Our Little Girl
Epov
As I was waiting for Bella to get me things for Lexi so I could take her to the park I found myself thinking about how much my life has changed in the last two days' found out the girl I love, never stopped loving me like I thought, had a daughter with said girl had, a new job and I was pretty fucking happy with my life right about now.
I could feel eyes on me and when I looked up I saw Jasper glaring at me, Really I couldn't blame him for not wanting me around, I did hurt his little sister after all. Oh lovely, I thought now I'm going to have to have a nice long chat with Jazz. But he can wait right now my little girl is waiting for me.
I was going to ask Bella to come with me but I knew from the look I was getting from her that she wanted me to be alone with our daughter.
"Are you ready to go Edward?'' said Bella from right behind me. I didn't hear her come up and I jumped.
"Eh yeah I'm ready''
"Sorry for scaring you I didn't mean to frighten'' Bella said apologetically with a small smile.
"No its fine really I should have been paying better attention I guess. Eh you don't want to come with us do you'' whatever way she heard it must've came out wrong by the look on her face. I replayed what I said shit! It really came out wrong. It sounded like I didn't want her to come, but I did and I also didn't. Well what can I say I want to some father/daughter time with Lexi? Is that so wrong I mean Bellas had three years with and id like one day with her."Not that I don't want you to come its just that I thought you were going to be working. And I'm rambling on right now and I'm going to shut up yeah'' idiot.
"No Edward I'm not going with you but if you want then I will?'' Bella said with a little smirk, her eyes held amusement so she must've enjoyed my little rant there. Good to me amuse her.
"No its okay, can I just have a little father/daughter time with her?'' I asked nervously.
"Of course you can that's why your here isn't it?'' I knew she was making fun of me by the teasing sound of her voice. But I liked it. It was just like old times. Before I went and made a huge mistake. Now I've got to live with the consequences' of that mistake.
"Eh yeah it is, but I thought you would come with us or something. I'm sorry I'm about to start ranting again so I'll shut up now. This isn't funny Bella I'm nervous okay no need to your amusement from it. Crap I'm ranting again aren't I?'' of course I was 'coz Bella was nearly of the floor rolling with laughter.
"Yeah once again you are ranting, but its funny and cute so don't worry about it alright?'' she was trying to hold in her laughter nut a few low chuckles escaped her mouth.
"Alright so when can we go and what time do we need to be back at?''
"Em how 'bout you come back at say 6 or 6:30 whatever suits you I don't mind as long as its not too late.''
"Em yeah I'll bring her here around 7 or to your house I don't mind you choose''
"Em how about you bring her back to mine oh here I'll give you a key so you can get in case I'm not there''
"Okay that's grand. So I guess we'll take off. Lexi are you ready to go to the park?''
"Yup'' came a little bell like reply from Lexi.
"Alright lets go''
We left off then. To say I was excited was an understatement I was ecstatic. I was spending time with my daughter wow my daughter. I love that word. I'm a dad a daddy a farther I still can't believe it. Sure I've had a few days to get use to it but now I'm realising that I've missed out on three years of her life.
Lexi and I went out to my car after I got her car seat from Bella
"Alright baby girl are you ready to have some fun with your old man?''
"Daddy your not an old man like gwampa. He's old your young like mamma.''
"Alright sweetie but are you ready to have some fun with your daddy?''
"Yup'' at that I had to laugh as she popped the 'p' like she was sucking on a lollipop "but can we get some ice-cream soon I'm hungry''
"Of course we can munchin now were ready so lets head on out''
As I drove off I knew I was going to enjoy being a dad being back to the place that has always been my home and hopefully being with Bella just like the old times.
Bpov
As soon as Edward and Lexi took off I had four curious on me. I knew what they were thinking. Emmett would be excited to have one of his best friends back. Rosalie would be dying to bite my head off for being an idiot and letting Edward back in my life. But how could I not let him in my life? He is the only person I will ever love and he's the father of my daughter I can't not let him in. Alice would be happy for me I hope. And lastly Jasper would think I was a fool. I know he mite never forgive Edward for leaving and having me raise Lexi, but he didn't know and knowing Edward he would've given up his dreams to raise Lexi. Jasper can be mad or angry all he wants but whether he likes it or not Edward is going to be in our lives for the rest of our lives I hope.
