Yes. The first chapter was in Americas P.O.V, as this one will be.
Italics are thoughts.
Enjoy~
I've come to the conclusion that thinking, especially over thinking, is officially damaging to the brain. It can't handle it. All it does is make you more confused and sick to your stomach.
I've gotten nowhere on the situation…
For every step forward, I take two steps back.
Maybe I'll treat myself to, well you know, a treat. Like coffee or somethin'. I just need some time to relax… Yeah… that'll fix me…
I drove subconsciously to my point of destination. My favorite café. Its downtown and is small and cozy. I always come here when I need to think or relax. The inside is nice and the color scheme is deep reds and browns, with small little splashes of color here and there. Beautiful paintings on every wall, and flowers centered on each table.
The place is always dimly lit, with slow jazzy music playing in the background.
I walked over and sat at my usual spot at the bar. I ordered my favorite coffee. I stared down blankly at the dark brown, polished wood while waiting, as I once again become hopelessly lost in my own thoughts…
'When did these feelings start exactly?' I wondered 'ah hell… I don't know. What are these feelings? Love, crush, or brotherly love? Nahh…'
'How long has this been going on now? On and off a couple years? A year? No. A couple months? I've lost track of time.'
I groaned inwardly and then all time and thoughts froze, when by, the work of a mighty power, He walked in through those two giant wooden doors.
I couldn't move. My heart was beating a million miles a minute and I was frozen to my spot, except my gaze which followed his every move.
How creepy am I?
But I can't help it, he draws me in, then keeps me there.
I slowly start to notice that he's with a couple school friends. Nothing special… but I can't help but feel this pang of jealously that I'm not the one over there with him… I turn red, whether from a blush or anger I'm not sure, but I quickly look away.
Back to looking down at the table.
'Where's my damn drink?' I thought annoyed, and then I looked up 'oh, there it is.'
I quickly downed half.
'Why do I feel so nervous, jealous, and am I anxious?' I sighed… damn this cursed thinking.
I found myself sneaking a peak towards them and he happened to be looking my way. Our eyes met, and then he smiled, that oh so lovely smile, and waved at me.
I blushed, and smiled and shyly waved back. Knowing how long we've been friends, you wouldn't think I would blush… but I did. As bright and red as a cherry.
'Wow it got hot in here'
I quickly turned forward and chugged down the rest of my coffee. I slammed down the cup, paid my due, and I left.
'Maybe some fresh air would do me good…'
I don't know how I feel about this. Oh well.
I plan to have more interaction between them next chapter.
Also longer chapters too.
Hope I delivered on this chapter. ~
