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I sent him a tight smile as I turned around to face him. Awkward? Very. I stepped forward to give him a hug. "Hey Jake. How're you doing?" He patted my back stiffly and I let go of him.
"I'm doin' good. Yourself?" His lips turned up as we began to dance.
I nodded. "I'm very well. We haven't spoke in ages."
He shrugged. "Been there, done that. You know how it is." I nodded once, and looked down at our feet. "How are you and Edward?" This surprised me, and I looked back up, gazing into his eyes. I hadn't been prepared for the fact that Jake could have actually moved on.
"What?"
"You don't think I still care about your life?"
"Well...you had told me to get out of your life..."
"I didn't."
"You did. And by the way, how're you and Leah? Heard from a friend that you're both dating." He did a double take.
"What? No we're not! Who told you that?" I bit my lip and looked away.
"I don't want to finish this song if we're just going to bicker." He forced my chin to face him, and I growled at him. "Let me go, Jacob."
"It's Jacob, now, is it? Well, Bells?" I leaned back. "How are you and Edward doing? You never answered my question."
"Fuck off Jacob. Maybe it was good that you sent me away. You've become more controlling." He pulled me towards him. "Me and Edward are getting married, as you already know. And you're definitely not invited."
"It's not as if I'd come, anyway." He snapped, and squeezed me a little too hard. I yelped.
"You don't want to hurt a pregnant woman, Jake." Immediately his hands loosened as Paul pulled him off me, and I fell into Edward's arms.
"You're pregnant." He mumbled incoherently. Edward stepped in front of me, protecting his love.
"She is, Jacob. Now stay back." He didn't intend for any harm, but suddenly Jake needed all of his band mates to hold him back.
"Why you-" Jared covered his mouth and kneed him down below.
"Let it go, Jake." Jared urged him as he fell down. Edward pulled me back and I found Rachel, who had surprise on her face.
"What happened?" I gave her a hug.
"Jake went at it again." I whispered. "It's nothing. You look beautiful. A beautiful bride. Paul is so lucky." Rachel grinned and kissed both of my cheeks.
"Thank you. To be honest, I'm the only one who will actually tell you the insides of Jake's life. Do you want to know? Everyone else want to protect Jake's reputation to you. It didn't work out really. He's like an uncontrollable thing..." She shook her head. "I'll give you a call tomorrow, yeah? When I'm on the plane to wherever I'm going." She grinned, and I wrote my new number on a slide of paper, handing it to her.
"Go and dance. Have you danced with Edward yet?" I patted my fiancées arm and Edward smirked.
"Shall I dance with the bride?" He grinned, holding his hand out to Rachel.
"Oh my God! I finally get to dance with the famous Edward Cullen!" She laughed, speaking in a friendly tone and took his hand. Edward gave me a smile and led me to the dance floor as well, where I could see Paul conversing with Embry speedily. He saw me, lifted his hand up, and I wandered over to them while Rachel and Edward danced.
"What's up?" I asked casually, and Paul put an arm around me. "Congrats for today, matey!"
"Bells, we're sorry for Jake..."
"It's okay. He hates me, that's fine." I shrugged it off, and Embry frowned.
"He doesn't...hate you...You know, hate is a very strong word..." Paul whacked his arm.
"Not helping, Embry." Paul scolded, and turned to me. "He's still coping."
"How has he coped? Drugs? Drinking? Sex?"
"All three."
I snapped. "Where is he? I want to so knock him out right now. I can't believe he did that at your wedding!"
"It's fine!"
"Um...no it's not." I argued, shaking his arm off. "This is your big day, and he's ruining it. You know what? Don't think about it. Just enjoy yourself here. Deal with him later. I know the gist of his situation, and that's all I need." I began to walk away, and someone pulled on my arm. "What?"
"He doesn't hate you, Bella. He still loves you." He blurted out, and everyone seemed to turn around, but me. I've had enough of this. I headed over to Edward, smiled at him, then turned to Rachel.
"Sorry to cut my stay short...but I'm not feeling too good. You know..." my hand hovered over my stomach. "It was a beautiful wedding, and I'll talk to you later, okay?" She nodded and gave me a quick hug, and then me and Edward headed back to the car. We sat there for a few moments, just silent.
Edward broke the silence. "Well...that was nice. He still loves you?" He nodded, gulping. "I...permission to freak out over it?"
