping onto the bed next to me, wrapping his arms around my waist, and kissing my cheek sloppily.
"Hello lovely, when did you wake up?" He pulled me to his chest, and I smiled.
"My legs are wide open." I opened my legs, and Edward smirked, rolling over and pressing himself to me. I kicked down his boxers and smirked at him.
"Mmm...I'm glad they're for me." He laughed.
...
"Now you're the one teaching me." Edward smirked after another round. "Do you remember when I taught you how to kiss with tongues a couple of years ago?"
I nodded. "Sure I do. It was brilliant." I grinned, and sighed contently. I love my life.
"Bella, isn't it your birthday soon?" Edward changed the topic. I nodded. "When?"
"13th" I whispered. "Why?"
"Why? Because I want to do something nice for my girlfriend on her birthday!" Edward laughed, and kissed my lips softly. "You'll be 16, and that's a big year. You're officially legal to have sex, not like that stopped you in the first place." I ran my fingers through his messy bronze locks, and smiled slightly.
"Fine. But no surprises, deal?"
"Deal." He mimicked. "I would tell Rose to go away and leave us alone, but she said she wanted to talk to you. Catch up, you know?" I nodded.
"I've missed her. And Em. Not so much you though." I joked, stroking his face delicately. He pouted, and I put my fingers on his lips, and he pulled them into his mouth. I bit my lip teasingly, and he grinned my crooked grin. "A few more minutes?" He let go of my fingers and shuffled closer to me, so his minty breath blew in my face.
"How can I deny that?" He slowly brought his lips to mine, relishing in the pre-kiss feel. I suddenly heard a crash from the kitchen, and Edward moaned to try cover it up.
"Edward. Let's get up"
Edward whined and pulled me tighter, and I giggled.
"seriously Edward. Up." He sighed and let me loose, and I got up, finding one of his shirts. Edward was beefing up, I swear. Not like Emmett, but his muscles were getting more defined- I could see why he had so many fans. I opened the door, and Edward protested.
"Bella! Put these on." He flung his boxers at me, and I grinned, catching them and putting them on, then headed out to see what the commotion was.
"See? This is why we don't let you cook. You ruin it all!" Rose huffed as she picked up bits of food from the floor, and Em grinned sheepishly at me.
"I set myself on fire and panicked, Rosie!" He exclaimed, and crossed his arms. "Let me help you, at least." He bent down but Rose waved him off.
"No, you've caused enough mess. That apron is ruined- you have to buy a new one." I looked to the counter, where their bright pink apron had a little sizzle to the design.
"Uh...I think it's still on fire..." Emmett leapt on it and started smacking it against the counter, and a giggle slipped my lips.
"Bella! I'm so glad you're back! It's been too long!" Rose picked herself up and chucked the items in her hand into the trashcan, washed her hands and came to give me a hug. "I've missed you my pally!"
"I've missed you all, but the tour couldn't wait. But now it's over and I'm home." I smiled, and Rose pulled me backwards to the balcony.
"A word?" She mouthed, and I nodded, following her. I noticed Edward come out of the bedroom, new pair of boxers on, stretching.
"Rose." He warned, and Rose waved him off.
"I know, I know." She shut the door behind me and stood straight. "Okay Bells I'm gonna be straight with you. We all love you and see you a part of this family, but Edward has given you many chances, which if I'm honest, is one too many. I hate to see him upset, and of course with you he isn't, but if you do anything stupid again, we won't forgive you."
I nodded "Yes, sir."
"And I want you to go back inside and blow his mind, OK? You've been away too long, and Edward gets frustrated without you."
"We've already had sex."
"So? Actually do your stuff later- me and Em want some Bella time too." She grinned, and opened the door. I went straight to edward, who looked suspicious as he wrapped his arms around me.
"Hey...you ok?"
I nodded. "Perfect. What's the plan for today?"
Rose leaned on the counter. "Well we can help you unload, since you're staying for good." I nodded again.
"Kim said there isn't much for now. I need to record some more songs, and a few performances sometimes and photoshoots, but most I can do here. So, yeah." Edward pulled me closer to his chest, and I knew he didn't want me to ever go. It was strange, how just one person can make all the difference, and I couldn't bear to leave him either. I didn't want to not see him walk out the door again, to be away from him for more than a day. I wasn't sure now how I survived on tour, without him. I felt that even though I was here with him, I was wasting time.
"Let's go then." I went with Edward to quickly get changed and then I took Edwards hand and led the way to my apartment. "It's quite a tip right now, as I haven't done anything yet. I came here straight away." Referring to their apartment.
