As I walk toward Hannah's house, I hear someone behind me. It's probably Ally.

"Austin!" she calls. "Wait up!" Yep, I was right. I slow my pace a little and she catches up to me. "I'm sorry, Austin. I just thought that it was your idea. Because I know that I annoy you sometimes and I just thought that you finally got tired of it." I stop walking and turn to her.

"I would never get tired of you, Ally, and you aren't annoying. You're my best friend," I remind her. She smiles.

"You're so sweet," she says, "I'm glad I have you for a best friend." I smile back.

"It might not be a good idea for you to be with me when I break up with her," I tell her. "She may or may not kill you. I'll come back to your house after."

"You're right," she agrees. "See you later, Austin." She jogs back toward her house. I sigh and continue to Hannah's house, full of fear.

"Alright, Austin, you can do this," I say as I knock on Hannah's front door. She opens the door and my stomach drops. She greets me with a kiss.

I can't do this, I say in my head, I can't do this.

She invites me in and we walk up to my room.

"I have a surprise for you," she says seductively, walking into her closet. I swallow.

"O-oh yeah?" I ask. "And what's that?" She walks out with purple lingerie in her hand.

"I got a new outfit just for my baby," she says with a wink.

Ally's POV:

Dear Diary/Songbook,

It's been three hours since Austin told me he was going to break up with Hannah. What's keeping him? Wait a minute. Why did I even ask that? I know exactly what's keeping him. Somehow Hannah pulled him back in with her good lucks and witty mind. I hate Austin! No, I lied. I can't say that. He's my best friend. I can't hate him. Okay, I strongly dislike him right now. Yeah, that's better. Anyway, I just hope he remembers to come over. Oh! I hear someone coming up the stairs! Maybe it's Austin!

"I'm home from work," my dad says, poking his head into my room. I sigh as he walks back out.

Never mind. It was just my dad. You know, I don't even understand why Austin likes Hannah. She just thinks he's her puppet to control... (1) and he lets himself be that puppet! If he were mine, I would let him be the wind. Wait, what? No. He will never be mine... Wait, someone else is coming up the stairs! I think it's really Austin this time. I'll write in you later.

Love, Ally

I roll over to greet him. I'm hopeful that he finally broke up with her until he walks into my room.

He has his hands shoved into his pockets. His hair is strewn messily across his face, matted together with sweat. The top four buttons of his plaid shirt are unbuttoned too. One of his shoes are untied and they're both on the wrong feet.

I roll back over onto my stomach and look down at my book.

"You couldn't do it, could you?" I ask as I feel his weight on my bed.

"Psht, what makes you think that?" he asks in a high-pitched voice.

"The fact that you're sweating and that your shoes are on the wrong feet," I say, flipping the page of my book.

"Whaaat? Don't you know? Sweat and... wearing your shoes on... the wrong feet is... the new style," he tells me, trying to sound as if it's so obvious.

"No it isn't, Austin. I'm not that much of a nerd," I mutter.

"Look, Ally, I just couldn't break her heart," he tells me. I break the pencil I'm holding.

"You couldn't break her heart?" I ask, rolling back over and sitting up. I go from sitting to standing. "You act like she would care! You act like she wouldn't go out and find herself a new puppy to follow her around! That's all you are to her!" I yell at him angrily.

"No I'm not! Hannah actually cares about me! Unlike you! See, this is exactly why... Never mind," he mutters, standing up too. "You're just jealous of Hannah!"

"Jealous? I am not jealous! Why would I be jealous of her when she's dating an idiot like you!" I scream at him.

"You know what? Maybe it is better that we aren't partners. All we do is fight. Don't talk to me ever again," he tells me, leaving my room. I just stand there dumbfounded, my mouth slightly open. It's true; we fight twenty-four-seven... but it's never gotten to the point of one of us telling the other not to talk to them. A tear rolls down my cheeks. I'm paralyzed though so I can't wipe it.

It's been an hour since Austin left and I'm still standing in the same position. I see Trish walk into my room.

"Ally?" she asks. "Are you alright...?"

"I think I'm in shock..." I tell her.

"What do you mean?" she asks. She pushes me back and makes me sit down on my bed.

