Santana's POV

Every day and every night I wonder how everything turned out like this, how I ended up alone without the only person I will ever love, and then I remember….. it's because I killed her.

I don't know how it happened why I did it All I know is I'm paying for it they say I've had some mental illness for a while and that's what caused me to murder my wife Brittany. I've been in the hospital for a while and my best friend puck comes to see me every once in a while but only to figure out why I killed her. That's why they all visit really. Once when her mom came to all she did was ask me why, why did I do it and all I could was shrug my shoulders and she actually tried to kill me. I really don't know why I did it. But I made a promise to myself to figure out why and I will.