We spent the morning and afternoon unloading my stuff, and it took ages because Rose kept on 'ooh'ing and 'ahh'ing and commenting on almost every single item that was in there.
"Oh- this is gorgeous!"
"Where did you get it?"
"how much?"
"Please let me borrow this sometime!"
"Oh! Look at this Emmy!"
"Oh Edward!" She waved about some lingerie, and I blushed, looking down. Edward grinned and snatched it off of her, putting it in with the rest of my lingerie.
"You better be wearing one of these tonight, even if they won't be on for long" He gave me a cheesy smirk before shutting the drawer.
"Yeah yeah." I muttered, sitting on my bed. Emmett laughed his booming laugh as he pulled the next item out.
"Look at this Edward!" I groaned and got up, heading for Emmett.
"You know- I think I should do this section on my own." I grabbed the piece of material from his hands and shut the suitcase. "Go unpack the other stuff." I pointed out my bedroom door and they giggled, walking out. Rose called out.
"Bet Edward won't mind helping you unpack those!" And I slammed the door behind them, sighing. Edward held his hand out and I grabbed it, and he pulled me up into a hug.
He sighed "You smell so good." he sucked on my neck lightly and bit gently, and I laughed.
"Edward..." I whined, and dug my fingers into his ribs, causing him to step back.
"Hey!" He picked me up and swung me over his shoulder, and I couldn't stop giggling as he spun around.
"Edward I'm getting all dizzy!" He jumped on the bed and dropped me, so I bounced on the mattress. He lay down next to me and pulled my lips to his, kissing them swiftly.
"Better?" He breathed, and I rest my head on the pillow.
"Uh huh." I muttered, and his lips turned up at the corners as he put his hand on my hip.
"Love you." He mumbled, pouting slightly, and I shut my eyes, leaning closer to the mattress.
"Love you" I repeated.
"I have work tomorrow, do you want to come on set?"
I sighed. "I'm OK. I think I'll sleep for a bit, or figure something out." I opened my eyes, and he had a puzzled look on his face. "What?"
"I think you had a missed call earlier when you were asleep. I forgot to tell you." My phone was downstairs, so I got up.
"I'll be back in a sec. People call. Literally." I grinned and waved at Em before heading out of the door. I found my phone on Edward's bed side table, and I had 3 missed calls and 3 text messages. I saw the missed calls were from Kim, and so were the texts. Huh.
Call me back asap :) xxx
Where art thou? call me xx
Bella. Answer. the. phone. I have your schedule with me right now.
The last one was dated today about an hour ago, so I called her back.
"Bella- where have you been?" a lot of people have been saying that to me. Weird? "I have your work schedule- I'll text it you. Basically be in the hall for the allocated time and we'll get a car to take you there. Phil will accompany you each time. Be safe!" She hung up, and a minute later I got a list of dates, what I would do on what location, and the time I needed to be picked up. I had quite a few dates, but I wasn't working constantly like before.
"Hey..." I mumbled as I walked back into my apartment. Edward fast-walked forward to me and put his arm around my shoulders.
"Hey baby, what's up?" I was still looking at my screen, planning days ahead.
"N-nothing. Just got my dates. Turns out I couldn't go tomorrow either way. So no sleep for me huh?" Edward peered over my shoulder to catch a glimpse, and I looked up to see what he thought of it. Once he was done he shrugged.
"Cool." He muttered and went over to the fridge. "I have a meeting this afternoon at 5 with the guys from the film. They want me and Rose. So I'll be off in a few."
"Okay."
"Rose? You ready?" Rose came out from my bedroom and smirked.
"Yeah. I borrowed some of your makeup, Bells, if you don't mind."
"sure, go ahead."
"great." Edward pecked me on the lips, and tucked a lock of hair behind my ear.
"I'll see you soon, love you."
I repeated his line and they went off with Em, leaving me alone. Em told me before they walked out. "I only need to drop them off, and I'll keep you company." I nodded and said goodbye, then wandered off to look in the fridge.
Don't you hate it when there's nothing in the fridge? No wonder Edward came right back. I sighed, shutting the fridge door. Maybe when Em comes back we can go food shopping. I sat down to read a magazine for a few minutes, and soon later, roughly 15 minutes, Emmett helped himself inside and went straight to the fridge. He slammed it shut, annoyed.
"man! You got no food!"
"I was thinking we could go shopping. You're a bodyguard, so you can protect me too."
"Cool. Let's go- I'm starving. Can we get something to eat too?"
We took Emmett's car to a snack bar close by, and got burgers and fries, and then we went to Walmart for food. It wasn't until 8.30 did we get back, and Em carried a lot of the shopping bags.