"Austin and I just had a fight..." I pause and Trish takes this as an opportunity to speak.

"What else is new?" she asks sarcastically.

"... And he told me never to talk to him again," I finish, still staring across the room.

"He what?" she asks. "Where's he at now?" I shrug.

"How am I supposed to know?" I ask. I shake my head. "I just can't believe he said that..."

"Well, we're going to look for him," she says. She pulls me, trying to stand me up, and I fall to the ground, my body now limp. She picks me up and slings my arm around her shoulders. She literally drags me out of my house.

"I can't believe he said that..." I murmur. "I can't believe he said that..." I go into a sort of trance, repeating those six words over and over again. "I can't believe he said that..."

"I can't believe he said it either, Ally," she says. "That's why we're going to find him and kill him."

"I can't believe he said that..." I murmur again. Trish knocks on the front door of his house. "I can't believe he said that..."

"Hello Ally, Trish," Mimi says.

"I can't believe he said that..."

"You can't believe who said what, honey?" Mimi asks me.

"I can't believe he said that..." I repeat.

"Is Austin here?" Trish asks.

"I can't believe he said that..."

"Yes, he's upstairs in his room. Go on up," Mimi says, moving aside. Trish drags me inside. "Um, is Ally alright?"

"I can't believe he said that..."

"She's fine," Trish calls in a high-pitched voice as she pulls me up the stairs, "her legs are just a little tired." She laughs nervously. She opens Austin's door. He's lying on his bed, playing around with his phone. Trish sits me down on the floor.

"I can't believe he said that..." I murmur.

"What'd she say?" Austin asks. Trish answers by slapping him across the face. "Ow!" he yells. He cups his now-red cheek in his hand. "What was that for?!"

"I can't believe he said that..."

"Do you know how bad you hurt Ally?! She's in shock and she keeps repeating the same thing over and over again!" Trish screams at him angrily. "Listen!" She pushes him to the floor, close to my mouth.

"I can't believe he said that..." I repeat. "I can't believe he said that..."

"She can't believe who said what?" he asks.

"I can't believe he said that..."

"She can't believe you told her never to talk to her again!" Trish yells at him. He looks at me.

"I can't believe he said that..."

"Ally, you know I didn't mean that. I mean, I said it because I was mad. You just made me really mad. I didn't know what else to say. I was out of arguments," he tells me.

"I can't believe he said that..."

"Ally, I didn't mean it. I swear. I just... I don't know. I wanted you to feel how I felt," he says. This snaps me out of my trance. I blink and look up at him.

"How you felt? I've been pushed aside for almost three months because of Hannah and you think that you have it bad?!" I ask, getting mad. Trish grabs me and pulls me out of the room as I scream rude things at Austin.

"You can't fight forever," Trish tells me as we walk into to my house.

"I don't know, Trish," I say. I shake my head. "This fight is almost as bad as the one on the day..." I trail off, remembering that Trish doesn't know about it.

"The day what?" she asks eagerly. "What happened?! You have to tell me!"

"Trish, I can't," I sigh, "you'd kill me if I did."

"No, I'll kill you if you don't," she corrects me. I sigh once more as I push the door to my room open.

"Okay, Trish, if I tell you, you have to promise not to tell anyone else. You can't tell Austin, Dez, Hannah, your mom, your dad, my dad. You can't tell anyone!" I tell her.

"I promise!" she exclaims impatiently. "Now tell me!" I sigh.

"Okay, fine..." I say. I hesitate before closing my door and pouring myself out to her.

Oh, hello. I'm sorry. Did I end the chapter before Ally told the secret? I sowwy. I'm pretty sure most of you already know what it is since it was obvious. So if you do know, DON'T SAY IT. LEAVE IT A SURPRISE FOR THE OTHERS WHO DON'T KNOW!

1. I stole this from LoveShipper. They said it in a review and I liked it so I hope you don't mind that I stole it? :)?

Oh, and R5GirlyPenguin, I have some good news. *whispers* Come closer... Closer... Closer! *shouts* YOU WERE THE FIRST REVIEWER! CONGRATULATIONS! *virtual high five*

Geez, I just can't seem to make these chapters long :( I'll try my best though in future chapters... Anyway... review!

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