'I've created a webpage' abi said to her family the next morning. She had spent all night on her video camera and then downloaded the video onto her personal webpage.
'oh really what about?' Lauren asked her eating a mouth full of toast.
'My anorexia, you know about how people can recover from it, how I suffered from it and almost died and just how I developed it. I want to help people who suffer in the way I did ' abi said emotionally.
Her parents and Lauren looked proud of her and said silently to themselves to check this webpage later on.
Later on that day word had gotten around about abi's webpage and just about everyone in the square went on it. They all noticed that there were videos on it and jay that was surrounded by the Mitchell family, clicked onto it. It just happened to be the one labeled ' how I developed anorexia '.
On the screen it showed abi in her room staring right into everyone's eyes.
'I developed anorexia after coming back from Costa Rica. Before I left everything was perfect. I had good friends, people I could count on, loving families even though they did go mental at some points and a loving boyfriend or well ex - fiancé as I should probably say. Anyway I choose to go to Costa Rica and jay my fiancé back then decided that he was finished with me and so I was left in tears. When I came back I had heard that jay had moved on with Lola. The girl who recently became my friend who also tried many times to break me and jay up to which at one point she succeeded. It tore me apart the thought of them together and I lost control. I saw myself as fat and thought that I wasn't good enough, so I stopped eating which led to my anorexia. I had almost died and my family were left in tears as they were worried sick about me but I some ways I don't regret it because then I wouldn't have met rose , my best friend . I do regret a lot though. I regret making people's life's hell, making people worry, letting Lola win and I also regret giving in to the temptations of becoming thin. Hopefully if the people I love watch this they will believe me when I say that I'm so sorry because I really truly am. I created this webpage to let people over the world who suffer in ways that I have , will now rethink about what they are doing because believe me when I say this , anorexia is not the answer .' abi said on the screen.
After sitting there watching the video, everyone was left in tears. But for jay Mitchell all he could feel was guilt. Guilt for making this girl think that she wasn't beautiful because she was inside and out and with that he shut the laptop over, stood up and grabbed his jacket and then went out hoping to start fresh with abi branning, the girl he hoped he could spend the rest of his life with.