"Bella are you crazy have you lost your mind why are you letting that asshole back into your life? You can't be seriously thinking about it. What about Lexi are you even thinking about her or are you just thinking about yourself-''.smack
I stop jasper with a good old slap in the face. How dare he ask if I'm only thinking about myself? Of course I'd out Lexi first any day.
"How dare you Jasper I can't believe you would insinuate something like that. Now you're my brother Jazz but I swear lay off of Edward 'coz he's going to be staying in our lives from now on. So please just do this for me and be happy that I have the man I love back and Lexi has her father for the first time. And don't blame Edward 'coz he never knew about Lexi and you all know it.''
"We are happy for you Bells aren't we Jazz?'' Alice demanded of her husband with a glare that nobody, not even a murder would go up against. But I knew this look; she was silently telling him no sex for at least four months. After all she did do it to him the year before. By the expression on Jazz's face he remembers it to. I could hear Rosalie and Emmett snickering behind us.
"Yes we are but I just don't want to see you unhappy Bella that's all okay? And why did you slap me? That hurt.''
"Sorry but you deserved it. You shouldn't be saying things like that to me or anyone for that matter Jazz. I know you were raised right so don't e a jackass if Edward brings Lexi back here okay!''
"Alright Bella but I'm only doing this for you but I swear he does 1 thing and I'm go in kill him are we clear on that?''
"Of course Jazz one hundred percent'' I replied sarcastically. Jazz just rolled his eyes and smiled a small smile at me.
"This is gonna be great Edward's back in town I get to wind him up a little'' Emmett piped.
"Emmett act your age for god's sake you would swear Eric was the grown up and you the child'' everyone laughed at that 'coz it was true. "And Bella I am happy for you I just want to know if you know what your getting yourself into?''
"I do Rose believe me I do''
"Alright then that's all I wanted to hear''
"Okay so are we just goin to stand here or are we going to get to work?''
With that said we all went to work me in the kitchen, jazz and Alice in the office, Emmett and Rose went home to let little Eric sleep. While I was in the kitchen I kept wondering if Lexi and Edward were having a good time.
Epov
Lexi and I were having so much fun I didn't even remember the time when all of a sudden it was nearly 7 o'clock. I had to get Lexi home to bed quick.
"Alright come on baby girl it's time to go home''
"But daddy I wont to stay here with you pwease?''
"No come on were going home and I'll even put you to bed how does that sound?''
"Okay but can we come back 'coz I really like it here very much with you 'coz momma always fall down and dats no fun at all'' she sigh very dramatically that I just had to laugh.
"okay baby I promise to bring you back and who knows maybe mommy can come to if she's free okay'' I waited for her to 'nod' or say 'yep' before I continued "alri how bout we go and get some thing to eat and then we'll go home, sound good?''
"Yup, can we get pagetti for dinner?''
"Sure why not'' I loved the way she said spaghetti it was just so adorable.
After getting the things needed to make the spaghetti I headed on over to Bella's place. When I arrived her car was nowhere to be seen so I assumed she must have been at the restaurant still.
"Lexi hon, come on we're here'' she was half asleep in her car seat I surprised she wasn't asleep already.
"Daddy''
"Yeah baby come on we'll go and make pagetti'' I said to her as I was lifting her out of the car.
"Umm'' was the only reply I got out of her
As I went into Bella's house I went and put Lexi on the couch and a pillow against her so she wouldn't fall and stuck on some cartons. As she was watching that I went and rang Bella to tell we were here.
"Hello Isabella Swan speaking''
"Um hi its Edward ah me and Lexi are back at your place and I'm just making some spaghetti I just wondered if maybe you wanted some?''
