Battling anorexia was tougher than abi expected it to be but she was getting there. she still had the odd craving to make herself sick but later found it easier to ignore it all it took was patience. She had support from all around her and things were going well with her and jay.
'You alright abz' jay asked as he walked in
'Yeah I'm fine ' abi told him hugging him when he came over to her.
The past weeks when she was in here, jay came over and they sat down and talked. they talked about how jay felt as though he was going to lose her the moment she left on the trip and proposed to her because he didn't want to be away from her, but how he later panicked and ended up losing her anyway, they talked about Lola and how things between her and jay were a mistake and then they talked about abi's anorexia and if they were going to get back together which they both agreed to but it would be slow.
Rose was looking better and was healing but she was having a rougher time than abi.
Abi had gained wait but had a few relapses which were attended to. She now looked better but still needed more time for her body to look healthy. When abi now looked at her in the mirror she was more confident but still had the odd imagination in her mind where she felt and saw that she was fat but told herself to suck it up and get a grip and it helped.
One day though abi was sitting on the bed with her laptop in front of her looking at photos of her and rose. Most were just of her. She looked a mess and horrible. Her whole body was too skinny and rose besides her looked as though she could die at any minute. Now when she got out of here all she wanted to do was replace these photos with new ones of her being healthy again and that is exactly what she was going to do.