(disclaimer) I do not own twilight, Vasilisa (she belongs to Richelle Mead), Damon, Stefan, Elena, Jeremy (they belong to L.G Smith), Alyssa (she belongs to Rachel Caine) or this computer (it's my dad's!) – But I do own Amber, James, Amy, Skyla, Rachael (she's based on an actual person), Alton and Destiny
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Thanks to all my readers you are also inspiring!
It had been weeks. The Cullen's visited almost every day.
New friendships arisen:
-Emmett and Damon (a dangerous combination)
-Stefan and Edward (a brooding combination)
-Alice and Jade (a shopping combination)
-Elena and Esme (a caring combination)
-Stefan and Carlisle (a compassionate combination)
-Lissa (Vasilisa) and Rosalie (a beautiful combination)
-Damon and Jasper (not sure what to make of that one)
Me and Edward on the other hand had been ripped apart, he stayed the distance of the room away.
I was happy with that.
Months passed I'd grown accustomed to having them around.
"do you play anything?" Esme asked curiously. Elena laughed.
"I couldn't play anything to save my life"
Alton looked towards me expectantly, wanting to show off.
I nodded back and began walking towards the music room. Everyone else followed.
Everyone was in place "Lithium" I said, the Cullen's seemed confused
The music started and I began to sing
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.
Darling, I forgive you... After all,
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with you.
I'm gonna let it go.
Applause sounded from everywhere.
It felt good to sing like that again.
Song= Lithium by Evanescence
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