Chapter 8
It had been a long night it had been six in the morning when I left the house Elijahs house. I thought that life as a vampire would be easy. Or is this the penalty for breaking of at least a thousand laws of nature? The punishment for being an immortal soul but, by drinking humans blood? 'No, I'm just paranoid' I persuaded myself, anyway, I tried it.
Just the thought to think of it felt like a madness in me. Maybe it was because some vampires shut down their emotions simply. To avoid feeling, to feel life, to feel remorse, feel the past, to feel grief and feel the pain. I wanted that Elijah would feel the same pain within him as I did when he left me for two hundred years ago.
But was it that simple? No, it was not. I longed for him after all the pain he caused my heart. My heart was not beating anymore, but that would have done it if I was still alive and human. I missed Lexi and Anna, they're gone and there is no way to get them back to life.
It felt like someone had stuck a knife through my heart and frozen my inside to ice. That's when I discovered it, I was standing in the street in front of a bunch of cars that created a long queue. I felt the water was flowing through my canvas shoes from the puddle of water I was in. I was just dripping wet after having been there. Unaware of how long I stood there I walked across the street "It's about time chick!" Bellowed a voice before it honked and drove off at top speed.
"Whore!" Shouted another, and I turned instantly to stare at the man who said it. I would otherwise have recorded the man's registration plate in my head but I shrugged. I turned around again and walked towards my house which was nearby. The lights shone in the windows, sigh spirit, I went onto the door , knowing that my friends would confront me soon.
When I came into the house I was met by nothing. I decided to go to the kitchen where I found Caroline, Bonnie and Elena sitting on stools at the counter eating the sandwiches. "Lily," they all cried, "I know, I know but I had a good reason to run after Damon" I told the defense.
They nodded, "Is he still alive I mean Damon?" Elena asked and I thought I saw a little anxiety in her eyes 'interesting' I thought. "You can relax of course Elijah stopped me before I could even jump on him," I said sighing spirit, while I jumped up on the kitchen counter. "Believe me I do not care about Damon, he is just asking for trouble with." Said Bonnie, which made us all laugh.
"He is an asshole." Continued Bonnie "Of course he is," I replied, "So what happened to Elijah?" Asked Elena "Give her a break," said Caroline serious and glaring at the other. Then she jumped in front of me and put his hands on my shoulders, "Well? What happened? Tell me every detail! "She exclaimed with curiosity.
Bonnie and Elena burst into laughter while I rolled my eyes 'Typically, Caroline.' I thought. "Give her a break?" Asked Elena and raised an eyebrow "Go on, do not say that you do not want to know because I know that you want." Said Caroline glaring at the others. I took Elena's sandwich out of her grip and jumped off the other side. "In your dreams," I said laughing walking towards my room.