"Permission granted." I needed to scream into a pillow really badly. Edward was quiet as I took his hand and he squeezed it tightly. "It'll be okay. I don't like him that way. I don't really like him at all right now."
"That's...reassuring." he commented, and suddenly there was a tap on my side window. I looked, panicked to the screen and saw Jake's hard face leaning over. I rolled the window down.
"What do you want?"
"I want to talk. Outside." I huffed and got out of the car, slamming the door shut and crossing my arms. The wind blew my hair about, and Jake looked at his feet.
"Look I don't need-"
"-I still love you, Bells. I can't seem to get over you. Leaving you was a mistake- one that I will forever regret. I'm sorry you had to find out like this, but it's how I feel."
I couldn't speak, until now, of course. "I already heard it. You've been doing drugs? Drinking? Why?" I stepped forward, and he did too.
"Isn't it obvious? I couldn't get over you. I see you on the news...every day. You're there when I work, when I eat...when I sleep. I can't get you out of my head-"
"-what do you want me to say to that? I love Edward. Move on. I'm pregnant with his third child, and I'm marrying him in less than a month. Got it?" I paused. "What do you want me to say?"
He stepped forward. We were only inches apart. The wind blew my way and I could smell his rusty, grassy scent. "I want you, Bells. Period." He jumped forward and pulled my face to his. What? I pushed myself away from him, gasping, just as Edward climbed out of the car. I was thrown backwards as Edward and Jake circled each other. What the hell?
"You're dead meat, Jacob. She's mine."
"Dead meat? This isn't pre school."
"Stop it!" I yelled, but then Edward made the first move, crashing into Jake, knocking him into the car. I screamed at them to stop. I called for help. Edward was on top of Jake, throwing punches at his face, defending what was his.
"I took her virginity, I had her first!" Jake protested.
"I impregnated her, I claimed her as my fucking fiancée. Beat that!" Jake rolled him over and now was hitting him. I ran forward, yelling and screaming. I had to intervene. I had had training. I could try. I saw others running up to them and started tugging on Jake, to get off Edward. Tears were falling as I saw some flashes from a distance.
"Bella! Move away!" Paul shouted, but it was too late. Jake's elbow went backwards, slamming right into my stomach, and I buckled up in pain. My head hit the ground, and I curled up, protecting my stomach. Jake looked behind, surprise on his face, as Edward struggled under him, shoving him of and leaping for me.
"Bella? Are you okay? Bella?" He helped me up, and I started sobbing, as I felt the liquid drip down my legs.
"My baby." I chanted quietly over and over as he rocked me. "It's gone."
"What are you talking about?" He said hysterically, and I heard gasps come from the crowd.
I pulled away, looking at my legs, and Edward seemed to understand once he saw them.
"No." He gasped. "No." He looked around frantically, but Jake had already gone. I saw Heidi crying into Jared, and Paul was with Rachel. Embry had disappeared. Edward arms came over me again, and he rested his chin on my shoulder, hiding me from the crowd. "We need to take you to the hospital, Love. It could be nothing." I shook my head.
"No. It's definitely happened." Edward squeezed me closer.
The impact from Jake's hit had killed my unborn baby. I was only a month gone at least.
The hospital confirmed that, and cleaned me up.
Messages on the answer machine grieved for us, as I spent my night sobbing in Edward's arms. Rose, Em, Alice and Jazz also helped me grieve, and dealt with the paparazzi behind the gates. Those flashes I saw were them before- they couldn't extend the boundaries of the event far enough to hide a zoom of my blood stained legs, the fight. It was on the news by 6pm, and Edward kept me calmer than I could have been, but it still hurt.
"Oh no he didn't." Edward cussed as he turned up the volume. Jake was standing in front of a ton of microphones and flashing lights.
"I don't have much to say about what happened today, but I would like to take the time to show my support for Bella and Edward, their friends and family, for what occurred today. That is all."
"He made a public APOLOGY?" I yelled at the TV. "Well that makes me feel better. Not!" Rose huffed.
"I've always hated that guy." She muttered. "You could press charges, you know."
"I want a freaking restraining order." I spat. I stroked my stomach. "I barely had a bump." Feelings of loss went through me, and I pouted. Edward put a hand on my flat stomach.
"It's okay, Bella. We can try again." His words were soothing, but I...I couldn't explain it...I felt empty.
"I wanted that baby though."
"I know love, but we can make another. Come on." He picked me up and I pouted.