"I think this was a good day well spent, don't you think?" He laughed, kicking the door open, and Edward was on the couch.
"Hey honey- we got supplies." I dropped the bags on the floor next to the door and looked at Edward questioningly. "What's up? How was the meeting thing?" Edward had a troubled look on his face.
"Rose." He din't turn to look in her direction, but Rose appeared from across the room quickly, with the same expression as Edward. She picked up a shopping bag and went to the kitchen, and I frowned.
"Was there anything wrong?" Em asked to anyone in general, and Edward sighed and cleared his throat.
"The film-makers think it is a good idea if me and Rose had a relationship. To help the film."
"And I am completely against it- but that douche bag is trying to win us over with more fringe benefits." Rose droned on. I couldn't believe it.
"And you're for it?" I accused Edward, and he sighed again.
"Bella, I don't like it any more than you do-"
"-you have got to be kidding me!"
"Bella! This is our jobs!"
"And this is your life- tell them 'no'!"
"Well it's a tad late for that!" Rose shouted from the kitchen, turning to face Edward.
"What?" It was silent. "You said yes? Without acknowledging you girlfriend and brother?" I was furious. "How can you do that, Edward? You had just got me back. Don't ruin this."
"If we didn't accept, they could have easily done worse- it's in the contract!-"
"screw the contract, Edward. You didn't think about Rose here, or Emmett, or me. You wanted to suck up to whoever that person is and now nobody can know about us."
"So what if they don't? It's not as if it makes a difference in our lives! We can pretend it's nothing and still be with one another. It's not as if Rose and I are actually dating!"
I could not believe this was happening. "Oh God." I put a hand to my face.
"Don't 'Oh God' me, Bella! You would have done the exact same!"
I let my hand fall. "No, I wouldn't have."
"Oh, please. Of course you would have. You left me here didn't you, when you went off to do your stupid tour?"
"That was different."
"How is it? At least I can still be around you, and only you! I don't go and fuck other guys, making excuses saying I am a sex addict or whatever crap you came out with! You've screwed me up! I'm not sure who you are any more!"
Edward stopped, wide eyed, and Rose stepped forward between us.
"Edward...maybe it was you who did the snapping, not Bella."
Edward's eyes darted from her, back to me, and I pointed to the door.
"get out." I snapped.
"Bella I-"
"GET THE FUCK...out." Edward looked helpless, opening and closing his mouth, and my pointing hand shook as he walked past me out into the corridor. "Can I be alone, please?" I was breaking.
Rose shook her head "You need someone to talk to." She whispered something to Emmett, and he nodded and went out the door, shutting it softly behind him, and I collapsed into Rose's arms.
"H-how can he s-s-say that? He knows. He knows." He knew what I had been through.
Roses shushed me, and led me to the couch to sit down. "Sweetie...Edward didn't mean that."
"he said he'd forget everything in the past." I cried.
Rose smirked. "So you were listening." I nodded, and cried some more. "I made Emmett have a go at Edward, if it helps. He should learn to think before he speaks."
"But he means every word" I mumbled, blinking as more tears came out. "He just misplaced the filter that stops him saying those things. He knew it would hurt me. And he was right."
Rose sighed. "No Bella, it isn't true. You were confused, and you and Edward technically weren't in a relationship at the time. It was wrong for him to use that against you, and you should have kicked him where it really hurts."
A giggle slipped through my lips, and Rose smiled encouragingly, I then looked down, breathing heavily.
"I did try to change."
"You did."
"He shouldn't have said that."
"no."
"I should kick him"
"well..." I looked up, and Rose smirked. "Maybe you could make him even more sorry. Emotionally." I raised my eyebrows in interest, then shrugged.
"I'm not that sort of person, to get revenge."
"Please? I need to get back at him too!"
"Yeah but I don't want him to say I'm not in a relationship with him." I whined, and Rose shook her head.
"I don't know how to sort that one out, unless we get Edward to tell the people 'no', even though he's already said 'yes'." I wracked my brain for ideas. "Just, for now, ignore him and sigh and all that. Make him think you're too upset to deal with him."
"That's easy. I am."
"Bella."
"OK, what else?"
"I could help, and be all judging and annoyed with him, and make him remember he loves you and needs to apologise big time, otherwise you'll break up with him. And that I convinced you not to already, cool?"
I sighed. "OK then..."
"This will be perfect. He'll realize that he is an utter idiot and I can date Emmett freely." Rose stood up and pulled me with her, and I whined.
"Rose...I don't like this idea."
"We're actresses- it will work out."
"How do you know?"
"Trust me, Bella. Relax, take it eaassyyy!" She started singing Mika, and I laughed. She pulled out her phone and put it to her ear.
