(disclaimer) I do not own twilight, Vasilisa (she belongs to Richelle Mead), Damon, Stefan, Elena, Jeremy (they belong to L.G Smith), Alyssa (she belongs to Rachel Caine) or this computer (it's my dad's!) – But I do own Amber, James, Amy, Skyla, Rachael (she's based on an actual person), Alton and Destiny

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Love you

Blaze

xxx

The tour soon ended. Leaving me alone in my room, listening to the laughter downstairs as Stefan, Damon, Amber, Rachael, Emmett, Jasper and Rosalie played on Call of Duty 5 on system link, Esme was talking to Elena and Alton about books, whilst Alice, Amy, Lissa, Destiny and Skyla talked about clothes (designer of course) and Edward [wince], Alyssa, Jeremy and Jade discussed music, but where was Carlisle, I found him standing right outside my room. A knock sounded at the door.

"Come in!" Carlisle walked through the door "you want to know how, when and why don't you?" he nodded "ask away" I forced a smile.

"Why is Amy here?" that was hard to explain, I didn't want to tell him about James, to put his son to shame.

"She has been a close friend for 49 years, she really is your daughter, isn't she?" he simply nodded

"When I was human I fell in love, she was called Katarina Petrova" the name rang small bells in my head, but I didn't search for the origin knowing it would cause heart break "I was on a trip to Bulgaria, for scientific research. She was being hunted, by vampires, for some sickening ritual. Her family was killed, we later had 2 twins, and she died months later. I saw them again when they were 10 years old, and again at 17 years old... but I was followed, by a dangerous vampire..."

"And that's how they were changed" I finished "next question?"

"How where you changed?" downstairs was completely silent.

"Next question?" I would tell him another time.

"How did you build a coven this big?" more silence

"long story, another time, next?"

"When and where were you changed?" this one was easy

"2-3 years after you left, we were in LA" he wanted to know more I could tell "I was changed by Amy, giving birth to Skyla killed me"

"who's the father?" I instantly sent him a death glare. He got the message.

I looked behind Carlisle to where many people stood; at the front of them all was Edward .

Pain shone through his features "I'm so, so sorry" he told me. Obviously he was. He stepped forward.

And I snapped.

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!" I screamed, throwing myself into the wall behind me, deafening cracks rose up the wall. Damon and Stefan grabbed Edward and hauled him out of the room.

I slid down the wall sobbing tearless sobs.

"I'M SORRY!" he roared up the stairs. The other Cullen's just stared in misbelief, before following him.

I spent the rest of the evening in a robotic trance. Flashbacks of my human years flickered through my mind- haunting me

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