"Not tonight, Edward. I'm not in the mood."
"Bella you won't ever be in the mood if we don't do this now."
"I will."
"When, then? The longer you wait, the less time there is to get pregnant." I struggled out of his arms and went to the stairs.
"Not tonight, Edward." I repeated. "Leave me alone." I headed upstairs and sat on the bed, crossing my arms. Edward leaned on the doorway.
"I know how you feel, you know. As well as the fact that you can't feel the other pain that I have to deal with. Every. Single. Day." He sat down next to me and crossed his legs. "I want to be close to you, Bella. I want to have a family. We were fine before. Please." I turned around to face him, and his eyes were wet. "I really want this, Bella. Please." I went on my knees and leaned over him. "Please." my lips touched his, and he cried out my name softly. "I love you so much."
"Shut the door, Edward." I didn't want to do this now, but I wanted him to shut up. Jake killed my child. He will pay.
...
The days past, and Edward insisted on everything. Every breath I had, we were trying for our next baby. It made me sick, as if we were replacing my baby. I had gone to Rose and Alice for advice on how I could cope...with losing my child.
Rose had said "It may not be a good idea, but maybe you should confront Jake. You need to grieve, it's only natural. Don't suppress it."
I had thought that was a great idea, but Edward found out and freaked out over it. So I have made the plan to go around to Rose's, where she'll take me to Jake's, and I can have a proper go at him.
It was a Monday, and I still didn't have a positive pregnancy test, when I told Edward I was going to Rose's. He wanted to come with, so I dragged him along. Em will keep him busy with Sarah. She was such a cutie! I giggled as Sarah giggled back, waving her legs around at me. Edward smirked as he picked her up, bouncing her up and down.
"Bella? Can you come with me down to the baby store? I need to get some ... stuff." Em chuckled and looked at the both of us.
"What now? We have enough nappies and baby oil or whatever is up there." He pointed to the ceiling. "What is it now?"
Rose grinned. "Honey...I told you earlier, didn't I?" Her eyebrows raised. Had she told Em? She must have, since he backed down almost straight away.
"Oh... er... right. Of course. I forgot. Sorry Rosie." he gave her a peck on the lips and she smiled up at him.
"Look after Sarah for me? Edward- you too. Me and Bella are going to have a little fun shopping time before we both get too big to shuffle around." Edward gave me a kiss and me and Rose linked arms, heading for the door. I got into her car, since she was driving, and we set off for the location that Rachel gave us. She told us after the honeymoon, that she'll make sure everyone is nearby in case anything happens again. I still couldn't get over the fact that Jake caused those bruises on Edward's face. I hope he looked worse. It took us an hour to get there, seeing as they were staying in a hotel for their tour. Paul and Rachel had gotten our invites, and so had Jared and Embry. I had made it final that Jake wasn't allowed there at my wedding. He will not ruin it for me and Edward. It's our big day.
The wedding was in two weeks. Two weeks! I was nervous, but it was in a good way. Alice had been going psycho, getting my dress and the area and so and so. I had a fitting yesterday and the dress was beautiful, but none of the guys except Jazz were allowed to see it. I hoped that Edward's bruises faded soon.
We had reached the hotel and put on our hoodies as we headed inside. I gave Rachel a call, and she met me downstairs, and gave me a hug.
"How was your honeymoon?" I asked, and she smiled.
"It was great." I caught her drift and we both nodded, laughing. "How are you coping?" We headed into the elevator and she pressed number 5.
I shrugged. "I've been better. Edward's practically forcing me to start trying again..." I looked down. "I feel...depressed, lonely and ... sad."
"But that's completely normal, Bells." Rose soothed. "You've lost your baby. Again." I gave her a pointed look.
"Not helping."
"Sorry." she smirked, and the elevator doors opened. Rachel led us to a room, and she knocked on the door. Jared opened it, frowning.
"Hey you guys." He gave the both us a hug as Rachel passed him. "How're you doing?"
"Could be better." I muttered and he nodded once, letting us come in. I looked around. It was as big as my old apartment, and held about 10 people, from what I could see. "Where is he? I want a word." Behind Leah and Heidi, Jake was. They were irritated with him as he pushed past them, and he stood taller than me.
"Here I am."