"Em yea sure eh I'll be home in about half an hour or so it's just really busy here. Is Lexi still awake?''
"Barely she's nearly asleep on the couch but it looks like she's trying to stay awake. Em if your not back do you want me to put her to bed for you?''
"Em yeah sure that'd be great Edward thanks''
"No problem I'll see you soon I guess''
"Yeah see you soon bye Edward''
"Bye Bella'' love you I thought in my head. But I couldn't say it yet it was too soon.
After we hung up I went and finished making dinner. While the pasta was cooking I went up to get Lexi her pj's. When I came back down stairs Lexi was sitting up watching what looked to be Handy Mandy. I got the food dished out and saved some for Bella and gave Lexi hers. We sat and watched Handy Mandy together while eating our spaghetti. When we were finished I changed Lexi into her pj's and brought her up to bed.
"Alright sweetie time to sleep. I'll see you tomorrow'' I told her giving her a good night's kiss.
"Daddy will you rwead me a storwy?''
"Of course I will baby what one do you want?''
"Umm....how bout sleeping bweaty''
"Sleeping beauty it is''
After I had read the first four pages Lexi was passed out with sleep. I went back down stairs and went into the sitting room waiting for Bella. When I heard a car door close outside only a half an hour later I knew it was her. Not a second later she walked in the door.
"Hey''
"Hey...so how was your day with Lexi?'' she asked nervously.
"I had an amazing time with her. Thank you for letting me take her out today''
"Don't thank me she's your daughter as well. So what did you guys do?' she asked while we walked to the kitchen were she got her dinner. I just watched her. She was still beautiful even after having a baby the new curves on her body are gorgeous shit I can feel myself getting hard just thinking about her curves think of something else. Basketball, basketball, basketball nope that's not working either.
"Eh we went to ice-cream world and then we went to the playground for a few hours then we just came here 'coz I lost track of time so. Em how was work?''
"It was great we got really busy at 5 though but all-in-all a good day's work''
"Good''
After she had eaten and we talked some more bout how our lives have been since we went different ways. She told me how she found out she was pregnant and all about Lexi life for the past three years.
I couldn't help myself any longer I had to at least kiss her or something. So that's what I did. I took hold of her face and just kissed. At first she was really hesitant but then she kissed me back with a vengeance. I pulled her to me, her body flush against mine. My arousal had gotten even harder. Bella started to moan into my mouth. I grabbed her by the ass and lifted her up as she wrapped her legs around me. I could feel her arousal through our clothed bodies. Bella's hands went into my hair and tugged all I could do was moan into her mouth. I pushed us up against the wall and pushed my hands slowly up her top. With every movement that I made Bella let out a moan.
"Bedroom'' she said breathlessly.
As I walked up to her bedroom somehow not tripping she had unbuttoned my shirt and took it off. I felt her hands all over my chest and back. I let out a moan. As I walked into her bedroom she had started to grind against my now rock hard cock.
As I made my way over to her bed I had to ask her if this is what she wanted I didn't want her to regret this in the morning.
"Bella are you sure you want to do this? I don't want you to regret this in the morning''
"Edward I would have stopped you before I told you to bring me to my room. If you don't well that's fine with me-'' I stopped her talking with my mouth.
"Of course I want you I just want to make sure is all''
"I'm sure now can we continue please?'' she asked with a smirk on her face.
"It will be my pleasure''
I took of her shirt without a second thought as her bra came to my face. I quickly got ride of it and took her right nipple into my mouth. She moaned into my mouth as I sucked harder on her nipple while my hand rubbed her left nipple.
Bella's hand reached down and unzipped my jeans as I did the same thing for her. Before I knew it we were both naked me on top of her on her bed. I was trailing my lips all across her body, when she suddenly pulled my lips back up to hers. My hands roamed all over her body. She moaned into my mouth and just as I was positioning myself at her entrance I stopped and pulled away. Bella looked at me confused, than hurt. I quickly realised why she was hurt and went to explain.
