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Chapter 10
Edward's POV
Saturday evening, my family met at Alice's house for dinner again. My sister and Jasper loved to cook and entertain. I relished in the family time and the simple spoils I was experiencing, though my thoughts were settled on Bella.
Alice was in full hostess mode ushering us immediately into the dining room to a delicious dinner of Cornish hens, baby red potatoes and glazed baby carrots.
Finishing my second glass of wine, I sat back observing my family in envy. I watched gentle touches, sudden glances… They occurred between both my parents and my sister and her husband. I imagined Bella's glow by the water the night of the concert and her discreet peeks and stares. So beautiful.
When I spoke with her earlier in the day, she seemed completely preoccupied with her father and the overgrown boy, Jake. I regretted being so short with her towards the end of our conversation; but I was put off by the company. I'd had a week of Bella to myself and my nerves were rattled calling her in the first place. What a mindfuck. I'd worshipped every inch of her incredible body and I shook like a nervous teenagercalling her on the phone. I reminded myself that was just how special she was. She did things to my body and soul that I wasn't prepared for.
My sister cleared her throat, interrupting my thoughts. "So…I don't know if you guys figured out why we really wanted you here tonight." From across the table, I could see her grasp Jasper's hand tightly.
"Jasper and I have an announcement. Actually, our menu for tonight had a theme."
My mom gasped and brought a hand to her mouth. My dad and I wore identical puzzled looks. We both waited for further explanation while my mom sprang from her chair and pulled Alice into a tight hug.
"Dad…Edward," she sighed loudly. "I'm pregnant!"
After prying my baby sister from my mom, I was finally able to congratulate her with a proper hug.
"You're going to be an uncle, can you believe it?" She whispered kissing my cheek.
"No Allie, I can't, but I'm very happy for both of you." My younger sister was happily married and having a baby. I had an empty apartment, a questionable job, and the woman I'd fallen in love with didn't know who I truly was.
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I decided to fight my restlessness with a cup of tea. I wanted to be in Bella's bed, wrapped around her, protecting her, loving her. Missing her was consuming me; I rested my confused, lonesome head on my folded arms. My mom walked in, studying me with motherly concern.
"Honey, what's going on?" She asked, running a comforting hand across my back.
"Ah… I don't know Mom, just figuring some things out."
"Do you want to talk about it? You know I'm good for that," she smiled.
"I met someone…she's incredible and she's all I think about, but there's a huge conflict of interest. I don't know what to do. I just don't want to hurt her," I sighed and rubbed my tired eyes.
My mom sat down, pushed my hair out of my face and patiently waited for me to open my eyes.
"Edward, honey… Follow that heart of yours. It's pure and decent and won't steer you wrong. If this young woman is as important to you as she seems, you already know what to do."
I quietly considered my mom's words as she continued to scratch my back. "How's work?" She asked.
I shrugged. "Well, I've made progress on my fiction piece. Bella actually inspired me…"
"Bella? What a beautiful name," my mom interrupted.
"Yeah, well she's just… extraordinary."
The next morning, I found my parents in the sunroom enjoying breakfast.
"Good morning," I said dropping my bag and guitar case to the floor.
My mom regarded my bag with a raised eyebrow and a knowing smile.
"And just where are you off to?"
"Well, there's something I need to take care of, but I'll be back," I laughed grabbing her coffee mug, stealing a gulp then thankfully kissing her on the cheek. "Thanks for the talk last night."
My dad, who was buried in the Sunday Seattle Times, peered over the top of it. "What talk was this?" He asked.
"Oh Carlisle, just a wise mother offering her son some sage advice." My mom leaned over and placed a tender kiss on the top of his head as he went back to his paper.
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As I pulled away from the security of Seattle, my first order of business was to deal with Adventure. Sam wouldn't be in the office yet, but I left a voice mail regardless. Explaining to him that I wasn't completing the review of the lodge was the first step in freeing me. I would have to face Aro eventually, but I didn't care, I was determined to pursue a future with Bella. What ever the cost.
Pulling into the long drive of the lodge, my heart raced. My imagination had been on overdrive after hearing Jake's bellow in the background the other day. The late afternoon sun reflected off the lake and I spotted Bella down on the dock with someone. I parked the Jeep quickly.
Bella ran up the hill towards me, her long flowing skirt tangling around her legs and her hair in loose waves around her shoulders.