I crossed my arms. "I can see. I want to make this clear. Not only do I not want to see you again, I don't want to speak to you, know you, or even pretend to like you. How dare you make such a public statement. You killed my child because you couldn't control yourself and your drugged ass. I don't understand what had happened, but now all I can see is a tough guy who acts like he's the next big thing. You should be ashamed of yourself, and what you have become. I don't feel the same way about you, so shove that up your ass. And get out of my fucking life, you dick." Once I had finished my rant, I gave Rose a look, and she gave me the thumbs up.
"Okay...it was nice seeing you...good bye! Don't forget the wedding!" She pulled me along and out of the door.
"Wait! Hold up" Jake called behind our backs until we went into the elevator. "Bella I-" But the doors had shut. He frantically reached for the button, but we were already heading down. I saw his face. He was panicked.
"He doesn't deserve your time." Rose had said, and I followed her, putting the hoody on the ride down. I heard him call my name as we made it halfway to the door, and I sped up. We climbed into the car and he banged on the tinted windows. He wasn't covered, so he'll attract attention.
"Go away." I yelled through the window, and he bit his lip, looking around. He then stared directly at me and whispered something.
"Bella. You...please. Let's talk about this."
"Talk?" I laughed. "You made me miscarriage. Rose. Drive." She started the engine and he banged on the window again, eyes worried, looking as if he were blind.
"Bella. No. Don't go. I'll kill myself if you hate me."
"STOP!" I yelled, and Rose put the hand brake on. I rolled down the window. "What is it? You had your chance, but then you told me to go."
"I was hurt, Bella. You should understand that you had cheated on me. Please."
"And can't you move on? It's been almost forever." I stuck my head out of the window, kneeling on my seat.
"I guess I was a guy...who fell in love, got hit too hard, and couldn't get over the girl who hurt him." He muttered, and his hand jerked upwards slightly, and I frowned. "Bella. Stay with me." He gulped and muttered to himself again.
"What did you just say?" I asked loudly, and he looked up at me, in a daze. He shook his head.
"No, it's alright. Just- the run. Made me kind of thirsty. It's fine. I'll get a drink, in a sec." He was slurring his words, and I got a little panicked.
"Jake? Are you okay?" I brushed his cheek with my hand, tapping him awake. "Jake?" I turned around, looking at Rose, who looked concerned.
"Get him in here. Let's take him to the hospital." When I turned back around, he was swaying.
"I can't knock him over! Help me!" If I opened my door, he'd be in the way. Rose climbed out of the drivers seat, ran around the car and guided Jake backwards so I could get out. We helped him into the back seat and set off to the hospital. Something was wrong.
"What's going on?" He mumbled incoherently, lying on the whole back row. I turned around in my seat and took his hand, and his hands twitched.
"Just stay still." I raised my voice, hysteria seeping through. "Rose? Have you seen anything like this?" Her hands tightened on the steering wheel, and she shook her head. "Hurry!"
"I'm hurrying!" She yelled, pushing on the gas pedal. We sped towards the hospital, and Jake's eyes fluttered.
"Bells. What's going on?"
I bit my lip, and his lips curled upwards.
"Your smile is beautiful." We jerked as Rose stomped on the brakes, stopping where only the ambulances were allowed. We jumped out of the car and a guy rushed to us.
"You're not allowed to park here!" He stated, and I ran to the door, swinging it open. "Hey!"
"This is an emergency!" Rose yelled, and I pulled on Jake's arms to get him out. I used his arm to bring it around my shoulder, and he was heavy.
"Rose! Help! Get a stretcher or someone!" The guy seemed to have come to help as he took Jake's other side and we made our way inside the hospital. Some people got Jake onto the stretcher and it all blurred together. I remember Jake reaching for me and I took his hand, before some doctor stopped us from going further than the waiting room. tears rolled down my face as Rose pulled me into a hug.
"Go outside, and call Rachel. Or someone. Their his family. It may help." She led me outside, and I took a deep breath. The air seemed to clear my lungs from the panic and fear, and I dialled Rachel's number. She picked up, panicked.
"What happened? We called Jake. He didn't answer." Rachel was breathing heavily.
"Where are you?"
"I'm at the hotel room with everyone else? Where are you?"
"We're at the hospital..."
...
Everyone in the waiting room seemed to be for Jake. They weren't really sure of what happened, but Rachel was soon called by the doctor working on Jake. She didn't come back. About half an hour later the same doctor came back and asked for family only. A lot of them looked at me, but I shook my head.
