Hi Guys! I know that compared to the first seven chapters being put up fairly quick, that I took awhile on this one, Sorry! But I'm posting it now, so I hope you enjoy it.
Madame Director: I assure you that my math is correct, and I applaud you for figuring that out! :) As for the amazing compliment about you not normally liking AUs, but liking mine, Im SOOOO glad that I wrote a story you like! Its my first story, so hearing that is awesome. You MAY be correct in your assumption about Colton. :) Thank you for reading!
I don't own glee, or the song being used in this chapter, which is Without You by Christina Aguilera. :)
I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face. Even though I hadn't gone to sleep until about three thirty, I was still wide awake at 7 am. I walked (more like bounced)into the kitchen, and made breakfast. I started humming to myself aimlessly, and when I turned around to put the plate of bacon on the counter, Lea was sitting there smiling at me.
"Hey girl. So, when Red came to bed last night, he said that he saw something pretty interesting going on in your kitchen. Now, I of course, yelled at him for interrupting your make out session, but he said that you were getting pretty hot and heavy with Puck." She smirked at me, and I rolled my eyes.
"First of all Lea, his name is Noah. Not Puck. I hate that stupid nickname. But, since I have always vowed to never lie to you, yes, Noah and I kissed last night after everyone was gone." I thought back to his kiss, and remembered the feeling that coursed through me. I had never felt anything like that, and since I was with Colton for so long, I realized why I had never had the desire to sleep with him. Noah made me feel…Beautiful. And alluring, both of which I was not used to feeling. But standing in my kitchen, remembering his hands moving up my body, and his lips moving on mine, I felt both of those feelings and even more.
"-chel? RACHEL!" My head snapped around to look at Lea, who was laughing at me. "Damn, must have been a hell of a kiss, if it has reduced Rachel Berry into a daydreaming female." She kept laughing, and I ignored her. Then my doorbell rang, and I went to answer it, ignoring the laughing female in my kitchen. I didn't bother checking who was standing on my porch, and when I opened the door, Noah was standing there smirking at me.
"Noah! What are you doing here?" I looked over my shoulder when I heard the laughing stop, and saw Lea standing in the opening to the kitchen. Noah shrugged, and just winked at me.
"Wanted to see you, so I came by. I figured you would be up. Can I come in?" He looked in my eyes, and I was once again lost in memories of the night before. I shook my head to get rid of the memories, and when I focused on him again, he was laughing at me. He leaned in close to my ear and whispered
"Thinking about last night, huh Berry? You could have even more if you would let me. I'm pretty sure I could make you feel things that you haven't felt before." I sucked in my breath, and stepped back to let him in, which made him laugh at me. I just shrugged and gestured towards the now smirking Lea.
"Food is in the kitchen Noah. I have to go get dressed. Help yourself." I shut the door after he walked in, and then walked up to my room, and got in the shower, and stood there thinking. I wanted more with Noah, but I was scared to let him in. My track record wasn't the best with boys. My first boyfriend in high school was a jock. Quarterback of the football team, dating the school nerd. It was no surprise when I found him cheating on me with the head cheerleader, but it still hurt. Then there was Colton. He was controlling, and verbally abusive. He used to tell me who I could and couldn't see, what I could and couldn't wear, and then of course, there was the rape. I shuddered. Noah? Noah made me feel like a woman, and he made me feel desired. I knew he wouldn't hurt me, no matter what I did. He didn't try and control what I wore, and then of course, there was the kiss. Just thinking about it made me throb between my legs. I wanted to take care of it, but I didn't do that. I'd never had an orgasm. 21 and I was practically a virgin. I quickly finished my shower and got dressed. I put in my iPod and sang out my feelings about Colton. I was going to move on, and it was going to be with Noah.
The next song came on, and I smiled. I walked out to the balcony, and used my remote for the dock my iPod sat in and started over, and sang along.
"Woah woahh
Have I been blind?
For the first time in my life I feel I've opened up my eyes
Since you've arrived like an angel from the sky
I'm on a spiritual high
So don't you ever go away
I could never face
Losing you would give my faith
In a higher place
What kind of world
Would it be without you
I couldn't breathe without you here
What kind of world
Would I see without you
I can't dream without you here
Yeah woah yeah
Beautiful boy
How on earth did I do something worth deserving you?
My better half
How I cherish through and through every part of you
I do
Loving you's made me hope
Now I belong
I found my heart
Promise me we'll always stay
The way we are today
What kind of world
Would it be without you
I couldn't breathe without you here
What kind of world
Would I see without you
I can't dream without you here
Hey-yeah
I can't ever imagine
If this never would happened
I thank God everyday
Almost lost you forever
But I always remember (remember)
That you're my saving grace
What kind of world
(what kind of world)
Would it be without you
(oh without you)
I couldn't breathe without you here
(ohh here)
What kind of world
(what kind of world)
Would I see without you
(oh see without you)
I can't dream without you here
(dream without you here)"
I stood there, staring out over the town, smiling at the words that I had just sung, when I heard his voice.
"Was that for me?" I turned around, and saw Noah standing there, smirking at me. I just nodded, not trusting myself to speak. He walked over to me, and looked down into my eyes.