"Emmett come here and act...um...act..." She gave me a funny look, and laughed. "er...just come quickly." She hung up, and shrugged. "I didn't know what the word was."
Em was here within half a minute. "What's up?"
"How's Edward?" I questioned emotionlessly.
"He's kicking himself right now."
"Rose!" I groaned.
"Shush, we're doing this." She looked at Emmett.
"Doing what?" Em asked.
"We're punishing Edward, and you're in on it." Em's eyes widened.
"Dude, that's harsh, but he is an idiot." He waved his hand. "But if I'm honest, I have some good ideas. OK, I'll go back to Edward and tell him to listen through the phone to our conversation, and Bella can act all depressed and all and stuff!" They high fived each other, and I shook my head.
"Er- no." I stopped them. "Too much. No. No. No."
They didn't even listen to me, as Em went through the door, and I groaned. If I complain, I'll get the same answer. He came back a minute later, and smirked, pointing to his phone.
Rose gave me a shove, and I went into my bedroom, ignoring them. Before I slammed my door, I heard Em start the conversation.
"How's she doing?"
"She's pretty upset. How could he-"
Slam.
I turned up the music to my old collection of rock, which developed into more modern Taylor Swift sort of music, but the sadder songs. I wasn't in the mood to listen to upbeat music.
...
Once Bella shut the door, I gave Em the thumbs up. Operation get Bella and Edward back together was a go.
"-could do this to her. I think she seriously wants to break up with him."
"We can't let that happen." Bella switched on the music so he had to raise his voice. Em opened the corridor door so we could talk easier. "Boy that music is loud." I narrowed my eyes at him and shook my head. Don't overreact. It'll blow his cover.
"I had to convince her to think it through. But it's better than nothing. Before she was all set-" I stopped. "-well she was wavering. Give her some time. But Edward needs to apologize. Otherwise..." I trailed off.
"Is that it, then? If he doesn't tell those guys to get lost, Bella'll leave him?" I nodded.
"It's not just that. He used her past against her. And he told me he'd forget all of that. I know how it feels to be apart of someone you love. Do you remember?" This never happened. "I was really thinking about having a one night stand or two." Emmett frowned, and mouthed to me.
"Really?" I shook my head, and he smiled.
"I'm sorry, it wasn't long though, was it? Not like Bella's situation."
"No, but I know I'd have broken if I were her." Well...I had a but more self control obviously.
"So what now?"
"Talk to Edward. Tell him something along the lines of...get back with Bella or I will kick his miserable ass. Kay?" He nodded, and leaned forward for a kiss.
"Kay. Bye, I love you Rosie." I pulled his lips to mine.
"Bye bye. Love you so much. Screw Edward with his relationship shit. It takes two to make a relationship work, and I'm not working with it." Em grinned and went back, and I went back inside, where another song was playing. I sighed and went to the fridge. Matchmaking was difficult work. I need energy as fuel.
...
I went down the elevator down to Edward, and came inside.
"Dude, did you hear it all?" He was sat on the couch, with his phone in his hands.
"Yeah." He mumbled, all depressed looking. He then lashed out, kicking the coffee table so it slid across the floor. "God! I'm so stupid! Rose was right about everything. I'm a dick. I don't deserve her. I shouldn't have opened my mouth. I hate arguing with her." He sighed. "I'm going to give them a call. Tell them I won't do it. Rose'll be happy. Sorry for doing it, Em."
"S'okay." I told my brother. "Just tough times, mate."
"Hold on." He pressed a few buttons and held the cell to his face. As he explained to the receiver why he changed his mind, he stopped.
"Yes. Bella Swan. Yes, the Bella Swan. Uhuh. Yes..." He trailed off, and then his face went bright. "Really? That's okay then? Great, thank you very much. I'll let her know." He hung up, and jumped from his seat. "They told me it is okay. As long as I tell the world me and Bella are in a relationship, it could get the film more publicity than if I dated Rose! If I had just said that in the first place..." He walked past me and out the door, and I followed him. He ran up the stairs, too excited to wait in the elevator. He stopped at her front door, then looked at me, panicked.
"What should I say? She hates me right now. I still said too much."
"Wait here. Give me one minute. Lemme talk to Rose."
I walked in and found Rose tucking into a tub of ice cream. "Rosie!" I mouthed to her, and waved my hands about. "Call off the plan! Call off!" She looked up, surprised, and headed for Bella's room, which was blasting some good old Taylor Swift.
"Edward." I called him in, and he poked his head around, scanning the room. Rose came out and pointed to the bedroom.