"No, you go on. I'll wait here. Wait, should we just leave?" I looked to Rose, who pouted.
"I want to make sure he's okay." She smirked, and Embry clapped his hands together.
"Go on ahead. We have plenty of time to waste." I frowned.
"No. You go. You're his best friends and band mates. And plus, Paul, your the brother in law. Go!"
"Promise you'll stay?"
"Yes."
Some of the people in the room stood up and followed the doctor, and Rose tagged along, but came back after a minute or two.
"How is he?"
"You can see for yourself." Her face was uplifted, so it has to mean good news.
"What was wrong with him?" She shrugged.
"Find out for yourself."
The boys and few girls came back, and Paul seemed relieved that I was still here. I raised my eyebrow.
"Didn't expect me to still be here?" Paul smirked, and nodded.
"You have a tendency to...run away from things."
"Shut up." I fired back. Rachel laughed quietly.
"Jake wants to see you, Bella. He's not finished just yet."
I groaned, but my lips curved upwards. The doctor showed me into his room and I gasped at the sight before me. Jake was lying in the bed, in one of those hospital outfits, and there was a wire in his arm, and a monitor beeping away. He looked up when I arrived.
"Hey Bells. How's it goin'?" I sat down in one of the many chairs around his bed, and narrowed my eyes at him.
"Going? Jake you collapsed on us! You said you'd kill yourself if I hated you! I hate you for doing that!" I whacked his chest and he laughed throatily. "What the hell was wrong?"
"Well...the Doc said I had low blood sugar, or something. I have type two diabetes." He looked at me carefully. My jaw fell open.
"What?"
He nodded. "Apparently I could have had it for years by now, just chipping away at my liver and myself. They've got me these things. I don't know. I wasn't listening." He grinned cheekily. "Sorry for...everything. I think the fact that I hadn't found out I had it, the symptoms had made me crappy and...not me." I nodded. "It's ruined my life. Who know what would have happened if I had it found earlier? Maybe we wouldn't have broken up...maybe I could have been better at my music...treated girls with respect. Treated guys with respect...boy, the amount of times I had been hit in the face and kicked in the balls." He chuckled. "But no, I don't understand any of this. All of the crap that went on before, could have just been me, you know? And I'm just making excuses, but...I'm not sure what part was me, and what wasn't. My mood shifts like a girl on their period." He smiled up at me. "So...?"
"I'm glad...you're okay. And if you don't remember earlier, we had our shot, and now I'm with Edward, so..." He nodded once.
"You win some, you lose some. That's life." He shrugged, and I bit my lip. "You're beautiful, Bells, so for that reason only, I hope we can keep in contact. Truth is, seeing Paul and Rachel together made me want to find that. Jared gave me a pep talk and I think now sugar is actually in my blood or whatever, I'm pretty psyched!" I giggled, squeezing his hand.
"I love you, Jake. Call me soon?" I stood up, and he nodded.
"Sure, sure. I'll get it off Rachel." he waved his hand and I kissed his cheek, before departing.
"Wait, Bells!" I heard him call me weakly, and I went backwards. "Er...I'm sorry, about, the baby thing..."
I pursed my lips. "Well...you should be. You're still not invited to the wedding." I carried on walking, and found Rose, who jumped up from her seat. "Ready? I'll see you at the wedding, laters." We headed out and I checked my phone. "Shit. Edward." I had like 10 messages. 3 from Em, the rest from Edward.
"Hey Love, you haven't been back in a while...where are you?"
"Bella, call me back, okay?"
"Bella, it's been five hours now. Where did you and Rose go? Sarah's almost run out of breast milk." Okay...?
"Bella. Call me back now."
"Hey Bells! You've freaked Eddie out a little...just, call back okay? I'll give Rose a ring."
"Bella, don't make me regret you not taking Phil with you today. Please."
"Isabella Marie Swan, if you do not answer this phone right now." I heard some shuffling, and then the end beep.
"Bells, Rose ain't picking up. You haven't gotten each other into trouble again? if you don't call by 6, Eddie will go bonkers."
"Bella...if you know what's good for you...just answer the god damn phone!"
"..." the last one was from Edward, but there was no message. I looked at the clock as Rose was driving back. It was just past 6. I thought they may be a little angry if we answered back now, but I called Edward anyway.
"Bella! What the hell have you been up to!"
