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Our Little Girl
Chapter 15
Epov
And It wasn't two hours later before Alana Marie and Nathan Alexander Cullen were born. My little Alana came into this world fifteen minutes before her brother. They were beautiful and they were all mine. I was silently wondering what my life would have been like had I just picked up my phone all those years ago. Maybe me and Bella would be married and have more kids, but we wouldn't have these to, it's only been a few hours and already I cant imagine my life without them. I was holding Nate while Bella held Alana. This was perfect, all I needed now was my little girl. She was on her way with Jasper and Alice and was going crazy, not only did she get a day off school but she got a brother and sister. When I talked to her on the phone she nearly took the ear off me.
I never knew that I could feel this kind of love, I though that once I lost Bella I'd never feel any kind of love and now I have four people taking up the contents of my heart. My parents were on their way, with the car filled with baby stuff. Apparently she had gone a little crazy while shopping in Tacoma.
"Daddy?" I heard a whisper from behind me. I turned around and there was my baby girl standing at the door. I didn't see Jasper or Alice with her so they must still be outside. I walked over to her bending down gently careful of Nathan in my arm.
"Hey sweetie. Where's Jazz and Alice?" I asked her softly, watching her looking at her little brother. She looked at him in awe and I was so thankful that she wasn't going to be one of those siblings who didn't like having younger siblings.
"Ouside, is dat my browder Nathan?" she asked touching his cheek with her pinkie finger. I smiled at her and nodded my head.
"Would you like to hold him and meet your sister?" I asked her, brushing her hair off her face. "Did you not brush your hair this morning?" She shook hair in my face and laughed.
"Nope" she smiled and kissed me on the lips loudly,
"Does daddy get a kiss and not me?" Bella said from the bed. Lexi looked over at her and ran at full speed to the bed and jumped up beside her mother. She looked at Alana and done the same thing she did with Nathan, then she gave Bella a kiss. I heard a knock from the door and turned around to see Jasper poking his head in. He had a look on his face that made me wary off him even more. After what Bella told me I wasn't sure what to think of him. I mean he gave Alice a second chance, and for something that is far worse than what happened to me and Bella.
I nodded for him to come in and he did, with Alice following behind him. They immediately went over to Bella and started cooing over Alana. I looked down at Nathan and smiled as I walked over to Bella. I sat beside her on the bed and turned Nathan so Alice and Jasper could see him better. Alice cooed at him and asked if she could hold him. I was hesitant to let him go so soon, but reluctantly handed him over to her. I noticed Jasper looking at me and again I was nervous.
"Em…Edward could I talk to you?" Jasper asked after a few minutes. I looked at him and nodded my head. I looked back at Bella, her emotions were showing all over her face, worry and a hint of anger. I smiled at her and made my way out to the hall.
"What do want?" I asked him not even caring about how I sounded. Jasper raised an eyebrow at me and I dared him with my eyes. He sighed and looked to the ground, mumbling something under his breath. I had an idea of what he said but I wanted him to look at me when he said it.
"What was that?" I asked with a smirk on my face. He looked up at me and it was my turn to raise an eyebrow at him. I smiled, more like smirked at him.
"I'm sorry for my behaviour. I never meant to make you feel like you wouldn't be a good father. I'm terribly sorry for that. I wouldn't want anyone to treat me that way when I'm about to kids. It wasn't my intention to ever do that, I don't even know why I was doing that. You didn't leave them purposely, I know that and even though you didn't keep your word I understand now why you did but it doesn't take away the resentment I still hold for you. And I don't think it will ever go away, but I can try and control what I say. Believe me I will 'coz I don't wont to lose Bella in my life! Could you possibly forgive me?" he had a sad expression on his face and I understood him in that moment, more than I ever had since I met him. It's hard living without Bella and I wouldn't wish it on him, but then again. No I couldn't think that. Even after what he put me through, but I will give him a piece of my mind.
"I know why you did it Jasper but at the same time I wish you did lose something as important like me. Not only did I lose the woman I love over a misunderstanding, but I missed out on the most important years of my daughters life. You don't know how that feels and you probably never will. So no Jasper I'm not sure I can forgive you yet or ever! And I don't care if you accept me or not 'coz I'm here for Bella and our kids. So if you think I'm putting up with you shit for any longer you can say goodbye to Bella 'coz we will be leaving! Do I make myself clear Jasper?" I asked him with a stern look on my face. I knew it was only a matter of time before he came to me and I was glad it was today. I was riding on a high and he couldn't take that away. It also helped that I had prepared myself for this and had thought of what I would say to him, given the chance. He looked at me and slowly nodded his head. I didn't wait for a verbal reply and headed back into my family.
As I walked in I overheard Alice talking to Bella.
"How could you tell him Bella? I thought this was past us? Can you ever forgive me for a moment of weakness? God what must Edward think of me now?" she was angry, it was clear in his tone. I stopped in my tracks and listened, this should be interesting.
"You cheated on my brother Alice and used me as an excuse! I can never forgive you for that and what I tell the man that I love is none of your business! If you didn't want people to know then you shouldn't have spread your legs for a total stranger Alice" I heard Bella take in a lungful of air as she continued talking " And another thing Alice I couldn't care less about your feelings or what Edward will now think of you . I only gave you a second chance because Jasper begged me to, other than that I wouldn't have let you be anywhere near me. I asked you to help me out and keep Jasper in control and you didn't. I knew something was going to happen and I told you but you couldn't get your head out of your ass and think about someone other than yourself! Now will you kindly fuck off and not come near me for the next few days" I didn't hear Alice reply but I did hear her making her way towards the door. I backed up slightly and made it look like I was only arriving.
"Oh hey Alice, leaving so soon?" I asked her nonchalantly, not looking at her.
"Yeah I forgot we had a big dinner party at the restaurant so… I need to get there" her voice was shakey and hoarse. I could tell that she was upset over what Bella had said.
"Ok, well thanks for stopping by. I need to get back to Bella so I'll see you later?" I asked her.
"Yea sure…um bye" she hightailed it down the hall and that was the last I saw her. I walked into the room and seen Bella staring up at the ceiling.
"Hey, you okay?" I slowly approached her and sat at her side on the bed. I grabbed her hand and gave it a squeeze. She looked at me and slowly nodded her head with a grimace on her face. "I heard your talk with Alice!" she sighed and nodded her head.
"I cant believe she bought it up on this day. She was always trying to make me forget what happened, like I could!" she scoffed and turned her head into my chest. I put my arm around her and held her tight.
"Don't let her bother you, especially today, love. Now lets get back to our babies!"
We eventually got back into our happy mood before the Alice and Jasper fiasco. I was so elated in that moment that I couldn't care what happened in the world as long as I had my Bella and kids.
AN: I know waaaayyy overdue (understatement!) I would like to let everyone who is still following this story that I will be trying to update every 2nd week. I was looking at my account an ff and found out that this story has 22,000 hits! Thank you, thank you sooo much. Now back to updating I have already started the next chapter and it will be in Bella's pov!
