Sorry I've neglected the story, I had major writers block! I've sorted it out now, thanks to Nathan bugging me like hell! I don't own Twilight or some of the other characters! Thanks to Funky Actress for translating! Thanks to the reviewers!

Blaze xxx


"What's going on?" Bella asked.

How could I possibly explain this?

I loved her.

Would they react badly?

I knew it wasn't as simple as loving her, she was human.

A sweet smelling human, whome I could crush so easily.

Kill her in less than a second.

I felt an ache in my heart at the thought.

I couldn't live with myself if I harmed her.

"What's going on?" Bella asked once again, I replayed what I knew of Bella and Edward's story.

Maybe I was better off away from Zenia.

"I..I... I don't know" I answered. Bella's lips formed a tight line "I was having lunch with a friend"

"A human?" she gasped. I nodded, refusing to look in her golden eyes, the shame that would shine in them. I stared at the grass that flowed in the wind "Alyssa? Alyssa look at me" I couldn't, the shame "Aly look at me" I wanted to, she was using that voice, the voice that held such authority. I couldn't betray it "Lyssa look at me" I raised my eyes to meet her's, the shame they would hold.

Her eyes held no shame, only sympathy, hope.

"Who is this friend?" Bella asked.

"A girl called Zenia, a girl I love so much" her eyes never betrayed the shame I thought she would feel.

"Go see her" Bella said, and with that I ran.

Only to run into a giant black wolf.


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