"Look, let me explain-"
"-Bella I was worried sick! You could have just left all over again! Em is freaked too." I heard someone protest. "Yes you are, Emmett! Bella, where were you?"
"I-I'll explain later. We're almost home. Let us in, okay?" We eventually got to the house, and we headed up Em's drive. The lights were on, and Edward came to meet us outside. As we got out, Edward ran for me and pulled me into a hug.
"Where have you been all my life?" He whispered, and I giggled.
"We have a story to tell, Mister." I put my hand on his neck and pulled his lips down to mine for a short kiss. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his hips as he carried me inside.
"So, what's the exciting story that gave Eddie a heart attack waiting for?" Em smirked, and Rose slapped the back of his head. "Ow!"
"Well...we kind of went to find Jake Black." Rose stated, and all hell broke loose. Well, meaning Edward broke loose.
"What? I told you not to go there, didn't I, Bella? We need to have trust in this, otherwise we will crumble up!"
I turned my head to him. "What? As Rose was saying, we went to Jake so I could give him a piece of my mind and finally let go of this miscarriage. And when we left, he followed us out and...he collapsed! Turns out, he had been suffering from a long term type 2 diabetes. Who knew?" There was silence.
"So...what does that mean?" Em asked.
"It means, that...I want to invite him to the wedding."
"No." Edward stated. "He knocked the shit out of me. He's bound to declare his love for you during the ceremony."
"Are you afraid that I suddenly realise I love him back and go skipping into the sunset? He's moving on. He wants to meet someone new."
"You are positive that he won't object?"
"Positive."
"Bella I don't want him at our wedding. He was your first..."
"That doesn't matter, Edward. I was 15." I argued.
"And obviously had no idea what you were doing."
"Excuse me?"
"I don't want him at our wedding. That's final." I got off his lap and looked down at him, crossing my arms.
"This is not your decision. Without him, I'd still be in England, in college or university or whatever- nowhere near you! He got me into the business, and he means a lot to me!"
"Can we talk about this back at our house?" Edward persisted, and I shook my head.
"There's nothing to talk about. Jake is coming to the wedding."
"He is not!"
"Er, yes he is."
"Stop being so stubborn. The guy beat me and you lost our child to him just recently!" he pointed to his still slightly swollen cheek bone.
"He has diabetes! His mood was uncontrollable!"
"It's probably just an excuse! From what I've heard, diabetes does nothing to the mood."
"It's to do with sugars, Edward. It controls the mood." I saw Emmett and Rose start to edge away, but I put my hand to them. "You don't need to go anywhere. I'm leaving." I ran out of the house and stormed through the darkness, down the drive, and headed around to the house. Edward called after me, but I just sped up. Edward grabbed my arm and spun me around, pulling me towards him.
"Let go of me, Edward."
"I want my say."
"No!" I groaned. "You never let me have my say!"
"I do. You just never appreciate it enough!" I struggled out of his arms and ran up to the gates, letting myself in and then charged up the drive. I was starting to run out of breath, and I knew he was following me. I let myself in and shut the door. I hoped he didn't have his key, as I walked to the sofa and sat on there, crying. I didn't want to argue with Edward. But I wanted everyone I loved to be at my wedding. Jake was one of them. Edward knocked on the door.
"Bella I'm not going to open the door, unless you want me to."
"Go open it yourself! I'm not your slave!"
The door opened and Edward slipped through, seeing me curled up on the sofa. "Oh Bella. I'm sorry." He walked forward and enveloped me in his arms. "Look...er...if you really want him there...he can be there. But...you have to be sure he won't ruin it for any of us. I want his acceptance that we are together. I don't want the day to be ruined like last time..." I sniffled and tucked my head into Edward's chest.
"I-I-I want e-everyone I love to be there."
"And do you love Jacob?"
"Y-yes. But not in the s-same way as y-you." I was shaking. "Why am I c-crying so much?"
"Bella. Pregnancy test." He jumped up and dashed up stairs. Can't I be crying without being pregnant? Or what? By the next minute, he had found me the test and I waited for a moment, before going into the bathroom.
A few minutes later I walked out of the bathroom to face Edward. "I'm not."
His face deflated. "Oh. Ok." He pulled me into a hug and sighed. "Right. We can still try?" He looked down at me and brushed through my hair with his fingers.
I sighed. "yeah." I shut my eyes and Edward squeezed me in reassurance.
This one's a little shorter, as the next scene we have- the Wedding!
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