Her arms wrapped around my shoulders and I was immediately surrounded in her sweet, familiar scent. I buried my face in her neck and pulled her body close.
"I missed you," I confessed.
"What are you doing here? I thought you were at your parent's house."
"I was, but I couldn't stay away…" I whispered. My hands made their way into the silky strands of her hair, pulling her face to mine. My lips tentatively met hers with soft kisses; her hands trailed down my chest and around my back bringing our bodies completely flush with each other as she deepened our kiss.
A masculine, menacing throat clearing in the distance brought us back to the present. I placed a soft kiss on Bella's lips and lifted my head to greet my good friend Jake.
"Hey Bells, I'm taking off. I'll give you a call later this week," he spoke ignoring me.
My arms reactively tightened around Bella as she made a move to step away from me. She scowled while pushing me back. Taking a few steps over to Jake, he also pulled her into a tight embrace. What the fuck?
"Thanks for all your help this weekend. Next time you're in Forks be sure and give Charlie a call; he mentioned a fishing trip," she said smiling.
"Sure, sure…I'll give him a call. Later, Edward."
I raised my hand meekly as he climbed into his truck and headed out.
Gathering my bag and sweater from the Jeep, Bella squeezed me from behind. "I can't believe you're really here again."
She led my into the lodge grasping my hand. I kicked off my shoes and pulled her into the great room, slightly lost. She obviously sensed my mess of emotions. "Edward what's the matter?" Bella asked as she pushed me to the couch and climbed into my lap.
I looked everywhere but at her. Placing her warm hands on either side of my face, she forced my stare.
"What was Jake doing here…again?"
"What do you mean 'what was he doing here again'?"
"I think that's a fairly straight forward question don't you?" My voice was laced with sarcasm.
Her hands dropped, pushing herself off of my lap to stand in front of me.
"Jake has become a friend and he's very helpful, so I don't think I like the tone of your question Edward."
"Your friend? I see the way he looks at you Bella…I think he's hanging around for more than friendship. I think maybe you need to find someone who's actually going work instead of just enjoy the sight of your ass."
"I can't believe you! For your information, if you took the time to get to know Jake, you would find out that he's fucking engaged…yeah, engaged to be married. So, before you come waltzing back in here all sexy and jealous trying to tell me what to do, maybe you get a clue that I'm not helpless. I can fucking take care of myself."
Stunned and speechless, I watched Bella furiously escape through the back door.
I grabbed my sweatshirt and slipped on my worn converse by the door. I headed toward the dock by the small lake. Her silhouette against the fading sunlight took my breath away. As I reached the steps, she tensed. I made my way down the stairs cautiously, unsure of the reception I would receive. Overwhelmed with unfamiliar emotion, I moved quietly up behind her. She didn't turn around or acknowledge my presence; instead she focused on the setting sun in front of us. I pulled my sweatshirt over my head and tossed it to the ground. I moved as close as I could to her warm body, pushing her into the dock railing. I whispered, "I'm sorry."
I held her hands beneath mine, my body flush against hers and I knew she could feel my growing erection. She pushed back gently against me. Silently, we let our bodies communicate. I groaned in her ear and softly sucked on her lobe... "You're so beautiful... I want you, baby." She turned into my embrace and pressed her soft breasts against my chest. She met my gaze and searched my eyes. For a brief moment, I worried I'd pushed her too far.
"I'm sorry too and fuck... I want you... so much."
She forced me to step backwards until my back hit the opposite railing. Her hands found my hair and pulled my head close. She ran the tip of her tongue along my lower lip, slowly sucking it into her mouth, then nipping it before letting go. I grasped the sides of her face. The last of the setting sun cast a glow on her tear stained cheeks. Brushing over them with my thumbs, I gazed into her eyes and covered her mouth with mine. There was nothing slow about that kiss. It was deep and it was passionate. My fingers delved into her silky hair as our tongues tangled, swirled and tasted. Her sexy moans drove me on.
She pulled her hands from my hair and trailed them lightly down my chest, scraping her nails along the way. I growled in response to the pleasure and the pain. Her lips found my neck… nipping and licking. She pushed me down by my shoulders so that I sat with my back against the railing. The tightening in my jeans was almost painful. As she straddled my lap her flowing skirt fell around us. I felt her warmth against my hardness and my hips unconsciously thrust up. I grabbed her by the back of her neck and pulled her face towards mine again needing contact. I felt her hands quickly work their way between us and find the button on my jeans and with a flick of her wrist it came undone and so did I.
