Sorry I haven't updated much, I have a ban off the computer I'm only on now because my mum thinks I'm doing homework (I've already done it!) don't tell her that I'm not!

(disclaimer) I do not own twilight, Vasilisa (she belongs to Richelle Mead), Damon, Stefan, Elena, Jeremy (they belong to L.G Smith), Alyssa (she belongs to Rachel Caine) or this computer (it's my dad's!) – But I do own Amber, James, Amy, Skyla, Rachael (she's based on an actual person), Alton and Destiny

Thanks to Fabila Black for being my Beta Reader and an amazing friend

Thanks to FunkyActress for translating this book into German

Thanks to my friends for such amazing inspiration

And thanks to the reviewers

Love you all! Xxx

"Another, another" Alyssa practically screamed at me.

"Which one?" I asked. Lyss's face almost exploded with excitement. Calm down.

"What you want!"

Music played up. I'd pretty much forgotten the Cullen's; I didn't think I was able to do that.

Do what you, what you want
If you have a dream for better
Do what you, what you want
'til you don't want it anymore (remember who you really are)

Do what you, what you want
Your world's closing in on you now (it isn't over)
Stand and face the unknown (got to remember who you really are)

Every heart in my hands
Like a pale reflection

Hello, hello, remember me?
I'm everything you can't control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
We can break through

Do what you, what you want
You don't have to lay your life down (it isn't over)
Do what you, what you want
'til you find what you're looking for (got to remember who you really are)

But every hour slipping by
Screams that I have failed you

Hello, hello, remember me?
I'm everything you can't control
somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe

Hello, hello, remember me?
I'm everything you can't control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe

There's still time
Close your eyes
Only love will guide you home
Tear down the world and free your soul
'Til we crash
We're forever spiraling
Down, down, down, down

Hello, hello
It's only me infecting everything you love
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe

Hello, hello, remember me?
I'm everything you can't control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to learn forgiveness

Hello, hello, remember me?
I'm everything you can't control
somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
we can break through

Remember who you really are
Do what you, what you want

I was drowning in the applause

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