Heya Guys another Chapter is up in one day: D hopefully this will give some insight into Lily point of view on the Argument with Jerome and why she upset. I hope you like it: D
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Chapter Six
Lily's PO:
A few hours later:
I was still angry at Jerome, how dare he think he can worm his way back into the friendship that we had before he left me and Alfie to go off with Mara! Who does he think he is? Ok yeah, he's Jerome, the liar, player, scammer, wormer, flirty. But still that give him no right at all.
I mean he just left us, as soon as he got an opptinite to get a chance to get Mara and see if she will return his love, but of course she loves Mick, why would she ruin her chances of her and Mick when they just got back together? He's such a Jerk! I could kill him sometimes and I thought he was nice! What was I thinking then? I must have been an idiot to think that!
But what about Alfie, Poor Alfie he probably has to deal with Jerome right at this moment, Jerome yelling or muting at him, all nasty stuff about me or plans to get me back now that we had this augment.
I don't know, Jerome is one of these people who never learn, I wish that he had maybe hung around with us during helping Mara then this wouldn't happen, but no he didn't even came to say hello to us except dinner, or breakfast, unless me and Alfie were in their room.
Why do I feel hurt? Is it because Jerome one of my best friends or used to be? And I hate arguing and now we are, it hurts? I just wanna know… ….. … why there are tears falling down? Wait did I just say tears? I move my hand to my face, yes there tears, oh great. Thanks Jerome I hope you happy, I haven't cried since I was… 8 when I lost everything, why am I thinking about that? I should be thinking about Jerome! Wait! Not like that but oh I thinking way too much, I blabbing on to myself.
I just wish Mara could have maybe given Him a chance, like Amber should give Alfie a chance, he does everything she wants, and yet all he get is a 'Thank you Alfie, your so kind' he tries his best to get her to see that he likes her we can see it apart from her. Urge I wish they could see, Mara – Jerome likes you! What can't you get into your head! He likes you, somehow you bring the best out in him and you can't see it, grrrr she an idiot, if I can see it then she got to, and Amber well she could even see when Alfie was doing everything for her that he only had eyes for her, but no god is she so dumb not to see that? Why am I talking about them! Urrrggg! I'm going to bed to stop myself from talking to myself anymore!
With that I got into my PJ, went to the bathroom I had to share with the boys, and got into bed and soon I felt my eyes shut, next thing I know I was bashing on my aleam clock telling it to be quite, before I heard a knock on my door,
"Enter at your own risk" I answered sleepily, Alfie entered, while looking scarred like I was going to kill him, I laughed, "Hey Alf"
"Heya, Lily, you getting up?" I nodded slowly, he smiled "good 'cos Trudy wants you up and to have breakfast like now" he laughed as I tried to get up but failed, suddenly I felt his hands helping me up to my feet,
"Thanks Alfie, I owe you one" I said before getting my clothes I was going to wear for that day, Alfie understood and went out the door while saying "No probs" I got changed after going to the bathroom, I changed into a low grey top with sleeves of course, some more Joggings and my blue and green converses and I was ready to go for breakfast, Trudy was up and waiting for me to serve my breakfast, everyone was sat in their usual places that meant me sitting next to Jerome 'Oh great' I thought. I sat down while Trudy putting my plate in front of me and I ate, I didn't look at Jerome and I think some of the other were looking at me question, I got after I ate all of it and went back to my room for a while grabbing my headphones and listening to Avril Lavigne Goodbye Lullaby CD on my IPod, and read my book.
Sorry it short, I wanna get a feeling of what Lily feels, will try to update sooon :D Loveya xxxxx