"She's in there." She muttered. The music was still loud as Edward made his way inside, and I took Rose to the balcony to explain everything to her.
...
I saw her, spread along the bed, with her eyes closed. It looked as if she were sleeping, but she was slightly tense, at my fault.
I went over to her stereo and turned down the volume, and she opened her eyes, glaring at me.
"What do you want?" She sat up in her bed, and I sat on the end, weary.
"Bella. I told them I wouldn't do it. I told them I was already in a relationship with you, and they allowed it. As long as we told the press we were dating. A compromise, you see?" She was still frowning, not good. On the plus side, her eyes looked softer. The Bella I knew couldn't hold a grudge for long. That's one of the reasons why I love her. I sat forward a little, and she shifted uncomfortably. "Please, Bella. I'm sorry for what I said. I'm truly sorry. I'll do anything for your forgiveness. Please, Bella."
To my surprise, she smirked devilish at me. "Anything?"
I gulped, but nodded. "Yes. I am truly hating myself for what I said. I mean it. I will forget it all and never use it against you again." I reached over and took her hand, squeezing it. "I love you so much, and I meant nothing of it. I'm sorry for hurting your feeling like that."
"I forgive you." She took a deep breath. "You've forgiven me so many times, I should do the same. But I am going to tell Rose about the 'I'd do anything'. She'll find something good, unless I could save it for later."
"Don't be too harsh?" I grinned.
"I'll try." She smiled weakly, and I frowned.
"Do you actually forgive me?" She shrugged.
"I will forgive you. Come here." I shuffled closer to her, and I leaned on the headboard and pulled her into me, hugging her to me.
"I'm sorry love. I just overreacted. I snapped. I meant nothing of it." I rested my cheek on the top of her head. "I think Rose and Em are up to something."
"Oh they are." She muttered, and I smirked. They love us so much to lose us.
"So when should we speak to the paps?"
She thought for a moment. "Take me out on a date. In someone public. And that'll show them." She grinned.
That night, we didn't have sex. We slept in each others arms. And it felt good. I woke up before she had, and I watched her sleep for an hour, before I went to the bathroom. When I got back, she was awake, and I smirked at her.
"Morning, Love."
"Morning Edwardo." She grinned, reaching out for me.
"Today is a big day. I am taking you out, and in advance, am going to kiss you right in front of the cameras." I laughed, and jumped into the bed next to her. She clung onto me, and smiled.
"Five more minutes." She mumbled, and I smiled, running my fingers through her hair.
"Kay." I whispered as she drifted off again.
At noon, she was dressed up and I met her at her apartment.
"Are you ready for a kiss of a lifetime?" I laughed, sliding my arm around her waist. She grinned and nodded.
"I can't wait." She pulled on my shirt and attacked my lips fiercely. When we caught our breaths, she giggled. "Seriously. Couldn't wait."
I took her to a popular day restaurant, and as we ate our food, I noticed workers having to block the paparazzi's way inside the restaurant, but that didn't stop them taking pictures. I grabbed Bella's hand reflexively. I didn't trust the paps. I've heard some celebrities fight back, and swear at them. We had Phil sit close by, just in case. Paps will do anything to get their story, even attack fellow pap people.
Bella laughed weakly, and tried to not move her lips as she spoke. "They kinda freaking you out slightly?"
I grinned and nodded. "Uhuh." I pulled a face, and she giggled, putting her hand on my cheek, stroking.
"Love you. You're my second protector, if ever Phil can't make it. But then again Em is some chunk of beef."
I laughed. "I can't win against Emmett. Ever. I'm only 17, Bella! They're in their 30s and armed with big cameras! Emmett is 23, and probably takes steroids. He can handle it."
"I actually asked if he did take steroids, and he said he didn't. Fact." She smiled and took a sip of her drink. "I so want to give them the finger right now, don't you?" I did. I nodded once.
"Try not to." I joked. "Otherwise that'll get them more money."
"Really?"
"No idea. It's not big news that a celeb has ever hit back at the paps. It's an invasion of privacy."
"Big time." She agreed.
We finished our meal, and I took her hand and kissed her lips softly, before exiting the restaurant. With Phil's help, we made it out alive, but the paps may have blinded and deafened us.
Flash flash.
"Bella! EDWARD! Look over here!"
"Are you dating?"
"BELLA!"
"EDWARD!"
God, help us! Phil took us to the apartment again, and we watched a movie.
"Shoot! Edward weren't you meant to be at the set today?"
I shrugged. "They let me off cause I was taking you out. Rose still went in though."
"Oh."
We continued to watch the movie, and I was glad that had sorted things out with my baby.
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