Her hand discovered my thickness and her thumb teased the tip where the moisture pooled; she worked it around the head of my cock. My tongue delved deep into her mouth, tangling with hers while her hand tightened around my shaft, sliding up and down. I'd worked my way up her thighs where my thumbs teased through her panties. Wet heat radiated from her body.
Suddenly, her hand was gone and she kneeled over me. She stared seductively as she lifted her skirt up with one hand while the other reached between her gorgeous thighs and pulled her panties to one side. Realizing her intent, I reactively grasped the base of my dick as she slowly lowered herself onto me.
Her breath hitched as I filled her, her tight heat enveloped me and I groaned in response. Her arms wound around my neck as she leaned forward, her tongue teased my ear lobe; her hips slowly rotated setting our rhythm.
"Fuck, Bella. You feel so goddamn incredible," I breathed.
"Edward, have you ever fucked on a dock?" She panted as she raised then slid down my length.
"No, baby…never," I groaned.
"Me either… Oh god."
I dug my fingers into her smooth hips, guiding her to a new angle I knew would make her scream. Her hands grasped the rail behind my head, using it for leverage as she rode me.
"Fuck, Edward, right there…" she moaned as I hit the needy spot within her wet core.
Her fingers snaked down between us finding a path into her panties; I looked down watching my cock slide in and out while her fingers circled. I knew in that moment I had to be the luckiest son of a bitch alive, leveling all my self-control not to come at the erotic sight.
Moments later, I felt her tighten around me as she screamed, "Yes… " I gripped her waist and pulled her flush to my chest, pumping into her twice more. Our orgasms echoed across the quiet, still water.
My head rested on her soft shoulder while our breathing slowed and reality settled in. I tilted my head back just enough to see the gorgeous woman who had claimed my heart. We mirrored wide satisfied grins and then laughed lightly.
"I can't believe we just did that," she sighed then bit her lip.
"I don't think I can move… you fucked me senseless," I teased.
She giggled as I tucked myself back into my boxers and jeans. I pulled her close and pushed a few stray hairs from her face, revealing the tear stains from earlier.
"I really am sorry, Bella."
"Shhh. It's getting dark and I'm starving."
"Piggy back ride?" I offered, turning my back to her.
"Oh, yes!"
Her arms snaked around my shoulders and as she hopped up onto my back, I grasped her thighs at the curve of her ass, held her to me and headed back up to the lodge.
With each hurried step I made, her legs tightened around my waist. She was giggling, sated and content. Our reunion had indeed been different than I imagined but perfect none the less. As I carried her on my back into the lodge, she leaned in peppering wet, teasing kisses on my neck. I went straight to her suite and tossed her playfully on her bed. After pulling off my jeans, I joined her, pulling her greedily on top of me.
She gazed down while straddling me, offering me a cocked eyebrow.
"What? I can't get enough. I missed you, Bella."
I reached up pushing her mussed hair away from her stunning face. I traced her cheekbones and jaw, and then trailed my fingers over her swollen lips.
"Oh, I wanted to ask you, what's 'Adventure'?" She asked casually, breaking my seductive plan for more.
A/N
sorry for the bit 'o cliffie there... but I gave you the dock! Let me know what you think!
I have a blog.. i post teasers and shit there... banners/blinkies I make ya know, fun stuff! www(dot)jaimearkin(dot)blogspot(dot)com
A few other things - I collab'd with phoebes(dot)promise to write an xmas o/s for an anon contest if you can find it we'd love for you to read it!
AND - we're working on our Squeeze My Lemon o/s that will post on December 22nd... So watch out for that!
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The Companion by samrosey - it's beautifully written and intriguing. her writing is lyrical and wonderful check it out www(dot)fanfiction(dot)net/s/6413228/1/
In Transit by Lillybellis - read everything by this lovely author - I adore it all but here's her latest www(dot)fanfiction(dot)net/s/6531499/1/
On Grey Mornings by littlesecret84 - this story seriously owns me... go read it! www(dot)fanfiction(dot)net/s/6284948/1/
Love is the End by phoebes(dot)promise - no words for how lovely the author is and the story is gripping and sad and beautiful check it out!www(dot)fanfiction(dot)net/s/6445022/1/
Thanks for reading everyone!