"Rach, I care about you. If you didn't get that from yesterday. I know that I'm rough around the edges, but I want to give us a shot. San told me everything that happened between you and Colton, and I want you to know that I would never force you to do anything. I would wait for you, because you deserve that, and more. So just say that you'll give me a shot. Please?" He stared at me, and I knew in that moment that I was falling for him. I was shocked at how fast it had happened, but I resolved to get him to love me too. So I did what I had wanted to do the second I had opened that door to him this morning. I leaned up and kissed him. He stood there for a second, but then he responded eagerly. His hands came up to my waist, and mine went around his neck. I waited for him to move his hands again, but all he did was bring one hand up to card through my hair. I pulled back lightly from the kiss, and he groaned and tried to pull me back in. I giggled and pulled back further, till he finally opened his eyes and met my gaze. I stared at him for a second, before saying what was on my mind.
"Noah, will you let me try something please?" He looked confused, until he noticed that my hand was playing with his belt buckle. Then his eyes widened, and he gulped.
"Rach, you don't have t-" I cut him off with a kiss, and then pulled back yet again. I smirked at him. "I want to." He nodded at me. I smiled and kissed him again, and began to undo his belt buckle. His hands flew to my waist, and he gripped me, hard enough to bruise, but for once, I didn't care. I got his belt undone, and then I popped the button, and slid the zipper down. I pulled back again, and he let me. I looked into his eyes, and then said
"Noah, I've never done this before, so you have to tell me if I do something wrong, ok?" I waited until he had nodded, then dropped to my knees. He groaned, and lightly fisted his hands in my hair. I decided I didn't mind the feeling. I slowly pulled his jeans down and then I lowered his boxers, and his penis popped out and bobbed in front of me. I gulped nervously, and I was sure that my eyes were as wide as saucers. He was HUGE! I got nervous before I heard him say "Rach. Baby, if you don't want to, you don't have to. Move at your pace." His voice sent a shot of desire down my back. It was low and sexy as all hell. I squared my shoulders. I was going to do this. I WANTED to do this. I leaned forward, and licked the head, and smiled at the groan I got from the man I was kneeling in front of. I liked the power this gave me. Normally, when you're kneeling in front of someone, they have the power. Not this time. I leaned further forward and enveloped the tip of him in my mouth, and sucked slowly. He tasted…..good. I was a little shocked, but I kept going. I leaned forward till I felt him hit the back of my throat, and then I took a deep breath, and went further, swallowing as I did.
"Fuck! Rachel! Holy shit!"Came from above me, and I hummed in content. All of sudden, he was groaning non-stop, and his hands were tightly fisted in my hair. I started to bob my head, moving him in and out of my throat. He tightened his hands even more, and warned,
"Rach, baby I'm gonna-" I knew what he was going to say, so I just bobbed faster and sucked harder till he exploaded in my mouth and yelled my name in triumph. I swallowed all of him, and then pulled off of him with a pop, and looked up to find him staring at me. I licked my lips, then smiled at him. He pulled me to my feet, and went to kiss me, but I pulled back with a shake of my head.
"Noah, I need to brush my teeth before you kiss me!" he just scoffed and said "Fuck that" and kissed me. Hard. He pulled back and took a step away from me.
"Holy fuck, Rach. How did you do that? That was your first time? Jesus." He reached down and tucked himself away, then did up his pants. He grabbed my hand, then pulled me inside. Wait- INSIDE? Oh my god, I just performed fellatio on Noah on my BALCONY! I blushed bright red, and Noah chuckled.
"Baby you are so red right now." He looked from me to the open door and back. "Oh. We were up high. No one saw us. And even if they did, you looked sexy as fuck anyway. Now I want to return the favor." I just looked at him, confused. Then he reached down, and unzipped my skirt, helping my step out of it, then he laid me down on the bed. He kissed my stomach, and I knew what he meant. I blushed an even brighter red than I had been. He looked up and noticed.
"Baby, you need to tell me if you want me to stop, ok? I want to make you feel good, but you need to trust me, ok?" He looked so sincere that I couldn't say no. I nodded, but he just stared at me, until I said "I promise Noah." In a small voice. He smiled at me, like a full smile, and then hooked his fingers into the waistband of my panties, and I laid back and lifted my hips off the bed. He slowly pulled them off, then looped his arm around my waist and splayed his hand on my hip. I was wondering why he had done until I felt his tongue lick a stripe up me, then all thought was gone. I gasped and practically arched completely off the bed, but his hand put pressure on my hip and held me in place. My hand flew to his head, and fisted in his hair. Then I felt his tongue flick at my clit, and I was completely lost, except for his name, which I gasped out loud. "Noah!" I continued to repeat his name like a prayer, and then I felt him enter a finger in me, and feel around, till he pressed on a spot inside me, and I felt myself practically explode. I'm almost sure that I screamed, but I couldn't bring myself to care. When I finally came back down to earth, Noah was stroking my hair away from my face. He smiled at me.
"Hey baby." I couldn't quite bring my brain to work yet, so I leaned up and kissed him. I could taste myself on him, and even though it was different, I wasn't as grossed out as I thought I would be. I felt myself falling asleep, and he chuckled.
"Go to sleep, baby. I'll be here when you wake up, I promise." With that promise ringing in my head, I let my self curl up into his chest and go to sleep. My last thought was 'I love you, Noah.' What I hadn't realized? I had said it out loud.
Alright guys, go easy on me, I've never written anything like that before. But I hope you like it! Remember to review! :)