anorexia is never the answer

by jay and abi forever xx

when abi comes back from costa rica , she learns of the lola and jay kiss. she then thinks that the reason why things didn't always work out for her and jay was because of her weight . so she stops eating . will her loved ones be able to save her before it's too late ? A Jabi Story

5. Chapter 5

As abi layed there in her bed the next morning, she couldn't help but think of the times her and jay were together. It made her cry. She looked around her room and noticed her cd player and put her cd of her favorite artist sia in it and listened to the song breathe me.

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
and, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

As she listened to those words she realised that she was hurting herself and there really was no else to blame. But she couldn't help it. She still thought she was fat and she needed to be thin.

'Mrs Branning can I talk to you please ' jay said as he stood at the front door.

'Sure darling come on in ' Tanya said letting him through

'It's about abi, I think she might have anorexia' jay told her as they sat in the living room.

Tanya looked shocked but then thought about her daughter and how skinny she had gotten and realised that jay might be right.

Meanwhile in abi's room she talked to rose and they decided to meet up outside of walford. As she about to walk downstairs she heard jay and Tanya talking about her secret.

As she walked quietly downstairs she tried to sneak out the backdoor only to be found by Tanya.

'Where do you think you're going young lady ' Tanya asked

'I'm going to meet rose ' abi said

At that time jay had entered and saw that abi was trying to leave and said ' abi we know what you're doing, you need help abz'

'I don't know what you're talking about ' abi said

'Yes you do ' jay and Tanya shouted

Just as abi was about to reply she felt that she couldn't breathe and collapsed holding her chest.

'Abi! 'Tanya shouted with her and jay running over to abi.

But abi suddenly stood up ' I'm fine ' she said

Jay tried to grab abi but she took a step backwards and said ' just leave me alone will you ' and with that ran out of the house.

Jay and Tanya turned and looked at each other and decided that what they were about to do next would be for the best and hopefully abi later in life would be thankful for it.