"Bella I don't have any protection"
"Its okay I'm on the pill" she said.
"Okay"
As I said this I repositioned myself once again at her entrance. As I slowly moved into her we both moaned at the sensations we were experiencing together.
"Oh, Edward," she gasped, her eyes fluttering until they were closed.
The urge to thrust, to sheath myself inside of her body almost too strong to resist as I began moving inside her slowly. Inch by inch, I moved deeper until my hips were flush with hers. Her head fell back against the pillow and with shaking hands; she pulled my face to hers and kissed me deeply. The only sounds in the room were Bella's moans and my grunts as I began to thrust into her harder and faster. "I love you." I said.
"God I love you too Edward so much" she said as she began to meet everyone of my thrust's with her hips. I groaned, my eyes rolling to the back of my head as I thrust back inside her. Her hips lifted her breathy moans and sighs spurring me on. Her legs wrapped around my waist as I rocked against her. Her hands tangled in my hair roughly, her back arching as I took her nipple between my teeth. I brought my lips back to hers after a few moments of ravishing her breasts. My hands explored her as we kissed, leaving a trail of goosebumps along her skin. "Harder, Edward," she groaned, her hips moving against mine. I placed her right leg on my shoulder so I could go deeper kissing along her leg as I placed it over my shoulder. Her body rocked back up to meet mine as I began to thrust.
"Holy fuck" I exclaimed as this new position made me much deeper than I thought possible. "God yes," she panted. "I'm so close, baby,"
She called my name loudly, her back arching into me, her hands reaching for something to grasp. Her hips lifted off the mattress and I gripped them tightly, attempting to still her as I thrust one final time, coming inside of her. With an exhausted sigh, I rolled us over and brought her my arms around her tiny waist and pulled her to me.
"I love you Bella, so fucking much that it really hurts, I want us to be a family the three of us me, you and Lexi. What you say you to that?" I waited patiently for her answer even though it was killing me inside incase she say's no.
"I would like that very much but how exactly are we going to be a family when you and I live separately Edward and you don't have enough room for us to live in your apartment" Bella rushed through most of it but I still heard what she said.
"Bella I meant for us to buy a house together, I could sell my apartment you could rent out your house sell I don't mind but I won't us to have a house we got together. Do you know what I mean?"
"Yeah I do I don't want to sell this house so how bout I rent it out I would like to give this house to Lexi when she's older"
"So were moving in together? Coz if we are I want to do this right Bella I want us to be a proper family"
"What do you mean?" she asked me nervously.
"Isabella Marie Swan will you do me the honour of becoming my wife? I've loved you since the first day I met you. You had trip over thin air but I still could not take my eyes off you. When I left to go to college it was one of the hardest things I had ever done, but the hardest was letting you go. I can never live my life without you and now I can't live without Lexi either so yes right now I'm asking you if you will you marry me?"
I waited as she stared wide eyed at me for what seemed like an eternity. When she finally answered I thought I'd die right then.
"Edward I've loved you from the when I saw you in the cafeteria. I kept thinking to myself that you were the man I'd love to marry...then" the way she said then made my heart break.
"Bells what are you saying. I don't understand is it a yes or no?" I could hear the heartache in my own voice. It was so quiet you could hear a pin drop.
"Edward what I'm saying is that I love you and but now I know that your the man I want to marry"
She said Yes she said YES. I lunged at her as I was so happy as I brought my lips to hers. Bella laughed at me.
"Do you want to wait to tell everyone or will we tell them now? But either way were not telling them without your ring"
"You talk like you already have one. And let's tell them in a few days at least"
"I do have one it's back in my apartment. I had it for years" She just looked at me as I continued "it was my grandmothers she left it for me"
With that I just kissed her as she pulled me to her and opened her legs wider for me and wrapping them around my waist. We made love more four more times that night. And we fell asleep on the early hours of the morning with my angel in my arms.
AN Notes: Hey hope ye all enjoyed this was my first love scene so I hope you liked it. Let me know what you think of it. Thanks for da reviews.