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(In the previous chapter)
-Ashley's POV-
This is why I can't trust Spencer, I can't let anyone leave Aurora again...
"Hey Andy? I need your help. Could you babysit Aurora for me tomorrow for a few hours? I need to go see someone," I say into the phone,' thanks Andy" I say as I ended the call.
Chapter 16: I'm Sorry
-Noone's POV-
Spencer walked through the front door of her family home and headed straight to her room.
"Hey Spence, you okay?" asked Clay who was sprawled out on the couch to which Spencer simply nodded.
After a few short minutes, she finally got inside the safety of her room. She immediately closed her room door, turned her back against the door and slid to the floor. It was then that she finally let herself cry. Tears made their way down from sorrowful blue eyes down delicate soft cheeks. Spencer cried because her past, her past that she so badly wants to forget, the past she is so terribly shameful of has caught up to her present. And it made her realise that there is no such thing as starting over, because the past will always rear its ugly head in the present.
-Spencer's POV-
I was honestly honestly happy with Alex. She understood me, and we had been dating a long time. She showered me with all the love that I could ever ask for, and so much more love than I have ever imagined possible. But I had a secret, the initial reason why I ever agreed to go out with her was because I had a crush once on someone that looked exactly like her. It was a long crush that lasted almost a year. They looked almost identical that it's insane. After getting to know Alex however, I fell for the person she was. Not over some long unrequited crush. I fell for her quirks, to always have to spread the newspaper out flat on the table before being able to read it, her perfectionist tendencies, and her eagerness to make me happy. I also fell for her annoyingness, for her hard headed and stubborn side. It could be pretty hot to be honest.
After a long fruitful relationship with one of the most amazing people in the world, she proposed! oh my god she proposed! It was the simplest most sweetest thing that I will never ever forget in my life. She proposed at our tree, the tree that she asked me to be her girlfriend. And she made another sweet memory for me at that tree, her proposal. She arranged a picnic in the evening, and the sight of fireworks in a distance surprised me. It was then that she asked the 4 worded question. I didn't have to think twice. I said yes. Sadly however, she had to leave shortly after on a family trip for 2 weeks.
Who knew that so much can happen in a week. Who knew that in a week, I could bump into my longtime crush, have her ask me out. And one thing led to another and I found myself in an affair. Blame it on stupidity, blame it on ego. But it thrilled me to know that someone I was pinning over, was in fact pinning over me, and finding me attractive. Irony was that I constantly compared everything Alex to this girl, and Alex won every time. But I couldn't pull away, that feeling of being wanted trapped me. It felt good to me at that point in time that I was wanted although already in a committed relationship. I know now I was stupid.
When Alex caught me in bed with her, I was snapped back into reality. I cheated on the one person saw me when no one did, who loved me for me, nothing more. So I ran after the one person that made me believe love was possible. But she wasn't listening, I hurt her too bad and I understood the way she reacted. I was ashamed of myself, ashamed that I did that to her. I can only imagine what she was feeling. And to think it's after I accepted her proposal. I tried my best to contact her, I looked for her everywhere, and eventually I found out she moved away. Away from us. I just wanted to apologise. I really really did...
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okay guys(:
that was a short chapter to get an idea of Spencer's POV.
so what do you think now? (:
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